when you rejoice
and act in this joy
then all of the world is rejoiced with you
it comes to you
drawn like a magnet
as if it has been hit,
like in a billiard,
just hit others ball with one
and see how the others get fused
with energy and start moving too.
Friday, 21 June 2013
Thursday, 20 June 2013
Giving
hmm,
following the preceding post.
this is WHY the people of old
used to give their own daughters to marriage to their enemy
initially i mean,
two enemies countries would give their very own daughter to marry to their
most disliked partner
well, initially,
it is always pure, it is always later that rules are used for selfish purpose
and corrupted.
For when you feed your ego
it grows
and your ego likes not the other
and his rules
but to integrate him in you
you have to give
Gifts are made to "increase love" between two parties
the love spoken of, is of course the one on the energetic level
when we give to someone something we cherish most
because it is so close to us, that the giving of it, provoke a feeling of lack
then it is the best test
to show you that you have had assimilated this object in you
so much that you are identifying yourself with it.
Giving it to another,
even more your children in wedlock,
is such a generous donation of yourself
for in a way you make grow something,
all this while
and when it blossoms
you give it...
it seems unfair,
like the flower it took them so long to open and bloom
and finally they lose their petals within two days...
i guess that it is just what one calls as a cycle.
part of the ever-renewing cycle.
well, initially the worth of giving was this i feel,
later, we are not giving,
most of people, especially in asian countries,
are, even if they are good will, trading their sons and daughters
in marriages
for they are always competing and considering "what can i gain"
both parties do so.
more or less admitted
but in truth it is so.
a philosopher had said,
if i love someone, do i love her because i loved her or her qualities?
by then, i wondered but what is more to someone that his qualities?
for we do see qualities in people and then we like them or not.
but there is more to qualities,
there is that which is the Source of those qualities
but most people, seek to reap qualities of others
and use them as trophies, but not to see something Higher in the other.
if we are all vessels of The One, should we not,
at some point, got ignited in us,this sense of True Love?
following the preceding post.
this is WHY the people of old
used to give their own daughters to marriage to their enemy
initially i mean,
two enemies countries would give their very own daughter to marry to their
most disliked partner
well, initially,
it is always pure, it is always later that rules are used for selfish purpose
and corrupted.
For when you feed your ego
it grows
and your ego likes not the other
and his rules
but to integrate him in you
you have to give
Gifts are made to "increase love" between two parties
the love spoken of, is of course the one on the energetic level
when we give to someone something we cherish most
because it is so close to us, that the giving of it, provoke a feeling of lack
then it is the best test
to show you that you have had assimilated this object in you
so much that you are identifying yourself with it.
Giving it to another,
even more your children in wedlock,
is such a generous donation of yourself
for in a way you make grow something,
all this while
and when it blossoms
you give it...
it seems unfair,
like the flower it took them so long to open and bloom
and finally they lose their petals within two days...
i guess that it is just what one calls as a cycle.
part of the ever-renewing cycle.
well, initially the worth of giving was this i feel,
later, we are not giving,
most of people, especially in asian countries,
are, even if they are good will, trading their sons and daughters
in marriages
for they are always competing and considering "what can i gain"
both parties do so.
more or less admitted
but in truth it is so.
a philosopher had said,
if i love someone, do i love her because i loved her or her qualities?
by then, i wondered but what is more to someone that his qualities?
for we do see qualities in people and then we like them or not.
but there is more to qualities,
there is that which is the Source of those qualities
but most people, seek to reap qualities of others
and use them as trophies, but not to see something Higher in the other.
if we are all vessels of The One, should we not,
at some point, got ignited in us,this sense of True Love?
Thank you
is about the TRUE sense of SELF.
self realisation
or True self
or Being One in spirit
were words which were foreign to me
totally foreign
with no link whatsoever with God
for God i had "conceptualised it
to an all-pervading power in and out."
But God is NOT conceptualised even to these true words
He IS this all pervading power!
and the ALL-pervading power is precisely ON THE SPOT the life we are living.
hence the notion of extending the personal limits
hence the drop that joins the ocean
hence the witnessing of the oneness THROUGH the collectivityfor in sahaj yoga i learned the throat chakra is the level at which the collectivity is represented
meaning OUR relationship to it
the quality of our reaction to it
are we melting in it
or resisting and reacting against it (ego)
of course it is not about doing the bad that the collectivity does at the manifestation level
it is about the energy level,
the level of the spirit
at which any collectivity good or bad is related energy-wise
in the knowledge of the True Identity of the Spiritthat is great.
the second thing,
i felt more strongly today
is why we give?
when we hoard up things, or collect them
it is to strengthen our sense of self
i am - i am
the ego is not bad in the sense that it is an i am
it
is bad because its individual "i am"-ness, it negates the GREATNESS of its ONE
and non-divided identity I AM with the ocean of the True self, where all
egos, all i-am are one.
well, i feel it so.the more we act for the i am,
this limited identity
the more we witness that we do not need the other;
we do not want to share
nor want to experience new horizons
and from these "i am borders", we make limits in our expansion and growth
in connecting with others
these in turns strengthen even more our sense of reality of the "i am"
of course the "i am" is not permanent, nor can it sustain itself alone
everything in nature has to take part into a cycle
without which no renewal nor growth is possible.
Law of nature are what man has forgotten
and is scared of
in the notions of "letting go" or of "giving"
Mankind is scare of jumping into the Ocean,
he fears that he will get drown...
: ) well in a way it is true, his limited sense of self will be drown,
like pharon in the sea, such a famous history and metaphor.
for the pharon used to represent the ego, the false master
making slaves of its people which wish to live life to the fullest.
the more we give,
the more we give ourselves to chance to erase the limits of the "i am"
because when we collect for ourselves we build/strengthen with mortar our house of brick
but when we give... then we are puzzled!
so we say what it serves me to give? i give, and what i see is only loss for me quantity-wise.
i only see lack, what i should have is no moreetc. then, the sense of stinginess comes in.
but if we get self realisation
we know then, we are connected to the whole
this is in its simplest form a connection to the wholenow when we give, we know we are making one more step with each giving
towards a NEW and GREATER and FAR more expandable identity which is the TRUE SELF
hence the importance of collectivity!
without collectivity you canNOT see yourself, your limits of your ego
for the other ENABLES you to see yourself AS in a mirror
and then CORRECT yourself
the correction is not of self beating, lol
it is of EXPANDING ourselves
as air does in room
as light does in the space.
the all-pervading light of sun does
it is how i call sun rays at times
for i am always astonished to see them lightening the narrowest corner in a building
and am always stunned at the sun perfect RELIABILITY to give light
even to "forgotten corners"
well, when the sun does its job, it does it in all fairness!
the sun misses not even a corner saying, "ok let this place, no use to give light to it,
and honestly who cares?"
no, when it gives light, it gives it to all places. even those which seem "purposeless".
