Witnessing of the witness - part 2

is when you are a mark
somewhere in this world
a landmark

you happen to witness
someone's pain
so you want to help it
witnessing what is witnessed
that is the first ray

so when you need help
to empower your witnessing
by concretising your help

you turn above
hoping that a Higher Witness
is Witnessing what you are witnessing
that is the second ray

IF the Witness your witnessing
then that is a pillar of light
that goes from UP to Down

then that is a Reality
cause that which is witnessed
exists

if the Higher Witness witnesses
what you are witnessing
than for once
the first and second rays blend

and that is your pillar of light

somehow as a landmark
you can focalise higher rays
and distribute them on earth
is like a diamonds or prism
if you see rays refraction
once they go through a prism

somehow
when the blending happen
rays 1 + rays 2
1 pillar of light appears

is how it felt

then i saw a few rays piercing clouds
at first i thought it was sunrays
but it was not the sun

later i looked again
and rays were vertically falling from skies

and a 3rd time

then i was sure was not sunrays

things exist
only if they are witnessed

actually
at rays 1 things exist
is ephemer

but these forms
can be saved as pattern
and not perish
or not at once

if it is witnessed by ray 2
is like the pattern is brought
or ascended above
to exist

and is no more
a perishable form
left there

how is it brought above?
by the Vision

Only because Eyes saw you
you existed


also
the witnessing of the witness
somehow reminds me of

 fractality
or also the saying
what is above is beyond
is the same logic

The Witnessing of the witness

when the Witnessing
of the witness
ends

then the witness's
reason to witness
die

and is how
the Earth becomes
a God Forsaken place

as there is no more witness
to be Witnessed

-petals

Heaven & Earth are recycled

Just had a vision

I saw that men on earth were
recycled and became heaven/
or went to heaven

and people of heaven
recycled
and
incarnated down on earth

it was like a cycle

Send Love Everyday

Today
somehow
while writing the latter article

i felt a great inner self-nourishment
i felt fulfilled and satisfied
like once i have a good meal
and feel replenished and satiated

yes satiatied
is the right word

is like the soul
stop being at unrest

and now the heart
is feeling melting down
is how i realise it was hard
as now i feel it getting soft
like a weight has been lifted from it

and then
i felt taking my time
slowly
and just keep living

as you know
the way we breathe
shows our state , inner state

now i have a breathing that i can enjoy

because is like much useless worries
which were initially just meant to be temporary
became habits and then routine
and thus i forgot the single thing

i had to enjoy

was just

to LOVE
and send what i have been feeling grateful for
everyday to its Source

and i had even tears rolling down
my cheeks
because i just realised
was easy

i JUST have to go on sending love
that way

that's all
i found my purpose!

lol i felt so much purposeless
since i didn't take religion as the Truth

but could not find a ground to stay on

now is found
is just to aim for infinite Love

Infinity is an aim
which can't be limiting me
while it gives rest to the heart
and remove it from halting its breathing

as i had been waiting
for something
but knew not what

was actually on ME!

once you keep sending love
you somehow reach a threshold
where you can experience a new kind of  expanded consciousness

and it gives you a restful and satiated feel
while you enjoy slowly your time

How does Being under God protection works and how does "curse" also happen

That was always mysterious to me

like if God is all good, all loving
then how come curse exists
as everything is attributed in fine to God
right?

Is because of Absolute
God is Absolute
is not good nor bad
as is ONE
is not Dual

like in maths

in Absolute the digit is |3|
has a value 3

but in relative terms
let's say in manifested world
it can have -3 or +3

the choice is ours
which one we pick up

let's call it a Reward
or Boomrang effect
what we love, loves us back

or as said in Quran
God asking
"Who wants to Lend me His Good deeds?"

i used to find that very cute
as God asking
always wondering
why would God who needs nothing
like a child asking who wants to do me a Handsome Lending ?
and I will return it manifold

or like in hadith
Do 1 good deed, God returns it back 10 times more

or lend to Muhammad (pbuh)
for as HE strives in God way
then what you lend
got you more reward
etc.

like your rewards are multiplied

so all of these sayins are linked

is all about Blessings

yet no one knows
who is Blessed
that's the trick

when prophets were there
you knew you give and are blessed in return

cause and consequences were obvious

and now no more
as we live in a time of confusion
besides we don't know why we would even trust someone
as now there are no more prophets

