Exodus : Gods and Kings

Very cool interpretation of Exodus

Luckily i had read a review before going
otherwise i would have been bewildered by the movie

which is a interpretation, re-adaptation of Moses and the Pharaohs story

what i liked :

- No magic as a naive mind would believe it
naive, is to think that magic is something you acquire and show off to surprise weak minded people
while magic is to be able to SEE magic all around you
ONLY because

-you developed faith in YOURSELF
so the development of the personality of moses
was his self work
his capacity to be honest to himself
reflected by his application to be upfront with others
like not to say what others expect you to hear
but stand on your own feet, be grounded enough to speak your truth

-this leads to the interpretation of magic
which is in other stories too far away from our reality
which means our mind attribute the God's help in such a disassociated way
with our own deeds and environement

that this movie gave back credit to the "scientific' explanation of the seven curses
BUT
this is as i say the HOW
not the WHY of the WHAT
which is not treated except referred to as being Moses God

so i deepen here the WHY saying that this is because
Israelis and the Egyptians consciousnesses were linked
and was in struggle
hence is the balance of fairness and justice is broken
then curse comes

and YES it is from God
as we are ALL bearing God light within
YES it is centralised by the Supreme God light
which is like a Living Intelligence Overpowering fights of two group of consciousness

which leads me to the personality of Moses once again,

-as he said to his people
you honored me with your trust
i honor you with my faith

before asking them to follow his order to cross the sea
for people were rebelling in doing so, implying they are no more slaves

literally speaking,
till they cross not the sea they remain slaves
because Pharaohs army is coming from behind

and symbolically,
as our body is indeed the recorder of the WHOLE history of Mankind
the sea is the nabhi which once crossed BRINGS YOU TO YOUR MASTERY

sure,
slaves still talking of being free makes no sense to Moses ears
but it was nicely put in this movie
this focus, zoom on Moses personality
not only in terms of rhetorical effect
but in terms of TRUTH

freedom comes only when you are no more in fear
and cross this sea of illusion
then you can really speak of Mastery

-i loved the embodiment of God in a child
totally unexpected
again i don't say i would agree strictly speaking that God is a child

but as much as God is not a fire
lol
HE is not a child as well
but it was pointing at the symbol of Innocence

or again the Child in Us that we call so in westernised way

though i would say the child was a brat child lol
for he wanted to see Pharaohs on their knees begging for his mercy

God to me is a Loving God
not a brat like angry God
so to me this part of the child speech more refers to the israeli consciousness of that time
than the Glory of God itself which is Shining Peace for me.

back to the miracles lol
yes the scientific rendering is cool
because it enables you to see that what you may find as coincidence is a miracle
when it happens with the right timing for you

but what is the probability that you encounter miracle in your daily life?
very few
so even less when it is a question of life and death on a mass scale

which means
when miracles occur
then let's have eyes to acknowledge the SOURCE/WHAT after having acknowledge the HOW
the WHAT gives APPRECIATION to the HOW

and appreciation is all that is needed for a blessing to remain
without it,
well you end up like the pharao : with no more blessings (no more family, city, army ...)

-the far sightedness of Moses
when he says his people won't remain united
as they were only because so far they had a common goal
which was to run away from Pharaohs
and once they fly away from him, then?

very wise saying of his
which myself i realised
yogis are united in meditation
but then, small groups can be identified because of our own common goal/centers of interests/level of consciousness
which is like this France Rally

only because the COMMON WISH for PEACE in the country
all people gathered together under the flag of the Republic

despite the diverging level of consciousness
so the clear lesson is that

thanks to these moments of COMMON GOAL
people gather together
and it enables for HUMANITY consciousness
to get A STEP/'pallier' forward

and once it is done
everyone is back to his own center of interest
this is power struggle after


and only a few go on with the realisation of this STEP taken
to take it further up.

