Giving self realisation to ...

 If you tried to give self realisation to an imam 

and didn't get the positive respond you expected,

despite the mantras, and thus magic you were putting in

to make it happen,

and now you are feeling anger if not hatred, 

because you feel he wasn't worth it 

and he stole you of your time and effort,

Then, this blog is for you.

First of all

do not use magic

never try to bend someone else's will.

This is black magic, as you do it without their approval.

Second point, differentiate between your human reaction and your divine identity.

Your divine identity should now take over 

and see the pettiness of your human reaction, which needs to grow out of it.

Blame and anger is the human prerogative

but forgiveness and the letting go is the Spirit's.

So the faster you choose to let go,

the quicker you will grow.

Because never forget your main aim is not to be a king over others

but be a king over yourself.

Grow into your own Spirit, identify yourself more to it, as intent.

And let Christ light sucks into it the ego accumulated at the agnya.

Sometimes we need to be reminded of this simple path.

But the edges and spike of our ego in reaction to what it considers failure

need to be rounded up and ideally quickly let to be sucked in by the Spirit.

So never forget that your own growth is your priority.

And you giving self realisation to others 

is not a favour you are doing to God...

You are learning to uncover also the immaturity hidden within you.

Anger happens, despite being a yogi

because that very Nadi is closed in your sahasrara 

and is covered by your ego/super ego.

So get connected or renew your. connection.

Also do not forget that you are like the rain to the non realised seeds

and the seeds may or may not crack open 

they do need time to learn about love.

Rain never throws a tantrum when after the shower 

the seeds did not open..does it?

So let it go.

And finally take this so called failure,

as a feedback for you to improve not only your hidden immature manners personally speaking,

but also to modify your approach towards the muslim community.

Methods have to be adapted to their own level,

the system of values is more intricate 

challenging even.

But a seed once sprouting knows its way around while hitting a rock.

Rock must be saved 

with patience and self love foremost.

Divine never forgets, 

instead awaits the right timing to readjust life lessons

so that these people in need of God connection

be ready for it too.

Christ

In dream I was in Israel and or an area which was labelled as Arab area for show purposes

but was Israel.

There I was in a staircase of a building.

At some point I reached a floor 

and I saw a man standing there

dressed all in white

and face also covered by a long white piece of cloth.

Tall, lean and standing out by his presence.

Spirit told me this is Christ 

So not in flesh, but as in energy 

the vision of the Spirit from the Spiritual world.

Auspicious dream indeed.

Some thoughts about sahaj yoga and purification

 Very often those who meditate 

expect great things to be done and to happen.

Very often those who reply

say either "you have nothing to do" or "expect great things to happen".

Incoherence in reply is explained by the lack of context given.

Everything is correct and incorrect depending on the context or rather phase of progression and even on the viewpoint.

First things first,

we cannot mix up Spirit with its manifestation.

Secondly, do nothing means to revert back to our true natural process of Life.

Such as a foetus who does nothing to grow in her mother womb

or a seed which does nothing under the soil, to grow.

As said in my preferred cartoon aka Rick & Morty in the episode with the crows

"We are trained to be untrained".

So revert back to the "No doing" - in the sense that only the Power of God within does it

and it does it when we create the space for it to be.

Space is created when we let go of our thoughts.

Now, for us to let go of the thoughts 

we need to let them arise.

Doing only sitting and wanting the silence, ie thoughtless awareness 

without allowing the natural process to take place, ie letting the thoughts to arise 

is internal resistance and counter productive.

Thirdly, up to a point only we do nothing.

But after we must actively involve ourselves as a co-creator.

and How?

By seeing the thoughts and giving them to the Mother/power inside of us

with the inner intent to "please untie the knot".

No more self solving issues or time waste.

Then, we get the manifestation without its duality.

Meaning the problem or experience we naturally encountered in our life, 

we witness it

so that the energy within also meets it

and then we do not create obstructions by trying to control the solving phase of this problem.

Here we act as a dormant seed and let her do the cleansing, apportioning, the job in brief.

This process every single person goes through it

realised or non realised

seeker of truth or not 

as long as it is part of creation

it goes through it.

Now the big difference is when you are realised 

you are aware of what is going on and you are above it

ie out of time & space.

