my Bowl broke down! lol

today earlier during the day
i happened to see my bowl in the sink
and said to myself
it is not pretty neither easy to grab
but strong though

later today, it fell and all broken!
while i had it from a few years already!
sort of unbreakable one in my head.

so today
i indeed got confirmation
that WHAT happens outside of me
is what i had thought of
and the universe granted me

and it happened
that while i was picking up its pieces
i remembered my last lesson
about accepting one's responsibility
lol nothing heavy
but this :

i.e. when you ask something
and the universe gives it to you
just say "thank you"
and do NOT judge

otherwise the magic just stop
because when i judge the universe
then it stops

so i naturally
this time no forcing
happy that it was natural

this time
when i picked up the pieces
i checked inside
out of curiosity
any thought related to this bowl
and remembered my thought of this morning :

i was dissatisfied of seeing it
though not believing it would break as it is strong!

and it happened!

so,
sum up :

once we are realised

1- be careful of your thoughts
for your thoughts are powerful
and what you think
you get it, if you universe allows

in THIS way you are to be responsible
meaning, you need to keep sound thoughts
and not delves into worries

2-if you wish for something
THEN wish it ONLY
if you are READY to get it

lol
not asking
getting it
and then blaming or judging universe

3- what is judging universe

it is to be a cry baby
to get something
and instead of thanking It
you ask for MORE security and guarantees!

like you get a gift
and suddenly an idea or worry comes up
emerges into your mind
and while thanking universe you add a condition
such as "thank you but can you make it ok so that i have no trouble with this gift"

this is NOT a thank you
this is a JUDGEMENT

and from what i learned
you are NOT smarter than the universe

this leads me to

4- Thank you
say thanks to the universe
and be happy (this is the the let go part- you just enjoy the gift)

5-keep asking :)

and you will see
as i learned it
that like this you will cross the limits
of what are called good and bad

not because you are bad lol
but because you are just learning to INTEGRATE
everything that comes up your way

though by time
people may start judging you
for they progress not

you know
as a matter of fact
as you are experiencing this power of the Universe

that nothing is bad
except what we make it so

of course it is easier said
than done

but till we have this awareness
we can try and do the best we can each time
and keep on progressing
into integrating more experiences

and as you saw
only accepting the universe results
is the way of not judging

but again
don't take me wrong

FIRST you have to WISH FOR
and THEN let the POWER enters into action

NEVER the POWER will use intent
hello?!
the power is ONLY there to give your SUPPORT
but you HAVE TO DO YOUR JOB : intent, wish, desire

and then
God says
Be and it is ;)

kiss:x

vision of the One (scene) integrated

As i was coming back home
from my week end,
when i had a discussion about how
everything is getting robotised
and that already cybermen exist
just not so spread in public knowledge

and how even the fact
that now connected watch exist
we arrived at a peak of technology
and we think as a civilisation
as the best of all civilisation ever

leaving as such  the respect
for the presence of humanity

it is very true
you can use technology
to serve

but when you are becoming a sheep
due to it
is something else

because in the latter case
you are just as you are
because you have removed
and obliterated in your relationship
what most important and sacred is
the touch feeling

the one of a human presence

have you not noticed
that if you are in a dire situation
like there is a robber and no one else around
to give you this feeling of security

or let s say if you were on a desert island for years
with no human contact
how suddenly
the sight of a human being
even someone you would call an enemy
would become suddenly pleasing to you
and so comfy?
with a warm feeling rekindled in your belly?
just at the sight of seeing it?

it is because the human being has something sacred in him
it is this warm light
that is lit

and even though your naked eyes cannot see it
you can feel it
and this human presence
gives you this warmth

but in our daily life
we have learned to separate
in order to be able to remove from our sight
that which is bothering is
and removing us
as we believe this feeling of all is smooth and under control

some people
who only wait this opportunity
will breed separation even more
by dramatising it
by entering in your world
and taking charge of your "worries"
and hence replacing bit by bit
all that is natural and UNDER control in your and by you

by their own expert, far reaching hands
of technology
where your own freedom is reduced
to be really in control
and in charge of your own experience.

therefore
they will speak of
insecurity
terrorism
and will even create and manipulate
ignorant people to do so

while the leaders
provided they are being corrupted
or blackmailed
will let such small lies be
then these lies will affect
the younger generation
as the younger the mind is
the easier it is to mold
they will learn to discriminate
on wrong basis
those of hate and separation
instead of Love

and today
while i was coming back home
in the metro i was suddenly
happy to see strangers
saying to myself at least they are human being
and just that feeling gave me joy

that it is such normal little things
that makes a day bright
while it could become easily hell
like in countries where there is civil war right now

or when come a time
where the human being will become
more than now "connected" to machines
and will lose his graceful, ever so sensitive
human touch and beam.