....but what you don't know
is that EVEN  in QUran and Hadith is said
that people would come whose light would be even shinier than of prophets
and the prophet would ask who these people are
and it would be told
these are those brought the "brought near ones/brought near the Face of God"
they are neither from Right nor Left Hand

is because a prophet came with a MEssage
Last Prophet means as Last MEssage

knowing as of now
get your breakthrough
nothing more to theoretically learn
but use the help of those Who Knows
as said in Quran

But who KNOWS
that's the REAL stuff

people will take it as
mental knowing
while the True KNowing
is the Divine Knowledge
Grace from God

so all is about finding
the target of your blessing


so back to my second point
now when a friend called me
all of sudden i felt her heart really hurting
so that mine was hurting seriously too

what happened is
as I am Protected
let's call it a shield
it has a Mirror effect

in Absolute terms

as the person who has her OWN imbalances
call it sins (in today's terminology)
thought of me strongly
her energy of imbalance
hit my shield

by the way
a sin is not something you did bad
is something that hit you and left you feeling bad

so that something hits you
means it entered your attention
therefore if you let it enter and affect you
is just because your guard was done
not because you are inherently bad
as your true nature is divine

as a baby
he won't ever feel bad
trust me
even after throwing up on your shoes
clothes
after he will smile at you

no guilt
and even if i get all messed up
i will kiss the baby later
because there is no self guilt that has destroyed its light which is always shining

is because his attention
is still not stuck in his being of being alive
ie self consciousness

he is still in his absolute nature
od divine self
jusr knows it not
just enjoying it
as long as it lasts

is later that its surrounding
corrupts its nature / "religion"
(hadith by the way!

back to the shield

and as it hit it
the feedback as to -3 or +3
depended on her attention
 did she had good or bad feeling towards me

the good and love she had
got her the boomrang effect
her love for me
hit her back 10 times more
and thus she smelt sweet perfume

likewise
another girl had a bad intent
some prying about me
and that hit her back
and she had quite a frightening nightmare

in both cases
i did nothing
nor i knew it

is only later
i understood

but is how
God Power works

what you love
it loves you back
+3

what you hate
hates you back
-3

and God rewards is ILLIMITED
so is all about HOW FAR YOU CAN LOVE


and this is how too..
polyteism was created
or worship of man or JEsus as God

cause the Divine Blessed Men
had God's Protection / Shield

so if you Love them
you were loved by God Power/shield

and that led people
to WORSHIP men

thinking ok my devotion
is equal to worship

not at all

the shield is an AYAH
a SIGN for you to see
Love and you are LOVE BACK

and that PERSON
is JUST the Target/Support
for you to send your Love towards
if you want it back MANIFOLDS

but the ORIGIN
is GOD

that's what God Blessings are about
is not about worship
is about  Love

Love the person
teaches you how to love

and once you learn to love
then you are Free to Enjoy Back your true Divine Nature
as you remember

as when you were baby

just that this time
you do it KNOWINGLY
(while the baby doesn't know but only enjoy)

so at no point
a baby worship God
lol you saw a baby bowing to GOD
and beg God for his Mercy?

LOL

the worship of the baby
is him being basked into God's Light
and him enjoying it

even worship is slavery
but True Love is Freedom

reminds me of Imam Ali (as) saying

Imam Ali [as] said: Verily, some people worshipped Allah being desirous (Of His reward) – so this is the worship of traders; and some people worshipped Allah fearing (His punishment) – so it is the worship of slaves, and a group worshipped Allah in gratitude (to Him) so this is the worship of the free. (Nahju ‘I-balaghah) 

& that poem from Rabia Basri  :

I have two ways of loving You

I have two ways of loving You:
A selfish one
And another way that is worthy of You. 

In my selfish love, I remember You and You alone.
In that other love, You lift the veil
And let me feast my eyes on Your Living Face. 

