MAGIC LOVE

This movie was THE hymn to seeing Life in the other

in it it was shown
how average couple last not
or even best friendship last not

cause people see not the very PERSON

but they see Money in her or him
or they see FAME and think they will get showered by their nearness
by their Glory and gain it themselves

anyway they see expectation in the other person
and how they can benefit you

is like a girl i knew
as soon as she knew someone was "important"
had fame or was about to marry
she used to stick to that person
to prepare the "land" for the future
so that she has the best seat in the first row in that person life

and get the glory showered on her
or the light of that occasion

see?

that is a calculated behavior
thinking light and love and LIFE is out of you
securing some interest and seat
by all means and "acts of (interested) generosity"

so at some point
i lied to people around
and pretended to have no job nor money
anyway i pretended to be in a lesser state

just to see how they actually are seeing me

and they were not seeing anything
except their own interest in the other person

likewise lately
they came all with sweet words

"i love your stubborness, humor and love,
may be a mix of all that"

and as soon as i started to use this very humor
to play the very person and tease her about her bisexuality

or the spy-der-man lol
about his hidden calculation
to draw back the muslim in advertising their cult

where all their attraction to my love and humor went?
all down the drain

because was empty words
one was seeking me out of curiosity the bisexual one
wanted to see where i live, am i married, what i do
am i sad or happy
sad is better like this she can enjoy it more
people are sadistic especially women to women

the guy,
wanted to manipulate
to get back a muslim in his group
to be able to better advertise his cult

that is what is interest
is an image you have of the person
and you want that image to reasssure yourself
and bring yourself up

thinking is glorious to receive other's light
is not

and as soon as i teased jokingly her bisexual ass

the true words
that her hearts were harboring
came out

"i understand why yogi rejected you"

that made me laugh when i read it
i said hmm.. not 5min before she forgot the love and humor she / they claimed to love in me

it was just a balm they were putting over me
thinking let's pat her as she wishes
and we got her

string of invisble manipulation
that can't EVER work with me

cause
thanks to God Grace
i am ABOVE them
so don't they think i can see them?

anyway,
out of SHEER luck i saw that movie

and in it

two people met
and they ONLY saw LIFE in each other

amazingly the scriptwriter and movie maker
managed to show

how each minute is like the last
and its value is even more priceless
when you -at the same time- ever have present in your mind
the running out of time and yet its ability to contains true Love for Life

and time in itself is not enough to Love

again the actors were infused with this philosophy
their acting were so great
that i would equal it to real

and then their great quality to pass through their eyes
the appreciation of life they were seeing in each other

made me realise
that as a realised person if we manage first to see our OWN self
like this through this thoughtless awareness

which after 10 of years of practice or 30 year of practice
no yogi in paris managed
even less in a permanent way

that is
to see in himself the Life itself

imagine
when you can ALSO see the Life in the other?
and not the image of that person that your self interest made

and now imagine
if both could see themselves AND each other
for that VERY life in them

don't you feel
is a whole NEW level of EXPERIENCING LIFE?

that has nothing to do
with the average man and woman , friend or lover

that has to do with Life itself
and THAT is MAGIC LOVE