this is why Moses is a Messenger
to his people
because he had enough insight
for himself
to live his truth

that he could lead/guide them (not order)
and show them that mastery of SELF INDEED leads to FREEDOM

TILL the time they, or part of those who have eyes to see
start too
themselves
on an individual basis
seeking for their TRUTH WITHIN
their OWN light of GOD

to gain this very mastery.

hence
Kings and Gods

Thumb up for this movie
again
in few words that i may jot down to describe it :

Realistic though Magic

Moses a Self Realised Man vs Pharaohs a self Made man
God vs King

and yes i always thought
when i learned about the God within
then what is the difference between a guy who knows that God light is within
that he is God within
and a guy who calls himself God like Pharaoh
why one is divine and the other the ego

well timely lol
let's call it a miracle
i learned in a saying of krishnamurti

when you SEE yourself as you really are with all your defects
and try NOT to be better
then this VERY observation of them
will TRANSFORM them
and you will BE beautiful

so he said
truthfully THE key word :

just TRY NOT to be someone else
BE YOURSELF

and that is EXACTLY WHAT the moses personality
painted here did

it simply showed that Moses was HIMSELF

ps : when i write i just jot down strong key moments
so for all the not so english wording and mistakes
and lack of clarity please don't mind

Brain and elongation

Good news

well for me,

yesterday night,
as i could not sleep
i just kept doing the cycles
on the different chakras
each time when i woke up

and suddenly
as i was sleeping
i felt a sort of tube
right in the brain
that was just keeping elongating itself

so much that i woke up
and lol even wondered if
i will get an elongated skull

i guess it is the inside muscle of the brain
that moves
when they are being pushed by the kundalini?

Brain muscles massage :)

Ah thank you to God for His Good Grace

i feel sooo good now

a few days ago
i was laying down in bed
and suddenly felt such a strong downpour of wind
ouf of my fontanel area

that i stayed literally scotched
to my bed and
my attention scotched to my fontanel
soooooooooooooo pleasant it was
soooooooooooooo relaxing too .... ah so good it was

i REALLY relaxed
ENTIRELY
(well nearly)
but most than usual

at the very beginning
i could only feel coolness here and there
let's say hands and/or head

now i am happy to say
after a semester
i could feel it flowing on both arms
till inside of hands
and feet too

after a year
i could literally feel
at times
not always
a whole shield
from head to toe

but now
even during the intensive meditation period
i felt "bored"

well i knew not why
but i felt bored
even though i was still feeling this coolness
all over body
and in the best times
as a unified field of oneness from head to toes

but i felt "bored"
no clue why
but yes bored
should i say it again?
BORED! :)))

now i know why!
it is as i read it
it is because ....
i wanted more lol
and because more joy exists
then this stagnation was starting to bother me

so when i felt this strong wind
out of my fontanel area
really
i was all relaxed
and yes
how can i forget writing that
sooo much relaxed
that i was BREATHING THE VERY COOL BREEZE
THAT WAS COMING OUT OF MY FONTANEL
right into my nose
hahaha

sooooo heavenly time it was
this is true relaxed meditation
and joyful state DURING it !

ah soo cool
and right NOW
twice i felt same
while i was working
so cool
that i stopped what ever i was doing
and just stayed with it

ah
and yes it was as strong as the one
when i was laying down
may be a little less
but what was GOOD
and this i NEVER felt so before

LITERALLY SPEAKING
i felt as if my INSIDE BRAIN MUSCLES
WERE BEING MASSAGED

ah God!
hahaha
ah ! i am wanting more

imagine!
we feel so good when we get a massage right?
well i rarely get one
but you get my point

and imagine!
brain is THE PART of body
which is ALWAYS working
EVEN WHEN SLEEPING

and how COME
this muscle NEVER gets a massage?

