Beauty, make up, perfumes, luxury gifts...

Nowadays i am in LOVE with Beauty products
and am getting so many luxury gifts
and soooo girly

hehehe

4 years ago
had someone told me
i would be in Love with that

i would have NEVER believed it

do you know why?

is because your energy changes

and here is how i feel

when i see the package and the color
and the promise of the product
it feels like i am taking it in within me
the scent, the color, the promises,
the freshness, the energy born within the product

is just delicious food for the inner Beauty to blossom,
see?

before i would have classed this as being "superficial"

but when i was in uk
i was stricken by HOW attention was given
to the very moment to the very person
in front of you
when i met the sufi master

it made me curious

that i considered this life as superficial
and wanted the deepness

but he was giving the deepness to the very moment
by giving it his full attention

okay
don't think i am overall praising and am ALL for that guy
i just take the good i see from anyone and everywhere
that is the wisdom i learned from life

and this is how you enjoy
and truly respect Life
and are deep..

cause you give your full attention,
presence and thus respect to the Present/to It

and this is how
"superficiality" and "deepness" coexist
in the Very moment

cause you give to the passing thing
that is the present
the due attention to it
and learn to love it and enjoy it
by Feeling its color, its promises on the bottles of perfume
is actually you absorbing its labelling

this is why
don't get into the trap of taking side
by saying this is superficial
and this is deep

it is neither

it is Just the Moment
it is Present for you to enjoy it
so that you are enjoying the superficial
superficial in the sense that it is passing like the wind
and by being truly present
you become more connected to it
to the feel of it and thus to the feel of the Present

and you are colored by new colors
where superficiality and deepness coexist
are not differentiated
and they are one and the same
cause you are one with them

yet is impossible mind masturbation
to make deepness and superficiality
to coexist into your mind/thought/argumentation

it is just coexisting as one
when YOU decide to be one with the feel of the moment that each of them is giving
whether the moment take the face of what you call "superficial"
or whether it take the face of what you call "deep"

so these are just forms
what matters is
are you present with the form of the present moment
or are you opposing it and thus creating separation ?

so...when i receive these gifts
is like i am receiving a surprise from Life
which is waiting besides me
to see my excitation
while i am unwrapping it

and then i get back the Love
from such "inanimate" objects

AS MUCH AS

i LOVED them

by expecting them
by receiving them
by unwrapping them

so it is very much like saying
they send you back the love you send them in advance

the "You" in me and you

that is the second time it happened
but when i looked at someone
it felt like i was looking at myself

by then i could not tell why
cause obviously we don't have same face
plus not at all same gender hahaha

nor are we twins
yet i saw myself in him
how?

now i know

this happens
when the "you" i.e. your true nature (and not your thoughts)
sees the "you" of/in the other (his true nature too)

it is OBVIOUS
that when you see the "you" in the other
then you see your own self!

 and that is why the true self is One

and that happens only
if you are deep and the other is deep too
or that you are deep enough on your own to see the other even if the other is NOT deep
hahaha
i am in the case number 1
the numbre 2 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay harder for me to even imagine it

cause i am still superficial to get to the number 2

i guess i need serious A... S....?
:))
no kidding, i need serious longer meditation sessions

that's a very nice feeling
and very meaningful life moment

When you're alone and life is making you lonely
You can always go downtown
When you've got worries, all the noise and the hurry
Seems to help, I know, downtown
Just listen to the music of the traffic in the city
Linger on the sidewalk where the neon signs are pretty
How can you lose?
The lights are much brighter there
You can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares
So go downtown
Things will be great when you're downtown
No finer place for sure, downtown
Everything's waiting for you
Don't hang around and let your problems surround you
There are movie shows downtown
Maybe you know some little places to go to
Where they never close downtown
Just listen to the rhythm of a gentle bossa nova
You'll be dancing with 'em too before the night is over
Happy again
The lights are much brighter there
You can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares
So go downtown
Where all the lights are bright, downtown
Waiting for you tonight, downtown
You're gonna be alright now, downtown
Downtown
Downtown
And you may find somebody kind to help and understand you
Someone who is just like you and needs a gentle hand to
Guide them along
So maybe I'll see you there
We can forget all our troubles, forget all our cares
So go downtown
Things will be great when you're downtown
Don't wait a minute more, downtown
Everything is waiting for you, downtown
Downtown (downtown)
Downtown (downtown)
Downtown (downtown)
Downtown (downtown)

source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/petulaclark/downtown.html

Thoughts Reading

LOL

i had bought some salmon for lunch with friends
and all of sudden i got a doubt
and said to her

"and don't give your salmon to the other one
(who also has its share)"

as soon as i said that
she flipped
and looked me and said
"how you knew?!!!
i JUST thought that..."


actually i said to her
i just got a huge doubt
while i was cooking
so i said it


and i understood also the stuff about thought reading

when i got a doubt
it meant as long as my idea was clear
"ok everyone gets its share"
i was ok and was MY thought

but as SOON as i got a doubt
like when you throw a stone in water
and it makes ripples

and image get less clear

then
i KNEW i had lost the clarity of thought
and that is what doubt is about

and second
it shows that i was not per say
"reading thoughts"

but i read thought
in the sense
that mine got affected

by hers

and as long as you are "above"
others
then you can "read" their thoughts

and those who "read thoughts"
actually can
differentiate
their thoughts from the others

cause you have to protect yourself
from being influenced by other people thoughts
and think these are yours

your true nature
per say
is YOU
and when we get used to identifying with thoughts
we are actually being controlled by people...
cause these thoughts are not yours
but theirs
see?