I feel that is the real beauty of a person,
not to deem another "bundle of energy" (be it a person or a thing) to be useless,
but when one sees it, just honor it with our own light.
and by doing so, what we do,
we give to ourselves, to our identity a new expanding sense of I AM.
Actually by giving, we are just un-covering, dis-covering, who we really are.
I dedicate this article to all the brothers
who have served their sisters during this week end,
and have undeniably gained
a first hand experienced
on what it is to give.
Remember, during workshop
you work on "other"'s energy
and you well know by doing so
you are IN TRUTH working in/on YOURSELF TOO
cleaning the other's blockage
is cleaning your OWN blockage too
you give yourself a boost by energising the other....so beautiful, isn't it?
here we have learned the true meaning of Giving,
BECAUSE we have learned the TRUE meaning of the TRUE SELF
that we are ALL connected by the SAME and ONE and ONLY Divine Energy
which makes that ALL and ANY kind of Goodness you do to others,
then you do it AUTOMATICALLY to yourself.
Therefore,
it is HOW when you give to others
in your daily routine
you give ALSO to yourself.
We are indeed blessed in God.
Monday, 17 June 2013
This girl is on fire!
Very great song i discovered this week end,
a week end organised by brothers for sisters,
more to be shared about humanity in male-female relationship,
for the now, part of the song list which has been specially dedicated
by the boys for the girls on that week end for the women :
a week end organised by brothers for sisters,
more to be shared about humanity in male-female relationship,
for the now, part of the song list which has been specially dedicated
by the boys for the girls on that week end for the women :
Friday, 14 June 2013
Recognising
why didn't you tell me earlier from the start? i was hoping you would remember me before i tell you about it... Hoping that you would recognise me...
Recognising
why didn't you tell me earlier from the start? i was hoping you would remember me before i tell you about it... Hoping that you would recognise me...
The Prayer
From my inner most
heart core center
From the place where all starts
which determines all
which puts everything in motion
and where everything comes to an end too
From the place that has been created
to experience the brightest of light
The place from which all prophets carried
and refined even more this light
From the place
where high or low exist not
where male and female exist not
where time and place exist not
The Place where there has been ALWAYS this Light
but only discovering itself to higher degrees of refinement
This Place IS MY RIGHT
and I STAND ON IT
and DARE ANYONE
under estimate its value
because of the appearances
they will never succeed.
For if i have been created
for other than
letting this Light to BE
then it is a LIE.
From the inner most core of The Unique Heart
to the outskirt of it
from the bones to the veins
and all that inbetween
from the blood to the skin
and all that inbetween
From me to you
and all those inbetween
From me to my family
and all those inbetween
Family, Friends,
Gods and Angels
From my place to all places
all time
which have ever existed
and will exist EVER
I have not created in vain, nor for play.
But to WITNESS this ONE AND UNIQUE LIGHT
that has always been, IS, and will ever be.
And Nothing will dilute this experience
nor limit it
nor stain it
nor cover it
nor hide it
nor make me forget
that which i know and know not.
and if there has been any failure,
regrets, forgetfulness or lack of any kind;
then, there are no more
because of This Authority
Which STANDS in itself as ONE.
LA ILAHA ILLALLAH Muhammad Rassoul Allah.
in Prayer,
the left hand of desire (HU/THAT WHICH IS) fusions with the right hand of action (KUN/BE)
they meet in the center
Be and it is.
KUN FAYAH KUN
Ash Shaheed
The Witness
witnesses
that which has no station
nor is meant to have
except to shine everyday in a new Glory
(of knowing Itself)
Ameen.
heart core center
From the place where all starts
which determines all
which puts everything in motion
and where everything comes to an end too
From the place that has been created
to experience the brightest of light
The place from which all prophets carried
and refined even more this light
From the place
where high or low exist not
where male and female exist not
where time and place exist not
The Place where there has been ALWAYS this Light
but only discovering itself to higher degrees of refinement
This Place IS MY RIGHT
and I STAND ON IT
and DARE ANYONE
under estimate its value
because of the appearances
they will never succeed.
For if i have been created
for other than
letting this Light to BE
then it is a LIE.
From the inner most core of The Unique Heart
to the outskirt of it
from the bones to the veins
and all that inbetween
from the blood to the skin
and all that inbetween
From me to you
and all those inbetween
From me to my family
and all those inbetween
Family, Friends,
Gods and Angels
From my place to all places
all time
which have ever existed
and will exist EVER
I have not created in vain, nor for play.
But to WITNESS this ONE AND UNIQUE LIGHT
that has always been, IS, and will ever be.
And Nothing will dilute this experience
nor limit it
nor stain it
nor cover it
nor hide it
nor make me forget
that which i know and know not.
and if there has been any failure,
regrets, forgetfulness or lack of any kind;
then, there are no more
because of This Authority
Which STANDS in itself as ONE.
LA ILAHA ILLALLAH Muhammad Rassoul Allah.
in Prayer,
the left hand of desire (HU/THAT WHICH IS) fusions with the right hand of action (KUN/BE)
they meet in the center
Be and it is.
KUN FAYAH KUN
Ash Shaheed
The Witness
witnesses
that which has no station
nor is meant to have
except to shine everyday in a new Glory
(of knowing Itself)
Ameen.
Thursday, 13 June 2013
Spirit and Life
the advantage of the spirit is
that it divides not
it is not secluded or limited to a persona
and it is wide and generous
the disadvantage of it
is that it exist not on the human level
therefore
it is improbable to rest in a place with it
so seeking for a solution
the one that is most practical on the human level
and yet fulfilling on the spiritual one
is indeed the healing aspect of this gap
to heal it within when one feels it.
it is then practically and spiritually, both fulfilling.
that it divides not
it is not secluded or limited to a persona
and it is wide and generous
the disadvantage of it
is that it exist not on the human level
therefore
it is improbable to rest in a place with it
so seeking for a solution
the one that is most practical on the human level
and yet fulfilling on the spiritual one
is indeed the healing aspect of this gap
to heal it within when one feels it.
it is then practically and spiritually, both fulfilling.
Tuesday, 11 June 2013
Promise to yourself
Always trust your FIRST impression
this is the right intuition
after it is only reasoning, thoughts.
this is the right intuition
after it is only reasoning, thoughts.
Turmoil and right reaction
Mind being in turmoil - angry or sad,
it is a great opportunity to find the immortal within
meaning,
raise spine, raise energy and then feel it/vibes.
then LOCATE the feeling of unease in body as energy and WATCH it.
this is the meaning of catching the mind while it is disturbed,
and so, of FINDING the immortal witness.
i used to first calm the mind,
was aiming at calming the pestering thoughts of worries, stress, argumentation, sadness etc.
meaning, "ok don't worry, for this is still ok under such and such circumstances"
then meditate, to watch the energy.
but that was wasting the opportunity to free myself from the mind precisely,
for i was relying on it, or giving it back power to control.
so catch the mind while it is disturbed,
AS IT IS ON THE FIRST HIT (not by lessening the amount of what you need to relinquish,
no, relinquish it ALL! as it IS.
