Korean drama W - Eat or be Eaten - Reality vs Illusion

I am at shock
is stupendous

listen..i first HAVE TO PRAISE

KOREAN movie makers

they are the EPITOM of BEAUTY
they have totally opened up cinematographically speaking and soulwise
a whole new era

as much as i am profoundly touched by such avant-guardist skills
technically and from awareness point of view as much i am literally bewildered
by the TOTAL LACK of recognition by the western world of their artistic breakthrough


This blog as you know
is a spiritual related blog
if i praise K-drama meaning Korean drama
is because they have their total share there

is the second drama that hits me really profoundly
by its beauty and awareness


i won't be able to say all single stuff that i found beautiful
though i really wish
to feel i am not doing injustice to it

but this will kill the beauty if i dwell too long
so i will just brush it up quickly
what you may find by yourself later and more deeply

First of all
the Drama is named : W

i see if as two V intertwined
to represent two parallel worlds
linked, overlapping into each others

one world is a cartoon
the other world is the "real" world
where the cartoonist is the creator ...

the main lead of the cartoon
was so far a puppet of the "Creator" lol
he started to get glimpses of "truth"
which made the creator afraid

as the creator saw he lost control
the readers are the eaters..of energy

all i am writing
makes perfect sense to me
as it matches my cultural knowledge about extracts on spirituality i read
and had not understood so far

such as why we are considered as food for gods and demi gods :)
seem funny to write it
as i try to read it from your viewpoint

but is not funny for me
as i am a bit versed into it

or also
why in Quran
God is called the "Creator of creators"

or also
why when you progress into spirituality
you have forces of adversities attacking you

this last one is the most recurrent one for me

as is exactly what happens with me
but spirit could tell me this hundreds time
EVEN IF i believe is TRUE

from my point of view
i could NOT encompass it

but this drama...
is sure in itself has a breakthrough
far better than matrix in clarity and coherence to convey the Message
(anyone ever wondered why we also speak in religion of messengers? it always bothered me
i kept wondering why messenger, which message? as i could never clearly state the inheritance of this message by humanity..meaning message is lost, or hidden, or again forgotteen with time..while people grab spirituality or religion in a brainwashed way)

too much to write here to give you context of my own references
through which i deciphered the meaning of this Message from the drama

so drama in itself is great...and i praised it from all angles
but what counts is for YOU TOO to KNOW your own references
to have QUESTIONS in your-self
to be able to SEE the solutions when they are here in front of you

otherwise
if no questions-no solutions are seen
and thus...no message ever will be revealed to you

so the beauty of this drama
is that it showed to me
how our world is a world which is a food for the other world of higher beings called gods or demi gods

as in this drama
the main lead was the food for the readers ...

how?
because his life was open and read and chewed by the readers..feeding themselves with his emotions..

yes
in the drama the real girl going into the cartoon
explains ... the chapter changes happen...only when YOU change in emotions...

so... it hits me
the whirl of emotions we are in...the more..the better

this is why we live more and more in a world which is faster
the faster you move
the faster you experience
the faster you provide space to get new emotions
that are indeed, and believe me, eaten, fed upon by other beings from the other sides

this you see it very briefly in matrix , i think is with the hospital scene

this is also why i was taught
that i go for the experience of enjoying of life (called dunia in islam)... instead of the ENJOYER (the afterlife...TRULY GOODLY explained by the metaphor of the other side , the one of the Creator of the cartoon...)
SO being the enjoyer, the NATURE of me as enjoyer is BLISS
and WHEN i discover it is real REALISATION
and is the real JOY

but see?
unless you have  references..you can't have context..to wonder..to ask questions and thus to get space
to be provided with solutions

again i am amazed at the deepness of such drama
at the commitment of such producers and script writers
are they real seeker f truth?
so much details and continuous logic and ESPECIALLY going till the end of as much as they can
of their desire to know

i am really bluffed by them
and even more bluffed by the fact that this is brought to TV
i mean who on earth gives care to such stuff in western world?

open tv or american movie
is just trash or just one or two punch line of empty wisdom here and there
like a glitch in a flat/dead encephalogram ...

Korean drama are alive
they proceed from some collective desire in the production field
to seek for a better life in truth...
they have a soul...really

in France, never i watch a french movie or drama...
is so vulgar in vocabulary and in its filming is so sadly empty
no soul

at least the american one
have action and the art to make a SHOW
but that's it
it remains a show
once gone you gained nothing
actually lol you fed the other world with your emotion watching movie hahahaha

because in France, hierarchy, oligarchy in this field
killed the creativity
the love for expression, letting a person striving for answers express it

this is the reason why ... all this

so when in the drama the main lead in cartoon realises...
realises his world is fake...
his mind shattered

and he saw all his world stop
like in matrix time so slow
that you can move

(is like in meditation now it hit me
when you meditate
you are witness
so you contemplate:!!!!!!!
IF YOU TRULY CONTEMPLATE
THEN....
it means YOU ARE THE WITNESS
WHO KNOWS that it is all a "cartoon" not real
and AT THIS POINT
WHEN  you SEE or CONTEMPLATE
everything STOPS...
this is why there is NO TIME in the spirit world...

but see? i never felt this in meditation
only ONCE in dream-vision
where i felt the emptiness is not empty but FULL )

i had never understood it
i mean i could see the logic in itself
without seeing the meaning of the bigger picture and its link with me
as a seeker of truth in my own life

so it is so incredibly shocking me
when i saw the yogi not EVEN seeking for this...
stuck in enjoyment instead of the Enjoyer

a person who knows not
that there is something higher to aim for
and think he has arrived..
i think is in greater danger than an ignorant one
who has never sought for truth

cause he is killing truth
and not breaking through
instead he goes back to a deeper sleep
and heading for a real trauma to come...
to wake him up

so in cartoon
world around him stopped
and he could then decide by his free will
how to ''''change"""" and avert issues

that is the power of creation in action

what from the slow motion point of a view
of a frozen guy unfrozen
we would call it magic...

see now?
same stuff yet two names

lol it makes me laugh
in cabella i used the world "magic"
the young there lol freaked out
thinking i was some witch

and yet they have such huge ego
because they call themselves born in yoga
let me laugh

misplaced ego
total ignorance
and fear about what you claim to revere
because is the religion of your heart
that you were born into??
and yet you are afraid of it
you slander it
calling it some witch
plus you are IGNORANT of it???!

give me a break
so deluded and hapy to be deluded!
bottomless pit of ignorance

this is why i prefer ignorant people
to spiritual people stucked in ignorance
at least the former have still hope...

see so much discrepancy
when i see all that
i even wonder if any of them
could ever read this blog
and UNDERSTAND

am is it too much advanced stuff?

ah in that moment
i desire some korean producer of that drama
or scriptwriter read my blog
and at least i would get someone who undertand
what i am conveying as message...

so his life stopped...
meaning...i got the meaning this time

time or life stopped in slow motion
like in matrix...

because...
HE REALISES his world is fake
this is the real menaning of REALISATION  or ENLIGHTENMENT

when your egg shell crack open
by this trauma of really WITNESSING THIS KNOWING THAT
ALL THE WHIRL AROUND YOU IS NOT ALIVE
is that very slow motion and stopped

(and now i got the meaning of the Eye of Cyclone
where is all silent in center and still... from this viewpoitn!!!!)

not because it was alive in first place
but because you were all along the main LEAD of your movie, cartoon...drama!

cause you were the god, the creator
hence the meaning of God being the Creator of creators

in all the zooming in and out levels of creation
like the mirror in mirror
or the drama in drama
or the fractal world

if you are acquainted with respectively religion, arts in literature and painting, or science
see?
just grab any field you are interested in
make it your profound and keen field of learning , questioning

and you will get your answers for sure

as i do with this drama..

so everything stopped
the MOMENT he realises is fake
why?
because once you do not believe anymore
you STOP BELIEVING in fake world, in illusion (that everything has power over you)
then you realise there is only you
so is how the meaning of being your OWN ONE AND ONLY (Master/GOD) is actualised

right now
my heart cries out
and really wonder if anyone reading
is getting what i am writing?

does it shatter some illusion?
depends of your context i say
have you keenly with your truest and profound desire
questioned a field that you love
and sought for answers?

if yes, then what i write makes sense
if no, then if i were you, i would worry
because it means
you are satisfied with a fake life, that you know not is fake
so when the next trauma comes
and it WILL come
as you are the food ..

you have to move on

as spirit told me...

