Lord Increase me in Knowledge

As i remember
when my quest for Truth started
in a dream
i entered a library
which now i know
represents the akashic records

i took a book
and before opening it
i said the quranic ayah

"Rabbi zidni ilma"

meaning

"O my Lord
increase me in Knowledge"

once i opened the book
i saw in the first page
the word written
"Nafs"

Nafs is the Self

so the answer was
that the Knowledge starts
by knowing your True Self

this article is definitely one of the best
here is another extract of it :

"The first Ascended Mastery initiation is the desire to know one’s self, or find God. You choose to find your way up the mastery path when you do this. Everything soon unfolds as you make that choice. There is a probationary period by soul as you do this. That is designed to see IF you really want to complete the Earth School Experience. To understand that probationary period you must understand the descension process and how we became the individual fragments of consciousness you recognize yourself as being. Ascending is nothing more than a reversal of descending from where we came. I will not get into that subject here as I have previously written about that process."

"The second ascension initiation is passed as the probationary period has been reached and one has maintained his/her desire to ascend. This probationary time in past lives could have been a whole lifetime. Now in the End Times as we are completing this cycle known as the Piscean Age, that probationary period can possibly occur in weeks."


source : http://www.shiftfrequency.com/bill-ballard-mastering-holding-your-light-the-ascension-of-mother-earth-humanity/ 


the second paragraph
illustrates
you can't know
how CLEARLY this happened in my own life
this is why i can't praise enough the writer of this article

all is very precisely stated
and is very true

for i was in this very dilemma
that was by then
the dead end in my spiritual quest
it was like i find something
or i am done

and then it awe strucked me
even if i find nothing
to see  theTruth

at least
i felt it in me
definitely
the desire is there

and that is the first
TIME
in my life
i used the word desire

cause for me the word desire
was about something not pure
something that you are dependent upon
such as a passion that enslaves you

but this time
the first time in my life
i realised how that was in me
the way i was inside feeling wired
to find Truth
was a true longing
that i called "desire"

and indeed
not only for weeks
but nearly for about 2 years
i was literally in hell

as in the extract
the writer called it
"descension"

because i had to face my fears
of not finding Truth
so i was experiencing
all the fearful scenarios
of what my life would be
if i find not the Path

i think feelings, emotions
and that desire
have so many aspects

that they can't be truly treated
in one shot
but once again
that writer wrote it truthfully

Vampires

Vampires

they exist
look in your surrounding
when you feel exhausted by a person
each time you encounter that person

a person that will expose you in public
and shame you
so that you feel unease even fear

that person will provoke
fear in you
ON PURPOSE
and that fear will please that one

WHY?

because
this person is
FEEDING on your FEAR
and gets all of sudden
out of nowhere
a FEELING of SUPERIORITY
over the fearful person

why?
how it happened?

Hmmm?

when you know that
that feeling of superiority
existed not before ?

is because that person
TOOK your OWN energy
by feeding from your fears

such people
are VAMPIRES

too low to CREATE Love
to SHARE
with others

they PRETEND
they are loving
but in truth
they are POOR
spiritually low level
dependent people

who lower others
to feed from their fears
to ENHANCE themselves
and their image
by threading onto others

so they STEAL your energy
and share NO Love

if they pretend contrary
you will see
that those who truly Love
don't self advertise

for these True Lovers
when you are near them
you JUST feel GOOD
and RE-ENERGISED


Great article for Great People to read :

"In reality we are all the masters of our illusion. So the question becomes what is it you desire to create and experience? Law of attraction states what you put out to the universe will return a manifestation of the same vibration, but amplified, thereby creating your life experiences… WE all do this. So we are no victims if we have bad experiences in our life. We have created this by what we put out or by what we allow to come in to our fields and do this for our experiences. That is why one on the mastery path masters each thought, emotion and vibration that goes out. They know they must be very careful in what they think, feel, allow into their fields and what persons they may be corded by who attune to their energies. Spiritual vampires may want that energy you have or have you share in their lower vibrations. That cording for feeding off another’s life force only works in the 3rd and 4th dimensions and cannot happen in higher realms. That is why there are no negative ETs in the 5th dimension and higher. The level of ego is limited by the 4th dimension. You must be in your heart to advance from there."

source : http://www.shiftfrequency.com/bill-ballard-mastering-holding-your-light-the-ascension-of-mother-earth-humanity/

Thus
your ONLY solution
is to RAISE your vibrations
and without even YOU planning
you will be CUT from those low level people

they are NOT low level
because they are "bad"

they are low level
compared to you
as you are just more advanced

and you don't really do something for this
is just Life who testifies for you
as only Time will prove it

you already passed through these experiences
you don't need to linger
and re-live such experiences

which by the way
i confirm
are dead BORING
and suck GREAT deal

is like trying to train a dog
no sorry
even dogs get trained
but some human beings
are really NOT being able to get educated
NOT in 100 life times

;)
but hey at some 101th time or so
know that you will be loved....

...hopefully
mwhahahahaha

Mastering and Holding your light

Limit
if there is limit
it means something exists
and as there is limit
it means an opposition exists


hence this is why mind is limited
like when you think one thing
you -de facto- attracts its "opposite"


Great extract of a Great article :

"
During the Fall of Atlantis we shifted into the lower dimensions by moving from our hearts into our heads. We became beings of ego and fear in those lower dimensions. Learning to move your consciousness from your head (ego) back to your heart is one of the steps beginning your ascension process. Consciousness – which we have been taught by the 3D illusion, by our schools and training – as only residing in the brain, is not a reality. Your consciousness is the true you, that which always is, has ever been and will ever be. Consciousness is not fixed in the brain and can be moved anywhere you choose. How do you think astral projection works? Thinking it is only in the brain limits you and leaves you in a state of duality as the brain is right/left and functions in polarity. Manifestation from the brain also creates both polarities, that which you desire as well as that which you don’t.
That was the problem with the book, movie and concept known as “The Secret”. If you don’t shift from the brain sure you can create money, but you also create the opposite effect which takes your money. That happens when you create from the brain. When you create from your heart, only that intent is manifested, and done so much more as the energy field of the heart is far greater in its power that that of the brain. When you really get the art of manifestation you have no desire for the material things anyway. You find you have everything you need readily available. Earthly matters fall away as your focus becomes more vertically aligned."

source : http://www.shiftfrequency.com/bill-ballard-mastering-holding-your-light-the-ascension-of-mother-earth-humanity/



so this is why
when you start a project that you want to be successful
you will get a failure with it
always
at some point
because you created from the brain
which is a place of DUALITY
meaning success and failure
in this example

so is mind blowing
hahaha
such a good expression indeed
once your mind blows up
and then i realise if indeed i create from the heart
i mean in TRUTH and FULLY from it

then there is NO more duality
thus NO more limits
so NO more pains
as it is JUST about BEING in the Moment of your OWN creation

that is being the Creator of Your Life
or the Master of your Light