For we use reasons, which on the spot are true, but no eternal wagon to travel in,
because we WANT TO SAVE part of our "hopes" which are actually part of our ego.
why do we feel saving something? as if we were poor, if in truth we are ALL rich within?
so it means it is the ego whining not your true self.the one which is all rich does not seek to save itself from destruction. that which is eternal does not worry to be saved. FOR IT IS ALREADY.was always and will always be.)
and FIND the immortal witness.
ps : one can always find reasons to calm the mind,
true reasons, but with passing of time,
the reasons themselves will collapse and
be no more true.
for energy keep ascending in spiral
so either you progress or you regress
so you never stay safe on same idea/thoughts
this is here the illusion
thoughts are fix, they are the disillusion that you are safe in them,
but no, you have to progress or regress,
so choose your vehicle :
not thoughts (fix)
but Divine power (swimming boat)
it is a great opportunity to find the immortal within
meaning,
raise spine, raise energy and then feel it/vibes.
then LOCATE the feeling of unease in body as energy and WATCH it.
this is the meaning of catching the mind while it is disturbed,
and so, of FINDING the immortal witness.
i used to first calm the mind,
was aiming at calming the pestering thoughts of worries, stress, argumentation, sadness etc.
meaning, "ok don't worry, for this is still ok under such and such circumstances"
then meditate, to watch the energy.
but that was wasting the opportunity to free myself from the mind precisely,
for i was relying on it, or giving it back power to control.
so catch the mind while it is disturbed,
AS IT IS ON THE FIRST HIT (not by lessening the amount of what you need to relinquish,
no, relinquish it ALL! as it IS.
For we use reasons, which on the spot are true, but no eternal wagon to travel in,
because we WANT TO SAVE part of our "hopes" which are actually part of our ego.
why do we feel saving something? as if we were poor, if in truth we are ALL rich within?
so it means it is the ego whining not your true self.the one which is all rich does not seek to save itself from destruction. that which is eternal does not worry to be saved. FOR IT IS ALREADY.was always and will always be.)
and FIND the immortal witness.
ps : one can always find reasons to calm the mind,
true reasons, but with passing of time,
the reasons themselves will collapse and
be no more true.
for energy keep ascending in spiral
so either you progress or you regress
so you never stay safe on same idea/thoughts
this is here the illusion
thoughts are fix, they are the disillusion that you are safe in them,
but no, you have to progress or regress,
so choose your vehicle :
not thoughts (fix)
but Divine power (swimming boat)
Saturday, 8 June 2013
Thursday, 6 June 2013
Crazy Little thing called Love
I don't know how much longer
That i have to resist everything
I've been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
CHORUS:
Can you hear my heart?
It's telling you loving you?
But i can't open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear that?
My heart ...
Is always waiting there for you
Can only hope you will know it...someday.
Though I know love you
I hope you feel it too
But deep inside isn't brave enough
Everytime we meet
everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
REPEAT CHORUS
INSTRUMENTAL
CHORUS:
Can you hear my heart?
It's telling you loving you?
But i can't open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear that?
My heart ...
It's always waiting there for you to open it
Can only hope you will know it...
That I'm the one here to love you
Please I hope you will know...Someday
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SnlSkUgpOc
That i have to resist everything
I've been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
CHORUS:
Can you hear my heart?
It's telling you loving you?
But i can't open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear that?
My heart ...
Is always waiting there for you
Can only hope you will know it...someday.
Though I know love you
I hope you feel it too
But deep inside isn't brave enough
Everytime we meet
everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
REPEAT CHORUS
INSTRUMENTAL
CHORUS:
Can you hear my heart?
It's telling you loving you?
But i can't open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear that?
My heart ...
It's always waiting there for you to open it
Can only hope you will know it...
That I'm the one here to love you
Please I hope you will know...Someday
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SnlSkUgpOc
Ya Rabb, Ya Bareo - The Inside God, The Evolver
If i CAN see the color of the fruits,
it is because the Grace of seeing is within me,
the Gift, the Favor of this action is Within me,
for my eyes to see.
The Very light of God is within,
it is called Rabb,
The Personal God.
the In-Light of God,
Ya Bareo,
The Evolver,
The One Who makes color of fruits evolve
from green their mature to red
Imagine,
Ar Raqeeb, The Keen Observer
is the Same Light within,
that sees us going through Life,
maturing,
but all the way long,
we knew it not.
it is because the Grace of seeing is within me,
the Gift, the Favor of this action is Within me,
for my eyes to see.
The Very light of God is within,
it is called Rabb,
The Personal God.
the In-Light of God,
Ya Bareo,
The Evolver,
The One Who makes color of fruits evolve
from green their mature to red
Imagine,
Ar Raqeeb, The Keen Observer
is the Same Light within,
that sees us going through Life,
maturing,
but all the way long,
we knew it not.
Wednesday, 5 June 2013
From one Root
These are called Portulaca
These tiny flowers bloom from one ROOT,
but they all have different colors :
Amazing, isn't it? : )
We are all born from the same root,
and yet fight a lot, isn't it?
strangers from different could not have done better
as humanity does nowadays.
born from the same root,
but have not realised how beautiful we are.
this is why this is the real ignorance,
whose blindless leads to division and fight.
These tiny flowers bloom from one ROOT,
but they all have different colors :
Amazing, isn't it? : )
We are all born from the same root,
and yet fight a lot, isn't it?
strangers from different could not have done better
as humanity does nowadays.
born from the same root,
but have not realised how beautiful we are.
this is why this is the real ignorance,
whose blindless leads to division and fight.
Monday, 3 June 2013
Time travel
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I've actually grown to believe in time-travelers. Sometimes I wonder If I died somehow and someone came back and saved me lmao xDDD· -
The aunt said that her life never returned... But she also said that the main character isn't like her at all, that she would look for him if he didn't come back- also... He said that HE would WAIT for HER.Fascinating this time travelling about the different time zone/generations(?!) in the SAME time then! like the Aunt is meeting her niece/the young girl who is she when she was in the past. But then, it would be the Aunt and the girl are the same person.
to save us before we die, and thus are still alive.
It is just that others ran short of time and could not see what they did,
but some knows for they believed, even though they time leapt not ;)
kiss ;)
..............
A great explanation given by a fan,
though i do not feel happy with the Aunt part,
i love the soothing explanation : meaning that the ending make COMPLETE sense ! ;)
You got to do some maths and be rational with that movie as much as being TOTAL open-minded lol!
