Tuesday 10 March 2015

Sooo helpful people!

Indeed our day reflects
our meditation in the morning

is incredible

here is my today's experience

well is not incredible eventwise
but humanity-wise

i was shopping today
and once i paid
i realised i bought a frozen item by mistake

so i asked to just change it
and well it was impossible
and i tell you also that i could not at the end exchange it lol
so no suspense

but what was incredible
was the utter kindness of the first cashier
for she was all smiling
while i tell you
try to shop at 6pm in paris
is a drama there! hahaha
impossible to even get time to smile and chit chat
given the crowd
and despite themselves,
the cashiers grow grumpy

then, out of nowhere
the head of the store
who was leaving for home
saw me
while i have not EVEN asked him anything
and he wanted to solve my problem
taking literally the ticket out of my hand
i was astounded

especially when it is 6pm
and you are leaving your work place
usually you don't care for customers
especially if they bring you their problem lol

so here was contrary
he came by himself
while he was supposed to leave his job place
and took upon himself to solve my issue

but could not
why ?
because once you buy frozen stuff
they can't proceed to exchange
is the rule

anyway
i was about to leave
and a third person came from behind
a woman
and she stopped me saying
"may be i can buy you your article"

i could not believe that
finally she could not
as she was very very very bio oriented lady

but i was literally amazed at her kindness
and i told her
whether you buy it or not
i really find it very kind from you

and she said
well i heard you
and thought if i were in your shoes
i would love someone to do so to me

wow
i tell you
this lady's kindness and attentive care
for someone literally a stranger
to consider her as her own self
is never seen
first time i ever see this with me

and again
i conclude
that indeed
if ourselves we purify our energy
then we open new doors in ourselves
and as we are a universe in us

the universe out
ONLY reflects the state of the inner

so in times of such Grace and Kindness
i thank God
for that is exciting new experiences
of seeing that it works!
purification works!

and equally
but with delay
obstacles in life are also means of wonder
and with the right attitude of excitement

to see
HOW GOD is going to CHANGE your surrounding
your obstacles
your lacks
your sorrow
your worries
your sadness

into its oh so long awaited happiness

but what happens
is
that we reject all of the obstacles
onto others
which is normal
for the other too is at fault somehow
BUT
as a spiritually aimed person
who wishes for personal evolution

after the natural human judgement
at others
one should learn to MOVE ON

and the moving on
can only happen

IF we use
this golden opportunity to FEEL our OWN sadness
and bring it to the altar of God within
and to let it be flown over
by his/her vibrations

and in this very emptiness
the obstacles are transformed
so are the people around

never one can change someone
is like the matrix spoon
trying to bend the spoon
one should bend/bow within
so that the spoon outside bow too
for we are the spoon

why?
for the spoon out is the universe
that is in us
and we are this whole universe within

hence all is indeed one

ah ! feeling so much better
after having written it!

Monday 9 March 2015

Blue Tara

another experience when i was meditating

my intention was this time
to clean all the remainder of any right vishuddhi blocages
for we better settle stuff on this earth
than to store them in our body
and get reincarnated in weirdo life scenario hahaha

indeed,
for i felt a very light prick on the right finger
and i decided the above

which is very very much illusive
to say "light" prick

for i tell why

my intuition says
when it is light
it is not necessarily minor
it means just it is deep down
and the kundalini is working it out
to bring it to the surface
and purify it

for remember
any "small" matter
can easily cause a catastroph
as much as getting you reincarnated
so is never a small or light matter
as one may thing

but the "light" prick
does mean that it is not a stuck blocage
in deep mud lol hahaha

so i stayed at this chakra
and hold it loooooooong
during my walking meditation
remember?
the walking one is way more efficient
in terms of purification

and yes i hold it
till i felt it all cool
till this coolness spread to all other fingers
and whole hand too

and guess what happened
as hardly as i sat down
and closed eyes for the sitting meditation

i saw myself standing
near a group of people
and my head stretched itself to the far away group
and asked them
"why don't you see me?"

it was like the me of this vision
was as the spirit identity
who was bewildered
that that which is present - as my true identity- i.e. the spirit
is not seen, while is so obvious

and lo! it was no more my head i was seeing
once it came back
it was all blue!
a female head with beautiful eyes carved like in stone statue
wide open
and such a nice smile on her face
i would call it a serene smile mixed with wisdom
for it has such a self knowledge/control

then after meditation
when i was going to start my day
i felt lots of rain drops! on my back
at the right side of it - near the right heart level
so i said to myself
neh, is for sure the cool breez no rain lol
so no need to verify by touching

and yes each time when i challenge
lol it puts me in doubt
so it became so intense
that i literally thought droplets were falling
and that at this very place my shirt was WET
lol so i HAD to touch it to check
and of course! i lost my challenge  i had to verify!
hahaha

anyway
it happens again after
at the right ribs

so later came the knowledge
that this is the right vishuddhi which got purified
from any old resentment i had
and i bet it was related to 5 years ago
for it was the very first time i learned
that people could be betraying
in a way you can say was my first betrayal experience


for you see
the thing is
if you don't purify it
then you experience your NEXT experience
through this VERY filter of betrayal
and hence you cannot "let go" on the spot
and after you NEED to use meditation

to purify it
but this requires adequat discipline
and persistence
for it to be healed for good.