So in relative terms, 

you are in an accelerated growth 

in terms of lessons learned by the soul 

and its shaping for future experiences.

Others, non realised 

will be also but much slower in terms of lesson learned

depending on the values they follow, karma they earn and most importantly

after how long they let go, forgive and forget.

Certainly there is more to it, 

but in a nutshell, 

being realised give you an enormous advantage of being aware and in control

vs unrealised who see the review of their life only at death and are not in control.

Now, as a meditator

you can even more accelerate that purification process

i.e. cleaning the mud, i.e. the unorganised and chaotic bundle of values and experiences you are still identifying yourself with.

But remember, 

doing only sitting meditation is not enough.

As very often I feel coolness rapidly when sitting

but it is only in the walking that more mud is being stirred,

as you are in movement!

So the walking meditation is the best accelerator 

to face your thoughts arising.

Now the key is to take them as a blessing nor as a pestering phase.

As only thoughts arising are the clue to what is in the way 

to your success.

They point at what bothers you. 

Only when you see what you are afraid of

can you overcome it,

as it will not exist anymore.

Fears are usually undealt unknown items.

Also let us not forget we are then lucky at this very moment

to intent the following:

I give it to the Shakti within me 

to unknot the knot.

This will solve the current issue at hand 

while making space for new experiences.

It is also true that all meditators are not the same

all have not the same maturity.

Very much also those who tried to help me 

very often when it was my turn to give them back 

that was unfortunately for them, the point when they decided to give up on the relationship.

Because very often 

they put their doing as a reward, a favour they were doing.

So when the divine timing come to get the natural reward or payback

they had already deserted.

Very often the patience is lacking.

I recall a nice realised guy how helped me to settle in UK

and unfortunately his kid was into drugs

which I had no clue of. 

It used to smell weird but how could I have known it was drug? 

So the kid meditates not, it is into drug 

and used me as a third party for collateral damage.

I.e if food was missing or fridge was empty, I had a good back for that.

Now what I learned, 

as drug is still a pain in the uk..

that the kid was smoking marijuana

which makes him hungry at all time.

Hence he was emptying the fridge 

and blaming it on me.

Of course I was even unaware of this blame.

Because the nice father never checked this with me,

yet he felt being stolen by me.

And of course went even to cry about this to other third parties,

who also took the word for granted.

I must admit for many years, 

I had shoved this under the carpet, 

thinking I had let go of the issue.

To forgive

is to know that you have nothing to do with their personalities.

That they are themselves contained by it, like in a jail.

But you only have to do with with their Spirit 

which is the same as mine.

So when the time came for me 

to help this nice guy back 

in one way or the other

you can imagine his reluctancy to get back in touch.

Monetary and vibratory payback is unfortunately his missed blessings.

While I remember 

when I used to be in Paris

I had given shelter to a yogi 

so I remember I gave her a room, food and even a job.

Now, I realised I had never asked her to contribute be it for food or for rent or anything else.

Instead, she stopped meditation and ended up as soon as she got the job, to make sure to create there a hell, so much that I had to leave that job place as a bad apple just contaminate the rest of the batch.

Now, that I think of this,

I was raised as such. 

You just help and the guest is a God sent person.

It never occurred to me to make her pay, nor I felt constricted by her presence.

I was just enjoying the process.

Moral of the story, 

focus on Spirit, as everyone is you.

Let them be with their own personality.

The progress of purification is equal to the swiftness of the "Letting go".

Blame has no place, especially if you want to grow.

Finally, most of the yogi I met are stuck at the same level.

Vibrations and even powers, growing from yogi to mahayogi, is nearly unheard of.

Why is that so?

Because while worshipping the Mother within

all the focus goes to the Mother without..

The picture of Shri Mataji should be used as a sustaining means to keep in touch with vibrations

at the same level as Mother Nature, Trees, clouds etc.

The Goddess is within

the Feminine Power is within

the Spirit yet is the aim, to be the witness 

to be born again.

Which brings me to this last point:

when we were born 

we had no clue of the personality of the people

we just smiled and beamed joy 

Imagine yourself when born, as a baby did you hate such and such 

by seeing their face? No.

So that is the Truth, the Nature on which we are born and should revert to.