................
re: The Girl Who Leapt Through Time... *spoilers* Explain please?
source : http://www.neoseeker.com/forums/42/t1611144-girl-who-leapt-through-time-spoilers-explain-please/
Sunday, 2 June 2013
We are seeing Life through the filter of our OWN consciousnesses
Hey, look,
we are WORLDS whirling
individually it is all what we do
we whirl , like a whirlpool
BUT we don't know that we are the world that we witness
it HAPPENS that two worlds are at SOME point in "space and time"
crossing each others' path
like two people/worlds/whirpool having ONE common atom in time/space
it is then HOW we see ONE thing the same way
because we have been gathered together on the SAME level of perception
this why for instance if two people meet a third one which is MEAN
he is mean because they are both taping , each into their OWN subconsciousness on the same LOW level, (not exactly same, as INTENSITY of rejection may vary)
but for sure we would both tap into the same BOX (dislike instead of liking)
this is HOW we then CONCLUDE that life is real
for we both have somehow SAME perception
but it is not REALITY
it is just a CHOICE that we both made then its consequence is that we see SAME thing
but in NO way it is the reality
so if this third person also feels himself to be mean
he is ALSO taping in the same box of negativity
then, the three of us are stuck into this same reality / corruption of attention
but if on the spot i SEE it
and decide to realise it is not true but only seeing the Reality through the filter of my chosen low level consciousness
and that this third person too is deluded into believing the scenario of "being mean"
then, it JUST reflects the "identity" he has chosen for himself
the one he believes himself to be.
this very guy told me
in the CAVE, subconsciousness
you will due to your fear/ignorance think to see snake
but if there was light , a torch, you would see it just to be a rope
in that case, it reminded me the story of musa alaihi salam (as)
when he defeated the magician in the pharaoh court
who were making people believe that their ropes where actually snakes
while when musa (as) was ordered by His God to throw his staff,
which is actually the symbol of the Kundalini
the wooden stick BECAME the Snake which ate the other fake snakes
who ended up becoming ropes.
there the magicians realised the Truth
hehe, what Truth, i had always wondered when i used to read this passage
what could they have possibly SEEN?
they saw that they were playing with the veils in people's consciousness
making them, the blind ones, see not things "as they really are"
but playing on their blindness of their cave
and ignorance
to make them thus believe that they had snakes, while it was only ropes
so themselves they knew they have ropes
but they make people believe it was snakes
because i feel they were a degree superior on them
and had thus the ability to trick people by the little power they had to play on veils
but Moses he had the POWER of GOD
that KUNDALINI awakened so much that he made a WOODEN stick EAT their own ropes
and that action, the one that BROKE their own self-created realities
assured them that it was TRUE.
for it was ABOVE their ABILITY to trick
actually IT had the POWER to SEE and END their trick
AN AUTONOMOUS and WORKING power
that made them AFRAID
and they bowed, spontaneously, to God.
it is how i feel
FINALLY! the TRUTH
how i detested in the past to read those stories with blind eyes
i could never understand the "obvious" lesson of them before the self-realisation.
so people are just living into their own self created worlds
with more or less high or low level of consciousnesses/worlds which are whirling/living
when two worlds meets
they meet with their own intensity, level
so either it is a BLENDING that is love
or it is a CLASH and that is really FIERY, GOSH
ok a blending even in love is too sad, if the blending is a low level one
and to be maintain at that level without the desire to soar
but still it is a blending but ONLY for that time and place
TILL the rate of evolution/whirling changes
so guess if one guy evolves more rapidly or in a different direction than his lover
oh guess the gap that is profiling itself on the horizon?!
Gosh too much clash in the story of Life
this is WHY so better to come to the center of that whirlpool or tornado
and then meet all possible worlds and realities you wish to taste or experience.
less hurtful and more enjoyable.
and also, this is how you can guess whether you have managed or not to
go out of your false association with the "outside" characteristic.
for if you experience a dislike, pain or hurt THEN THEN THEN you know
you are prying into your own subconsciousness or consciousness?
and this is its state
so better leave it off and go to higher states of consciousness or go to the center?
so we have two options?
second, i worry on one thing, the subconsciousness is SOOOOO VAST
if we had soooo many lives, then sooooo many billions of years of purification are to be done!
impossible to do that at a slow rate of a 2 hour meditation per day.
hmmm, what is then enlightenment? how could people possibly get it?
it means they got ALL of their subconsciousness purified?
We have all our personal yet Unique and Universal God within (Unity for the multiplicity of manifestations)
and The God within is called "the Rabb"
Hence,
Rabbil 'alamin
The God of the WORLDS.
Al Hamdu lil Allahi Rabbil Alamin
All Praise be to the Rabb of the Worlds
We are seeing Life through the filter of our OWN consciousnesses
Hence, there is NO ONE to blame, there is no other
for it is only the state of our own progress of knowing who we are, which is BEING REFLECTED OUTSIDE AND WITNESSED BY US.
we are WORLDS whirling
individually it is all what we do
we whirl , like a whirlpool
BUT we don't know that we are the world that we witness
it HAPPENS that two worlds are at SOME point in "space and time"
crossing each others' path
like two people/worlds/whirpool having ONE common atom in time/space
it is then HOW we see ONE thing the same way
because we have been gathered together on the SAME level of perception
this why for instance if two people meet a third one which is MEAN
he is mean because they are both taping , each into their OWN subconsciousness on the same LOW level, (not exactly same, as INTENSITY of rejection may vary)
but for sure we would both tap into the same BOX (dislike instead of liking)
this is HOW we then CONCLUDE that life is real
for we both have somehow SAME perception
but it is not REALITY
it is just a CHOICE that we both made then its consequence is that we see SAME thing
but in NO way it is the reality
so if this third person also feels himself to be mean
he is ALSO taping in the same box of negativity
then, the three of us are stuck into this same reality / corruption of attention
but if on the spot i SEE it
and decide to realise it is not true but only seeing the Reality through the filter of my chosen low level consciousness
and that this third person too is deluded into believing the scenario of "being mean"
then, it JUST reflects the "identity" he has chosen for himself
the one he believes himself to be.
this very guy told me
in the CAVE, subconsciousness
you will due to your fear/ignorance think to see snake
but if there was light , a torch, you would see it just to be a rope
in that case, it reminded me the story of musa alaihi salam (as)
when he defeated the magician in the pharaoh court
who were making people believe that their ropes where actually snakes
while when musa (as) was ordered by His God to throw his staff,
which is actually the symbol of the Kundalini
the wooden stick BECAME the Snake which ate the other fake snakes
who ended up becoming ropes.
there the magicians realised the Truth
hehe, what Truth, i had always wondered when i used to read this passage
what could they have possibly SEEN?
they saw that they were playing with the veils in people's consciousness
making them, the blind ones, see not things "as they really are"
but playing on their blindness of their cave
and ignorance
to make them thus believe that they had snakes, while it was only ropes
so themselves they knew they have ropes
but they make people believe it was snakes
because i feel they were a degree superior on them
and had thus the ability to trick people by the little power they had to play on veils
but Moses he had the POWER of GOD
that KUNDALINI awakened so much that he made a WOODEN stick EAT their own ropes
and that action, the one that BROKE their own self-created realities
assured them that it was TRUE.
for it was ABOVE their ABILITY to trick
actually IT had the POWER to SEE and END their trick
AN AUTONOMOUS and WORKING power
that made them AFRAID
and they bowed, spontaneously, to God.
it is how i feel
FINALLY! the TRUTH
how i detested in the past to read those stories with blind eyes
i could never understand the "obvious" lesson of them before the self-realisation.
so people are just living into their own self created worlds
with more or less high or low level of consciousnesses/worlds which are whirling/living
when two worlds meets
they meet with their own intensity, level
so either it is a BLENDING that is love
or it is a CLASH and that is really FIERY, GOSH
ok a blending even in love is too sad, if the blending is a low level one
and to be maintain at that level without the desire to soar
but still it is a blending but ONLY for that time and place
TILL the rate of evolution/whirling changes
so guess if one guy evolves more rapidly or in a different direction than his lover
oh guess the gap that is profiling itself on the horizon?!
