I saw also a lady in armor
very knightly - gave a Joan of Ark feel
and a man standing behind her
she was turning her back to him
while looking ahead
She said
"People are gross
they do not let a seed grow out of the soil"
She meant gross as in opposition to subtle.
And the mind of that man and of all the people I knew
standing behind in my surrounding
are truthfully gross.
Meaning they keep taking the seed out of the soil
and are impatient
they do not have subtle manners
Their mind is not matching mine.
It is true that very often
I feel like I am talking to a wall
as I can lower the standards to explain the knowledge that shall benefit
but the attention span, quality and focus is so scattered, low and unstable
you can't put any seed into it
The seeds do fall on rocks and they can't grow.
Unfortunate.
