Angel Israfil

yesterday or so
i saw the angel israfil
flying towards me
it was sent by God

and i felt a little afraid
because in my mind it was associated with death
guess i was mixing him up with the angel of death

and right after a few seconds
it was preceded by another angel
and i felt very happy and honored
to see this other one
because it was full of light and i felt joy


yes the angel israfil is the angel of day of judgement
one of the four angel bearing the throne of God

Women state

a few days ago i dreamt of shri mataji
i was walking along a corridor with her

it was the corridor of a prison
and she stopped at the doors
and open the small window in them

to see in the room
the state of majority of women

i was seeing it through Her eyes
and most women state was very dirty
poor and lacking hygiene
and very sad
as it can be in a middle age like prison

actually
it was their inner state
the jail being their thoughts

Grave digging and our true nature

dream are strange stuff
they can you make understand
deep stuff
using casual "signboard"

like there

saw myself in a boat
sitting at the edge of it

then digging up a grave
in it a woman dead due to some infection


at times the dream are
very close to the one who watches it
but not to the reader









in it it meant clearly :

when we get so identifid with this body
that we remember not
our divine nature
this body identification
calcify us /
or this false knowledge infest us so much
by a wrong identification
that we die of it

like by a poison.

ps :
i read it somewhere
saints became mortal
when they thought their body were made of clay

i found this statement wonderful
as in one statement it shows
how initial divine nature when it chooses
to believe in one identification
leads us to conform to its law
and thus die