Gosh too much clash in the story of Life
this is WHY so better to come to the center of that whirlpool or tornado
and then meet all possible worlds and realities you wish to taste or experience.
less hurtful and more enjoyable.
and also, this is how you can guess whether you have managed or not to
go out of your false association with the "outside" characteristic.
for if you experience a dislike, pain or hurt THEN THEN THEN you know
you are prying into your own subconsciousness or consciousness?
and this is its state
so better leave it off and go to higher states of consciousness or go to the center?
so we have two options?
second, i worry on one thing, the subconsciousness is SOOOOO VAST
if we had soooo many lives, then sooooo many billions of years of purification are to be done!
impossible to do that at a slow rate of a 2 hour meditation per day.
hmmm, what is then enlightenment? how could people possibly get it?
it means they got ALL of their subconsciousness purified?
We have all our personal yet Unique and Universal God within (Unity for the multiplicity of manifestations)
and The God within is called "the Rabb"
Hence,
Rabbil 'alamin
The God of the WORLDS.
Al Hamdu lil Allahi Rabbil Alamin
All Praise be to the Rabb of the Worlds
We are seeing Life through the filter of our OWN consciousnesses
Hence, there is NO ONE to blame, there is no other
for it is only the state of our own progress of knowing who we are, which is BEING REFLECTED OUTSIDE AND WITNESSED BY US.
Saturday, 1 June 2013
Ave Maria : Fly and catch those clouds
From the movie "200 Pounds Beauty".
I had already heard the song, i feel
but today it was a revelation
so beautiful lyrics as well.
The movie is as beautiful as the song and its lyrics.
The lady had a beautiful heart but was too fat , thus despite her beautiful voice she was just lending her voice to beautiful "singers".
After her plastic surgery, what was odd, is that she had the beauty but knew no more how to sing beautifully, i.e. with the heart, till this song started and made her remember to let go of her physical fixation.
I was really enjoying the lyrics,
Another and better version that i LIKED :
here we go again
make it hot baby
o don't be afraid
High in the sky
the sun shines the way
O don't stop Baby
maria ave maria
Fly and catch those clouds
Maria ave maria
strong against violent waves
maria ave maria
and catch those clouds
strong against violent waves
(from the movie)
for it is the very first time i understood them :
Romanized Lyrics
| Title | Maria Lyrics |
| OST Album | 200 Pounds Beauty OST |
| Singer | Kim Ah Jung |
| Romanized by | kreah |
chogum-ssil tto-kob-ke
uhh… turyowo-hajima
pyolchyo-jin nunape
cho tae-ya-ngi ki-reul bichwo
uhh… chol-tae-mom-chujima
Maria ave Maria
cho him-gurum kkeut-kaji nara
Maria ave Maria
gochin-paddo-nawin sang-gwa-nob-shi
cha chigum shija-khae
chogum-ssil ttokob-ke
uhh… chol-tae-momchujima
Maria ave Maria
cho him-gurum kkeut-kaji nara
maria ave maria
gochin-paddonawin sang-gwa-nob-shi
Maria
mamchwo-borin shim-jang jon-chega
koncha-bulsu-ob-shi tti-yo-wa
(Repeat 2x) Maria ave Maria
cho him-gurum kkeut-kaji nara
maria ave maria
gochin-paddonawin sang-gwa-nob-shi
Hangul / Korean Lyrics
| Hangul Title: | |
| Credit: |
English Translation of Lyrics
| Translated by: | frostedsnow |
| Submitted by: |
Alright, let's start now
Little by little, passionately,
Oh~ Don't be afraid
That road the sun is shining on, is laying outstretched before your eyes
Oh~ Never stop
Maria, Ave Maria
Fly to the end of those white clouds
Maria, Ave Maria
It doesn't matter if you go through like the waves
It's laying right before your eyes
Oh~ Never stop
Fly to the end of those white clouds
Little by little, passionately,
Oh~ Don't be afraid
That road the sun is shining on, is laying outstretched before your eyes
Oh~ Never stop
Maria, Ave Maria
Fly to the end of those white clouds
Maria, Ave Maria
It doesn't matter if you go through like the waves
It's laying right before your eyes
Oh~ Never stop
Fly to the end of those white clouds
source : http://kreah-craze.com/maria-lyrics-200-pounds-beauty-ost-korean-movie/
Friday, 24 May 2013
The Vision we are born to inspire
Each person is born under a map of the sky
at his precise time and day and location of birth
his perfect life destiny is there
yours is may be to impart knowledge and wisdom
and not seek to fructify the job/employment side
others may be to move from manual work
to work of supervisors
if they do not make this shift
the health issue / the weaknesses will come out
for they are not cut for this place in society
and their corresponding strength is not going to sustain
their ill chosen path.
remember pain is the hint
that we have cross our personal limits
and it should be listened to
it is the one who invite to change
this is known in other word
to KNOW what is the personal message of your SOUL
this is why society is in chaos
people know NOT what their role is
they know not their SOUL PURPOSE
and thus are ill set in society
they follow the mass
thinking there lies their success
once everyone enters its own assigned place
then the GAME may start
in a hadith it is said
by the end of times (old times)
365 days will become gradually as short as a day
i could not prevent myself
to see the why behind that
once everyone in the map of the sky
everyone which is the main head/outcome of his own group
will be on his right place
and start to SHARE
this sharing will act like ENZYMES in chemical reactions
and will ACCELERATE in such a splendid manners
the "miracles"
what we look for, we will have it, nearly on the spot
for all the seasons (which are the reflection of planetary positions)
will gather together in one place and time
like every kind of richness and abundance will be into ONE palm of hand
and the chemical transformation will start to happen
Imagine, from scatterred lights (like different faces of a diamond)
we are parted
and ONE DAY
They will be gathered by a silent sound
which can be heard only from within
and once they will all come to bring their perfected light
the faces of the diamonds will be gathered together
and form this very Unique Diamond that we ALL ARE.
the sharing of all kind of people
of all background
of all cultures and religions
WILL bring out this jewel
we all know that we bear light of God within
that at an individual level our light is to be sharpened
to contribute to the whole UNITY
once this light will starts to flow freely
like the electric current in wires
or the one from one neurone to another
the rate of this transformation WILL become instantaneous
Kun Faya Kun
Be and it IS.
