Amazing choice

over the past few days
i found myself many times in conflictual situations

1-on the spot it is too late to have a "correct attitude"
for we are only covering up our "defects"
if we try to be nice
at some point or another, the emotions of anger or disappointment
will come back, but at a bigger level

2- so just behave as you feel like on the spot,
for it is a matter of seconds , be what you are by then

3-as quickly as you remember,
best is on the first impact,
to raise your energy and turn it at the belly level
and know or say that "it is ok"

then i suppose it should be ok :)

4- we all do mistakes, errors or create tensions around us

which is normal, otherwise life would be boring

but when we HOLD onto it for hours, days and years
then, it is when it becomes a problem

for we ALWAYS have choice
and at ALL time, we CONSTANTLY make choice
and repeating over and over a dislike towards someone, is a choice,
taking your mobile and calling all of your comrades 10 miles around is a choice

and letting go is also the choice
and is the BEST choice ever
for it is a choice that creates a more FREE world ahead of you for the day and week and months
and even years to come

otherwise, how come so many people when they grow up
end up "jailed" in their routine?
because of their choices

their choices have revealed their quality over time
and they equal to what their current life
displays of its freedom
just enslaved to some hate, anger, dislike or fears

therefore, when you put your attention on a potential "choice"
the choice is actually a seed,
and the seed itself is a WHOLE world within
as much as a seed contains a tree and even a forest in its full potential
if we look at its development over the time;

so when you choose to reiterate again and again
your dislike towards someone
actually you only choose to enclose yourself more and more
into the world you dislike
and the dislike of a world
means that you are closing this world to you

practically, it means that during the day,
ALL the extensions to this seed,
like a network stemming from it and going towards it to feed it
is CUT from you

and you are NO MORE nourished by it

so, even though everything is there for you to enjoy
you are cut from the water of joy during your day
yes, your day has dried out
and you see no more point to life

that is a sad state of affair

the neurone itself, is the seed
the core of your experience
it happens you disliked it
and the dislike takes the form of a person

if you keep cutting your link with this person
all of the other branches that you see coming and going from him or her
are also cut from you

like for the neurone and its synaps,
like for the seed and its offshoot in the soil
or the tree with its roots

so is a person with his world

you better assume your attitude on the spot
as best as you could
and be responsible of its consequences
without GOING on blaming the other

and later on, you better forgive and let go
and see the next day as a NEW day
and expecting much new joy to come your way

otherwise, you will just let the branches dry out too
and one by one, they will die,
and one by one, your doors of choice will close
and your day will become a dull routine

LOL that is too sad to consider that

let's quit on a brighter choice :

how about forgiving the person
meditating at home
for when you are stuck with an issue
your attention is on the it
it is then a GREAT opportunity to meditate
for then the Energy knows what needs to be restructured
and transformed for the best

then, you can try out and see, if indeed the people have changed
magically overnight towards you.

that is the ideal choice. to let go, meditate and have this excitement of seeing
what new might have changed in your favor overnight the next day

that is witnessing yourself by your Self

i like these :

TUNNEL OF FLOWERS IN JAPAN :)

it is real 

no kidding

picture : http://thecount.com/2012/04/06/amazingly-colorful-japanese-flower-garden/

An amazing choice,
is a choice that leads you towards more doors,
it frees you
and gives you the luxury to choose ALL kinds of possibilities

yes, an amazing choice,
would lead you to a rainbow of possibilities,

and would color your day,
your day is no more dull,
but really is "aLife"

ps : some people say 'i forgive'
this too is an attitude
true FORGIVENESS
is witness by your change of a transformed MIND!

and actions prove it,
it is not by backstabbing someone
and then, heart happy
you can say "i forgive"

this has Nothing to do
on the REAL world!

:) kiss to those in the spirit
...