all praise be to God!
i am so happy it is healed!

how so?

well,
when we have experiences with people
negative one from our perspective
what happens
is that once the matter is over
this trauma and "negative" energy
REMAINS in us
in our ki channels

and UNLESS and UNTIL
we purify it
by bringing them INTO the emptiness
we cannot heal ourselves from future "bad" experiences

so the emptiness heals these left over unbalanced energies
in us
and this is HOW one is healed and balanced and acquires NEW
qualities
which are not NEW
but only were clouded by this past trauma

hence the numbnuts who says
"well meditation is not everything,
you gotta develop qualities"

i tell them
you are already the pure spirit within
what qualities you have to develop?
you want to force a pooh out of yourself? hahaha

and pretending having such qualities?

you just have to CARE for yourself
instead of caring for the ass of the other
if he or she is doing well or not
is NOT your affairs
your affairs are YOUR OWN SELF

once you clean yourself
really
you do a favor to the others
by shining more purity
and being less a pain in their ass
and creating more compassion thereby for them

true compassion
is not the one in word or in deeds
for they are meant to be an extention
of the essence of this compassion in you
which is this spirit
and you can only let it shine compassionately
if yourself you are compassionate to yourself
by treating your blocages
in order to let emptiness absorb this trauma you had

and then
may be one day
make your presence so lovable
that one can see this cool and soft gracious energy
overflowing from you

i think it is how we have standards
we see beauty
like this light for me
and it suffices to see people after
and you can on the spot tell
where they are in their evolution
as regard to this light

it is nothing bad to be
on different level of evolution
this is what makes the beauty of Life
and i love it

but that which is bad and sorrowful
is to remain STUCK to a level
for it means one refuses evolution
and that is sad
for oneself
and for the others

and how do you know that you are stuck?
when you are not letting go of your past "bad" experience
and you keep repeating it like a disk even months after!
so much that even months after it is "sticking in your throat"
lol
this idiom exist not for nothing
it means you have to purify your clogged throat chakra
and of course the agnya as you can't let go

for life thrives only when we are in movement
let it be an ascending one.

and for the wet rain
lol as if a rain could be not wet
but i call it so
it was situated at my right channel
so indeed it was linked with the right vishuddhi purification

and the blue face
was the one of the blue tara

hm, is very beautiful
to be given such gifts after meditation
it is like kids who get mark after their school work
they want more so they work more
is rewarding


and yes color blue of the face
for the vishuddhi color is blue.

:)

kiss:x
ps :i know not much of blue Tara
but will have a look


Tara
Though Tara & Kali are same yet their complexions are different. Kali complexion is dark whereas Tara complexion is blue. Tara killed the demon 'Hayagreeva'. She has Lord Shiva lying under her feet like a corpse. Her bluish complexion's beauty is magnified manifold by her three eyes, which appear like a blue lotus flowers. In her four hands she has a scissors, a head (skull), a lotus flower and an axe. She wears tiger's skin on her body, and has a necklace of skulls around her neck. She is considered to be very violent in nature, but her eagerness to shower blessings on the devotee is infallible too. So she is the most merciful. Tara or Ugratara is worshipped for the attainment of powers of speech, pleasures and even salvation. She is also worshipped for the destruction of enemies. Tara is worshipped in the night and is an another appearance of Shakti. She is considered to be the ruler and presider of miraculous effects and accomplishments.


source : http://www.freewebs.com/jaidurga/informationonmataji.htm




Lovely shots! fell in love with them:x
and i love the mantra and the devote singer voice too
was told that when she was still in her mother womb
her father used to recite her this mantra nearing the womb
every day. :)

Sunday 8 March 2015

Beautiful cool light

:)
ah that is soo cool!

let me start so
it is like a cool, slow and lightly moving ray of light

oh so beautiful it is!

thing is i see it more and more often now
it comes out from my laptop screen
i noticed it is when i asked myself a question
and am working on it
and then this cool sun ray appears

is so beautiful
i feel mesmerised watching it
ah so beautiful
i have tears in my eyes

the other day
i got up for the early meditation
and i was wondering about why i have found this sun ray
so beautiful

so i was focusing on its light
and the feeling that it gave me

the feelings associated to
the description above
was "kind" " and "soft" definitely

and its slow moving
makes me feel
now i can say
like a cloud moving

and by then
it hit me
i said it is "gracious"
this is why i love it

so i wondered
why it was so different from
the light of the day, of the sun

because the sun light is
very heated, strong

while this light
was very cool, and eeric

the former is
Glorious

the latter
is Beautiful serenity

like sun
and moon
lights


in islam
the attributes of God
are divided in two groups
Jalal and Jamal
Jalal is the Glorious heated energy in those attributes of God
and the Jamal is the Cool beautiful ones


and suddenly
when i thought of the word
that fit it most
"Grace-ful"

suddenly,
i saw Mother mary
she was sitting in a bent way
and in its place
i saw after a foetus in a womb
with a dim cool light
reflecting on it
so that i see it

so i said to myself
it is the same light of Grace
the one out of my laptop screen
is the same than the one on this foetus


it was a foetus in its very early stage
enlightened by a dim light

just like this :