Move with desire
otherwise pain will force you to move on

as space is being used
you are a merchandise in a way
a food
from which emotions are food for others

as said in the drama
at the very beginning
when the creator became afraid that the cartoon started to move with his tiny but real free will...

He wrote behind the card representing a beast...

"I prefer to EAT than to be EATEN"

see..this is the fear of the creators realm
to disappear
if the creation becomes free willed

and this is why too
there are forces called forces of adversities
popping up and preventing us
when we seek for real truth
for that real constant practice of meditation

cause they want us not Free

as Jesus said
Truth will Set you Free

and in the cartoon, the main lead
set himself free and walked into the higher world
leaving behind a world where time is stopped, a world who has stopped functioning
because everything, was just linked to him
imagine invisible ropes linking you to everything
to people, to parents, job places, even objects

aren't we told everything is God energy? everything is divine?

that we are the image of God ...
...so all the world tied to us with this invisble ropes (fractality division i call it)
is my image

my life is my image
of my belief

if i am pure
then i will be attacked

if i meditate i will be stopped

because the creation wants not to die
not to be left behind...
so it ll revolt

or
because teh creators feeding themselves from your fears, emotions
wants not to die by losing you
as you are their puppets or creations
as long as not re-owning your mastership

need to be sure for the first hypothesis though..
not sure

if i believe i am not my own master
then the world keeps going on

...but if one day i awaken...this world die
and I BECOME ALIVE

Everything will perish except His Face (Quran)

Macchiato, Americano, Capuccino and Lotto!!!

hehehe
since 2 weeks
i was dreaming to buy some coffee machine
Krupps is my preferred brand

also had seen some movie
where the main lead was just working to become a barista
so i was all the way hearing coffee, espresso, americano, machiatto and what not!

am not at all into all these names
got head swirling hearing them

this morning i wake up
and so a widow popping up on my screen
was an ad giving an online opportunity
to win the lastest coffee machine

i tried it
and of course server was SO LOADED
that it was impossible to even log in
i said is ok let's persist

still nothing
surely we were thousands on it

then
my smartphone started to call a contact of mine
though i had not even open the call section
not even the fast dial option
 
ah my blessed friend...
picked up the call
and as soon as he did!
i told him what was going on

he said
"i order you to win"

hahahaha

but what happen!?!

I WON!!!!

AT THIS VERY TIME

total amazing!

while time of winning the coffee machine was clearly OVER
and for 2 hours i tried prior to it non stop
yet...not working

and all of sudden he answered back the call 
and said
"I ORDER YOU TO WIN!"

jesus

SAME TIME
MY NAME WAS PICKED UP!
SUCH JOY!!!!!

yes i had to kiss my Smartphone
so happy i was of its initiative
even my stuff are taking the lead for me hahahaha

PLUS YESTERDAY i was thinking
hmm would like to win at some online game
whatever
i like new challenges where i win hehehe


wishes fulfilled !!!

and guess what?
..... is a KRUPP COFFEE MACHINE!!!

here i come
machiatto, americano, cappuccino and what not
hmmmm ... smelling it good in advance !

Nice standards to be judged by

Very CONCISE sum up
good if you judge your own life by it

KISS

Meeting in Unison

Having gone through some social scalping
i.e. some natural social flushing out
of so called friends


here is what i liked

that the rare persons i am in touch with
when  they speak to me

is like i feel
literally speaking
they are touching my soul

and when i get in touch with them
i only have the excitement
of expecting good

why?

because now
i live for myself
no more for the others

so when someone comes to me
i know is for the light they saw in me

and not because i was wasting my energy out
to help unappreciative people
sucking my energy
getting its benefit
and yet giving back nothing

in return

the giving back
i am talking of

is the sharing of your presence
without some planning
playing like a movie
in the back of your brain

so yes
i wrote this blog
because i felt as if my body was some net of energy
and when i was contacted
by few new people

it felt they touched the net
lol call it field of energy
whatever you want

and it felt like a chord singing
inside of me
may be like a musical instrument
and i felt warm and happy inside

and i realised
as of now
i can only expect good encounters
as my philosophy of life has changed

i frequent myself for myself
and those who happen to cross my path
just happen to be good
cause they saw my light

so there is some inner music
in that kind of meeting

that starts playing
i start to feel it

B-day Love message

and lastly but not the least

on my B-day....

it sucked
i was working

should have booked my vacation
but is ok
tomorrow I AM COMING ......!!!

my lovely South

hmm... yes

as it sucked to work on your B-Day

i just went outside to buy my lunch
and out of nowhere in the queue
a stranger
an old guy behind me

said
"hey !! Happy Birthday !"

it made me smile
i felt a bit startled
cause the cashier said it not
so out of where the man said it?

actually
that single event
aims to prove that

the Universe KNOWS IT

and it showed it to me in that way

so is later i realised
that it is a Certainty that develops in you
when you realise that Universe knows it ALL
and ON THE SPOT

so if one believes in that Unity and Oneness
in that Knowing of it all
in the VERY MOMENT

i felt it could be real amazing
to live life from that place of knowing that Universe knows
and paves the path ahead of time for you to be able to walk on it
but is only in such moments
with that kind of perspective that one sees it
otherwise you take it for a granted routine

so kiss to the Universe
that sent me that Love message

My Smart Kitten Billy

hahaha
I love Billy

Amazing Kitten
who has found his next LUCKY owner

that new owner will be REAL blessed with it
i tell you

a friend of mine
even told me
having seen Billy in 10 years time
and sending me a message

"I love you"

ahh

now what prompted me for this new post
on my busy working schedule today???

is my Billy
what he did

as i was busy working
he jumped on my smartphone
out of nowhere

same time i put him away
"let me finish work biillllllllllllllllllllllyyyy"

and my mobile keyboard was erasing all i was writing
hahahaha

i COULD NOT believe my eyes

so i put back my smartphone...

and grabbed Billy
before he does another sportive jump

hahahahahahha
INCREDIBLE

While i was writing
"sportive jump"

GUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUYS
he just JUMPED RIGHT NOW
from behind my laptop into my arms...

ah AMAZING BILLY!!

LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!


so back to my story
i grabbed BILLY
before he does his jump
and kissed him loads
then
i took smartphone to finish my writing
and of course it was working back perfectly!

then
i was about to work on laptop
and AGAIN Billy on the keyboard

all of sudden i looked at the screen
and was typed in google search bar

"FERMER ..................... "
meaning
"CLOSE it......................"

that was SO AMAZING

THAT I grabbed my smartphone to take pic
and the mischievious cat!!! he erased the page!!

he closed it!

i tell you guys

my Billy is indeed a Lovely SMART
beyond MEASURE Kitten

and is .... REAL blessed
but shush.... can't tell why :)

JUST LOADS OF LOVE TO HIM
AND TO HIS NEW OWNER

the lover of cats

mwa:x

back to my work now
am serrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriously late

Marriage : Look at the Garb of woman

This morning in vision
i was shown
about true matching of people
made by Elders, WISE elders
in India

they used to look
for the Garb of the potential wife
ie they looked at her Shakti
and Abondance flowing

if they saw her garb was full
they matched it for the guy
otherwise move on

then i was told
now the matching is not done so
people pick up ignorantly
just looking at beauty of woman

while Spirit told me later
Shakti make a bride to be de facto beautiful
so no need to worry about beauty

Look at her Garb

now the old age equals to being Elder
or wise Elder

as SPirit told me
dumb young
dumber older
hahahaha


anyway

and then i was shown
two seeds/grains
which could not mix
they just hit each other

so i was told
it represent
male and female energy/seeds
which are once not correctly matched
not mingling in each other

so were unfortunately
the matches done in Cabella

one should trust our destinies
in advanced yogis...

anyway
time will tell

Kitten Smitten with Love

i was given a cat
by a friend
who had to move cities

a baby cat

actually i picked him up
there were others too

but when i saw him
i saw nice light
he was brighter than others

so i picked him up

he is a very special cat
was about to give one of his secrets
when the line got erased hahahaha
so of course i won't give his secrets out
not even a tiny bit

except that whoever gets him
will get a Great Blessing in disguise
sorry can't tell you more

just remember
if i can gift a flower
that never fades ...

what about a cat
who is a Living Being...

anyway
i put his ad out
the lucky one who gets him
will be real lucky

i can't unfortunately keep him
as i travel loads

but he is very special and cute above
any other kitten ;)

and that's his and my secret

kisses to the Lucky Owner !!!
bets are open

I met a Vampire

i met a vampire

a vampire girl
like a spider
she weaves her net
night and day

taking her soon to be victim
in her empathy

then she threw the insect into the web
call all of her pals
to witness her meal

like a vampire
she teases
exposes and ask accounts
to the targetted victim
so she thought

in front of everyone

getting ready
to use peer pressure
in public
to confuse her meal to be

she inflates like a hen
trying to fly with useless wings
seeing herself cheered up
and applauded by her peers

told you
you are fat
you can't fly with fake wings

getting ready to enter the web
and eat her target

in the meanwhile

her karma surfaced
and she got stomped
by a Maha Buddha
in her trail

i heard a creak
and understood she became
some ants meal

Beware my little vampire
too much greediness
will make you fat

fair enough
for you are the next meal

Kisses to my ants' meal;)

Lao Tse

A week ago
as i was resting
i saw in vision the face of a chinese traditional scholar

i had no clue whom he was
given his face and the feel i knew was a scholar

after i saw two students walking under rain

the scholar smiled

and i saw his moustache and smiling lips

was told is Lao Tse :)

and the rain was the Shakti

felt really happy to see him smiling

so was encouraging me in my practice :x

The White Elephant

Yesterday
by sheer luck
i saw some broadcast about marriages
being done among yogi

as spirit told me
one INDEED got matched with a woman from Holland
and she is nearing her 50s lol she cheated somehow on her age

i was awe struck
to see that was SO PRECISE
it happened as i was told

i wish i can develop such awareness
while being awake
this is TRUE POWER OF WITNESSING of Spirit

but for now is just in dreams or visions
not in "real" when i am awake

for the other people
i won't make comments
is their destinies

but for sure
those who match them
they should really really be great in checking vibes
cause they have destinies of people in their hands...

so sad affairs.

after i got asleep

in dream i saw a white elephant
who was standing like for some show case
in middle of yogi crowd
and he was in a way "jailed"
as his paws were put in some glasses of water
so that he stays there and moves not

at some point he fell trying to free himself
the people around got afraid
of him racing them..
and disorder came

people started to race all over

i was not affected by it

i was just not understanding their fears


and in dream the spirit told me
the white elephant is the Innocence which will be lost...
the white elephant is the spirit

and this was about the marriages taking place

somehow
the Innocence is being lost

is not auspicious

Looking back at my life

I have to write
some Praise about Spirit
from my experience

again as i was flipping through old files
i realised
all that GOOD PRECIOUS GEM
MY NEW LIFE is

ALL THAT WAS BAD IN MY PAST LIFE

hardly nothing at first
except when i arrived by the end of the road
and could not see anything else
to help me grow spiritually

then
PAIN started
the pain of knowing something BEAUTIFUL exists as new world
but there is NO ONE WILLING TO HELP ME

the pain of
KNOWING THE SOLUTION IS THERE
even guessing is inside
YET BEING UNABLE TO GET IT

then
the emotions of pain
RECORDED IN CITTA/ in my consciousness
that kept popping up
every day
and even stronger
and making me ill to death

only God knows
how ill inside i was
as He healed me later

and then the pain
of knowing that FAMILY see the pain
but they think they are helping
by wanting you to be like them
YET THEY WERE JUST
IGNORANTLY BEING SELFISHLY UNCARING

cause is what you are
when you want others to look like you

in truth.

and what was GOOD
when SPIRIT POPPED UP IN MY LIFE

I gained health
I got saved from pain, and painful memories

cause i experienced how even strong spiritual teachers
are human being after all
and according to their selfishness they are not matching
what only your own SOUL can match
and that is TRUE SELF LESS CARE

i had realised how selfish a person could become
i realised how the HUGE issue of sufi was the EGO
speaking of Ego and yet not telling you that nothing is bad about ego
except that you are just missing the reality of your own true nature that is Spirit
and that could be revealed and remembered by you in a gentle way

instead of being mocked at
or creating some inside group elitism
illness that i also saw in the so called yogi organisation
rule of thumb organisation is a plea
stay away from it

once spirituality gets organised
be sure it will become some sort of sect at worse
and hold much limitation to your progress at best

groups and a teacher
YET are MOST important to create a GOOD ATMOSPHER
AS an INSPIRATIONAL GUIDELINE

cause it is what i partly miss nowadays

now my current limitation is
spirit does let you FREE
with your FREE WILL

but what i miss most
are real guidelines to feel inspired day by day
so that the next day i become a better version of myself than the day before

i feel i am missing
that motivation to wish for more
as i feel quite broken by what i saw so far of people behavior

what people most lack
is honesty, sincerity and the willingness to give others some space to be themselves and shine their own light

but truthfully speaking
i have no more wish to shine my light
cause i can let it shine
but no one really sees it
nor partake in it

at least
i am grateful that i have a good vision of myself when i look back
at what i was and what i am

now

Ameen.

