Transform your Fear into Fun

lol
i kept saying to my friend
since a few weeks
let's go tree climbing !

of course
routine habit is so much tenacious
that he never makes it out...

today
my desire was so strong
that i just say
let's go!

and we were out on our way...

now...
lol!
when i arrived there!
i was hitting my head
in my imagination
saying to myself
"dear! what happened to you?!!
you are the ONE who brought us there!"
i said this
when i realised how HIGH the trees were...

and i saw complications...

is very funny
when you have desire
you have magic sand thrown on your eyes
and you ONLY see the beauty of it
ahead of its time

and somehow
once you are in front of the very stuff
you desired so much
it felt like swerving for a split of a second
and footstep a bit shaky lol
and innerly
wishing to strangle myself
ahead of time
before EVEN having tried it

why?
because was ALL new
because was TALLLLL trees
because i had NOT imagined how it would be in terms of fears...
and only saw FUN

so desire/fun led me there
and then i discovered fear

actually when i looked around me
there were adults and kids
all mixed up
doing this tree climbing
and in each and everyone lips and minds
the word FEAR was placarded!

so i felt a waft of fear there!
lol but mixed with fun/success/ and
the STRONG conviction
and so dearly admitted
"YES there is fear
and NEXT there is FUN"

it felt so
this double FF hit me
like a waft
lady prepare yourself for Fear and Fun!


and guys
it was like that !

i had more Fun than Fear
actually i realised i have NO vertigo
and i sat on top of trees 10 to 20 m from the ground
legs hanging in the air

the hardest was to
bear my own weight for some activities
by the end of day
my arms felt like mashed potatoes lol

the activity i loved it!
i realised
that i had great balance
especially when i had to jump from
one moving to another moving wooden plateform
soooooo great it was!

initially
i was so paralysed
that my OWN feet was feeling LIKE glued
to the wood
i could NOT move it
even when my mind ordered it
it felt i was weighting 200pounds!

and then
i looked keenly at a kiddo
she was just directing her gaze
and her feet went where her gaze went to

and she kept doing it
and it felt so easy peasy looking at her!

and i could feel her excitement
for the next step
and for the oh-so-waited arrival!

so!
i just looked at her
and i imbibed myself from her state of mind
and i realised
what i think is what i experience
just like that!

and as i was thinking of fear and hardship
so it was what my body/experience of the game
was giving me back
heaviness and stiffness...

so, one i imbibed myself
of that girl state of mind
then, i did it!
while my friend had still hard time doing it

but as far as i was concerned, this time
i just progressed as if i was walking
on plain ground
my feet felt light
and so my body regained agility
and i did great split with my legs lol!

so yes...
ALL is in the mind
if your mind think is hard
then it gets hard

literally speaking
hard means heavy
and your feet BECOME heavy
and GLUED
and you can't move!

or if you manage to move
is like you are doing huge effort

so as i got the hang of it
everything in the mind
i imbibed myself from the lightness and fun
of the moment
and just made the whole circuit so FUN!

then,
two girls around 10 year of age
joined me
one said to me
while reassuring herself
"see, in this game,
there are moments we are afraid
and others were it flows"

jesus!
so refreshing this girl was!
ah! in countryside
i tell you kids are full of wisdom
and maturity and lightness

in paris
even the best of them
lack this freshness
and most of time look like crippled in their manners
cause they absorb too much from the environement around
which is so..

and was such a pleasure to chit chat with her

and now
even when i watch tv
or do anything at my job
it is like that
is LIKE the VERY scene is SPEAKING to me
TEACHING me
is so much hammer like wisdom hitting!

so when this girl said that
it felt such a deep wisdom
as if Life is saying me
"see dear?
Life is like that game
at times you are afraid
and at other time it just flow.."

beautiful!

there i was philosophing about life
while 15m in the air hanging between two trees
and swinging to reach my arrival spot lol!


ahahhaha

there was a SCARY moment
when i was there
cause had NO CLUE
of how to move ON

see?
that was funny
on this place you have to FACE
your fear
no way out!

a little boy was up high
and could not move
her mother told him
"see? you can't go back
just move on
you are safe"

again
this hit me
first i praised that mother
in myself
how good education she is giving to his son
through that game

then i praised that game
for there is no way backward
you are OBLIGED to MOVE FORWARD
either you do it or you die/lol of shame
cause you CAN'T just give up!