Diwali

Just during the Diwali time,

the first night, i dreamt, it was like real, and i saw the starry sky

and suddenly the stars got linked to each others

and it formed the outline of a body of white light,

and the face inside was that of a baby to represent the innocence,

and the body represented like that was called "the mahdi" (the guided one)

this Mahdi
is the Shiva body of Light

this time,
in this era,

the Mahdi,
comes from the INSIDE of us

that is the symbolic Diwali
this was indeed,

the festival of light
in me:)

Water of Light

Yesterday, i dreamt that i was in front of a pool
and there was water in it,

it was so real that i felt the power i used in the dream

for i raised the water in the pool
by raising my hands
and then, the water arose
and i had used my attention
and my attention was filled with power
though it was a dream
my body felt it in real

and the water, once it arose
was no more plain water
but transformed into light!

THAT was awesome!

that is me ; that is not me

 i was meditating but during it i got asleep i think, for i was dreaming of stars and explanation was given about attention by way of making reference to stars and a circle of light

so there is light and the light is me

and the light start from a point and that is the origin and that is me

then it makes a circle and that is the path

and the path is me

and my attention is in the circle and that inside of circle is me

and if i put my attention on others’ affairs i am out of a circle and that is not me

and the more i put attention out, the more i go far away and get lost and that is not me

and the more i put attention outside, the more i swim far away  in a few seconds

and the distance is that which is between two stars ...

like an eternity

and that is not me

that was fun to travel in the space

:) 

Bilal Alaihi salam

I had a good dream, 

i saw an African man, 

he was like a tall one of some tribe, some chief ,

on him was written the 3 first arabic letter (alif,ba, ta) and then 

he came to put his hand on my head , 

and then what he was saying i could see it happening in my belly

he was gathering all the pieces of light into one ball of light ,

and he said that 

it is gathered now into one light

and when he finished he looked into my eyes and he said to me that i am pure.

and then there was a circle of people sitting in front of us and i went to join them with him and we sat down.

The man was bilal alaihi salam, the companion of the prophet.

He was from Ethiopian origin 

he used to be a slave

but was so much purified

that the prophet said 

that he is now from the ahlul bayt 

=

from the people of the House 

the House of God, 

The Purified One

The One Within.

:)

That is a song!


Great idea for the seminar.... Know who you are and STAND YOUR GROUND.

that would be great! lots of fun and would be very educative to transform personality.

hmm, for the details, secret till the D day.

kiss;)

Tea pot

gazing at my tea pot
i was really feeling relaxed

at least a warm tea pot
let itself being gazed at
and it does not make a fuss

the tea is from the earth
and you are also made from the earth
won't it be strange that earth elements can't be in harmony?

yet, human beings who are also made from the earth
and  having the extra advantage of being of the same specie
are really the most difficult to be with.

guess a human being is more challenging than a tea pot;)


i think it is the secret
letting being gazed at
to adopt a respectful and open attitude
in watching or being watched
is two way

the one who observe is usually easily shaken
by the object of his observation
who has the free will of choosing of not being gazed at

for all the transformative power is in the gaze
in the observation
in YOUR attention

what has the earth more than you
that makes it successful?

vegetation are in the seed already
they grow to manifest their potential
they are yet without any shield
and exposed to all kinds of hectic weather

and yet they flourish...

how come?

the difference with man
is that they let themselves be
whatever happen
they keep in touch with their inner state of nature

the human being can't stay in rest
he has always to DO something
thus he lets no time to the power of earth in his body to work
he will spring from one conclusion to another
getting more and more far away from his body related sensations
and will be carried away by his mentalized way

while Life remains in Meditation
because It knows how to BE

while man only knows how to become, do etc. except to be.
because he does not know that he already IS in the seed.