Past and yet near

Time is a very bizarre experience

As i am doing some Spring Cleaning
lol better call it Summer cleaning now

and i was seeing all my past reminders of experiences
reports, writings, travels etc.
i realised is soooooo old
as if was another life time

and yet
when i think of my past
like school, college years, even 3 years ago
it is like was yesterday

Time is really a weird stuff

Waters of Illusion and the Witness State

This morning
as i woke up
i saw in a vision

that i was sitting
in a circle with other people
who were demi-gods

and in that circle
my cup was being passed from one to another
but i noticed
that they were pranking me
in the sense
that each of them
took like water or dust from behind his back
which was hidden
and replaced the water of my cup

and at the same time
i - i.e. my attention - who was in that water
or rather i would call it the plasma
changed "colors" or forms or object of attention
rather, the world, in the water changed
and my world that my attention was engrossed in/ or was living it changed as well..

at some point when
each time a new plasma was put in
it was as if i switched from one drama to another
or from one water to another
or from one issue/play to another
or from one world to another

and at some point i caught myself
from the outside/as a watcher
what was happening
they were the ONES doing it!

so

at some point
i said to myself
they are taking me for a stupid person?
how long they are going to make me turn in circle
while my attention kept following their drama
from one hand to another

so i blurted out
"now stop it, i know you are exchanging
my water with yours"

and then the guy
who was the demi-god in charge
said
"she is clever as she knows what was going on"

i wanted to slap him
just for having annoyed me with that game

end of vision

from what Spirit told me
this scene was about reincarnation
how we reincarnate from one life to another (waters)
and the cup being our true self
that i kept forgetting
and was hard to remember
as once you are "in" the water
you can't possibly look at yourself from the outside
unless you have developed this witness state

so in that terms
is an auspicious dream
as it means that it announces
the end of reincarnation
as i could see the trick
played by the demi-gods
who are somehow in charge of the rules of reincarnation

and that is
once you enter the game/matrix
then you play by its rules
and that is you accept to abandon
the knowledge of Who you are
to be able to play and experience the illusion

cause is antagonist state
by nature, spirit who KNOWS
can't be played by dramas
so if you KNOW you can't experience
as The Witness is by nature detached from the illusion

is only when you abandon
that Heavenly State of Witnessing and thus of experiencing pains and all
that you can be "in" the waters of the drama/experiences

but then
the whole game
is to REMEMBER who you are
that is that Witness
as you TRUE NATURE

i feel i have had enough visions
which explained me the rules of the game
and had enough of good dreams giving me glad tidings of the end of my reincarnation

would like that this be actualized
and experienced in real too...

cause i am not that PATIENT
i may end up slapping a demi-god in next vision

hahahaha
;)
kiss

Eternal Love

To my Otherworldly Soul mate
Who has the Shiniest Soul
and the insanest Challenging Behavior

Lyrics

It's a beautiful feeling
What we got deep inside
We got a flame that will last forever
Together you and I

Such a rush of emotions
There's no way we can push it away
Cuz they'll never tear our love apart
Our bond will never break

Do you believe in the power
Of everlasting love
We can make it if we stay together
Our love is just enough

Promise me this forever
We'll always stay this way
We can start at the end of time
And do it all again

Oh my love
I'm all yours
And there will never be another one
‘cause I'm eternally yours
My heart's a flame
And it's burning in your name
Even through the sands of time
My love will always grow
And I won't let go

No matter if you're near of far
Our bond will never break

Promise me this forever
We'll always stay this way
We can start at the end of time
And do it all again

Oh my love
I'm all yours
And there will never be another one
‘cause I'm eternally yours
My heart's a flame
And it's burning in your name
Even through the sands of time
My love will always grow
And I won't let go

It's a beautiful feeling
We've got deep inside
And there will never be another one
‘cause I'm eternally yours
My heart's a flame
Such a rush of emotions
Burning in your name
We can't push it away
Even through the sands of time
My love will always grow
My eternal love

Riding the Boat of Breath ..

Such a nice sunshine...

Do you know why at times we feel toiling
making efforts to get things done?
and feel tired?

and at other times
there is no effort
you just do your stuff
it is smooth and flowing?

because it all depends on who rides the wave of your Breath

see?

Your breath is a given.
but there is a battle for it
among your soul who is the rightful owner of it
who has the full right to ride the Breath

and the others' pestering throughts
which are the alien entities
alien as in "not your soul"

so when you feel tired
is because these entities / thoughts
are battling to ride your Breath
and your body feels this battle
and it gets tired

but when your soul expression rides it
as it is the rightful owner of the Breath
it is all smooth and fast
like there is no time
and is Eternal Shipping to the Horizon of Life

and you breathe slow and deep and effortlessly.

But when there is attacks from thoughts
your breath quickens
because it is stolen by the other entities
they rush to ride the Breath

the more you breathe out
the more you die to the hands of other entities

this is why in meditation
naturally
your breathe slows down
cause your body gets in touch with its soul
and let the soul rides its rightful divinely provided boat of Breath

The Breath and the Soul

Right now
i am feeling such a vastness in belly
its upper part feels warm and joyfully fizzy
like when your pour some coca cola in glass?
lol and it feels popping up in joy ?

my belly feels same
right now

it is fizzily joyful
and feeling vast and warm
and that warmness is so much expanding
that it feels like my eyesight is also expanding

actually is the both ballons on top of head
reducing
removing themselves from your face
which make your vision expands

this is why the prophet muhammad
could see behind his back
as mentioned in hadith

or when he was being given birth
his mom at delivery could see pillars of some palace in syria or egypt
i don't remember so well

or when he received revelation from Angel Gabriel
he saw everywhere he turned only the Angel Face even at the Far off Horizon

cause is the vastness of the witnessing state of the Spirit
when you are getting out of your identification of your body
and witnessing your limitless existence
of the True Spirit

and while writing that
i feel so much love going up from the belly to the heart

it feels like the belly is a jar
filled with waters of love
and that this pool of loving waters
are streaming upwards
against the physical rules of the Gravity
which are pulling man soul even more on lower astral levels

and when that current of Love
or river or stream of Love goes upwards
it enters your heart
and the heart feels so full

and from the heart goes forth the Order of softness
reverberated back to the belly
and the belly feels even more warmness and fizzy love inside it

is a sort of self nourishing cycle

Self nourishing cycle
like in "nourishing the self/soul"
or like in "nourshing itself"

i guess i can only write
but unless one feels it
this has no comparison to read it from someone else

and i feel very much liberated inside

this happened
like i won a battle over myself

here is the story
over the past few days
i have been dealing with say average people
i.e. who are non realised beings
on a project of saveguarding animals

and during this project
there was the pro animals and the against
i was in charge of the pro side

thing is
i can quickly grasp people's thoughts and intentions
even when they don't speak
is very bewildering
because i know their subconscious "thoughts"
the thoughts they are not aware of

so i had a hard time
to not blame them for their ignorance
you may not realise it

but is hard
to know
and yet not to blame

because see?
people are ignorant
is not a negative word ignorant for me when i use it
is a factual word
ignorant means for me
that they truly ARE clueless about their subconscious prompting
and how their subconscious is affecting their conscious and thus their behavior
see?

prior to that knowledge
i used to feel driven to show people their behavior
in the hope that they want to change
supposing that they want to improve

but when yesterday
i saw this vision
i realised truly what was to LET GO

to LET GO for me now
stems from this vision

by the way
while i was writing this prior lines
i felt so much loving energy moving lovingly in my left swadhistan

such a GOOD LIVING FEEL
really...

lol so funny that a part of body, feels love?
so weird..

anyway
back to my vision ...

yesterday
i saw that each of my breath
i.e. when i breathe out
it was like a boat
an invisible boat to the eyes
and that boat was carrying "parts/expressions of my soul"

soooo beautiful and poetic
i found this vision was
is very refined see?
is like a soft petal of flower
upon which you see morning dew

is fresh, fragile and beautiful vision
you can only feel marvelled by it

so after this vision
my inner voice
explained me
not in sound but in images

that
your breath carries your soulful expression of what you want to give/share with Life
and it goes out of you in invisible format (to your eyes)
but then it is returned back to you..
and that time in a denser format
i.e. in what we call fate
so that you may experience what you sent out of you
back to you

see? how beautiful is that?
this is why what you give is what you receive

this is the boomrang effect

Gives good out of to Life
and Life or God will return it back to you 20 times more or in an unlimited way more

it is said so in the Hadith Qudsi
because the amount of what you give to God/Life
is equals to the sincerity of your desire when you breathed your Life out
ah i feel like dying of Love writing this
because i see it while i am writing it
is so beautiful

it feels like a lovely feathery dream
all soft and pretty

but see?
again, if you send out to Life
complains, anger and try to convince people to change their behavior
you are sending out the expression of your soul
so you are asking for Life to answer the request of your soul
which is to see an answer to your complain, anger and argumentation

in that case
Life ONLY reflects back like a mirror to you
what your soul sent forth as experience request

so then
i realised while being shown this

isn't it better
that i use my breath to EXPRESS what my SOUL REALLY DESIRE ?

