Petals and her Sun

OKAY
did all the sales in the world
i could do mwhahahahaha

got so many gifts too!
in cre di ble !
so colorful and cute

now in this cold out there
i am sitting so comfy in that sofa
definitely i love it!

gotta take cocoa and a good spoonful of chantilly Cream
YUMMMMY!!!

am of course late
in doing my luggage!!!

but but but...


SUN OF MY LIFE
I AM COMING!!!

hahahaha
mwa:x;)

Your role is to give us Joy

what a feast today...

i was with kiddos
and i managed to managed them all lol

okay i need more training on that
but i did pretty well
to manage 12 kids that i knew not
hmm?;)

anyway
was very nice
kids try your limits
you need to learn how to assert your authority
that is the advice my friend gave me when i let this be known

for me
what i learned with kids
is that after 5 hours of managing them
i was not exhausted
actually i was very much energetic till the end 

i got them all to love me back!
and this struck me
cause was unexpected!!

the most youngest girl
such a shy one
just joined me when i sat on the sofa at the end
and snuggled herself againt me

woa
it strucked me!
cause she was so shy all the way
and all of sudden just intimate and so loving..

two other ones
started to tell me their secrets
which of course i will NEVER tell
even to you lol

cause i KEEP secrets
i never tell them
i KEEP trust

for i have some good education
and i have strong faith
and i know basics of everything is
to approach people with respect
and then you can connect with them
and always keep their trust
even if they break yours

cause i truly care for my cleanliness

so spontaneously
they started to tell me their secrets
lol
so cute it was

one cutee
told me
but why don't you go with adults?
why don't you join them, and instead stay with us?

i told her
"well, imagine? if i was not there?"

then she got her eyes wide open
and said
"ahhhh !! but i know!
is because your role is to make us
the kids, filled with Joy!"

sincerely
even writing this
my heart is melting

it struck me inside
really
i said to myself
she is telling me
that my role has been to stay with them
to give them JOY

and a few seconds after
she realised that
lol as my friend says
"lo! behold! her eyes opened up!" hahaha

she got headache
and said it to me
so i put my hand
on her chakras
first the belly,
then the heart
then the throat
and the agnya/forehead
i held her both temples
and massaged her sahasrara


i raised her kundalini three times

and then i told her
how you feel?

and she said
"i forgot what i was feeling
and asking you
is like i forgot what happened"
"and i feel so cool inside"

i just smiled
cause she was saying in other words
i have no more thoughts..
this is why she said she forgot
what she was thinking about

and then
before leaving
i got both groups of kids
on my back
felt like going out of a rugbymen team
:) so happy i was
that kids had fun with me
and that shakti spoke through this kiddo girl
so that she said such wisdom with that ah-ha factor!
lo! eyes wide open

somehow
i felt touching all kids head or face
before leaving
or saying good bye

and somehow
i realised after
this touching
without me knowing
gave them self realisation

i think
a kiddo
is like a match
it get its inner fire on so easily
when you touch it

definitely
when i saw their mom
i saw how much there was a gap
between the kids and their moms

the kids were independent from their manners
to a great extent

than those kids who were grown up
and who soaked up their mom's "bad" habits

such as mocking other kids etc.

is so sorry
that parents learn not more from their kids
but at some point with the adolescence
kids absorb much from their parents

this is why in islam
prophet said
"kids are born on true faith the "Fitrah"
meaning Nature
it is their parents who corrupt them/their religion
as they grow up

so the True Religion is Natural State of when you are born into
and religion is "taught" by parents
so much that it corrupts their natural, intuitive and pure state of innocence
which in itself is not corrupted
but obliterated so much that the kid's innocence is covered up
by its parents' habits which have been absorbed

lovely kids they were
kisses to them
mwa :x

Happy New Year 2016 :)

I wish you ALL
the Most Beautiful and Magic
Happy New Year 2016!!!


ENJOY
this is a very cute and harmonious
interpretation of the classic :

Being in Alignment with Divine Will

When are you in alignment
with Divine Will?

my guess is
Be and it IS
condition
is the one of the Love of Joy

cause if you are not
even if you strongly desire something
you won't get it as you wish
wholly and lastingly

cause imagine
the Universe or Heavens
they can't let enter you in them
if they do
with your low vibes
you will destroy the Harmony of the realm there
not because you are bad

but because Universe Goal
is your Joy
so if you are unable to feel it
even in Heavens
then no way you enter it

TILL
you learn your (soul) lessons
for it

Essence of Lies

you know what is painful in a lie
is not the lie itself
it does not give pain

is that the lie uncovers the truth
so once you uncover the lie
you uncover the truth
and the truth is the lie existed not

said like this
it might make no sense

but when a person lies to you
and you know it not
you are not only believing in a statement
but you are believing in the making of it
you are believing that it has some laws that it was obeying to
to exist
see?

and by believing it
you ended up believing in these laws
unconsciously
and you believed that these were common grounds
between you and that person

while all the way
the apparent image had no law behind it to build it
so the person itself
you realise
is just an image
which never existed
so that image was a lie all the way

this is why i said the lie ie 'the image you believed in'
never existed
and you were just hypnotised by it
all the way
looking all the time
at something which never existed

that is the first pain
and the second pain
is that you realise that the person
is ABLE actually to disbelieve in his own Law
that you are believing in and honoring all the way

so finally
you realise
you never knew that person
you only knew the image you made up of it
and that a person who is low enough to dishonor its own law
can't be worthy to be held high in your own eyes
or to be believed in
cause it never existed.

now about forgiveness
and saying it is stuff of past
you are living the present
and blablabla

these are empty words
to me for now

in the sense that
in the present i see the person still believing in its own lies
still believing in its own fake image
and thinking i see it not
and that gives me
really the feeling to throw up
lol is the belly who wants to throw up
actually

that is the GAP
which for now i can't bridge

the healing in it
or the solution would be
that i care no more for that person
or ignore the existence of that person
cause it is ignoring its own existence
by still believing in its fake image.

and the funny message i received today
when i consulted an oracle
is that one :


Law of No law

Common human values and rules are always false, or misguided.
Beware of adopting or agreeing with the opinions, fears and judgment of others-
especially about yourself


It hit on the SPOT
the very thing i discovered about Lies
isn't it?