ah my Good GOD!
i GOT an INSIDE BRAIN MASSAGE
that was VERY pleasurable

that i can say is
my DAY 1 of really PLEASURABLE MEDITATION
MARK THAT DAY
DAY ONE OF BRAIN MASSAGE

yes,
i am trying to practise the attention
in such a way
that first when i feel the energy UNIFORMLY
from head to toes (shield)
then
i try to observe it from afar even more
till result be an empty body

to be honest
i am trying to get the hang of it
so not much on this today
once i really get it

point is
once we feel THAT joy
and THAT unified field
and THEN we put our attention
on events that are so dire like in France nowadays

THEN we can send LOVE
to such criminals
and situation, circumstances
so that it CHANGES for the GOOD

ok
it is SO contrasting
from my anger and hate of yesterday
but it is because i MUST be HONEST
with myself if I WANT TO SEE CHANGE

and we canNOT change something bad into good
UNLESS we PINPOINT IT
and for this you NEED to admit it

anyway
we are human
anger is ok
but the AFTER is most important

so those who laugh at angry yogis
well i laugh at their uptight ass lol
hahaha
and i laugh all the more to angry yogis
ie to myself too
for the times i was angry
and DID NOT follow up ENOUGH
to change anger into LOVE

NOW
LOVE
don't GET WRONG ideas
it is NOT what YOU call love

it is
ah i feel like saying
"celestial love"
"Love born from God grace"

this means
you do not control it
you cannot make it born

remember
like He begets not nor He is begotten?

same here
Love
God IS LOVE
so LOVE comes from HIS GRACE

before
i used to wonder
well how to attract this Grace

and now
yes this COOL WIND
IS THIS OUTER PROOF of
HIS AWAKENED GRACE

for Grace NEEDS to be MANIFESTED
to SHOW us that IT exists, right?

ONCE we feel it
it is ONLY the SIGN that
LOVE within you HAS AWAKENED

BUT
it does not means that
you can FEEL LOVE
for still your hearts needs to open more

BUT it is there
so VIBES are ONLY PROOF of this INNER LOVE
which is PRESENT IN YOU
and ONCE your shield is UNIFIED
then SOMEHOW
WHERE you PUT your attention
THEN
this LOVE follows

and as God Grace
is NOTHING except LOVE and COMPASSION
this very Energy of LOVE
will TRANSFORM the object of your attention
into more love filled being/behavior etc.

because i learned
that hate is NOT a power
it is  the choice of your personality
in terms of behavior

but on the power level
only LOVE is (the power-the transformative power)

and a criminal
you cannot change it with hate
nor you (as personality) can "love" his acts or him lol
that would be insane from you and me

but you as BEING OF EMPTINESS CAN LOVE him

yes!
while writing i got it
LOVE , divine LOVE comes from our Being of Emptiness
which is us, on the upper plane (divine plane)

but we as individual being/manifested being/personality
are not a being of emptiness but a body with thoughts etc.
and from this plane we can NEVER
and besides should NEVER love such people
well unless you be insane

so
if i sum up
Divine Love is Power
and this Power can ONLY stems from us
WHEN we are a Being of Emptiness

and we can be it
ONLY when our field is UNIFIED
from head to toes
THEN our whole body is EMPTY

hm,
anyway for the moment
i say :)

Praise be to God
for my SO GOOD BRAIN MUSCLES MASSAGE
HEAVENLY! :)

Living Being in me

as i was waking up this morning
i learned something

it was not a voice talking
and it was not thoughts
it was not from outside

but i feel kind of saying
that my inside Energy Intelligence
was TRULY awakened
at this very moment
and when i say awakened
i MEAN IT
like in the word : ALIVE
and that my senses were listening
to her

and this energy was not talking
let's say
that the energy awakened presence
itself was a talk
an intelligent talk (may be it is why it is called Life)
that the five senses were at the same time
the audience
and could testify each with their own properties
of hearing for ears,
seeing for eyes
feeling for skin

to live
yes is the right word
to live that talk

let's say an interactive cinema lol
but inside of you

so i wanted to write down the precise
sensation i had
first so that i remember

second,
the content by itself

said like this
it will not ring a bell to the reader
but to me it does

because its weight and worth
are in the reason/fact that I AM THE ONE
who perceived it
so as i perceived it
i know it was TRUE