is like sun above clouds
sun can see them

likewise
i could see her thought
cause the true self is above thoughts

so yea we all ended up
eating salmon
and not a too nice friend
scarifying hers to another lol

though i look forward
at actually "reading thoughts"

kiss:x

Why Past makes us smile

you know why we smile
when we remember something of the past

like when you find some old letter
or visit a place of your youth?

you smile unconsciously
because unconsciously you know
that you and that other energy which is present
and you were communicating with by then

in the form of your parents or some other person
actually you were in disagreement with and much more
you were opposed to it
and you were rejecting it or neglecting it
to move forward

so you were just oblivious to your Present
and you can see yourself very much daring
while all was already Present

so being in the present/ce of that place of your childhood
you see the/your past
and especially your oblivion to your by-then-present moment

that is why you smile

and that is why
often you were told when kid
later when time pass this will make you laugh
while by then was nothing but annoyance or obstacle

and yet it is  like a script
is not like you could act wise
you were living your experience to learn about life

Matter and Anti- Matter

yesterday night
i saw orbs of light
light bubbles raising up

like a rain of light bubbles
but raising up yea

i saw it a few times
while i was sitting in my couch

 was pretty

this morning when i woke up
for meditation
while i was getting ready for it

it was said through images
i mean as images were telling it

i saw a rope
was said this is rope of God
you see as mentioned in hadith in islam
to "hold to rope of God"

and i saw it rolling itself
on the place of pain in body
it is like a balm
it rolls on it to sooth the pain

so i saw it was circling itself
over and over the chakra itself

(that is of course the kundalini rolling up
on the chakra to heal it)

then it was said
that when power goes through
it acts powerfully

so much that i thought
it might affects hugely the world
once it is switched on
cause the rope has curled itself many times
on the chakra
so once switched on
it would exerce HUGE power out

if the power switched on

cause it said
it works like the Switzerland anti matter circuit
and it is indeed The anti-matter
so once it is switched on
it acts like a reverse magnet
and got the 'matter'out

(by the way
i love the english for its meaning
matter as in issue/pain
and matter as in material)

so thanks to its HUGE magnet effect
switched on  when powers goes in
it throws out the "matter"
and this is its anti-matter effect

then,
you are pure

cause you are your own true face
or fabric
without the thorns
cause the matter
are like splinters/thorns

and they get stuck into this rope
hence you feel the pain

is a bit like your skin
you feel pain when you got pimples
cause they are taking space that is not theirs
and as your skin has already the perfect space for itself
an extra piece of skin even of one millimeter
which is in other word the pimple
squeezes your "fabric" too much and you feel pain

is same with the matter
it acts like thorn when it gets stuck
into that rope
and it gives pain

so then when you press that rope
like when you press a button
to switch on the power
the power
acts like a magnet
which radiates a sort of electro-magnetism
and it sheds off the thorns/matters shards
and it acts like a HUGE anti matter

and then
you are your true self
and you are free from pain
you are free

Lyrics : Plus prés des étoiles - Gold
Closer to stars - Gold

for lyrics they are obviously in French
but remember Google is your Friend ;)

Ils ont quitté leurs terres
Leurs champs de fleurs
Et leurs livres sacrés
Traversés les rizières
Jusqu'au grand fleuve salé
Sans amour, sans un cri
Ils ont fermé leurs visages de miel
Les yeux mouillés de pluie
Les mains tendues vers le ciel

Un peu plus près des étoiles
Au jardin de lumière et d'argent
Pour oublier les rivages brûlants
Un peu plus près des étoiles
A l'abri des colères du vent
A peine un peu plus libres qu'avant

Au pied des murs de pierres
Ils ont brûlé leurs dragons de papier
Refermés leurs paupières
Sur les chenilles d'acier
Eux qui croyaient vieillir
En regardant grandir leurs enfants
A l'ombre du sourire
Des Bouddhas de marbre blanc

Un peu plus près des étoiles

Au jardin de lumière et d'argent
Pour oublier les rivages brûlants
Un peu plus près des étoiles
A l'abri des colères du vent
A peine un peu plus libres qu'avant

Ils parlent à demi-mots
A mi-chemin entre la vie et la mort
Et dans leurs yeux mi-clos

Le soleil, le soleil brille encore
Une île de lumière
Un cerf volant s'est posé sur la mer
Un vent de liberté
Trop loin, trop loin pour les emporter

Un peu plus près des étoiles
Au jardin de lumière et d'argent
Pour oublier les rivages brûlants
Un peu plus près des étoiles
A l'abri des colères du vent
A peine un peu plus libres qu'avant

Un peu plus près des étoiles
Au jardin de lumière et d'argent
Pour oublier les rivages brûlants
Un peu plus près des étoiles
A l'abri des colères du vent
A peine un peu plus libres qu'avant

source : http://www.paroles.net/gold/paroles-plus-pres-des-etoiles