you see
telling someone what you dislike and what you want them to change
is still not you
is your REACTION to others' presence/thoughts
so is you being a slave/prisoners' to others' thoughts/behavior
i.e. is you being a channel of reaction to their thoughts
so you are following others thoughts
expressing only opposition to their thoughts

see?
your breath is NOT carrying your SOUL DESIRE
your breath is ONLY carrying their thoughts

in that case
your breath is only stolen
by other entities
who are living through your breath
and you will get hit back by the very thoughts you opposed..

is a kind of self beating LOL
this is why the only person that hurts you is only yourself
and never the other

so beautiful vision of Life

is SO CLEAR TO ME NOW
THAT THERE IS NO ONE
EXCEPT MYSELF who decides how to live my life

same for EVERYONE ELSE
the ONLY difference being the AMOUNT OF SELF PRESENCE/REALISATION
in that breathing out your Soul Desire vs thoughts of others

and this is how
when i saw this

effortlessly
my inner opposition to these people's way of behaving and acting
just got dissolved ...

cause as i realised how the amount of breath is numbered within me
as once this number is gone
death of body arrives

so one better breathes out our soul/light
than useless thoughts that are not even my own light
it is how my own light is stolen away from me

as others' thoughts busy this "space/breath" initially given to my soul

the breath was initially the boat given to my soul to ride
so that it may experience Life back in forms
see?

so
all of sudden
i surprised myself
to see myself
just LETTING GO of what before used to bother me
and create opposition in me
resistance in me
readiness to jump for clearing up conflicts

cause it is not about caring about others
the whole stuff is about caring for your soul
when you care for your Soul to ride the Boat of Breath
then ....

ONLY THEN

YOU LET YOUR SELF SHINE
and this is HOW you are of help and care to others

SO BE YOUR SELF

Love and Kiss to my beloved readers'

The Birth of Souls

This morning just before i woke up for meditation
i was seeing in a vision
the birth of souls

i just remember this part now
the rest i forgot

i saw there was space
which was dark
and was surrounding
a sort of "place"
which was in a trapeze like form
and  it was filled with hot hot energy
you can say was like a fireplace

and the borders
which were the junction of this darkness of space
and the fireplace

this fine border
is wherefrom i could see
souls were being born

then when they were born
de facto they fell in that "fireplace"

Humorist Kevin Razy - Terror Attacks & Daesh

... the part about Daesh guy saying to a newbie"You read the Quran?" cracks me up!!!
Aberrattional ending line, where the new terrorists depicted as even more heartless than Daesh itself..
who ends up being afraid of the violence of those they hired...

use English Subtitles

Final Words

Do your best. That's all you can ask of yourself. If you did your best and things just didn't work out, you don't owe an apology to anyone. And you certainly don't need to feel 'bad' about it -- or, worse yet, guilty.

N.

Good bye Past
I am coming New Life

Shakti Arise

No comments on the current craziness in the world
otherwise i feel i will get into GREAT depression
these are sever cases of possessions without doubt


But from what Spirit told me
is ok
the ongoing battle has been won
so there should not be any evil forces
doing these crazy terror acts

i was so sad
seeing my Europe becoming like Middle East

anyway,
as one can rejoice that calm returns

i can now decently give space
to a good vision of mine
about the mediation practice

This time i was meditating at 3am
and by the end of meditation
i saw a vision of Mataji

yes yes my cute lovely spying Yogi
i SEE you
as you see,
i have not left meditation
is only your own imagination
LOL

and am pretty sure
none of you get up early to meditate
instead of getting up at 3 am
you may be sleeping at 3am
may be after having flirted with one guy or two!

hey is ok;)
but don't pretend to be IN yoga while i am OUT
cause i am more IN than you can EVER imagine...
Ponder my words..

Besides hasty judgement,
hypocrisy is what i hate most

back to my writing

Apparently as i was saying
Shri Mataji knows that i am doing GOOD in meditation
as i see her now and then

so i saw her  
she was pushing with her both hands up from shoulders
doing it several times
from neck to up 
2 or 3 times 
like you lift something?    

So she was actually 
confirming about the cycles
that i do

First you need to make SURE
your raise your shoulders
and open them wide 

indeed
once you do the cycles
you know what i talk about if you read my blog
then right AFTER you straighten your spine

and to help spine to be really aligned
you need to raise your shoulders 
so that SPACE be made to let Shakti Arise

Capish?

and if you are a good girl and boy
you will see me soon 
or not ;)

remember
I SEE YOU

and now remember me like that song...

 

Plato's Cave and Samadhi out there

Tonight
my voice
ie. the voice of my subconscious

told me
a metaphor
about my progress

and later i learned
the cool stuff
that actually
the message is given by a demi-god

and the transmission of it
is done through the image selected by
my subconscious

it is how it works

isn't it cool?

anyway,

so i was given
the metaphor of a worm underground
that is how the meditator is

he is like a worm underground

and i was told
that there is only darkness

true, when you are underground
there is no light

and the voice told me
it took me one whole year to open one eye

and i thought
gosh! i put so much effort
and only one eye opened
and it is for what? to only see darkness around?

but spirit told me after
that it is the beginning of awakening

for awakening you need to get
your both eyes open
and of course when you open your eyes
then you realise what?

you realise where you are

and so i remembered
is like Plato cave

when you are living in there
you do not know that there is light out there
see?

and as people are satisfied
with the way they live life
they think is all this about life

but there is more

only if you read Plato cave
you can get the meaning of that worm metaphor

so Spirit told me
is good cause most people do not know
the reason behind cultivation
see?

this is why
once they feel cool breeze
they just get stuck with vibes
that's all

and they NEVER EVER
think of reaching out for more
such as going out of that Plato's cave

again, only if you read it
you will get why people don't seek for more

and if you see for more
lol as i do
i will be told
"She left meditation
she is no more worshiping
she is leaving collective
she is so and so
she is blablabla

she is all that they are projecting actually
from their own dark mind

do i waste my time
thinking of what they are doing or not?

so give me a break

only Time will show
who succeed in meditation
and who get full enlightenment
capish?

so i am doing good
i KNOW the reason for cultivation
and BECAUSE i know it
i know what they do not know
and have the bubbling feeling in heart to wish for more
and go out for more bliss

my best achievement
was that of 2 weeks ago
when i felt the First Samadhi

do current yogi feel samadhi?
hmm?
so only ignorant "yogi" can label me as having left meditation

how can i leave something i never left?

but i see they never left their backbiting
is ok suits their level of refinement
hehehe

 i believe in karma
what you send out to others
is what you get back..

