Glorious universe

:)
i had a very strong dream-vision,
i always call vision
when i know i am more near to awareness
than glued into the dream passively

in vision, is like alive state
you are either the witness or in control.

here this morning,
right before my meditation time

i saw a man who was from some order
that is not importan to mention here

and was showing me the plan of a roman house
the domus
and showed me how the central part of house
the vestibule was representing the most important part
of our own body the womb
and he spoke of some latin words in the roman house
which were refering to the body
like the perineum

lol i had to watch on net what this word means

and he asked me to search and learn 
a bit on the roman traditional homes.

and how people of his order
speak in words which may seem casual to people
like about the roman architecture
but are in truth deep secrets
not for nosy people

then,
while he was refering to the past story of the universe
the scene changed
and it is where i saw part of the universe
yes was wide
he referred to two planets
the first one i forgot which one
but the second one was Venus

and he said these two

ok i stopped to meditate for a few minutes
so cool it felt in the head
it was like the head was cut in two horizontally
and the below part of it was cool air/water
more air ok
let's not say water in case it be false lol

so he was saying that these two planets got destroyed
by darkness
this is why they are as they are now

then,
i saw / he showed me the earth
and the earth was
now all covered by a thin,
but very uniform layer of darkness
all around it
and i could only see a few spot of lights
here and there
less than 10 surely

but he said
it is still thin
so understand that not yet thick
to the point of total unreturning point

then,
the voice of the spirit said to me
"are you deserting meditation?"

believe me
when i heard it
i woke up and went straightly meditate

because i had not heard my alarm
and you know yesterday
before sleeping i talked with my spirit
to show me what i should know about myself

now with some distance
i remember it
and it is his answer

i was slacking in my morning meditation
to be honest, it is so cold
that in winter i like not to feel even colder with the cool vibes

and also after meditation
i feel so empty
that i forget to desire stuff
so that even if i have important stuff to work for
vital and joyous stuff
i get so empty? or forgetful rather
that i just forget to do them
and i edge boredom

so this time
after meditation
i remembered to pray
to the spirit
and ask what i desire
and yes :) i felt happier and filled with my daily schedule
and more enthusiastic

it is with some delay
that i understood the dream

that the earth
is also being covered by darkness
due to this nuclear treat
and past planets have been destroyed
because LOVE were no more

writing it feel sad in my heart
but then,
i remembered that this outer universe
is my own inner universe

that i have been created for it
for this very power is in me as is in you
and in all of us
and if we remember to purify our selves
then we purify our inner universe
and this will in turn EFFECT the outer universe
by way of resonance

when i realised that
i felt indeed
that

i have a glorious power within
and so much worthy is this life within

for it beautify and purify the outside surrounding too.

GLORIOUS

that is the word i learned its real meaning today
and felt it too

so it gave me back my smile
after i started to feel sad about the earth

it just suffice to know
that within is our microcosm
which when purified
effect and manifest itself in the macrocosm

this FABULOUS universe so great it is!
and incredibilty awesome it is that it starts within me :)

now that i see such a beautiful sun shining through my window
i wish you a shiny, cute and comfy coming week end!

kiss:x

ps : some reminder to myself :

we meditate to become the watcher or the spirit and the cool breeze is the holy spirit power
since meditation is actually witnessing the witness
we just do it,and let the shakti get us there(like a boat)
imagine your attention/chit rides some horse..that horse is energy.

since I AM as a microuniverse..the projection of the BIG universe 
as i get more love/power..i can irradiate it to the BIG universe! 
so this is a great power
the GLORIOUS power
and i am the microcosmos of IT!  

imagine that!..the glory of glories!
and IS all in my body/chakras
this is why i felt this morning it was glorious:)

so my  vibes WILL go up and down..but the witness never will
and my job is to STAY with those sensations and be that witness


to echo the glory of glories...
imagine, 

by purifying the vibes (using cycles..then resuming silent meditation)..i PURIFY the whole world!
so GLORIOUS it is !

 
 is a BIG responsability!
 and all i need is to fix it in myself :)

is always about ME ..as spirit.. 
same for YOU!