 - Rabia Basri translated by Charles Upton

If you Truly Find Love

then

you do not Worship God

but you Enjoy His Face

Those are the Brought Near Ones 

Those to Whom God has given His Face

Worship no more, but Love and thus Enjoy God Face 

-petals1000uk

See the worship or the selfish Love
is done to remember the God Alone
once you REMEMBER
you come out of your mental state
is why is called self-ish
cause is still the play of the self

once you use religion
ANY religion
to reach the Source of Oneness
then your mind comes back to IT
and you just do like the baby plus sth more : the Enjoyment
of God Face WHILE WITNESSING IT
in ALL consciousness
which is main difference from a baby

and that is BLISS

so Bliss is above Love which is above worship
worship being just a mental method to help you to
remember while leading you on some path to Love
which will lead you to remember The Bliss

that is the Fall from Heaven
and the Rising back to It
i.e. Ascenscion

as path to God are many
religion matter not
what matters though
is where you end up

Last Samourai

Marvelous Soundtrack - Hans Zimmer The Last Samourai

I remembered to have discovered and watched the first samourai in 2009 i think
when i came back from uk to france during my break time

I totally felt mesmerized by the music

it touches really the soul
actually it feels like it expresses the longing of the soul


yes i think if a soundtrack had to personalise the unheard voice of the soul
it would be this one

Here some comments i read :

J Roig10 months ago (edited)

"While writing the score for The Last Samurai, Zimmer felt that his knowledge of Japanese music was extremely limited. He began doing extensive research, but the more he studied, the less he felt he knew. Finally, Zimmer took what he had written to Japan for feedback and was shocked when he was asked how he knew so much about Japanese music." - (http://ew.com/gallery/hans-zimmer-reflects-15-his-memorable-film-scores/)

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fofi fernandez2 months ago

END OF QUOTE

The more you learn the less you find to know. I feel this way with music, and art. 

Why the more we learn 

the less we feel we know?

I remember at School

the more i did in depth research

the less i thought i had gained real knowledge of the stuff

yet once  the work 

was handed over and graded

it was always the best

I was even told to sold it

to the companies concerned

so professionally interesting it was 

and i found out why we have 

this kind of opposite feeling

when we work so much 

and try with passion to find 

stuff to nourish the soul desire to learn more

is because 

when the soul 

as a drop falls into the sea

then it feels it knows nothing

yet it has managed to target 

and fall into the sea

while other remained on the shore

and never jumped into it 

so the more you enter

the ocean of knowledge

as is obviously not in your drop like power to encompass 

and thus to control and deform it to your liking

to make it follow the path of a tiny river

you are overpowered by its existence

and you think you know nothing

while in truth you targeted the bull's eye

so is not about grabing knowledge by its ball

as mccoffee would say

but is about KNOWING that you are already there 

so to BE 

is vaster than to KNOW

thus you think you know nothing.

is true, you don't,

because you ARE that knowledge in Essence

PS : for the Americans :

Brosmotte The Hunter1 year ago (edited)

This movie is seriously cool .... But why American always said they are the hero of all adventure ? The real " Last Samurai " Was french .... it was a French general ( im not sure he was general ) . it was during the the revolt of Satsuma he's name was Jules Brunet. Watch in an history book :D He was comming for help the japanese emperor but he decided to walk with the samourai.

LOL hahaha

cracked me up 

For the world who was sad : One million Roses

Love the song &
Lyrics are already in the vid:

This song is a remake of Aija Kukule and Līga Kreicberga's 1981 song, "Dāvāja Māriņa meitiņai mūžiņu"(A Life Mara Gave Her Daughter, 마라가 딸에게 준 삶), written by Raimonds Pauls (music) and Leons Briedis (lyrics). This Latvian song has metaphors in it to express the country's pains and sorrows during the Soviet occupation of Latvia. On the other hand, Sim Soo-bong's 1997 remake has very philosophical lyrics about agape love. Ha Hyun-woo (of "Guckkasten") covered this song on MBC's

Cover: Shim Soo Bong - A Million Roses

Shim Soo Bong (심수봉) - 백만송이 장미 / Baekmansongee Jangmi / A Million Roses
Originally by Million Alyh Roz - Alla Pugatcheva
Covered by Davichi @ 1000 Song Challenge(Nov 29, 2009)


먼 옛날 어느 별에서
Meonyetnal eoneubyeoreseo
Long long time ago

내가 세상에 나올 때
Naega sesange naolttae
When I came out into the world

사랑을 주고 오라는
Sarangeul jugo oraneun
A small voice I heard

작은 음성 하나 들었지
Jageuneumseong hana deureotji
To come back after giving love





사랑을 할 때만 피는 꽃
Sarangeul halttaeman pineunkkot
A flower that only blooms when in love

백만 송이 피어오라는
Baengmansongi piwooraneun
To make a million of it bloom

진실한 사랑을 할 때만
Jinsilhan sarangeul halttaeman
Only when in true love

피어나는 사랑의 장미
Pieonaneun sarangui jangmi
The rose of love blooms





*CHORUS*
미워하는 미워하는 미워하는 마음없이
Miwohaneun miwohaneun miwohaneun maeumeobsi
Without any hate, hate, hate