you HAVE to Face your Fear
no one can come and take you back
and there is no emergency exit
no dogging
face it or die(of shame) lol!

so when i arrived to the next circuit
there i was standing on the edge of tree
and 20meters away from me was the next landing spot
a huge net!
and inbetween nothing

there i said to myself
HOW on EARTH am i supposed to LAND there?

hahaha
actually was SO easy!
the rope was on the other side
so the girls helped me to slide it towards me
and then
she said
'now be brave'

hahaha
i laughed hard
cause i was so happy
to hear so much straight forwardness
i miss so much this kind of honest talk

and her maturity was just astonishing!

and then
i got the rope
and had to land on the net 20meters away from me
so i said to myself
"dear, think NOT!
just THROW yourself in the air"!!!!!


hahahahhaa
i did it!

and landed on the net
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cooooooooooooooooooooooool!
mwha:x


and then
everything was easy peasy!
the BEST moments were when i had to do such long sliding
from one tree to another on a rope
just FAB!

see?
Life taught me clearly that lesson this day
"if you follow your desire,
then you can face your fears"

see?
before going
i had no awareness of my fears
sure i have no vertigo
but the unknown is a fear
not knowing is a fear
doing stuff you never did is a fear
not knowing how to use your body is a fear
cause you have to go out of your known comfort zone
and face your limits,
your untold and undiscovered fears

only the moment on earth
in 3D reveal them to you
and your experience
yes your very experience heal them
and then you transform your fears into FUN!

Flooding

The day i wrote my last post
while going asleep
i was meditating
and saw the vision of a place
with many small size dams

and suddenly from above
i could see that water
started to overflow
so much that
the dams resisted not

once the vision ended
i thought not much of it
i had no bad feeling
rather i saw was may be
some spiritual meaning

may be was a metaphor
about vibrations which
once unlock at some barriers
could start again to flow
without encountering any resistance

in dream
i was told
it is about flood
and i remember
to have said
"no no there is no flood
anywhere where i live"
"plus i don't felt bad
during the vision"

and today
i heard on news
that south of france
got some flood issue

still it hit me not
till i watched the news
and heard of the lethal implications
and the amazing images of road split open

that's it
i felt i owed the post
to the vision i could not make sense for it

and passing by
usually i look at the feeling
i have in the dream
or vision

but this time
i wonder why i had no
"bad" feeling of it

i was just admiring
the beauty of the water
how it was overflowing
and running so freely
from above


i guess
there was no bad feelings
because i was not involved in it
nor warned as a person
but i was seeing it
more in a state of witness

for the bad feelings
means the soul is involved
and thus is in danger

ah i got it
is the difference
i see now
between soul
and spirit

in terms of "involvement in experience" vs "witness state"
cf article below

More than a dozen die in French Riviera flash floods

By Associated Press

October 4, 2015 | 11:31am

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People look at a Ferrari that was destroyed by the floods in Biot, southern France on October 4. Photo: EPA

ANTIBES, France — Flash flooding around the French Riviera has killed at least 16 people, some drowned in a retirement home and others trapped in cars and campsites. Torrents of muddy water inundated buildings, roads and railway tracks, disrupting movement along the Mediterranean coast Sunday.
Residents of the picturesque and touristy region, stunned by the ferocity of the brief downpour Saturday night, described it as the worst flooding they’d ever seen. It was so dramatic that it prompted President Francois Hollande to pay an emergency visit Sunday to promise government aid for victims.
Helicopters patrolled the area and 27,000 homes were without electricity Sunday after rivers and streams overflowed their banks and fierce thunderstorms poured more than 17 centimeters (6.7 inches) of rain on the Cannes region in two hours Saturday night. That is the equivalent of two months of rainfall for the region, local radio France Bleu-Azur reported.