Now, very often I remember 

when I hold grudge,

I exclaim to myself, when I remember,

what a waste of time! When I was born that person or situation already existed

and yet I was not bothered by it.

So let it go, as it is same now, and that is the Truth.

Doing what we dislike is key to our progress

What we dislike 

is the key to our progression.

I totally disliked walking the cycles

and yet today the spirit told me just to do it

with the above mention.

Indeed, 

once I did it

let's say hardly when I start doing it

I felt coolness going from my knee caps down to the tibia 

and then when I continued just 20min 

I could feel coolness all over body 

flowing from head to toes.

The ego of ours knows the mean that will dissipate 

the illusion and thus its existence

hence our dislike to do it.

We should indeed learn to push our limits 

in that sense that everything bears goodness

and we need to integrate it into our light

and its light will also de facto elevate us

and make us wider as Existence Itself.

Rose oil perfume

 The good thing now

is since couple days in a row 

I can smell around me and on the tongue nice Rose perfume

I'd say Rose oil as it has warm component.

Spirit told me 

that it comes from my heart chakras 

which has opened up.

Heaven is embedded inside us

for sure.

Joan of Ark - Gross vs Subtle Minds

I saw also a lady in armor

very knightly - gave a Joan of Ark feel

and a man standing behind her

she was turning her back to him

while looking ahead 

She said 

"People are gross 

they do not let a seed grow out of the soil"

She meant gross as in opposition to subtle.

And the mind of that man and of all the people I knew 

standing behind in my surrounding

are truthfully gross.

Meaning they keep taking the seed out of the soil 

and are impatient 

they do not have subtle manners 

Their mind is not matching mine.

It is true that very often 

I feel like I am talking to a wall 

as I can lower the standards to explain the knowledge that shall benefit

but the attention span, quality and focus is so scattered, low and unstable

you can't put any seed into it

The seeds do fall on rocks and they can't grow.

Unfortunate.

Universe is an electric circuit and a womb within a womb

In dream I was seeing how the universe was a giant "electric" circuit

actually what we call orbit 

is part of the circuit

and I could see how I passed from one dimension 

to the other

it is more like being an electron

and circulating into another section 

so this is immense 

and where you go

you have little chance to be found again

well depending how 

our energy match other people's

we met here in this lifetime.

True though 

I did not really died 

I just moved into another place

so body is just borrowed

and we keep living our cycle 

elsewhere.

Later I was showed 

as a foetus 

whose parents keep waiting 

for a baby to be born

but they kept getting miscarriage

Then 

it was told to them

to dedicate the child to the service of God

once this divine attribute is allocated to the future baby

it will give it a goal to grow

and then it shall be born.

I found it beautiful.

Spirit explained me

that the baby is me

the many miscarriages I saw

are the former life time

where I was not reborn

Now if I want to break the reincarnation cycle

I need to truly be born again in this life time

and there will be no more death (miscarriage).

So I do have to increase the meditation 

to get my enlightenment 

and avoid this whole cycle being repeated again.

Intuitively I can add

that the parents part is true

in higher dimensions

they are certainly trying to have me

but as I have not managed to be born again here

they can't have me there

Dimensions are vertically linked

what you are here 

you are another form elsewhere.

Also this matches the dream

I had about 10 years ago

where I saw that 

a baby light bright like sun 

was in a womb

and had the person not believed

the baby would have drown into the "sea" 

Of course

the baby was her soul/sun

and the sea being the deep black waters into the womb

Anyway 

I also remember when I was in a nursery 

I looked at the grass 

and thought how as a consciousness 

it must hurt if we walk on it

when I zoomed in it

ie with attention 

I wondered how would it be to be a grass

Now I can say about this experience 

I often thought about 

that I was that grass 

in another dimension or in the past

that is why I know it

as it is a stored experience

is just that now I am outside of it

while before I was it, so I was inside

Likewise these parents are outside 

and I am inside them in a womb

this is like Russian puppet

a universe into another universe

and when you think of it

a foetus did grow up and had to be born 

so we changed form from one universe the womb to another the current world.

Likewise this world is a womb to another one

and we need to be born also out of this one

and what we are now seeing from inside

will be seen from outside later.