ok i was trying over the past few days
to wake up at same time
meaning not 30min or 1h after
just same time
so today
i was like half asleep
and i did my cycle and trying to meditate
while still lying down
lol ridiculous
anyway
as i got a vision
i saw that there was a huge shiva
yea bit blue color body
and he was pointing his index towards my head
a bit like in this fresco painting of Adam Creation
by MichaelAngelo
Actually in the vision
i was trying to adjust my forehead
to the poiting of the finger
to be sure
that light goes through it
and like this i would get total enlightenment
and mind would become luminous
by the way writing it
luminous
is more like CLARITY in mind
it just make more sense to say it
is a bit like usually most of mind is clouded
and you jsut need light enough
so that it be lit fully
and you just see things at hand/in the present
then
of course i woke up
to do the walking meditation
followed by the sitting one
but yeaa
was tempted to stay in the bed
just to see the rest of the vision
ps : neeeeeeeeeeeed my arabicaaaaaa!!!