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A man stands in the middle of a flooded road in Biot on October 4.Photo: Getty Images

Hollande said the overall death toll by midday Sunday was 16, with three still missing. Government officials had given conflicting reports about casualty figures earlier in the day.
“It’s not over,” Hollande said, visiting the flood-stricken retirement home in the town of Biot and meeting with emergency workers.
He expressed condolences to families of victims and urged residents to remain cautious, especially on the region’s roads, many of which remained impassable Sunday. He promised aid for residents hit by the flooding and lamented serious damage to local stores and other businesses.
Some residents criticized authorities for not doing more to prevent flood damage in the region. Local firefighters and meteorologists said the amount of rain was unusual for the region this time of year, but were especially shocked by the intensity and speed of Saturday’s storm.
People were found dead in the towns of Cannes, Biot, Golfe-Juan and Mandelieu-la-Napoule in the southeast, the president’s office said.
Three elderly people were killed in the retirement home, Hollande said. Three others were found dead in their car after entering a flooded tunnel, authorities in Golfe-Juan said. Interior Ministry spokesman Pierre-Henry Brandet said the dead included victims who had been trapped in a parking lot and campsites as well.
Winds and rain whipped palm trees along the famed Croisette seaside promenade in Cannes in images shown on BFM television. Some cars parked near Cannes shore were swept away and overturned by high waves.

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People pass cars stacked onto one another in Mandelieu-la-Napoule, southeastern France.Photo: Getty Images

In nearby Antibes, campsites along the Brague River were suddenly inundated with muddy water. Cars overturned and roads were slick with mud.
Several trains were stopped because of flooded tracks, and traffic remained stopped along the Mediterranean coast between Nice and Toulon on Sunday morning, according to the SNCF rail authority. Several roads in the region were closed, including those reaching Cannes, which was particularly hard hit.
The flooding also disrupted a French league soccer match in Nice, forcing the stadium to shut down in the middle of play.
Hundreds of emergency workers were involved in rescue efforts, helped by clear skies around the region Sunday.
Pope Francis offered his prayers for the victims during his weekly Sunday blessing from St. Peter’s Square.
“We express our nearness to the hard-hit populations, including with concrete forms of solidarity,” he said.
The ANSA news agency said that several trains that were halted by the floods were carrying hundreds of Italian pilgrims to or from the shrine at Lourdes. The Italian group Unitalsi, which transports the sick to the shrine, said all the pilgrims on board were fine.


Source :  http://nypost.com/2015/10/04/more-than-a-dozen-die-in-french-riviera-flash-flood/

Podium of childishness vs true spirit love

such an incredible night dream i had

where to start?

actually is a very long conversation
i had with the spirit
while i was asleep

as you know
in sleep is very quick
but once you write it
it becomes like so long

plus you can't miss
my sidesnotes, neh?
lol

anyway


first
i have to praise the spirit
well is a repetition
as Spirit is Praise itself

let's go into the crux of matter

as i was sleeping
the spirit showed me
lol how some people
were as a group checking my vibes
lol

spirit chuckles
lots
it said

"i like not when they check me"

"it is childish"


i come to the point why it is childish
and pointless
cause i got my wisdom
from that dream explanation

and sometimes
i wonder
me who entered meditation
since only three years
is me who keeps understanding stuff
by Grace of God

but people
who since childhood
or since 10s of years are meditating
are not still getting the point
except for a very few ...

so is so...

when you check vibes
of a person
first you should be yourself PURE
if you are not
then you are projecting your own vibes

second,
this is infantile and childish
to check someone else vibes

because you are putting yourself
into the "judging" position
"ok this person is lost"
"she is no more a Mother worshiper..."

and another time
you check vibes of that person
and end up saying
"wow! such a bucket of cool vibes"

and add up after
"ah! she came back on the path"!

:)))

if you could hear
how the spirit laughed at that


is because everything is false!

from the logic to the bottom line
of the "essence" of the checking...
everything is false!

condition one : Be pure - it means a very much advanced person can do it
condition two : as a collective this will boil down to the "lowest denominator" of that group
condition three : know that vibes are NOT stationary state
as they EVOLVES
if there is no "low" vibes at times HOW on earth can you purify yourself
to get that BUCKET of COOL vibes after?

example : it suffices that a person be stuck in a traffic jam
or obviously for a girl that she be on her period
and you check her vibes
what will you get ? hot vibes dear.

now....
if your logic is SOUND
when you check her again
and see she has EXTREMELY good vibes
what SHOULD your SOUND logic commands you to?

"ah! she never lost the path
actually she is doing pretty good!
she has been EVOLVING
PURIFYING herself
PRETTY GOOD
and this, while she was
ON HER OWN...."

this is what the SOUND logic commands you to say..