This is indeed what the power of Love is,
this is indeed the VISION that we are born to INSPIRE.
at his precise time and day and location of birth
his perfect life destiny is there
yours is may be to impart knowledge and wisdom
and not seek to fructify the job/employment side
others may be to move from manual work
to work of supervisors
if they do not make this shift
the health issue / the weaknesses will come out
for they are not cut for this place in society
and their corresponding strength is not going to sustain
their ill chosen path.
remember pain is the hint
that we have cross our personal limits
and it should be listened to
it is the one who invite to change
this is known in other word
to KNOW what is the personal message of your SOUL
this is why society is in chaos
people know NOT what their role is
they know not their SOUL PURPOSE
and thus are ill set in society
they follow the mass
thinking there lies their success
once everyone enters its own assigned place
then the GAME may start
in a hadith it is said
by the end of times (old times)
365 days will become gradually as short as a day
i could not prevent myself
to see the why behind that
once everyone in the map of the sky
everyone which is the main head/outcome of his own group
will be on his right place
and start to SHARE
this sharing will act like ENZYMES in chemical reactions
and will ACCELERATE in such a splendid manners
the "miracles"
what we look for, we will have it, nearly on the spot
for all the seasons (which are the reflection of planetary positions)
will gather together in one place and time
like every kind of richness and abundance will be into ONE palm of hand
and the chemical transformation will start to happen
Imagine, from scatterred lights (like different faces of a diamond)
we are parted
and ONE DAY
They will be gathered by a silent sound
which can be heard only from within
and once they will all come to bring their perfected light
the faces of the diamonds will be gathered together
and form this very Unique Diamond that we ALL ARE.
the sharing of all kind of people
of all background
of all cultures and religions
WILL bring out this jewel
we all know that we bear light of God within
that at an individual level our light is to be sharpened
to contribute to the whole UNITY
once this light will starts to flow freely
like the electric current in wires
or the one from one neurone to another
the rate of this transformation WILL become instantaneous
Kun Faya Kun
Be and it IS.
This is indeed what the power of Love is,
this is indeed the VISION that we are born to INSPIRE.
The Secret
This is a beautiful movie to watch :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SWd-58V2vno
i had guessed its end, from the first few minutes.
because i sensed it : )
also, because i believe that life is like a big puzzle with missing pieces
what we see in a linear way, and call time is not so.
i can't explain it.
but it is true.
when i was in uk,
it was so,
all the present had its meaning from the past
and i was finding out the lies of the present based on the past hiding
how a story told from one point of view (like in the movie, the story is told from the boy's point of view first)
had no satisfying meaning
one could not feel complete inside, full.
we are at loss at some point
the crisis could not be understood
nor the "missing part of time" could be explained
such as what happens in someone else's world when something else is happening in mine,
hence the gap while meeting each others.
it is like there are always some missing clues,
or some crisis out of hand
like into any normal person in everyday life...
where all of these are coming from?
it was all in a parallel state
and when you tell this to your family
they take you, into their love, which is not love
just pure attachment,
(for they got used to you,
as you being into their world)
as a lovely object
yes an object which is on a wrong path
and that they need to fix
by adding crisis, their own crisis, to your own : ))
like in the movie
the mother was in plain crisis
accusing and blaming others
going against girls' gaining higher education for they get diseased mind : )
and lose their sanity lol
or like the father who kept repeating to his son
you are my only son
tell me what makes you sad.
i was innerly so glad,
he did not tell
for this is the beginning
of letting the others to come into your world
to come and use his power to command you
as to how to put yourself aright.
the mothers get emotional
while the fathers got hyper disciplinary
both eat, in their blind "love"
your right to be free
to be free to settle your own issue
to find your path
never anyone could fix your own issue
for your issue is the key to your freedom
handing them this key is to make them use their own meaning of what "love" is
to be their ruler
while you have to find true love
the one that will make you break down all the boundaries
which have made you doubt, be angry, depressed, sad, in crisis...
only True Love is the real medicine
the real helper
the real confident
the real goal
the real music that you should follow
seen like the parents' pressure and blackmailing of their children is so funny
funny because it is false
false because they do not hold the cure to their children's issue
but that is terrific,
for that is true too
true because at their level,
they think to know the truth,
thus accordingly, they chose to pick up this drama of theirs
which is to worry, and be sad
and burden their life and the life of those whom they claim to love
all this drama is always going on like this
for when things get out of the normal format
people think that you are mad lol
truth is we are not bound to time and space
but this no one could believe it
unless he experiences it
and the coming back is just depressing
for it is like having discovered other worlds
another way of living
and still having to be bound to old ways again.
This movie is true
it is just that people knows not that inside is such a potential
isn't it beautiful to see that what seemed unexplained
was whole from the beginning
RIGHT NOW and IN THE PRESENT
for the seen and the unseen
have always been complementary AT ALL TIME
and that only narrowness of view prevented us to see
that it has been there all along.
it is like there is for all things
a "male" vision and a "female" vision of what Truth is
and when you bring both to complementarity
it is when UNITY of vision is established
and both could be reunited
only if there is this LOVE.
which has been marvelously portrayed by the couple.
and isn't it beautiful that very rare are those who can see?
while all others think to know it all
and find that laughing out at others is the wholesomeness/totality
that finding out disease about someone is the only explanation they have
while in truth,
Truth HAS to be ONE
it HAS to exist
for if questions, unease and yearning exist
THEN FOR SURE
its opposite is THERE somewhere out.
and only those who look for it,
WILL FIND IT.
ps : i loved when at the beginning of the movie
they said to each other "it was you i liked ... (i meant i like) your music"
by then i thought, we are all a musical air being played in truth
we are the music.
the music IN THE MOVIE at 1:31:15 is also very beautiful.
"Follow
the notes upon the journey,
At first sight marks one's destiny.
Once
the voyage comes to an end,
Return lies the hasty key."