Prophet Muhammad prayer

On First day of Ramadan
in dream i saw the prophet muhammad

actually the voice
was telling how people/muslims of now
do not proper cultivation to grow

It was said
instead of giving out money as donation
and thinking they are ok now

they should do proper cultivation
do proper prayers

lol it reminds me of some arab muslims
who never fast
and get a medical ordinance
for ramadan
saying they are ill
while the whole year they party
and eat food whenever they want

so they give donation
thinking is compensating
their lack of fasting

anyway
in dream
the voice told me
that many century laters
muslims are so stuck with some wrong methods
in doing their salah/prayers

that even if you tell them now
they won't be able to change it
(habits are hard to change see?)

so the wrong stuff
is when they end salah
they do salam on right and left

but is not proper way

they should end if with face straight
and do salam so

and the angel
told me
is just a few times / rarely
the prophet did the right and left "salam"
cause actually people mistook it
thinking it is the way to do salah

while the angel showed me with close up
that Gabriel was talking to the prophet
so as he was listening to him
he moved his head right and left
while focusing on his talk

so i saw the prophet
doing his prayer
at the beginning he stood up
and his back was straight
(which people fail to straighten up now)

then i saw the end of it
he was in sitting position
and his back was straight
(again people fail to keep it straight)

and while he said salam
with his face straight
i saw the cool breeze / breath of life
coming out of his mouth

so that is the proper way to do salah

and of course
as the angel said to me
as centuries have passed
people won't believe it
as habits are hard to change

The Light that makes you feel light

In dream
i was sitting in a cave
and was holding a baby

then i passed my hand over his face
and it started to beam light

then
as it started to attract attention
and people around started to approach me
with bad intentions

the angel who was a man
approached and passed his  hand again
on the face of the baby
so that it hides the light
for the time being

apparently
is about timing

in all cases
from my feel
the baby is the soul
that shines when it gets connected to the spirit

this is the metaphor
about Mary and Jesus
who came to explain what is to be born again

so,
when i woke up in the morning
i felt so much rested
i never felt so good
since may be months

this is actually a light
that regenerates you

i felt like i had no burden
from the head to the shoulders

is like you are used to your burdens
so that you do not feel the weight you are bearing

but when it is removed
then you realised
all along you were carrying weight..

see?

so i remained in bed
and took time to feel
how come  i feel so different

cause i was feeling very light
from head to shoulders / neck
the real meaning of feeling GOOD

and then i could enjoy the surrounding
sun rays entering room, birds chirping, or the wind in trees

i think we can enjoy
only if we feel good

is abheration to seek for joy
from a place of stress

Noticeably TRUE

One
basic
truth can
be used as
a foundation for
a mountain of lies,
and if we dig down deep
enough in the mountain of lies,
and bring out that truth, to set it
on top of the mountain of lies; the entire
mountain of lies will crumble under the weight of
that one truth, and there is nothing more devastating to a
structure of lies than the revelation of the truth upon which
the structure of lies was built, because the shock waves of
the revelation of the truth reverberate, and continue to
reverberate throughout the Earth for generations to
follow, awakening even those
people who had no
desire to be
awakened
to the
truth.



Delamer Duverus

The Void

AHAAAA!!!!


is the extract of the article i was reading :

The importance of recognizing a particular void

If he aspires to free himself from the prison of his tiny, illusory mental world, the seeker must arrive at recognizing in himself a very particular Void — which, contrary to what the common run of humankind can imagine, is not nothingness, but constitutes, in fact, his Primordial Essence —, so that, after long and tenacious meditation practice as well as spiritual exercises carried out in different life situations, he succeeds to remain in this state after his physical death, without dreading this condition of being in which he is going, inevitably, to find himself at this monumental instant.

Because of its major importance for the aspirant, it is necessary to return once again to the fact that this Void, or “Shunyata” as it is called in India, consists in fact of a very particular form of consciousness which has no common measure with the ordinary consciousness in which human beings generally pass their life. It is an Immaculate Consciousness of the highest subtlety which constitutes the very Essence of all beings, as well as an inviolable sanctuary in which the seeker can take refuge, not only during the time allowed him to live in this turbulent world, but also after his corporeal death.

Physically, it is impossible for him to escape from the force of gravity which, from his birth, has not ceased to be at work, pulling him ever downwards, until the day when, by an inexorable law which governs the whole of the manifest world, he finally loses his body. But, as previously said, he can escape psychically from this descending force — in so much as he dedicates his life to this end.

Since this form of existence is destined from the outset to be only temporary, should not one in this case infer that it is precisely what awaits the human being after the dissolution of his earthly body that proves to be the most important thing? 

 source : http://www.meditation-presence.com/en/articles/bardo-thodol

THAT IS THE VOID or SPACE as i called it 

i had seen in my dream when i was finishing my studies

i had seen 
that i was giving a Gift Box

and the dark blue wrapper in it 

had on it the Beautiful Names of God/Allah

and it was being rolled by the Wind

and i was going after it 

and IN THE VERY GIFT BOX

i put my hands 

and is something i could not touch 

it was LIKE A DARK MIST

LIKE SPACE

OR VOID

something you cannot touch

but was immense or profound

though contained in a gift box

the Sufi at that time

was very happy when i told him 

about this

of course 

he could not manage 

to tell me something i could not 

grasp about my own Essence 

i suppose

hence i had still no interpretation 

but the second dream i had 

and had shared as well on this blog

was about the Emptiness that i dreamt of 

a good 6months ago

and which was not empty actually

but FULL

these both aspects 

i find are being hit on the nail

in this article

great writer

plus i love his explanation of Gravity

that you cannot escape it

to the extent of your upward effort 

i.e. to ascend

is just terrible 

even the numbnuts i meet

are making all efforts 

for all kinds of stuff 

EXCEPT FOR SOME ASCENDING STUFF

anyway 

may be i was born 

by mistake on this Earth

or may be i came at a real bad timing 

cause REALLY 

STUPIDITY AT ITS HIGHEST

i see 90% of time 

in those who call themselves 

spiritual 

ahhh... so frustrating

anyway

always refreshing to read such article

at least 

i get reassured

there are some good guys

kiss

Personal Note..

PERSONAL NOTE..

NEVER ever
and i SAY EVER

SHOLTEEEEE!! go for a walk
when it rains!!!

unless i want to catch cold ...

Magic

There is no stronger magic than longing

Agnya

it just hit me!

when the agnya expands
actually.. it is dissolving
as it is no more tightening the both channel passage there

no?

in that case

is good!

as agnya has taken such a bad connotation

now if i say
agnya expands
prejudice lead you to think
ok the ego is getting worse

no..actually
if agnya , which is an ENERGY center, EXPANDS

then it is dissolving the individuality into a greater space
like universe etc

i think  this is right

Synchronicities today

hmm i am assaulted with synchronicities
today it seems

in the new city i moved to
i happened to think
about horse riding

and guess what?
right 2min after
behind a bush
i saw the tail of grey horse

i blinked eyes
many times to be sure
am not hallucinating

cause was the city
and a horse near car park
is a no no

LOL
so i quickened the pace
and saw it was indeed a GREY HORSE!!!

likewise
there were such small occurances today

but the one now i saw
is that i received a mail
with the jewellers name
being
"BLUE PEARLS"

while i was again thinking
5 min ago
about the Blue Pearl

it is popping out
of an invisible web
and saying "hello! am there"

is funny?!

i even thought
the horse popped out of
a parallel reality
breaking out the web
hahaha

actually ... i should have asked hm?

update : and now i received an email
from a Blue Star?? what's the heck there?

