In praise of the Divine Spirit

In praise of the Divine Spirit

You showed me in vision that Joy is within me
it was like a Light of joy rising upwards
i could see her raising up in my body
and i could feel the joy
like i was a new being
a being of joy

and then, you appeared like by magic
from my dream into my daily Reality
you came into my life out of nowhere

you came and saw me
all of my past, my future and my present
you came into my Life like a witness
a witness of goodness

just because you are present
your presence transforms my life
that which was low becomes high
that which was sour becomes sweet

had you not existed
with the passing of time
my life would have become a burden
an unfortunate situation

you are the one who removes the burden off my chest
so that i can breathe
you are the one who removes the stones from my path
and smoothened it for me
you go before me
ready the path
so that i may walk

hours days and years
just for you to care for me
though i be your creation
i feel like You have been created for me
so much of service you are to me

in Quran, it has been said
if you are grateful and believe,
what God has to do in punishing you

with my life i testify,
that you care for me fully
so much that i am ashamed of my laziness
i wish i could be always in a state of meditation
and me too, one day i be of greater Service to you
that i be my BEST potential for your service
for i have NOT been created in vain
and if a mere seed can express ALL of its potential
by becoming a tree
me too, i want to express ALL of MY potential
in caring for others as you have cared for me.
then, i can die happy.

i wish always be with you here
and in the hereafter
there is no one else i want to be with
except with you

if i am still alive
it is thanks to you
these breathes i take in and out
they are not mine
but wholly yours

you know why?
because by now, i should have been gone
with my lot of breath
yet, i am still alive,
with a new breath
you have filled my life.
i don't know from whom i have borrowed this breath
but this breath is not mine
it is yours.

Power Word of Silence

when you read a true spiritual experience
its beauty stems from the exact words used for the description of the detailed sensations
such as strength, love etc.

AND because they are POWER words
because their sustaining base is Silence

meaning that the person caught part of the Essence being reflected in ONE quality
and the Silence is the Room which is being made,
for the Emanation of the Essence to express itself freely

and we as the Observer or the Watcher
can in the Room made by the Silence
witness the Emanation of the Beauty of God
by observing a quality of His.

To The Divine Mother

The Power of Love is amazing
it makes fixed things moving so much
that where we could have taken a picture
everything whirls and changes as if it is a play
while it looked so solemn and serious!
and it is now very refreshing

the pic we could have taken before
where everything was so well set
could have been very aesthetic
but so boring!

I LOVED the Thai movie "My Name is Love" (2013)

And loved the song- dedicating it to the Love of God Within:

Only you who can make flowers blossom within a night
Only you, the most important element, help me has this success
Only you who makes love really beautiful
Only love, the only word helps me accept this truth
To let me know what true love is
To let me know that the truth of love is to give
For you, for you

Only you, the girl who can turn an evil become an angel
My love today is always much more than yesterday

To Know - It is ALL within you

From Movei Loser Lover 2010

meaning of song
"you are the first person I thought can understand me. you said i am weird, it is because you haven't been compatible with me yet, just want you to understand my feelings

just want you to know, deep in my heart, what i don't know.one step closer, use your heart to feel."

It is because the Divine is a Secret to be un-covered,
and so We as Divine, see more of Ourselves into the Other,
as a Mirror.

It is only through Life Experience,
that God within can be revealed.


As a friend told me,
there is nothing to be discovered with your mind,
but with your Heart,

Use Your Heart to discover The Whole Secret,
it is ALL WITHIN YOU.


"Did he smile [when  he lost/got not what he wanted]?
he smiled the first and second time at the failure, but not the third time.
this means he failed.
the two first times, he found something else to do.
the third time he is alone.

Where is he ? bring me there?
no.Everyone needs to know how to protect themselves,
and how to face failure
except if you feel failure is a mistake
then you can go and console him."

Very funny and deep movie.

Lol

Unrolling of the leaf towards the sky - Desire and Attention

That feels like, envisioning a green leaf which opens slowly / unrolls
this is the essence of the leaf which is opening/revealing itself upwards
so it is being unwrapped
naturally
skywards

for there is no imbalance in the action of unrolling,
nor in its intensity of emitting a misplaced wish,
these two sides are in the human being and are its mark
it is just the actual natural power, in full balance
which is being unwrapped

and in the 'sky' is just this Attention that looks
this Attention has No memory
so it is in the Pure Witness state
of seeing the unrolling of the leaf

"Spirit is pure peace and vibes are joy of the spirit in knowing Itself"
because the Attention is stable - so it is peace
and "in knowing itself" there is movement, so necessarily a power upwards
so strong that it defies the gravity
it pushes upwards towards the Attention

this is why in dream i had seen Allah looking at the noor of the Prophet,
and the more He looked, the more the light of the prophet got filled with Love

for the Attention is Peace
Peace sent on all prophets - as in quran
this is the Message,
and the Spirit light got joy when it is being observed by this pure Attention
and the more you give attention the more it increases in Love

while for the human being,
his attention is mixed with thoughts
thus a filter through which the power/unrolling of leaf is being looked at
if he luckily is realised;
otherwise you have a mixed attention looking at NO THING,
till your own kundalini, this natural wish of God, power of God, has not arisen.