Mahadev

Devon ka dev Mahadev

it is wonderful

i watched the first episode
i loved those scenes

when sita took the leaves
i wondered what leaves it is

when she took it
bringing her both hands to her central channel
and closed her hands in the center

it was incredible
for i felt as if my own kundalini was arising

so beautiful sound too
when shiva entered the scene

and before his coming
a cool breeze sound was being heard
and white blue mist enveloping him been seen

and when he said
he needs no rituals nor other praises
YET what matters is that one
does not boast on one s individual value while
separating itself from others contribution to life too

for one thus forgets that others too
other parts of creation that boast not
and yet are such a marvelous creators
are important for creation as much

when one does this
and dharma is endangered
then Shiva destroys creation

it reminded me
of the true symbolism of meditation

that is
if shiva is that GOD
as in quran the Creator of creators

He , the silence
needs no praise nor rituals

for thoughtless awareness
is just destroying thoughts
as shiva
and all praises and intelligence of the creation put together
is of no concern to it
nor does it add or remove to its Eternal  Glory
which stands by itself


yes when destruction comes
it is because balance has been broken
true
when one quality tries to overpower another
like the son of bramadeva saying i am wise and knowledgeable
shiva asking him
what about other creation who is also worth of great role play
in contributing to the beauty of the world like him
but which boast not

he became silent
for when he get attached to a personal conviction
he forgets it is just a passing one
and others convictions or role too are as much important as his
and as much impermanent as him

while there is no permanence except in the Eternal Essence of the spirit
who is peace in the sahasrara

this i realised it shockingly today
when i was taking a pic
someone came in the scene
so half a second later i took another
while the person had moved away

and that is when i realised shocked
that is how much life is impermanent
not at all hanging onto anything
but just flowing

and my mind in comparison is sooo slow
that it stays with an image
even when this image or person is no more
in the camera

oh yes
the trident of shiva
reminds me of the arabic letter allah
with the three laam
tri-dent

it represents i was told the three
principles of the universe

creation
preservation
destruction

brahma
vishnu
shiva

as related in this first movie

so one is not above the other
but like the story of the rainbow colors
which are disputing which color is best
they seen that they are more beautiful when together
than when separated

so the beauty of universe
is to be able to witness
the beauty of creation
and its preservation
and destruction

to protect the path of dharma

BELLY sensations

i always tend to imagine stuff
for i am too mental a person

well it is ok to be mental


BUT for taking DECISONS
MASTERY is the BELLY

BELLY is the center of WELL BEING

THUS

when i have to take a decision
and i start imagining
i MUST STOP

and (after raising energy)
turn my attention IN THE BELLY
THE CENTER OF MASTERY

and CHECK HOW IT FEELS

JESUS!
hope for God sake i will remember NEXT TIME

so i turn my attention inside
and CHECK HOW IT FEELS

FEELS GOOD OK
LET S GO and DO IT

feels NOT good
don't do it


so i should JUST GO with the 
"what FEELS GOOD in THE BELLY" :)

Attention being Fully Present

:)

This week end i got a near to real dream
it was again like it was real life

i was being shown and explained how to use our attention

it was shown that where i put my attention
a ray of light was coming out of my eyes/mind
and INSIDE of me
WHERE was my attention,

the DIRECTION/IMPACT of the light
was being decided


LITERALLY speaking
it was HOW we were affecting life around

so,
in the example

i saw that i was putting my attention
on some stuff i forgot now
then, the LIGHT which was coming out of my eyes
rather i prefer to say the ray of light
or the laser symbolising the attention

was hitting DIFFERENT places in the world
lol
i was astonished
and said to myself in the dream
HOW come that i am HERE PRESENT
and my attention got over there!
in canada
and also the ray got split and affected in the SAME moment
other fields/topics

then, it hit me
HOW powerful it would be to BE PRESENT.
for i wanted all of my attention to be on the spot i watched

and not to see it taking different directions,
when i expected only one.

and i was told that it is HOW attention makes ricochet

the outer/ricochet
are showing me where my INNER attention is located

i.e on different thoughts

so it HIT me on the spot
two things !

first and FOREMOST
i said to myself
IF MY attention is WHOLLY PRESENT
present i mean IN PLACE and TIME
FULLY there
then HOW much powerful it should be!
as it is FOCUSED on ONE SINGLE place

SECOND
i felt elated
because i felt just how i could be actually
feeling peaceful to be able to SEE the WHOLE
of my attention on one place

and not having to witnessing it being dispersed here and there
lol over there in canada
what it is doing in canada while it should be present ?
i wonder

but then i realise now
that it is why we have experiences
PROVIDING we WITNESS experiences
and not get carried away by them

if we have those witnessing moments of our experiences
that our soul needs
then we can get detached
from them
we can detach our attention from them
while  aiming at maintaining joy while experiencing them

well i realise this now.

but above all
to be true to my dream impression
my foremost impression was

"Let's get ALL of my attention NOW in ONE PLACE
and let it not got split and divided here and there.
for i am feeling in advance joy to see it ALL in front of me"

so in the dream
i had seen bubbles of lights  exploding
while hitting different stuff on which was my attention
and affecting in thousands of ways around me people and stuff
while it was making ricochets everywhere
even in canada
as i said

so my attention was not in ONE space
it was in this sense not yet fully present


second thing
which dawn on me
once i woke up

yes usually it is
as one would say
a crispy clear mind after such visions

so i realised :

the power of forgiveness is
the power of (being) PRESENT
giving back attention to the present
(by letting go that which make buzzing noise in our mental space)

so giving back our attention to the present
is our full right
to be joyous

and THAT is to WIN.

well, now i cannot right this latter paragraph
as brilliantly and clearly as i realised it
for by them these lines where really clear

this is why i should invest in a tablet
at least i could write it on the spot

:)