아낌없이 아낌없이 사랑을 주기만 할 때
Akkimeobsi akkimeobsi sarangeul jugiman halttae
When I only give love without any reserve

수백만송이 백만송이 백만송이 꽃은 피고
Su baengmansongi baengmansongi baengmansongi kkocheunpigo
A million, million, million flowers bloom

그립고 아름다운 내 별 나라로 갈 수 있다네
Geuripgo areumdaun naebyeollararo galsuitdane
I can go to my beautiful starland I miss




*CHORUS REPEAT*





진실한 사랑은 뭔가
Jinsilhan sarangeun mwonga
What is true love

괴로운 눈물 흘렸네
Goeroun nunmul heullyeonne
I wept distressed

냉정한 사람 많았던
Heeojyeogan sarammanhatdeon
Many men left me

너무나 슬픈 세상이었기에
Neomuna seulpeun sesangiyeotgie
The world is so sad





수 많은 세월 흐른 뒤
Sumaneun sehwal heureunbil
After a long time went by

자기의 생명까지 모두 다 준
Chagi hanseh myeokkal jimodeudajeulaen
Giving everything even one's life

빛처럼 홀연히 나타난
Bbijeoreom ooryeon inhadana
Appearing out of nowhere like the rain

그런 사랑 나를 안았네
Geureon sarangnareul aneunhae
Such a love held me in arms





*CHORUS* x 2



이젠 모두가 떠날지라도
Ijen mwoka deotnaljirado
Even though everyone leaves me

그러나 사랑은 계속될거야
Kyeona sarangeun gaeseok dwaegeoya
I'll still keep loving

저 별에서 나를 찾아온
Jeobyo haeso nareul jajaoh
Who came to see me from the star

그토록 기다리던 이인데
Tteoro gidarideon eeyinae
The one I've missed so much





그대와 나 함께라면
Geudaewa na hamkkeramyeon
Together you and I

더욱 더 많은 꽃을 피우고
Deowook deo manheun ggoteul pioogo
More and more flowers

하나가 되어 우리는
Hanaga dwieo oorineun
One with you

영원한 저 별로 돌아가리라
Yeongwonhan jeo byeollo dolagarira
Will go back eternally





*CHORUS* x3


Romanisation: lyricslations@wordpress
English Translation: koreanlover1fan2@yotuube

source : http://davichilyrics.blogspot.fr/2009/11/cover-shim-soo-bong-million-roses.html
Original song :

Fated to Love Yourself in the Other

Do you know what happen
when you are fated?

when you look into that person
you see yourself

when i see myself within him
i am really really happy

that's what looking mean
that is the power of fate

-Quotes from "Strong Woman"

It is very true
i guess unless you see
or saw yourself ONCE into that someone
then you had never experienced to find yourself in someone else
in other word
to feel the spirit to spirit love

that i felt it once with a friend
all of sudden i felt like i was watching myself

and happened quite a few times
with my husband

is freaking odd
to see your own face
in someone else

is like you are a kid
and first time you discover your face in a mirror

i remember when i was kid
first time i remember to have seen myself in mirror
i was checking if the reflection was as fast as me
so is like you give a life to the reflection in the mirror

is same with you see yourself in someone
is the power of the vision
that follows you
with its look

so he knows it
and you know he knows that you know
and it makes yourself feel being weirdly Watched by yourself

all so funny and weird
had i said clearly is a weird feel?

Above Agnya

In dream i saw a monument where people used to go
and later on top of it
i saw another monument
liek its exact replica
being set on its top

so below was light color monument
and above dark color one
and the light had a door where people flooded
and was related to jesus
was jesus feel

later i was told
the dream is about agnya
now it makes sense
when i think of it
while the feel was of jesus
when people flooded there

and the top part
ie above the agnya
was dark
cause is the unknown
is the realm of "total surrender"
so it looked black from my perpective

is like death
to find out what it is
one should totally surrender

and that is why was all black
cause one can't use the mind to see above the mind

I am the Greatest Star ..Happy Easter Holidays!

When the Universe talks to you

• or are you the Universe reminding yourself who you are :

BARBRA STREISAND LYRICS
Écoutez "I'm The Greate…"
"I'm The Greatest Star"

[Fanny waits for Eddie to come out of the theatre and tries to explain that she doesn't fit into the chorus because she's got star potential.]

