Remembering who I am

Had a nice dream life lol
today in dream i was seeing much of
my past life and a bit of my future life

was very much real

even seeing the names i had in my past

i find it cool
hehehe
cause i can google it
and i find those names
hey it feeds my curiosity


but the best of best
was when i was told

'she is recovering her memory
and know who she is"

that is the best part
cause the true memory and ID
is you being the Spirit as true nature
and not some past lives

but when you are recovering your memory
about who you are
as Spirit

then in the process
you DO start remembering also
the stored experience of your past lives

as you are recycled into creation
see? (unless enlightened)

:) i am remembering...who I am :)
so happy!!!

Take Responsibility

Lol
i have a friend
she is real positive about life

it is how i call
being in CHARGE

taking responsibility and not pity yourself

she used to get fired by all her bosses
instead look at the brightness of her mind

she said, "I fired my boss"

THAT i call it LIFE

cause she did not get STUCK in what "other are doing to her"
instead this denotes

that she LOOKED at the situation
SAW what she likes not
and ADMIT IT to herself

and then in a split of a second
decided in her self

"hey if that boss is so unethical
then, why would i feel to be victim of his firing?

it is ME who out of WILL fire him from my life"

see?

cause we CHOOSE on which value we live our life

now... if she was confused in her mind
knowing that he is unethical and yet feeling low for being fired

that confusion
would have shown her lack of maturity
in recognising with clarity of what is GOOD and BAD according to her standard

see?

so first be CLEAR about your standards
and then FIRE people out of your life
when you see they are crossing bounds of decency

this is how you do your share
second, wish the best for them
i always wish for them to "get it"
but i can't change people

yet..i wish for them what i wish for myself
and that is THE BEST EVOLUTION possible

may you become your TRUE SELF
Honest and Sincere
and may you meditate in morning

cause mind is limited
but the desire is not
the more you have the pure desire to wish for something BETTER for yourself

the more ... God provides for you
UNLIMITED RESSOURCES TO TAP FROM

is like me
i went blindly in life
refusing all kinds of "material" opportunity
be it job in best companies or even proposals from millionaire guys

cause these "events/scenario of future life" had no LIGHT in them
when i considered them
i could not SEE myself SHINING in such situation

yet...considering the UNKNOWN
i could feel the LIMITLESS POSSIBILITY
TO BE SOMETHING MORE THAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN

...and that is a GREAT excitement to discover/live Life

and now, when i dwell on this
i feel very much appreciative of what is happening to me

though at times is stressful
cause there is a mismatch between this world and spiritual standards

but at least
i know i have the chance to explore the infinite

is like something i feel in myself
i can touch it
but am still, for now, not able to see it
but it feels great
like the excitement you may have when you near it

it feels like a golden ball of light
inside of me

Everlasting Beauty

There are moments in life
where you realise
that everything is a teacher

actually most of time
i could say i can see myself learning
is like the teacher is an event, or even a movie

which are speaking to me

it is like it was customised
and created to answer to my questions
see?

Remember?
when i wrote once
about a TV commercial
when i switched on tv
it was answering my very question
i had in mind about some coffee brand


now, is same
during the day
there were a LINE of events
one after the other
that were -LITERALLY speaking- talking to me

an outsider would think is just an independent conversation
that i am witnessing between two people

but in truth
in my self
i felt as if both people
were answering to my questions
without them knowing it consciously

is an amazing feeling of closeness

moreover
it was like they were acting my own life
was so strange
cause most of the details were matching my life
and as the conversation was very deep

it was 100% customised for me

Purposely i am not going into the details of it

but i could feel a very warm feeling
in the belly
and it rose up till the heart

and i felt satisfied
it made me feel also more grounded
and peaceful

because it is like an outer confirmation
of what i was feeling inside
and it felt warm to know that
if someone else could put words to it

then it already exist
and if it exists then is beautiful to witness

because i always felt
that if i can witness beauty
then i would feel real rich inside

as if i am somehow collecting it in me
and it won't perish
or as if it is stored forever in me
or as if i lived it for REAL 
i.e. lived it and KNOWING that i am living it

(cause most of time
we live without knowing consciously that we are living a life
is like we live a life unconsciously
that does not leave in you a feeling of sth alive
rather it is empty from Life , is  neutral at best
it does not add to your experience/i.e. it does not nourish you)

and this creates a feeling of satisfaction
or of fulfillment

because i KNOW this Beauty exists
and i am witnessing it
and if i am witnessing it
then it is in me
and it is for me
stored for ever
in me

Sincerity & Honesty

my soul

i dig in people to find some treasure

and all i see is deception

most people are so blind to themselves

that you can never touch them

you can never touch their sincerity

is like no one wants to be his Self

always something else

i feel the true self is found in the very moment

yet, people, it seems, refuse to live the very moment

cause they are using the moment to plan for future

but it is in the very moment

that you can see each other's soul light

not after

after is sheer luck if you meet her again

and even if you were to meet her

you would have forgotten that she has a soul

to be appreciated for

because you would be even more engrossed

in planning for reaching your target

so you will plan even more

thinking is closer

and get even more blind

to the present

so much that you will never see 

the very blessed moment

in the person

in front of you 

this is why you always miss sincerity

though sincerity is ever present 

in front of you

you see her not

Lyrics 

BILLY JOEL LYRICS

"Honesty"

If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know

When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't ask for nothin' while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Cause you're the one that I depend upon

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you 

  

source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/billyjoel/honesty.html

Belly and the Joy

When you have that warm feeling
that arises from inside your belly
and it goes and touches heart

then you can bet
that you are doing something
that your soul is appreciating

cause is a feeling of joy
that arises straight
and touches your heart
which is the place of Love

and thus you are doing
what your soul Loves..

that is the very nice feeling
of excitement
and being at the right place
and doing the right thing

then it feels like
you are breathing anew