  
  

The one i was waiting for...

   i just got a dream 2:30 am :) 

   i woke up so i write it here

   so special it is

   i had a number of packets on my hands like horizontally disposed

   and i put them on a table when i arrived

   they were all mutlicolored

   and is like i knew all of them were gifts packets

   and there was this same voice of a woman

   the same i had in vision yesterday who was showing me some future stuff

  

   and now it is like she was answering a question of my dream

   about myself

   like an unspoken question

   like i was seeking an answer

   and she said

   "it is you, you, YOU, the person you are waiting for"

    

   and each time she said you

   i felt it being hammered on my heart

   and i believed it on the spot at the third time she said you

   and i felt my heart warm and opened with love

   warm love

   and at the third time there was one packet who was like unknown to me and became known

   it was special dream and vision

   becausei felt it in real on my heart 

    this is why i am up now writing it

   also in dream i felt warm opening of my heart

   with love

   like i remembered

   and i accepted gracefully it is ME

   yes i felt a spoof of warm love at the heart

   and i welcomed the me

   it is like i remembered the question and got the answer

   both at same time i was aware of both

   but now that i am writing it i only remember the effect of the answer

   i forgot the real question behind

   and will forget once i wake up

   dream started with unspoken but convened question

   but i knew not

   the answer

   then i got the answer

   and i knew the unspoken question

   as if i was waiting for someone

   adn that very special person awaited was me

   and then now, is like the question is fading away

   but i know the answer

   at the third you

   i felt like i opened my heart to it

   and i accepted it warmly

   and i felt this warmth in my heart

   and joy in the belly at same time

   i just know right now

   that i am happy that it is me

   though i now forget who i was seeking for

   or waiting for more exactly

   it is so strange...

   right now, i know, i was seeking for someone, but i forgot who; but i know now, that it is me

   i forgot who = like the role of this who

   i can't word it

   it is like someone who should arrive

          but i know it is me, like the me for which my heart felt warm love and joy

end of impression on dream,

          this is what is called  pinnacle of wisdom
          to know that The One one was waiting for is me
          

good timing to copy paste this here :

to say that one is spirit and joy
is not true
till one does not experience it 
like in this real dream and happening

because by then, i really felt entirely i am the one
and was just -wholly- happy

and doubt, now i know, 
is when you know not -wholly- that you are the one
and to know it is to feel it entirely
and to BE it 

it is not a mimecking of what one knows what love is
or what a loving action is
but is the I

right now, i know, i was seeking for someone, but i forgot who; but i know now, that it is me

and i learned, that 

At this very moment, one can see through the one who sees through..

 yes, it is true, 
 i, the answer, could see through the other i, the question, 
 that it was me all the way
 the question and the answer 

 were one 
 and could see each other
 and that is full and complete belief 

 it is like in the book i read, 
 i need to write the proper reference 
 from Alain Danielou

 who said, 
 that most people knows not
 that Mind Bliss is when the passion of the Heart is removed, 
 so that you can see your own soul felicity 

 this is why he said people 
 think the other is his or her love
 for they see their soul light
 and are in love with his soul light

 like in the story of yousuf 
 when all the ladies are literally ready to rape the young youssef 
 who is not yet a prophet

 same there
 if you see the other soul light
 you are in love with it 
 and naturally you wish to enjoy it in 3D
 this is stuff is ALL OK 
 PROVIDED you KNOW 
 that what you are in love with is not the other
 but you
 as spirit

 that is the true love
 where indeed
 as sufi says 

 the love and the beloved are one

 may be more could written by me right now on it
 but so far so good
 as it is intuition based
 and not mind 

 as soon as effort is there to recall
 even if words seem true
 it is no more true to me


 kiss:x 


 ps : 

oh..holy of hollies..I have searched for your god's name everywhere..and now I know your name..It is Homer Simpson...and it always was...(from Homer Simpson cartoons)

or..I have searched for God everywhere.,..and now that i found it..I realized that was me all the time..Homer Simpson? 

This cartoon is great

truth given right in the middle of the mud :)) 

aren't lotus from mud?

thanks to this real vision, i got it, i was seeing myself (the i as question that i forgot) through myself the i as answer that i realised.

to SELF REALISED 
is that !
is to see different SCATTERED and DIVIDED part of your soul
as  INTEGRATED AS ONE in the spirit 

well i guess :)

Both feet on forehead

:)
it is small note
just to remember
yesterday or so,
while i was meditating i saw shri mataji on her seat
sitting
because it is a richly decorate seat

and i could see both of her feet approaching
on my face
and then they rested on it
forehead
so is funny is like i see the whole scene
and i also see that i am a precise part of the whole scene
like to different i

anyway i need a good serious long deep comfy meditation
like a bath of meditation upside down
:))