I AM what I AM

One day reading quran
it strucks me

we are told to do Quran Tilawat
meaning reading Quran outloud

It felt for me
is it helps you, your inner self to "hear"
the message

like you are asleep
and you need to awaken to wake up to hear it
to awaken to it

So i felt it was a huge revelation
when i read the sentence
I AM GOD

i thought look is so strange
we are are ordered to read
I AM GOD

so we are saying with our OWN mouth
I AM GOD

God orders you
to say with your own mouth
that I AM GOD

Being told to say you are god
is not same than saying ONE sentence
to be repeated by everyone
that
I AM GOD

and at same time
people who used to say this
of their own volition
where treated like heretics and executed

so,
is like your body is the only vessel
which is capable as your last means of salvation
to wake your inner self up

Like salvation in your own hands

and again once sleeping
i heard my own inner  voice saying
I AM WHAT I AM

and i always tried to consider
difference
between claiming to be God
and being I AM WHAT I AM

I AM
IS in the NOW

and claiming to be I AM while living in past or future
is a mind claim and is not I AM 


Trying to unify that which is seperate is a claim
is false
is a false religion

to WIT-NESS Unity
is Truth
is I AM


Universal Mind is what tries to unite the seperated individual through same experience:religion
Subconscious do it on the limited collective be it family, country, religion
Conscious being your own realm of experience

But above all these realms
is the I AM
and is where all ONE ; the I AM

Saying
only through Taqwah, people are all equal
is misinterpreted now

is not so.
it means only having reached the Core of Truth
the I AM
as there is only this
that is ONE

Sorry to say
but the religion and all the fuss around
is to complicated

Truth is simple
because is so simple
like the I AM
and there is no savior other than your own mere functional body
to be fortunate enough to one day hear the two words : I AM

Seen and Unseen - Note to previous post

PS to previous post

Life unfolds itself
when it is not seen
in order to be seen

Life unfolds itself
in the unseen
so that later on it can be seen

so is why Life is Sacred
because it is worshipped

Desired when unseen
and Loved when seen

Desire and the Discovery of the Self

You know i was walking back home
add saw such a beautiful road all green and trees with houses roofs like in a chalet


then it hit me ah that area looks like the hilly area in Koln - Germany!
all greenn and chalet like - same

So on spot i said to myself
actually this place am living in
is the one i wanted to live initially when i saw Koln landscape!
so i got it!
and is just that i had not realised it so far

so as soon as i had this recognition and appreciation
of what i desired before
i felt the belly being full and satisfied

I felt on spot is like
when we desire something
we emit one part of ourselves out
like a sperm or ovula that one emits when one desires sexually, see?

so then the part of yourself
is sent away
in a mysterious place
you have no clue of
and it grows
and is fed by the surrouding environment around it
and is fed to grow like a baby in a womb
is a place of growth secret to the one who emitted it
even though at the same time in her!

so once your desire
comes back to you like an old friend
or a boomrang effect after a long time
or your kid after many years

then you recognise him
even if it has been long
cause you recognise the part of the dna in him is you!

and then only this recognition
gives you satisfaction and happiness

so basically
we always receive what we send ahead of us
of desire

is just that we don't recognise it
even if in front of us
cause either we are lost in an fabricated world
which is our perception , mind perception
with scattered focus
or we just bear grudges and nehative feelings
that makes our vision narrow
and not relaxed so that we can just take in what we see
like a sponge that absorb just because it is there

but if we are in a state of relaxed mind
and also accept on spot to recognise what we sent away
then this acceptance, recognition allows to complete the cycle

what if your kid leaves and come back
won t you feel completed again?
likewise
what if your desire, is a part of you sent away
you are always feeling edgy, uncomplete, dissatisfied
and impatient
what if  you recognise it once it has grown and came back to you?
wont you feel like the part of you
you had lost or forgotten
is back now?

with a new shape, because of its growth
and you can now see it again and experiene the novelity
and the inside of it
that you couldn t have before?

like a seed of a plant
you have no clue of what is in
if you try to open it
is wasted and cut
and powdered
nothing in it

yet it has all the tree
and the fruit and shade and sound of leaves when wind shuffles it
and so on and more

but all of this
you couldn t have experienced it
if you had kept that part of yourself to you
that part of desire in you

that desire sent away
like an offshoot into the mysterious dark space/matter

is just the myseterious way for the universe
to unveil itself, its surrounding elements
such as sun, wind and all

which without feeding the seed
or playing with trees leaves
would have never unveiled their secrets to us

so the seed and the rest of universe itself
each elements of It

just desires to be recognised
by you
as kindly as the desire arise
to be seen..

I was a secret
and desired to be unveiled
-Hadith Qudsi
God talking about Himself and which God created the Universe