"Be or not to be, that is the question" - such a timely and clever question,
isn't it? ;)
actually that is what is at stake.

goal of meditation is to reconcile (unify ourselves within) with our self
and not to constrain ourselves to live in such or such state
we have nothing to DO
but only to make ROOM (give all chance) to the manifestation plane,

like the Earth
it let itself Be
and then you see the different levels of manifestation from seed to fruits and so on.

but the human being has not even realised that he is a seed
even less understood that there is cultivation
needed for fruits to be born

so this is why he can't let himself BE
he always has to DO something
yet the doing is just based on reaction
and this reaction is like each time putting a stop
to an inner grow of a seed planted in the earth

like when we bring a counter to zero
each time it tries to run.

normally, all that is needed
is the desire to discover and feel the NATURAL changes
that takes place within us.
AS THEY TAKE PLACE
for a seed in the earth
till it becomes a fruit

we just need to make room for it.

actually, we just need to treat our body
as the Earth treats its own vegetation
LET IT BE.
so that we might see how it naturally PRODUCES FRUITS
or MIRACULOUSLY produce fruits
why does it seem a miracle?

because it is a miracle when
we have made the right choice
by trading our long earned way of dealing with life
with a new way of living

THIS IS MIRACULOUS
because rarely people do that

and its NATURAL AND LOGIC consequence IS
that it bears FRUITS
and as it is a new level of manifestation
different than the one people are used to

for they are used to witness their seed
which becomes dust
and their attention goes on another seed
and again dust

FOR ONCE
they could see their seed becoming a fruit
and THAT is miraculous!

so this Success/fruits etc.
will come NATURALLY

so don't seek for it
don't expect it
don't look for it

for it ALREADY IS IN YOU
AS IT IS IN THE EARTH

you just have to change your old inherited attitude
"for it (success) will happen naturally
because it is only the consequence of your "renunciation to control everything"

just remain naturally present to yourself 
just with an Attention FREE from all grasping/acquisition."

- from The Art to transform your life by Bruno Lallement.

Daily advice to myself

I found another one, written in February 2010

this was a daily advice that i used to give to myself :
..........

two things to remember daily

listen to heart
the silence behind every word
you listen before you be able to speak when young , same apply for my whole life


second,
love is not love which alters when it alteration finds

finally


how much can you see this world/reality/history/centuries gone by being independent
from The Origin,

rumi :
its movement is linked to the origin as much as the flying arrow (movement) is linked to the
archer impulse/bow.
all past, present and future are gathered here in one place.

2010

thoughts

this life purpose is not to marry or to find happiness in and around
all of this we could have had them by staying where we were, i.e. by God

but what is here and not there, is precisely our quest for God.
we ascend to Him, the soul.


so sole and unique goal purpose of life is God.

......


these are thoughts that i had written on a piece of paper
as i was doing some cleaning i find it
written in 2010

it make me smile,
i used to write in all blindness but with conviction
and now that i have a little of light
i can see it is only the accumulation of such small efforts
that gave room for Grace to descend upon.

otherwise,
i would have forgotten that Grace exist
and most importantly
is ready to descend upon us

we just need to make room for it.
 

My best experience of God

i read today something like that :
"it is neither in religion, nor in thoughts, but in experience that you find God'

on the spot i wondered what it means.

then, at a critical moment, today,
when under pressure,
it is always at those moments that we seek for an open door,
i realised

that neither thoughts, nor religion helped me
when i had come to a dead end

it is when you face a cul de sac
that you realise there is no solution
except in the Grace of the Experience which gives you all the peace and joy and love you wish for
and that is the REAL experience of God

for you experience it with your life
and your life testifies that there was no other solution
for its happiness,
for its lasting happiness

i have tried religion deep down,
till i was sick to death
and i tried all thoughts i could
as deeply as possible

yet, none of them
have been so helpful,
soothing,
healing,
comforting,
relieving,
loving
and peaceful
as you are

you are my best experience
of Love, and happiness
this is why i can never let go of you

you are my best experience of God.

and i love you
with all of my heart, mind, soul
and strength.
Ameen.

