Heavenly Music

let's listen to that Master Piece
isn't it Heavenly?

Ennio Morricone - The Mission Main Theme (Morricone Conducts Morricone)

yesterday night
as i was going to sleep
i saw a very fine vision

one note to myself
actually visions
are a bit like unexpected
good trips

is like you know not
when you got one
and when you are -in- it

actually you know not
is only once is over
that you realise
hey was real

because during your vision
i feel
one part of the mind is off
so it cannot disturb the vision
by butting in
and asking but why this
and why that
lol

is like the mind
is shut down
so that the vision
may flow

this is why
on the spot
there is no self conscious
questioning
of what i am doing there

now the vision itself
was very elegant

so as i was going to sleep
i saw a conductor
with his baton

and i saw how
he was hearing music
from higher realm

actually i could
hear a very beautiful music
which was very quick
and clearly the notes
were coming or played
in higher realms

then i saw piano keys
being stroke
so i saw them one by one

actually
i wanted to write them down
because the melody was very exquisite
and the rythm was quite fast

is when it hit me
i could not play piano
so why writting them down

then i saw a zooming out
such a great zoom out
that i saw the earth
and the black space all around

now that i write it
i feel was very beautiful vision
hearing the unheard beautiful notes
and contemplating earth from the universe

then at this point
the spirit told me
speaking of Itself
"[the Spirit =]I was the conductor"
"the piano keys you could see was your Witness state"
"and the piano keys being played fast symbolise your petals which are opening faster"
ah yes
and i asked what that zooming out was about
cause i ended up out of earth
seeing it from outer space
finally!
i got it!
It said
"it symbolises liberation"
isn't it the MOST beautiful good news?!

you bet
i am even more enthusiastic
to meditate lol

**sigh**
i feel comfy now
plus even writting this
there is such a nice scent on my tongue ...

that's real sweetness.
this is why i wear no perfume
cause i want the real one!

if i wear perfume
i always wonder
where the smell is coming from
from the one i am wearing or from the real one...

as i am hearing, seeing piano everywhere
even in my train station...
i guess i will gladly surrender
and start piano lessons :)))

Un-gratefulness

i discovered a very interesting stuff
about ungratefulness

people are ungrateful
not because they see not the favor
they receive

but receive the favor
but want the favor
to happen
according to their rules
traditions and their own
cultural, or sectarian mind

cause if it does not
they shove the favor
into some forsaken forgotten
part of their mind
literally sweeping it under the carpet
once they have enjoyed it.

why?
cause they can't BEAR
to see they could get some favor
by another means
that WORKS
other than their OWN

and so they HAVE
to ensure themselves
that they are empowered
by the Standard of God
to customise you to their image

just to be able to say
"yes yes our way is the best
it works
see ?  this is why [retrospectively]
we can show the favor to the world
and say is branded "our sect/religion..." "

BUT if the favor is not
according to their group standard
then,
it can't be remembered
by all means it should be forgotten
cause it would be a shame
that something works
when "we" are not the maker of it!

there is a saying in quran
that says
about God
He is the best Creator of creators

is a very lovely sentence
people refuse creative power
to others
they have to concentrate all the power
as if they were the One and Only God
and others were below

just in case
they forget
there is NO such exclusivity

normally
you should be able to enJOY
what other's qualities and favors are
without trying to customise it to your taste


for such people
i take a very great pleasure
to show them
that they are plainly and simply
UNGRATEFUL to God's favors

as my uncle used to say
wherever comes God Mercy take it
question not its origin

i love that
cause when you don't do so
you are sure you are destroying
your God given Heaven/Garden

cause you start getting at war
with God means of Mercy

whatever good and mercy
comes to your way
take it!
For God sake
just take it

and be grateful
and if possible
thank the person
who is the means of mercy
to you and to your kin

not that it pays the person
but it gives joy
to be seen

and if you are grateful
you increase your own "luck" too
and you see your own life
as being blessed

instead of ending up
in some inner lamentation
of why am i so unlucky etc

there is no unluck in that very case
you just need to be grateful
when you are given some favors
just to allow the flow
to keep coming your way

if you try to force
the other into your own image
unless this person has no backbone
and no personality

do you think
it would be happy?
once joy of the play
and its lighteness along with it dies
the flow of favors coming to you
from that person dies too

is not calculated
Grace is NOT calculated
it just feeds itself from the joy around

New video I made "If you were a melody...then i would always love you"

oki :)
i happened to watch the movie The Holiday
starring kate winslet

the part that hit me
was that the trailer maker
was making melodies
to suit character of a neighbor (Arthur)
and speaking of Kate (Iris)
he said

which now become for me
a great memorable quote from
the Holiday...

"Iris, if you were a melody...

... this is what you would sound like" :

and he put that melody on for her

and said
"i only used good notes" :))

it just hit me.
indeed,
what if you were a melody?
what would you be?

indeed the melody
was suiting her character
her benevolent role in the movie
it was shining and speaking for her

no words
but a melody

and a melody
flows so well

i could see myself flowing
on the scores of the melody
of that movie

and feeling
the wind blowing  in the movie
to anounce christmas in Los Angeles:

"The wind...
it's what makes it so warm this time of year.
Legend has it, when the Santa Anas blow,
anything can happen."

lol
only once you get started
hehehe she went back to bed
too funny
-temporarily-
depressive habits
hard to change lol

the cool breeze there
that was the bearer of good news

as it appeared
twice
with the two men
who were going to
change her life
and empower her
with her dream of love


as said in it:
'anything can happen' :
  
and i saw myself
feeling the cool breeze
under the
Maestro soundtrack
from this movie
so good it is

so seeing
myself as a melody
on that score

and feeling
the cool breeze
blowing like a strong
inner wind
announcing the great change

empowering kate winslet
and finally
making her
realise her lead role
of 'a powerhouse'
as a woman

that inspired me
those dandelions
flying
and swirling
upwards
marking the end of summer 

and i got inspired
for making up my own movie :x


So,
here you go
Movie : If you were a melody...
... then i would always love you.
-by petals1000uk

for so much i value genuine character
when you sing your own song :x

ps :

in praise of the Original Movie - The Holiday
i am quoting an extract from Youtube :

Alix Spencer 5 months ago

[...]"iris, if you were a melody, this is what you would sound like"...i almost feel like every cord struck, hit a note in my soul, like this scene may have been 10% script,90% improvised, its just way too deep to have been part of the original script. Love it.