Once the meditation is set into routine
the natural fruit
should be to follow what catches your attention in yourself.
And then, where your attention goes, energy goes to purify.
Only if your intent is so, of course.
The good thing, is the self purification
hardly no one really talks of it
because there is shame
why shame if you are not that which you observe?
If you are the Spirit within
then who. cares of your past
and who cares of your defects?
But you should care of one thing though,
am I willing to pry into myself and get it purified?
Only this desire will move your Shakti to purifies you
as you are giving her the green light, saying
I am ready, go ahead show me my dark secrets I swapped under the carpet
as I couldn't face myself.
Blaming someone else for some misfortune, doing it once; why not.
Because we are human after all.
Besides, self controlling anger as a habit, will only hurt you down the road.
As you are refusing to face your inner frustration.
But this is only on spot reaction; that is say justified.
At the same time the opposite is also true.
Under the pretext of letting anger out,
you make it a habit.
Then, you turn into evil.
What is the common point of both?
Habit.
Both are extrems once they become a habit.
So one should learn to cut ourself some slacks,
while ALSO learning to self purify, self correct oneself.
As there is no habit, but only Present enjoyment.
And present is never the same.
Personally, I applied this method and to this day; in less than say two months,
I saw I got two entities/possessions/negativities out of me.
LOL
some people are dramatic thinking of possessions,
as if they don't have any.
If you have none, then trust me you won't be reincarnated there..
Even prophets got their heart blackness kicked out of their nadis - cf prophet Muhammad childhood story.
Passing by much can be said about this, but not the point here.
Point is,
If your attention is away,
then, I ask you,
who is IN?
Your Attention is all you have.
Spirit is in your heart,
yet your attention is outside,
so who is ruling your body, emotions,
when you are away from your temple/home?
These energies, are the possessions in you
you are possessed
all to some degrees.
Only once you are 100% the Pure Spirit Within,
then trust me,
only then you are FREE (from these entities, possessions).
Now, space to my victory,
in October, I went through real challenge during my trip,
which is due for another post,
and this challenge brought all of my anger inside out.
Trust me.
That was good stuff.
All accumulated anger, can I say from this life time at least,
if not from past life included, god knows...
But the good part to it,
this straightened up a situation where politics was involved,
happy to say, that the anger combined with the Shakti,
straightened up the situation.
But that was on spot.
Nothing to dwell on.
I forgot about this happening.
But the second good thing was,
I kept my meditation practice,
and the intensive stuff.
I.e. I kept observing.
Once back from my trip,
at the end of some meditation,
I got a vision of a fabulously ugly entity
with tooth as sharp as a shark.
And then, after it popped into my vision it left.
So that was the anger in me.
Now, can we praise Ange and say it is divine ? no.
Can we hide the anger and self force to some artificial behaviour? no for me
But if yes, then you stay with it; Because that which you hide; and refuse to face, you will keep giving it shelter into the darkness.
Can we be complacent with our own anger and go to the extent of self admiration and self praise? no.
So neither can one self beat, nor self praise; ie no judgement.
Just let it be, let you feel it honestly in the moment and just by intent of self purification, through observation (as the light in your vision is that of the spirit),
this entity is seen
brought to light
then you see it,
and it has to leave your body, your nervous system.
Because
I AM BACK in my own temple.
This is how you glory God within.
You kick out all that other entities from the house of God that is you.
The sooner; the better. Trust me.
Second entity;
next month, in November 2021.
Days before, I was just feeling love while looking at a pencil.
And challenged myself, let's see if I am healed, ie can get it as a permanent state.
Of course next day; I got, I don't even remember why lol, all sad and depressed.
Out of Nowhere.
Just remember to increase my meditation when I felt so.
So this means it got caught on spot by the inner vision of light.
What I saw next?
Another entity, sitting on a bed in a dark room,
face triangular, dishevelled so sad, depressive and gloomy.
And gone.
Now both times, the timing count, you catch it on spot
with no judgement against yourself, as you are the Pure Spirit Inside.
But you shed light there was none before.
And you can never do it at will, unless like the firmament that keeps shifting in a circle,
when comes the time and you feel the pressure of the negativities,
just know it is in you, it is the right time.
And just observe,
and let it go.
Now, as I got it; I asked the spirit, how many left?
12. was the answer.
Must say, I wasn't expecting so much.
Depending with comparison to others, so little.
All is a question of perspective really.
The auspicious dreams though like the one of this morning,
are good as they tell you, you are ok, you are on track.
That dream, I got it; once last night I remembered, as I keep forgetting like a good human
that I am not my thoughts
so the image, analogy is,
Be like a Teflon material,
let thoughts slide on yourself.
You are not them.
Then, I can remember, not fall into the trap of identifying myself with new thoughts.
Finally, I'll be able to sense what is the next emotion that keep sticking to that teflon.
There I'll catch it and shed light on it.
See when it is next.
so far rhythm was one per month.