AS IF I COULD TOUCH IT

usually we touch life with our thoughts
because we filter experiences
with our past thoughts

but here it was like a brand new discovery
in this sense it was PURE and POWERFUL
and TOUCHABLE for me
yes these are the impressions

now
that i wrote down the impression

the content by itself is quite simple
which is why i remember  now
that truth is simple
but it is complicated to go
from our loaded mind to a simple one

in brief
i felt first
that it was saying and showing
and the mind was witnessing it

by feeling it
incredible
how can mind feel it?

yes it means the mind
was no more dead
this is why it could feel it

dead is when it is stuck on image
and alive
is when it can see the movement!
thus the context

see we can manipulate an image
and interpret it
but no more when it is in its context
and the context is a thousands of other images
but ON THE SPOT


the mind was feeling
that the all life around me
was a residual fine rain
and the key word is residual
and that in it
all people were satisfied of it
and were nourishing themselves of it
as if it was the EVERYTHING

like you fight for the 1%
where there is 99% of provision hidden
somewhere else
see?
that kind of feeling

so i KNEW
on the spot how worthless the life was
here

which means not that Life is worthless
it means when you live a narrow minded life
as most do
taking this life they choose not
as Life
then it is worthless
for they are only like hungry people
fighting over a tiny morsel of food to eat

and then
i felt down in me
may be in the belly
at the other end of the mind, Life
which i sensed was REAL
in the sense
that i could with it
use POWER to live the Life
ALWAYS WHILE BEING IN MOTION
AND CREATION

yes like an erupting volcano
and this was showing me
or shedding light in my mind
so that i may witness this fine rain
where i live in

that was the real feeling that i could touch
and its meaning
and there was the real BEING
and Presence of Myself as Life

but upthere
in that fine rain 
it was misery
like a robot world

that's it
i wrote such a long post
to detail what i got
may be
in a 3 second time

have a nice day

ps : i HAVE to say
it was a very TINY part of power i felt
it was soft
nonetheless POWERFUL presence
because i felt as if it was containing itself
so that it adjusts itself to me
if it has been fully powerfully awakened
i think i would have been afraid a lot
to say the least

Godly advice or karma

i learned a very valubale thing today

Godly advice or karma.


i have been trying
to do my best to give advice

and as for me, i advised myself
to give advice in the most clear, sincere and ON THE SPOT
way i can

so that myself i have no regret
of not having adjusted
to the listerners' level of understanding

and not reproach to myself
for not having delivered
in all trust
the piece of advice needed
by the others
so that they may start life on a good basis

so ONCE i have done this
in my belly i feel FILLED UP
which means i did good
really
my best

and then,
i can let go
and i know
if they don't follow the advice
it is about their own mastery

it means
they are choosing
the hard way
the long painful way
to get the learning from life
to grow wisdom for making decisions

the result is same
mastery
they develop either mastery
the soft way

it means
you listen to the advice
and you take it gracefully
and THEN once you see the result
you know you did right decision

this is mastery in the soft way

or
you refuse the advice
you test
life is, i call it, with boomerang effect
you see later
if you have eyes to see
why it failed
of course you learn it the hard way
anyway at least you feel the hard way of life
learning it is another thing
because in the meanwhile you will forget
you have anything to learn lol

it is for those who remember
mastery the hard way

otherwise it is just the hard way fullstop
without any learning.

so once you give advice to them
in the most precise, clear and sincere manner
then, let them choose
if they listen not
then
i learned
it is their karma which is choosing for them.

so when i learned that
i felt no more sorrow for them
because i know
it won't come from my lack of efforts
but it will come from their own freedom
to choose
between godly way or the one of their karma.


and then
oen should leave it to the Silence