[from the movie]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SWd-58V2vno
i had guessed its end, from the first few minutes.
because i sensed it : )
also, because i believe that life is like a big puzzle with missing pieces
what we see in a linear way, and call time is not so.
i can't explain it.
but it is true.
when i was in uk,
it was so,
all the present had its meaning from the past
and i was finding out the lies of the present based on the past hiding
how a story told from one point of view (like in the movie, the story is told from the boy's point of view first)
had no satisfying meaning
one could not feel complete inside, full.
we are at loss at some point
the crisis could not be understood
nor the "missing part of time" could be explained
such as what happens in someone else's world when something else is happening in mine,
hence the gap while meeting each others.
it is like there are always some missing clues,
or some crisis out of hand
like into any normal person in everyday life...
where all of these are coming from?
it was all in a parallel state
and when you tell this to your family
they take you, into their love, which is not love
just pure attachment,
(for they got used to you,
as you being into their world)
as a lovely object
yes an object which is on a wrong path
and that they need to fix
by adding crisis, their own crisis, to your own : ))
like in the movie
the mother was in plain crisis
accusing and blaming others
going against girls' gaining higher education for they get diseased mind : )
and lose their sanity lol
or like the father who kept repeating to his son
you are my only son
tell me what makes you sad.
i was innerly so glad,
he did not tell
for this is the beginning
of letting the others to come into your world
to come and use his power to command you
as to how to put yourself aright.
the mothers get emotional
while the fathers got hyper disciplinary
both eat, in their blind "love"
your right to be free
to be free to settle your own issue
to find your path
never anyone could fix your own issue
for your issue is the key to your freedom
handing them this key is to make them use their own meaning of what "love" is
to be their ruler
while you have to find true love
the one that will make you break down all the boundaries
which have made you doubt, be angry, depressed, sad, in crisis...
"Follow
the notes upon the journey,
At first sight marks one's destiny.
Once
the voyage comes to an end,
Return lies the hasty key."
only True Love is the real medicine
the real helper
the real confident
the real goal
the real music that you should follow
seen like the parents' pressure and blackmailing of their children is so funny
funny because it is false
false because they do not hold the cure to their children's issue
but that is terrific,
for that is true too
true because at their level,
they think to know the truth,
thus accordingly, they chose to pick up this drama of theirs
which is to worry, and be sad
and burden their life and the life of those whom they claim to love
all this drama is always going on like this
for when things get out of the normal format
people think that you are mad lol
truth is we are not bound to time and space
but this no one could believe it
unless he experiences it
and the coming back is just depressing
for it is like having discovered other worlds
another way of living
and still having to be bound to old ways again.
This movie is true
it is just that people knows not that inside is such a potential
isn't it beautiful to see that what seemed unexplained
was whole from the beginning
RIGHT NOW and IN THE PRESENT
for the seen and the unseen
have always been complementary AT ALL TIME
and that only narrowness of view prevented us to see
that it has been there all along.
it is like there is for all things
a "male" vision and a "female" vision of what Truth is
and when you bring both to complementarity
it is when UNITY of vision is established
and both could be reunited
only if there is this LOVE.
which has been marvelously portrayed by the couple.
and isn't it beautiful that very rare are those who can see?
while all others think to know it all
and find that laughing out at others is the wholesomeness/totality
that finding out disease about someone is the only explanation they have
while in truth,
Truth HAS to be ONE
it HAS to exist
for if questions, unease and yearning exist
THEN FOR SURE
its opposite is THERE somewhere out.
and only those who look for it,
WILL FIND IT.
ps : i loved when at the beginning of the movie
they said to each other "it was you i liked ... (i meant i like) your music"
by then i thought, we are all a musical air being played in truth
we are the music.
(continuation...) ...there's a secret to it i guess, and
only those who truly believe in their hearts could unlock it's secret!
love is like a beautiful art, like a beautiful music, it's endless and
it's TIMELESS! and i don't even know what i'm talking about, but this
movie is very very nice! touchingly nice!
·
that's the magic and miracle of love! there's no space or
time when it comes to love! when two people are distine to be with each
other in love.... love wil break boundaries, rules of time and space, or
whatever that thing in physics is, just to make that destiny with love
happens. nothing is impossible in the destiny of love....but not all
people will have that destiny to find true love....(cont.)
the music IN THE MOVIE at 1:31:15 is also very beautiful.
Thursday, 23 May 2013
The Ocean
For the first time in my life i saw the ocean
not sea, but ocean
and not from afar
but right on the beach
when we were just 100m away
it felt so awesome
so huge
like a huge presence covering all of the horizon
that was as if it was one huge being
then, we went to the beach
just near enough to put our feet in the waves
that was really the first time i was doing this
that was amazing
when the wave came
that was really cool
temperature was cool too
and it was really impressive
for i had never heard the sound of the waves
and felt really afraid
i remember once i just sat on a wooden floor
when it was a tempest and raining
i was sitting in the garden
and i felt so much afraid
due to the force of the wind, rain
one feels that anything could happen
we are no more in control
but there, it were roaring waves
and the sky was covered with dark clouds
and the waters were from a deep blue and grey colors too
had i been alone
it would have been really awesome
but even though there were other people
i felt quite afraid
and first time waves hit the feet
that was ok
lol
till higher waves kept coming
i was so much considering the waves hitting the feet
that i did not see the size of the wave coming
and that time the wave was huge enough to cover all the legs up to the jacket
had i not lifted the jacket my camera which was in the pocket would have been all soaked up
and i definitely felt having a heart attack lol!
but the most amazing was when the waves were retrieving
for i felt like the ground on which i was standing
was slipping away!
one could not definitely stand on the sand
there was no still point
nothing to hold onto !
and not only this
when i was watching the waves retrieving from the feet
it felt like i had vertigo!
it was like i was seeing the earth being stretched!
like waves going backwards
while the ground was also going backwards
yes, it felt like the ground was being stretched.
when i told that to my friends
they start laughing at my impressions
well, that was my first time
i guess the mind needed some time to adjust
it was less strong the next day
but still the impression remained.
on the beach, i wondered at the shell!
i wondered how could something so beautiful could exist and be put like this on sand so gratefully
and one could pick it up so freely!
that is how it occurred to me
that it is not normal that everything be traded
for we are so used to trade, and buy/sell things which were meant to flow
from one kind of hand to another.
so i felt shocked inside to see that sea gives things so freely.
it is just mankind who is the sole being destined to accumulate and trade everything ; )
and all the little stones were beautiful
they were beautiful because they were constantly washed by the water
polished by the sand
and wind dried them
while sun make them shine
so beautiful they look liked
and they colors were so lively
so i wondered how they would look like
once i pick them up and bring them home
truth to tell, they lost their beauty
and their worth
they were worthy and beautiful only in that setting
that was there real place to be
they looked like small jewels there in the sand
while here at home, they could be any casual stone.
i wished for finding the most beautiful stone there
like a jewel from the sea
kept searching but did not find the one my heart would recognise.
my stay over there was so great
i would go everyday to the ocean
whatever the weather be
people said, they had never seen such windy and rainy weather in south of France
from their life : )
true, tempest, dark clouds and rarely some shot of a sun ray
and tempest back
but it was such a beautiful vision to contemplate
when not there
i was meditating in our place
or preparing some flowers or whatever activity was there
that was very simple
but even though it lasted only three days at best
i felt it as a whole week
and by the end of it,
while i was sitting,
suddenly any image of nature would come in front of me
and i could see it as if i was there
like i could see the ant moving under a leaf in its forest
and i could feel the weight of the soil being moved by its presence
that was a short but awesome beginning of clarity
i felt like waves had washed my vision lol : )
actually, it were my thoughts who have been washed by the waves
indeed, the last day i went
and i realised how one could hear nothing
but the sounds of waves
roaring waves
roaring wind
and nothing else
how could one possibly have to make any effort to calm ourselves or thoughts?