[Fanny:]
Listen,
I've got thirty-six expressions-
Sweet as pie to tough as leather,
And that's six expressions more
Than all them Barrymores put together.
Instead of just kicking me
Why don't they give me a lift?
It must be a plot,
'Cause they're scared that I got
Such a gift-well, I'm miffed-'cause
I'm the greatest star-
I am by far, but no one knows it!
Wait, they're gonna hear a voice,
A silver flute-ah hah, ah hah-
They'll cheer each toot (Hey! I hear she's terrific)
When I expose it!
Now, can't you see to look at me
That I'm a natural Camille?
As Camille I just feel
I've so much to offer.
Listen kid, I know I'd be divine because
I'm a natural cougher.
[Coughs]
Some ain't got it-not a lump,
I'm a great big clump of talent!
Laugh!
They'll bend in half.
(Did you ever hear the story about the traveling salesman?)
A thousand jokes:
Stick around for the jokes,
A thousand faces.
I reiterate,
When you're gifted,
Then you're gifted,
These are facts-I got no axe to grind.
Hey, what are they-blind?
In all of the world so far
I'm the greatest star!
Who is the pip with piz-azz?
Who is all ginger and jazz?
Who is as glamorous as?
Who's an American Beauty rose
With an American Beauty nose,
And ten American Beaty toes,
Eyes on the target, and wham-
One shot, one gun shot and bam!
Hey, Mr. Ziegfeld, here I am!
I'm the greatest star,
I am by far,
But no one knows it!
That's why I was born-
I'll blow my horn
Till someone blows it!
I'll light up like a light
Right up like a light
I'll flicker, then flare up
All the world's gonna stare up
Lookin' down
You'll never see me-
Try the sky,
'Cause that'll be me.
I can make 'em cry,
I can make 'em sigh,
Someday they'll clamor
For my dram-er.
Have you guessed yet,
Who's the best yet?
If you ain't I'll tell you one more time.
You bet your last dime
In all of the world so far
I'm the greatest, greatest star

source: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/barbrastreisand/imthegreateststar.html

Man is a wolf to man?

Difference between nice and evil people
really nice quote

someone may do bad things like cheating, stealing etc.
but as long as he looks after people around himself
then there is still hope left in him

but those who are ready to fall/prey on others
ready to eat them
they are the evil ones

when i heard that
i found it interesting
that is like in food chain

eat or be eaten
is the law of the society

as as Hobbes said
Man is a wolf to man

and it all of sudden
reminded me
of relationship in society

why some people are considered as vampire
as they do some good - in apparence - to tame you
and make you believe how all good they are

and is a calculated good call it "n"

as they are eyeing to get back from you "n+1"

call it sneaky or calculation or forward thinking
or "if i spend on people, life always gives it back to me in some way"
whatever fancy word to make it sound beautiful

Truth is
GENUINE CARE
either you have it or not

if you have it
is for you own good
you are someone who has some hope left in you

if you don't have care for others
then you are just -evil- as the guy put it

i went to a seminar
and to my astonishment
i saw how the way of thinking and finding solution even managing team is changing

the speaker is no more considering himself a teacher
the Mr or Ma'm know it all

but a facilitator for group exchange

and the group composed of a few people
say 10
are a mirror to each other ...

they hold each other in a way accountable

..and i was amazed
that the facilitator warned us
saying...
if you hear some good words as praise
good for you
but when you are confronted by those that pain you

then
learn to take it in
face it
don't shrink from hearing it nor have a hostile and defensive position
but take it as a challenge to get the good out of it for your own self
is your "new Horizon"

very fast forward thinking
even some deepness and insight
yet .... was a business seminar

i was very impressed

in current capitalistic model
Man is a wolf to man
applies very much

actually is the downside of Globalisation
who can eat more and grow

but that way to see people
as the link to a chain
who are interdependent on each other

is very fast forward  thinking
and may i say
very human view of life

Human are characterised as being linked to each other
aren't we family members
or colleagues or friends etc

there are always labels to qualify relationship

is because as a human being
our strength is to be part of a chain

is true so far
individuality was the focus
now the Group as an Entity not as a team only
is a new kind of emerging consciousness

i found it fascinating

Man is a wolf to man
in a denser world
but in a more subtle one
Man is a link to man