Sun Warmth and Sweet meals...

Got back from my sunny trip...
even more delicious
when i realised was minus 4 and minus 8 there
mwhahaahhaha


over there life was sooooo great
imagine i could do ALLLLL i wanted
and still was only 4pm in afternoon
time passed NOT
lol i could be late and was not late
i could do such a GREAT bargains and found doing that deliciously powerful


SUN was amazing
imagine we were only in january...

got plenty of vitamin D

i was told to be a fierce business woman there
of course i told them
"i took it as a compliment"

hahahaha

Got even one guy asking if i was already married

managed to meditate there
better than here
had amazing dreams

In one jotting down moment
i would say that
i was amazed at :

time blessings - just lengthen, never late
day starts and you have all the time in the world to do all you want

second,
things FLOWS
you just wish something, you do it
here in France, so administrative
you can't see opportunities
you have to dig them out
people cooperate not, so stingy they are
lack behavioral generosity
are afraid all of the time
not open opportunities

third,
seeing people living their life simply
and of course striving to become richer
yet you still have TIME to see  them evolving
here with globalisation everything is same in apparence
though people are just plain empty inside
rare are families with some stuff in them

but but but
one thing people mentality there
is always money tuned
everything is to be sold lol

but just within 3 days i got bored
my boredom level is increasing fast
cause i want new stuff and find something new and richer with meaning

lol i started to tour the country
was somewhat more appeased
but really i have the feeling i saw all i wanted to see

so far so good!

KISS to my lovely readers

Petals and her Sun

OKAY
did all the sales in the world
i could do mwhahahahaha

got so many gifts too!
in cre di ble !
so colorful and cute

now in this cold out there
i am sitting so comfy in that sofa
definitely i love it!

gotta take cocoa and a good spoonful of chantilly Cream
YUMMMMY!!!

am of course late
in doing my luggage!!!

but but but...


SUN OF MY LIFE
I AM COMING!!!

hahahaha
mwa:x;)

Your role is to give us Joy

what a feast today...

i was with kiddos
and i managed to managed them all lol

okay i need more training on that
but i did pretty well
to manage 12 kids that i knew not
hmm?;)

anyway
was very nice
kids try your limits
you need to learn how to assert your authority
that is the advice my friend gave me when i let this be known

for me
what i learned with kids
is that after 5 hours of managing them
i was not exhausted
actually i was very much energetic till the end 

i got them all to love me back!
and this struck me
cause was unexpected!!

the most youngest girl
such a shy one
just joined me when i sat on the sofa at the end
and snuggled herself againt me

woa
it strucked me!
cause she was so shy all the way
and all of sudden just intimate and so loving..

two other ones
started to tell me their secrets
which of course i will NEVER tell
even to you lol

cause i KEEP secrets
i never tell them
i KEEP trust

for i have some good education
and i have strong faith
and i know basics of everything is
to approach people with respect
and then you can connect with them
and always keep their trust
even if they break yours

cause i truly care for my cleanliness

so spontaneously
they started to tell me their secrets
lol
so cute it was

one cutee
told me
but why don't you go with adults?
why don't you join them, and instead stay with us?

i told her
"well, imagine? if i was not there?"

then she got her eyes wide open
and said
"ahhhh !! but i know!
is because your role is to make us
the kids, filled with Joy!"

sincerely
even writing this
my heart is melting

it struck me inside
really
i said to myself
she is telling me
that my role has been to stay with them
to give them JOY

and a few seconds after
she realised that
lol as my friend says
"lo! behold! her eyes opened up!" hahaha

she got headache
and said it to me
so i put my hand
on her chakras
first the belly,
then the heart
then the throat
and the agnya/forehead
i held her both temples
and massaged her sahasrara


i raised her kundalini three times

and then i told her
how you feel?

and she said
"i forgot what i was feeling
and asking you
is like i forgot what happened"
"and i feel so cool inside"

i just smiled
cause she was saying in other words
i have no more thoughts..
this is why she said she forgot
what she was thinking about

and then
before leaving
i got both groups of kids
on my back
felt like going out of a rugbymen team
:) so happy i was
that kids had fun with me
and that shakti spoke through this kiddo girl
so that she said such wisdom with that ah-ha factor!
lo! eyes wide open

somehow
i felt touching all kids head or face
before leaving
or saying good bye

and somehow
i realised after
this touching
without me knowing
gave them self realisation

i think
a kiddo
is like a match
it get its inner fire on so easily
when you touch it

definitely
when i saw their mom
i saw how much there was a gap
between the kids and their moms

the kids were independent from their manners
to a great extent

than those kids who were grown up
and who soaked up their mom's "bad" habits

such as mocking other kids etc.

is so sorry
that parents learn not more from their kids
but at some point with the adolescence
kids absorb much from their parents

this is why in islam
prophet said
"kids are born on true faith the "Fitrah"
meaning Nature
it is their parents who corrupt them/their religion
as they grow up

so the True Religion is Natural State of when you are born into
and religion is "taught" by parents
so much that it corrupts their natural, intuitive and pure state of innocence
which in itself is not corrupted
but obliterated so much that the kid's innocence is covered up
by its parents' habits which have been absorbed

lovely kids they were
kisses to them
mwa :x