they were calmed by the natural sounds of the ocean
and i saw the waves hitting the beach
and i wondered at the hyper activity at the beach
and why did they not appear so active in the ocean?
i remembered that there are currents below
below the waters
and these currents from below move the waves to hit the shore
such a STRONG FORCE!
and as it was the last day
i just sat down and closed eyes
and i remembered
that these waters are within
and the jewel that i sought is within too
for i remembered a few years back
i had seen in a dream
a light within
like a pearl full of light
which was covered by dark waters
and when i did not recognise it
i saw that it went down and sank into even darker waters
and hit the bottom of the sea
where all kind of dark consciousnesses gathered around
and i realised a few hours ago,
that it is the soul
this light is the soul
entrapped in the dark waters
and it has to ascend
rise and be purified of its shackles
which prevents it/me to be.
this jewel is in everyone else
for it is the light of God
it is just that one has to believe
and when one truly believe
it gets freed.
Truth shall set you free
are not mere words
nor are there hinting at what your mind imagine it to be
there are what your real state is.
and now, it is so strange to be back in France
though i was still in France
it felt not France
for it has nothing to do with standards of routine
it has all to do to be in touch with the nature
and thereby to near our inner natural state
i imagine
if only three days could have made me feel new experiences
then what could it be just to live in such a setting?
and what is the point of remaining attached to a place devoid of such natural blessings?
life is much easier
when one is in touch with nature
for there,
we near our true forgotten state.
not sea, but ocean
and not from afar
but right on the beach
when we were just 100m away
it felt so awesome
so huge
like a huge presence covering all of the horizon
that was as if it was one huge being
then, we went to the beach
just near enough to put our feet in the waves
that was really the first time i was doing this
that was amazing
when the wave came
that was really cool
temperature was cool too
and it was really impressive
for i had never heard the sound of the waves
and felt really afraid
i remember once i just sat on a wooden floor
when it was a tempest and raining
i was sitting in the garden
and i felt so much afraid
due to the force of the wind, rain
one feels that anything could happen
we are no more in control
but there, it were roaring waves
and the sky was covered with dark clouds
and the waters were from a deep blue and grey colors too
had i been alone
it would have been really awesome
but even though there were other people
i felt quite afraid
and first time waves hit the feet
that was ok
lol
till higher waves kept coming
i was so much considering the waves hitting the feet
that i did not see the size of the wave coming
and that time the wave was huge enough to cover all the legs up to the jacket
had i not lifted the jacket my camera which was in the pocket would have been all soaked up
and i definitely felt having a heart attack lol!
but the most amazing was when the waves were retrieving
for i felt like the ground on which i was standing
was slipping away!
one could not definitely stand on the sand
there was no still point
nothing to hold onto !
and not only this
when i was watching the waves retrieving from the feet
it felt like i had vertigo!
it was like i was seeing the earth being stretched!
like waves going backwards
while the ground was also going backwards
yes, it felt like the ground was being stretched.
when i told that to my friends
they start laughing at my impressions
well, that was my first time
i guess the mind needed some time to adjust
it was less strong the next day
but still the impression remained.
on the beach, i wondered at the shell!
i wondered how could something so beautiful could exist and be put like this on sand so gratefully
and one could pick it up so freely!
that is how it occurred to me
that it is not normal that everything be traded
for we are so used to trade, and buy/sell things which were meant to flow
from one kind of hand to another.
so i felt shocked inside to see that sea gives things so freely.
it is just mankind who is the sole being destined to accumulate and trade everything ; )
and all the little stones were beautiful
they were beautiful because they were constantly washed by the water
polished by the sand
and wind dried them
while sun make them shine
so beautiful they look liked
and they colors were so lively
so i wondered how they would look like
once i pick them up and bring them home
truth to tell, they lost their beauty
and their worth
they were worthy and beautiful only in that setting
that was there real place to be
they looked like small jewels there in the sand
while here at home, they could be any casual stone.
i wished for finding the most beautiful stone there
like a jewel from the sea
kept searching but did not find the one my heart would recognise.
my stay over there was so great
i would go everyday to the ocean
whatever the weather be
people said, they had never seen such windy and rainy weather in south of France
from their life : )
true, tempest, dark clouds and rarely some shot of a sun ray
and tempest back
but it was such a beautiful vision to contemplate
when not there
i was meditating in our place
or preparing some flowers or whatever activity was there
that was very simple
but even though it lasted only three days at best
i felt it as a whole week
and by the end of it,
while i was sitting,
suddenly any image of nature would come in front of me
and i could see it as if i was there
like i could see the ant moving under a leaf in its forest
and i could feel the weight of the soil being moved by its presence
that was a short but awesome beginning of clarity
i felt like waves had washed my vision lol : )
actually, it were my thoughts who have been washed by the waves
indeed, the last day i went
and i realised how one could hear nothing
but the sounds of waves
roaring waves
roaring wind
and nothing else
how could one possibly have to make any effort to calm ourselves or thoughts?
they were calmed by the natural sounds of the ocean
and i saw the waves hitting the beach
and i wondered at the hyper activity at the beach
and why did they not appear so active in the ocean?
i remembered that there are currents below
below the waters
and these currents from below move the waves to hit the shore
such a STRONG FORCE!
and as it was the last day
i just sat down and closed eyes
and i remembered
that these waters are within
and the jewel that i sought is within too
for i remembered a few years back
i had seen in a dream
a light within
like a pearl full of light
which was covered by dark waters
and when i did not recognise it
i saw that it went down and sank into even darker waters
and hit the bottom of the sea
where all kind of dark consciousnesses gathered around
and i realised a few hours ago,
that it is the soul
this light is the soul
entrapped in the dark waters
and it has to ascend
rise and be purified of its shackles
which prevents it/me to be.
this jewel is in everyone else
for it is the light of God
it is just that one has to believe
and when one truly believe
it gets freed.
Truth shall set you free
are not mere words
nor are there hinting at what your mind imagine it to be
there are what your real state is.
and now, it is so strange to be back in France
though i was still in France
it felt not France
for it has nothing to do with standards of routine
it has all to do to be in touch with the nature
and thereby to near our inner natural state
i imagine
if only three days could have made me feel new experiences
then what could it be just to live in such a setting?
and what is the point of remaining attached to a place devoid of such natural blessings?
life is much easier
when one is in touch with nature
for there,
we near our true forgotten state.
Wednesday, 22 May 2013
Unity, Love and Wisdom
Unity is the only Truth
Love is the only way of Life
Wisdom is the only way to Live.
Love is the only way of Life
Wisdom is the only way to Live.
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