YET,
some numbnuts
will have no ability to make the link
one day they will "judge" a person being "out of the collectivity"
and the other day "coming back to the path"????!!!!

hello?
is there ANY sound guy there?
yes .. one at least
whose thought changed, spirit told me
and that person realised
that i was all the way long.... on the path


i even saw the face of that person
and blink and kiss that person ;):x

for that.

the rest of them
bunch of infantile behavior
racing for the podium of judgement
assuming one is "very pure" is the culprit

as it leads them to pass judgement
wasting their blessings and
never understanding
the SPIRIT factor
only gluing themselves to the vibes

do you know guys?
that vibes are very pure divine tool?
if you keep judging others
instead of judging yourself
you will get a very harsh hit back by the divine?

so just beware.

spirit likes not such kind of vibes checking
check vibes using WISDOM
and NOT by empowering yourself
over the destiny of others
of WHO is or NOT in collectivity

and while some are stuck on
some "physical group/collectivity"
others EVEN alone
manage to EVOLVE and get ever improved vibes
ONLY by keeping faith in the spirit
and by NOT judging others
YET by only concerning herself
with her OWN cultivation

this being said
may be some wisdom
may one day sink
into some self righteous
and self improvised "yogi" judges

now,
what is the wisdom of the vibes?

once you are sure you are PURE - very advanced
and are part of a group where you are conscious of the lowest denominator

then, know that 
vibes are showing the state of your chakras
which can switch as swiftly as your surrounding conditions

these are NOT a permanent state
these are temporary

now,
when you see "bad vibes"
well i NEVER EVER check my vibes even less others vibes
why?
because is self obvious to me
that when i get angry or hyper
then this is THE VERY SIGN that there is STUFF to be purified
and AS i am SOUND

i USE spirit
by saying "i forgive you (to the bugger that is nerving me)
i love you, please forgive me"

why?
because  my ego will never do that
but my spirit CAN and WILL do that to the SPirit in the OTHER
and NEVER to the ego of the other guy
oki?

so once
i use the spirit
then,
i can be pretty sure
followed with meditation
i would EVOLVE
and do my SHARE to be purified
capish?

YET
if the vibes checking show only "static vibes"
HOW on EARTH could i evolve?
never.

this is why vibes checking is useless
you just need to use forgiveness, love, and meditation
and healing takes place

so does evolution.

so vibes show
chakras state as PUMPS
how they are PUMPING

lol
how can you on this basis
judging someone's PATH? and EVOLUTION
which is safeguarded BY the Spirit?hmm?
enlighten me..

so when you use the "please forgive me"
from (your) spirit to (the other) spirit
so on the spirit level you heal your vibes

ONLY if you do so
you are ON the path
and this NO ONE can judge you
Except the Spirit Who knows
if you are or NOT in the spirit realm
oki?

so these mantra of forgiveness
are NOT the chakra
they are the Pure spirit
that let go and love stuff
is powerful
and Far ABOVE vibes

Spirit is Above
vibes
vibes are like a boat
leading you to the Spirit


so in my dream
the spirit said
that "vibes checking behavior is very immature"
"chakras are just pumps of energies.
they are not static"

so the vibes checking meaning
is :
"ok.. where the chakras are pumping now"

assuming that vibes are static
and on that assumption
passing judgement on others
is totally not a dharmic way
lol

has not jesus said
beware what you judge will judge you back?
and the irony is
that when you are judged back by your OWN judgement
and that evil touches you
you don't realise
why and where it is coming from...

so i remember well the last words of the spirit
"really, they are immature
instead of forgiving as jesus said
they do what they do..."

see when i write this
i even feel the sadness of it

i feel like
there is a great potential on those yogis
but that is left uncovered
because of their odd immature choices...

if they uses more spirit
and less deform the vibes purpose
they would not need me as a "muslim" advertisement
for other muslims ;)

because Truth shines by itself
and It attracts by its light and love that it emits...
it needs no advertising
nor self applauding
of how many muslims one managed
to make into hindus yogi hahaha

Truth sets you free
from ALL rituals
cause is the Real YOU.


and i know spirit loves me
and i love it too:x
and if you cannot see it
know that It sees you

kissi :x