Prophetic Light of Grace

was monday
so three days ago
was a particular night
in islamic calendar
is called the 15th of Shaban
is the night of the decree

is one of the most special night
of the year
and preceding ramadan

is th night during which
the muslim consciousness
strives for special purification
and put forward the inner desires
to God so that those desires be fulfilled
if God will

of course
it is a mental level of worshiping
far below the spirit level
but still is devotional
and as long as you mix not
devotion with purification
and when you are into devotion
you worship not an outer God
but the God within
is right

for when you profit
of the devotional time
be it christmas or islamic month
as their is the worshipping power behind
of that very consciousness
you can use it
to boost your own devotion
in that very time

so monday
when i was about to sleep
i had such a nice vision
that i have to describe it now
but again the writing of it
has no equal to the softness of the vision itself

because now that i write it
is very mental description
of what i remember

but the very vision
was alive
like for a movie
it just flows
is so natural
that i even wondered
if is real and meaningful
so easily it flows

is a bit like
when you attune your antenna
to some tv station
and it just pops up
on your screen
and you do no effort really

plus
i loved the energy of it
was a soulful soft and light energy
very agreeable
and delicate

so it was showing me
an alley of trees
and how the light expanded
as a waft of light from imam Ali
to the trees
and how the trees bent themselves
to this prophetic light

this reminded me of a true happening
in hadith indeed
there are testimony of trees
bending themlseves
bowing over the prophet
when he used to walk under them

so the prophetic light
when out of Ali
and its waft touched the alley of trees
and they bowed

and i was told
it is this Grace that i was feeling
and witnessing
that is true meaning of humility

and that it has nothing to do
with what people "asks" you
about
when they requires you to be humble

for that one is a human humility
a mental one
the one that dictates over you
that is a hard one energywise
and has no truth in it

compared to the Divine Grace/
or Divine Humility
the divine humility
is like a waft
that comes inside of you
and expands around
and touches

now i see
it touches the tree of life
in others
and makes them bow to you
in terms of respect and love

so that which is inside you
indeed
and literally speaking
resonates outside
and the universe is bent
for you
to serve you

***sigh***
was such a delightful
waft of Grace/Light/Humility

even my belly feels all relaxed
when i am writing this

so to honor the imam Ali
energy
the night of devotion
i read a bit of his sermon
and as always i am astonished
about his testimony about the beginning of creation
and the details
that only now science let us know about

then the rest of night
i meditated

lol and of course
did not get up for early morning meditation
hahahaha

these two days
i opted for fasting

the fasting
if practised correctly
opens up/purifies your chi channels

i would deal with that later
in another post

and indeed
today as i was working
suddenly i felt a a little tiny
tube like outlet popping out
on the right side of my head

a bit like for a pressure cooker?
when you let the steam go out?
but this time was cool breeze going out
in that way
and at the same time
i was feeling a new scent on the tip of the tongue
so i stayed with it
and put hands on both sides of head
to help the opening deepen
indeed
it was even more flowing
then i stayed a bit in meditation

ah!
it feels good:)

kiss:x