Giving Birth to your Soul

Again
today i switched on TV
and again it hit me
as it was confirming my own thoughts...


cause lately as i was remembering
about soul

i remembered to have seen in a vision
4 years ago
how Soul was a ball of light in my belly
and if necessary practice was not done
it just get drawn ..

like in black seas

actually
this is how i understand
even better Quran
which is mostly about such metaphors

and with the awakening of kundalini
i understood that
actually my soul
arises
as said in Quran too
"Arise"

through It
and join back the Spirit
its Source

so as i remembered
patchworking my visions about soul

i remembered to have seen
as if i was being born
remembering the stage of delivery

so lately
i realised  innerly

that is like my soul
is the baby to be born
and that is actually what i want

people do have children
but is not what i want
what i want is to give birth
to my Own Soul

as if it was a baby
and actually it is
this is what is to be born again

and shockingly
is what i concluded out of intuition

but as soon as i switched on TV
in a movie!
the guy was saying

"i feel the true message of Jesus
is that life after life when we reincarnate
we learn to give birth to our soul..."

Jesus!
i said!

is the TV a human being?
it starts chit chatting with me now? hmm?

actually is the best confirmation i ever get
cause is like you give birth to Eternal Life
when you decide to give birth to your Soul
for Real

and when you think about it
Mary giving birth to Jesus
was exactly this very action
to be taught as a metaphor
for human being

that
you are giving birth
to your own divine Light

and is nothing about God in flesh to be worshiped
or to worship some photo
or some statue
or some imaginary God

is about completing your trust
that God has given you
as your True Light in your soul
to which you give the Right to be born

is to actualise your divine Nature
then you become a Real Human Being
who becomes Immortal
i feel

The Blue Star

Yesterday
after meditation
i saw in a vision
the universe

in the outer space
i saw a bunch of blue shining stars

and the Voice of Spirit said
"I will show you the most beautiful stars"

and right after this vision
i (not my mental but was the real me)
answered by word and in image

"I let go"

and the image of it
was the wind that was taking away
the pink cherry blossom petals
swaying them away

the last vision represents
the temporal nature of things
which are born and die
like waves of sea arising and dying again

so is only on the spot
that you occupy yourself with
the new situation
after you let go

and you start a new life
afresh

yes...so nostalgic of my movie
it is what it was also teaching in it

i think is the most complete movie
about Life i have ever seen...sigh..

and like in my movie
i saw a blue star shining
i was fascinated by it

and that vision followed up
later the spirit told me
that the stars are realised being
that are alive
and have their own consciousness

see now even TV and movies talk to me..
once were birds
when they were chirping
i was hearing them speaking as a human being

by the way
this is the secret of languages

is not languages that are incomprehensible
is the shrinking of our consciousness that made us divided
and not understanding the others' language/dialect

cause the life that is running in your vein
is just your consciousness expanded there..

imagine
the day your consciousness expands so much..
that you can actually not only see outer space
like i did in my vision as a token of certitude
but you can INFUSE other creation and stuff
with your consciousness...

imagine, the possibilities...
this is not magic or witch power lol
is ignorant people who fear who say that

it is merely your own consciousness expanding
and when you infuse
say
the mountain over there
with your consciousness
you can make it move..

HOW?

as much as
you can make your arm move..
cause it has been infused with your consciousness

so the body of human being
is just meant to be a starting point
for experiencing life outside of it
by letting it go
outward
and expand

back to the Blue Star :

 the Blue Star represents the Blue Pearl of the Agnya
which expanded and allowed you to see the vision of the Universe for real

and i had indeed no clue about Blue Pearl
i was just getting in touch with my Soul after meditation

and this is what i found about it :
Following article source : http://www.newcenturyfoundation.org/blue-pearl-the-jewel-of-enlightenment/

The Blue Pearl ~ the Jewel of Enlightenment

[The following is one of three short talks delivered by Lao Gan Ma at The Phoenix Rising Experience on September 11, 2010 in Marin County. Each talk served as an introduction to the performances that followed.]

The Jewel of Enlightenment

A long time ago, the Divine Mother proph­e­sied that a time will come when two dragons battle each other for supremacy in the world: the Black Dragon whose nega­tive energy emanates anger, fear, doubt and greed, and the White Dragon whose posi­tive energy emanates faith, courage, wisdom, compas­sion and Pure Love.
It will be a time when deliv­ering real dharma is extremely difficult.
It will be a time when many things are on fire.
It will be a time when the Divine Mother appears in the form of the Phoenix – the Garuda – and flies through the world holding the auspi­cious Blue Pearl – the jewel of Enlightenment – in its beak — bringing peace, hope and joy to a reborn and healed world.
That time is now – the 21st Century.
So, what is this Blue Pearl, this Lan zhenzhu?
Wher­ever there is the union of purity and depth we find the color blue. The oceans are blue. The sky is blue. The largest animal, the blue whale — a messenger of ancient wisdom, is blue. The Medi­cine Buddha is blue. Krishna, Vishnu and Rama are blue.
The Blue Pearl is the power of infi­nite Love and infi­nite Compassion.
Love that is Pure and unconditional.
Compas­sion whose foun­da­tion is wisdom. Compas­sion without wisdom is simply kindness.
Awak­ening the Blue Pearl releases nega­tive emotions and opens our heart to the energy of Enlightenment.
In Chinese the words “busy” and “angry” are each made up of two char­ac­ters. “Busy” trans­lates as “heart-dying” and “angry” trans­lates as “heart-enslaved.” Think about that.
Though the Blue Pearl’s Love and Compas­sion are infi­nite, it is wise to remember that time is finite. There­fore, we should always keep the lesson of imper­ma­nence close to our heart – there is no time to waste.
The Blue Pearl is the Most Precious Jewel.
To the Divine Mother — Guan Yin – who holds the Blue Pearl – the Soul of all sentient beings — We are the Most Precious Jewel. How pure, how magical, how beau­tiful. This is a Divine Blessing.
The Blue Pearl is the vehicle of Guan Yin’s teach­ings. To Guan Yin, all crea­tures, even those we perceive as the most nega­tive, have Buddha nature within. The Blue Pearl is a reflec­tion of our Inner God Nature – our Enlightenment. When our forms pass away, the Soul becomes a blue light – a Blue Pearl.
Always remember who you are.
The Blue Pearl has Magical Power.
The Magical Power of the Blue Pearl is not super­sti­tious. It is the Magical Power to see through illusion.
Once our Blue Pearl conscious­ness is aroused, so too is our own magical poten­tial. We can mani­fest what we need into our lives — health, wealth, happiness.
All Divine Masters have Magical Power. We don’t recog­nize ourselves. But the Divine Masters recog­nize our magical Inner Nature – our Enlightenment.
Be open to the Magic; it reminds us of who we really are.
The Blue Pearl comes from Emptiness.
Empti­ness is beyond the 3 dimen­sions. Empti­ness is the essence of every­thing we can see, hear, smell, taste and touch. Empti­ness is form and form is emptiness.
This is the highest wisdom. When you really know this, there are no longer walls or obsta­cles. This is Freedom.  This is Enlightenment.
Most of us have a purpose – always searching, always wanting some­thing. We don’t like the term empti­ness. We prefer abun­dance — but this is illusion.
There should be no wanting. Between each inhale and each exhale is Empti­ness. And in that moment a drop of the “nectar of being” can enter our conscious­ness, revealing that Empti­ness is Abundance.
Today, the Black Dragon and White Dragon of the prophecy are strug­gling, and like the posi­tive dragon, the nega­tive dragon has a Divine Nature as well. The essence of both is the Blue Pearl. We too, have both dragon ener­gies inside us, and the Blue Pearl deep in our heart.
Now is our time to surrender to the awak­ened Blue Pearl – the jewel of Enlightenment – balance the ener­gies, raise our aware­ness, become One with the Divine Mother and help heal the world.
Guan Yin holds the Blue Pearl in her hands.
The Phoenix holds the Blue Pearl in its beak.
We hold the Blue Pearl in our hearts.
Om Mani Padme Hum
A long time ago, the Divine Mother, Guan Shi Yin Pu Sa, the Bodhisattva of Compas­sion, observed and heard the “cries of the world.” Assuming her male form — Aval­okite­shava in Sanskrit, Chen­rezig in Tibetan – she paid a visit to the Himalayan Moun­tains. There, in the Land Of Snows, she gave the people of the world a precious gift – her sacred magical sounds, her heart sutra – “Om Mani Padme Hum.”
She promised her “chil­dren”, “If you hold my heart mantra in your heart, you will always be in my vibra­tion, you will always be connected to me and you will always have my blessings.”
In the mantra “Om Mani Padme Hum” – which means “the precious jewel atop the lotus” – “Mani” is the precious jewel and “Pedme” is the lotus.
The Blue Pearl is this precious jewel – the “Mani.” Within it is the compas­sion and wisdom of Guan Yin. It is also a metaphor for all the esoteric teachings.
Here in the West, it is a different kind of “money” that is the most precious. We often hear the mantra, “Oh money buy me a home.” Would we not be better served counting our bless­ings rather than our money?
The lotus is a metaphor for the exoteric teachings of Enlightenment.
Why is the lotus consid­ered a holy flower? The reason is because it grows out of the mud. Mud is a metaphor for our world. Just as the peacock — the progeny of the Phoenix — has the ability to trans­form the poison seed that it eats into the beauty of its magnif­i­cent plumage, so too, the Blue Pearl can trans­form the “mud” of the world into the beauty of the lotus for all sentient beings.
“Om Mani Padme Hum” beseeches us to fall in love with the mud, to fall in love with the Blue Pearl. The way of the Blue Pearl is not the human way.
By reciting the mantra “Om Mani Padme Hum” every day, we are reminded that during these diffi­cult times, we must shed our fear, our anger, our doubt and our judg­ment. We must remain calm in the face of disaster, and mani­fest the quality of the lotus, emerging from the mud pure and without stain.
The 21st Century is the century of the Divine Mother. It is the time when the femi­nine energy of Enlightenment will assert itself throughout the world.
A tran­scen­dent Master of the Dakini lineage once imparted the following wisdom to her beloved granddaughter:
“Life throws rough circum­stances towards us, and only wisdom can resolve their meaning. When we are tested by Heaven, there is a reason. Whether we can view each obstacle as a blessing, whether every “bad” person we encounter is a messenger, depends on whether our hearts are with the Dao, and whether our love truly reaches high and deep. We can retrieve some­thing worth­while out of karma, but only if we make offer­ings in spirit, even to forces we perceive as nega­tive. We should give thanks for the wonderful oppor­tu­nity to be tested, which enables us to develop patience and compassion.”
It is a common misun­der­standing to think that when we recite her mantra, we glorify Guan Yin. Rather, it is Guan Yin who glori­fies us – the precious Blue Pearl inside each one of us – our true Inner Nature, our Enlightenment.
“Om Mani Padme Hum.”