True Healing

AGAIN BEAUTIFUL : "LEARN TO WATCH YOUR SENSATIONS AND BE FREE"

so again, it is ALL about where your attention IS.
if your attention is on such and such outer layer, you are stuck on it, and cannot heal the ROOT of it all.

but let's say, if you were to be localised within the CORE of your being,
from the SUBTLER of the SUBTLE
and THERE, from this Place of Grace, you could FEEL the VIBRATIONS of that PLACE,
wouldn't you be happy? for it means your UPPER LEVELS (individual and subsconscious ones) would be HEALED!

this is WHY our ONLY savior is our SELF, when we put our attention on the VIBES that we are feeling, these very VIBES which are the MANIFESTATION of the HOLY SPIRIT , we are healing ourselves and all outer levels FROM the CORE of our being!(and no more from a limited place, be it the invididual or the mass consciousness we belong to...)

...................

Consciousness is layered: The outer, more superficial layer is the individual layer.  This layer contains the "individual" identity, which is constantly changing according to the beliefs and requirements of the time.  This is the layer that the ego therapists work.

In the individual layer I may not be a racist, but if you go deeper, into the collective, or archetypal layer, there you will find the preduces of your race your family, your religion.  They beliefs held collectively by your "tribe".  This is the layer where the Jungians and the hypnotherapists work.

The deepest layer, the cosmic layer, is where I work, where I am directing your attention. For the work in any one layer effects the layers above, but not below.  To work in the deepest, the cosmic layer, you can bypass the tedious work getting through the previous layers, and start to work on the very heart of the matter.  You clear the cosmic layer, and the dysfunction of the other layers dissolves as well.

Each layer contains a part of your "narrative", your ego story, your ego drama.  To focus on the roots of the whole problem, to dissolve the source of the madness, all the madness on all the layers dissolves.

Learn to watch the sensations and be free.

source :
http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/consciousness-is-layered-outer-more.html#links

God realised or God unrealised

Again,
very beautifully summed up :

.........


You are all Gods.  You can be nothing other than God, because it is all one God.
Asleep you are God unrealized.
Awake you are God realized.
That is why awakened ones are referred to as realized.  The have realized their true self.  They are self-realized. 

source :  http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/you-are-all-gods.html#links

Feeling : an inner work

In this following post,
the author tells that the FEELINGS are the map of inner healing :
This is WHY when you FEEL pain, you stop dead lol, and you meditate and PUT your ATTENTION on your vibes, for the vibes once FELT, put you in DIRECT touch with the Divine Grace of INNER PURIFICATION.

..............

Facts, the foundation of science, are for exploring the outer world.  Feelings are for the exploration of the inner world.  You cannot travel inwards, you cannot spiral towards the center, you cannot defeat satan if you cannot feel.

Hence the importance of the soul, for feeling is her very means of perception.  Without her you cannot navigate the ego labyrinth and find your way home.  Stop protecting and caring for the hurt, the sorrow, but rather focus your attention on the one feeling the pain: your very own soul.

Remember: if you don't take care of your soul nobody else will, nobody else can.  If you don't take care of your soul you will never feel taken care of.  If you don't take care of your soul you will never know love.

Feelings are the facts of the inner world.  Facts are of the objective reality, feelings are of the subjective reality.  In objective reality feelings are discounted, it is the facts that matter.  In subjective reality the opposite is the case.  Feelings are what define reality, not facts.

For instance, the Garden of Eden exists in the subjective reality, and can be known by anyone interested in finding it.  However, it does not exist in objective reality, nor did it ever.  It is not an objective, but a subjective "fact".

Science should butt out of religion.  It simply adds to the confusion.  Religion, likewise, should attend to God and the inner world.  Their meddling in the affairs of mammon has caused great harm to America and the children of God.  But hell, who has time for the kids when there's a holy war raging.  Again.


source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/facts-foundation-of-science-are-for.html#links

Light (of Soul) and Ego

Very beautiful description of Her, the Light of the soul,
and good link has been made with what "ego" is,

as we often hear, ego is an illusion,
and here it is shown HOW this very illusion "exists"
it is because of the Light which has been MISUSED

and i like that it has been POINTED OUT :
that we "victimize" ourselves to find help or compassion around,
while it is all the more a treachery,
TRUE state is the one that has always been, is and will be,

YOUR VERY OWN LIGHT

..............