right in my avenue as i was walking it up
i suddenly stopped
when i saw ahead of me
that all in my horizon/ view of the moment
was integrated in one
that everything was really at its place

what i mean by that
is that usually
when i used to walk up the avenue
i could only see a certain tree
like this greenery or that
see a person
or something else which would catch my attention
to which i would give more emphasise
be it by devaluing it
or let s by seeing that it is devalued in my mind already
or by seeing that it is what i always like and uplift, see?

this is how i had a vision of separation i realised!

but now,
i could see the avenue , the horizon i mean
as one, as integrated
i.e. literally speaking it was a ONE thing i could see
like when you look at your hand you would say i see ONE hand
you won't say oh i am seeing 5 fingers and 5 nails and palm lol
you would say A hand
same here i could see A avenue
i.e. i could on the spot see it as ONE and NOT as USUAL on the spot see a PART of its element
if i had to LABEL it!

yeah!
it reminds me
when God taught adam ALL of the "names"
it meant this
the knowledge of labelling
but from labelling we fell into separating !
instead of having FIRST the feeling of the WHOLE ONE picture
and THEN label it to experience one or another element (attention divided or outside)
and then we go back to inside (ie where our attention is not on one stuff§element/emphasizing it, otherwise it would create duality if it is on one element see?)
so where attention can withdraw from the element?
on itself!
so this is the vibrations
because it is feeling itself awakened
and then
somehow

when it is feeling itself
it should NOT
and it is what the mistake people do
use this fuel/power
to criticise others
it should instead
thank the power to be able to feel the warmth of human presence
in the other

then
once his attention has not fallen in this outer trap

then,
and only then
it can SEE the view ahead of it as one
why?
because everything would be put on the SAME level

imagine lol
if you create a group
and keep devaluing some and uplifting others
the group would be no more
for the balance is broken
and it shift on the uplifted one
this shift of attention will create the "departure" of others
and in the whole picture they will get erased from your group and life
and the group will be no more

same for the landscape in this avenue ahead of me
liking and disliking is one thing
but when i used to see trees
i would only praise them in me
because i love trees
but i kept in myself seeing and acknowledging that
the street which is made of tar is not to my liking
or what is this strange person going here and there

while today naturally
i learned to be grateful, joyous and feeling warmth
seeing precisely such things i used to devalued
only by remembering that what is now
is so much comfy that what could be worse
and that this human warmth overpower any mechanical and technological "presence"

so somehow
i gave credit to the things i disliked
not by making an effort
to transform mentally into a liking
but merely by recognising this comfy warmth in them
the spirit.

then,
later
by itself
the balance shifted
and vision became clear
and unified
and i could FEEL the landscape in front of me as INTEGRATED and one
i felt as my vision was broader
as if lol before i had only 60% of vision on sides
and now 160%

and yes elements some of them stood out
while they had fainted so much from that "group" before
thus they came back to "life" :) in my world

not that they were dead
for they always stood tall as now in the street
be it trees, people or lamp posts

but IN MY VISION, in MY WORLD
they were dead
this is WHY i could not see them

this is the working of attention IN,
and then the USE of it OUT
where you do not put emphasize on like and dislike
but only on what i call this human warmth today
ie the spirit
and then by itself
the balance shifted
and the vision worked out as one and integrated.

this is it
it makes me smile
how this feeling of just a second
is impossible to share
except if i write such a long detailed post

once i do this
then i feel like i lost it not
that it has been shared with honesty details
and i hide none of the factors that helped me to experience that.

:)
kiss:x

Silence in meditation

        i meditated one hour

        it felt like it just flew away

 i got a vision where i saw myself going out of a church

and outside it was all light

and a voice said

do u want to see the awakened stars?

and i just stepped inside (this light)

right after this vision, all i could hear was only deep silence in my head

it feels like itching on scalp a bit everywhere

and i felt very cool wrists

the interpretation of this

is that i left the old belief of spirituality 

that i had acquired mentally about islam and what true surrender was

and as i heard the voice of the Spirit

i trusted It

when it offered me to see the awakened souls

what a wholly awakened soul look like

and i stepped inside the Light.

this was two days ago.

 

today, i meditated very early at 3h30 in the morning 

for about 1h30 i guess

by the end of my meditation

i felt such a DEEP and STRONG silence

i have never felt it before

it was so strong that it felt like it was ALL 

like all the space by itself

and as gradually my attention was returning outside

it felt like 

this:

the strong silence 

and its deepness was like the inside of an ocean

and the more my attention was going outside

the more it was fading away 

as i was resurfacing 

and finally, 

as i could hear the surrounding atmosphere 

it felt like the silence faded away

like waves on the shore

yes the silence just thinned

all the way my attention went inside out.