The Movie ...

and the name of the movie .... remains your luck if you find it...

is your destiny :)


Here is the most significant comment
i had to share :

a guy said it...
it says once translated :

"I was so affected by it, i cried in every line , every scene the acting . . .the story really brings me a damage . . i cant eat coz the maybe one of the essence is Love .. I really recognize both actors ... they're both great and lovely of their roles and the way they performed .. ."

Magic Love part 2

and how could i forget to tell this
am sure most viewers had not even notice it in the last scene
from all the feedback i read

but you see
all through out the movie
a plant was either drying out or blooming

and this plant/tree
was reflecting the actual
Life in the person

was the person inner Life healthy or not?

meaning reflecting the health of
the inner Tree of Life

....

and in the very last scene
the couple was surrounded by thriving plants and trees of the same specy

so actually...
all the way they took care of that tiny square of vegetation in their loft

and by the end
they were SURROUNDED and shaded by these very blossomed trees and vegetation

so much that they were the ones
whom the trees were actually taking care of

because
they were now that tiny square surrounded by the trees and vegetation

while in the beginning
they were the ones taking care of that tiny square of vegetation

awesome zoom in and out

incredible movie
really

and even more feeling warm
from knowing that it exists

in the consciousness of the initial writer
and even more incredible was grasped so fully
by the very video maker

and all the team

for is not easy to share this stuff
and make all go in this direction

and then the viewers

not all get it all the way

but to the least most of them surely loved it

MAGIC LOVE

This movie was THE hymn to seeing Life in the other

in it it was shown
how average couple last not
or even best friendship last not

cause people see not the very PERSON

but they see Money in her or him
or they see FAME and think they will get showered by their nearness
by their Glory and gain it themselves

anyway they see expectation in the other person
and how they can benefit you

is like a girl i knew
as soon as she knew someone was "important"
had fame or was about to marry
she used to stick to that person
to prepare the "land" for the future
so that she has the best seat in the first row in that person life

and get the glory showered on her
or the light of that occasion

see?

that is a calculated behavior
thinking light and love and LIFE is out of you
securing some interest and seat
by all means and "acts of (interested) generosity"

so at some point
i lied to people around
and pretended to have no job nor money
anyway i pretended to be in a lesser state

just to see how they actually are seeing me

and they were not seeing anything
except their own interest in the other person

likewise lately
they came all with sweet words

"i love your stubborness, humor and love,
may be a mix of all that"

and as soon as i started to use this very humor
to play the very person and tease her about her bisexuality

or the spy-der-man lol
about his hidden calculation
to draw back the muslim in advertising their cult

where all their attraction to my love and humor went?
all down the drain

because was empty words
one was seeking me out of curiosity the bisexual one
wanted to see where i live, am i married, what i do
am i sad or happy
sad is better like this she can enjoy it more
people are sadistic especially women to women

the guy,
wanted to manipulate
to get back a muslim in his group
to be able to better advertise his cult

that is what is interest
is an image you have of the person
and you want that image to reasssure yourself
and bring yourself up

thinking is glorious to receive other's light
is not

and as soon as i teased jokingly her bisexual ass

the true words
that her hearts were harboring
came out

"i understand why yogi rejected you"

that made me laugh when i read it
i said hmm.. not 5min before she forgot the love and humor she / they claimed to love in me

it was just a balm they were putting over me
thinking let's pat her as she wishes
and we got her

string of invisble manipulation
that can't EVER work with me

cause
thanks to God Grace
i am ABOVE them
so don't they think i can see them?

anyway,
out of SHEER luck i saw that movie

and in it

two people met
and they ONLY saw LIFE in each other

amazingly the scriptwriter and movie maker
managed to show

how each minute is like the last
and its value is even more priceless
when you -at the same time- ever have present in your mind
the running out of time and yet its ability to contains true Love for Life

and time in itself is not enough to Love

again the actors were infused with this philosophy
their acting were so great
that i would equal it to real

and then their great quality to pass through their eyes
the appreciation of life they were seeing in each other

made me realise
that as a realised person if we manage first to see our OWN self
like this through this thoughtless awareness

which after 10 of years of practice or 30 year of practice
no yogi in paris managed
even less in a permanent way

that is
to see in himself the Life itself

imagine
when you can ALSO see the Life in the other?
and not the image of that person that your self interest made

and now imagine
if both could see themselves AND each other
for that VERY life in them

don't you feel
is a whole NEW level of EXPERIENCING LIFE?

that has nothing to do
with the average man and woman , friend or lover

that has to do with Life itself
and THAT is MAGIC LOVE