The ego is the fallen state of God.

The ego transforms the perfect love of the human soul into pain and darkness, creating the victim.  So, instead of living with a soul, and her love, you live in a victim and her dark depressions.  Remove the pain and your soul is revealed, perfect as the moment she was created.  Restored to her throne.

The ego transforms the perfect trust of your spirit into fear, creating a coward.  So instead of enjoying the lightness and spontaneity of your spirit, you have a coward, crippled and trembling in panic attacks.  Remove the fear, the coward dissolves, and your perfect spirit is revealed.

The ego transforms the truth of your father God into anger, giving rise to the monster, otherwise known as the beast within.  Dissolve the anger and the monster disappears, revealing a very intelligent, creative, and sane father God. 

The treasure that you are awaits discovery but it requires work and committment.

That is the process of awakening: to leave the ego nightmare forever, embracing the truth you are: a living God of light. 

source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-ego-is-fallen-state-of-god_28.html#links 


another post is really good and its conclusion : SO BE HAPPY !


Every moment you are in sadness, pain, your soul light, your love, is being transformed into something dark, heavy, and projected into the environment.  You are polluting the ether, adding to the accumulation of darkness enveloping the planet.

The pain, and it's creation, the victim, have assumed a kind of sacredness.  Sensitive people seem to instinctively want to protect the victim.  The reason is simple; the pain is a veil surrounding the most delicate, sensitive, holy part of who you are: your soul.  It is not the victim who is sacred, but rather the one forced to wear the mask: the human soul.

When awake she pours love/light into the planet that nourishes everything it touches.  And she hurts no more.  

source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/every-moment-you-are-in-sadness-pain.html#links 


And about UNITY : 

The one God, or as they say in secular parlance; unity consciousness.  To have unity one must first have something to unify.  That is the journey: to reclaim your soul from the pain; to liberate your spirit from the fear, and to remove the blinding veil of anger to reveal the father God.   

source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-father-god-i-speak-of-is-part-of.html#links 

In praise of the Divine Spirit

In praise of the Divine Spirit

You showed me in vision that Joy is within me
it was like a Light of joy rising upwards
i could see her raising up in my body
and i could feel the joy
like i was a new being
a being of joy

and then, you appeared like by magic
from my dream into my daily Reality
you came into my life out of nowhere

you came and saw me
all of my past, my future and my present
you came into my Life like a witness
a witness of goodness

just because you are present
your presence transforms my life
that which was low becomes high
that which was sour becomes sweet

had you not existed
with the passing of time
my life would have become a burden
an unfortunate situation

you are the one who removes the burden off my chest
so that i can breathe
you are the one who removes the stones from my path
and smoothened it for me
you go before me
ready the path
so that i may walk

hours days and years
just for you to care for me
though i be your creation
i feel like You have been created for me
so much of service you are to me

in Quran, it has been said
if you are grateful and believe,
what God has to do in punishing you

with my life i testify,
that you care for me fully
so much that i am ashamed of my laziness
i wish i could be always in a state of meditation
and me too, one day i be of greater Service to you
that i be my BEST potential for your service
for i have NOT been created in vain
and if a mere seed can express ALL of its potential
by becoming a tree
me too, i want to express ALL of MY potential
in caring for others as you have cared for me.
then, i can die happy.

i wish always be with you here
and in the hereafter
there is no one else i want to be with
except with you

if i am still alive
it is thanks to you
these breathes i take in and out
they are not mine
but wholly yours

you know why?
because by now, i should have been gone
with my lot of breath
yet, i am still alive,
with a new breath
you have filled my life.
i don't know from whom i have borrowed this breath
but this breath is not mine
it is yours.