:)
i had a very strong dream-vision,
i always call vision
when i know i am more near to awareness
than glued into the dream passively
in vision, is like alive state
you are either the witness or in control.
here this morning,
right before my meditation time
i saw a man who was from some order
that is not importan to mention here
and was showing me the plan of a roman house
the domus
and showed me how the central part of house
the vestibule was representing the most important part
of our own body the womb
and he spoke of some latin words in the roman house
which were refering to the body
like the perineum
lol i had to watch on net what this word means
and he asked me to search and learn
a bit on the roman traditional homes.
and how people of his order
speak in words which may seem casual to people
like about the roman architecture
but are in truth deep secrets
not for nosy people
then,
while he was refering to the past story of the universe
the scene changed
and it is where i saw part of the universe
yes was wide
he referred to two planets
the first one i forgot which one
but the second one was Venus
and he said these two
ok i stopped to meditate for a few minutes
so cool it felt in the head
it was like the head was cut in two horizontally
and the below part of it was cool air/water
more air ok
let's not say water in case it be false lol
so he was saying that these two planets got destroyed
by darkness
this is why they are as they are now
then,
i saw / he showed me the earth
and the earth was
now all covered by a thin,
but very uniform layer of darkness
all around it
and i could only see a few spot of lights
here and there
less than 10 surely
but he said
it is still thin
so understand that not yet thick
to the point of total unreturning point
then,
the voice of the spirit said to me
"are you deserting meditation?"
believe me
when i heard it
i woke up and went straightly meditate
because i had not heard my alarm
and you know yesterday
before sleeping i talked with my spirit
to show me what i should know about myself
now with some distance
i remember it
and it is his answer
i was slacking in my morning meditation
to be honest, it is so cold
that in winter i like not to feel even colder with the cool vibes
and also after meditation
i feel so empty
that i forget to desire stuff
so that even if i have important stuff to work for
vital and joyous stuff
i get so empty? or forgetful rather
that i just forget to do them
and i edge boredom
so this time
after meditation
i remembered to pray
to the spirit
and ask what i desire
and yes :) i felt happier and filled with my daily schedule
and more enthusiastic
it is with some delay
that i understood the dream
that the earth
is also being covered by darkness
due to this nuclear treat
and past planets have been destroyed
because LOVE were no more
writing it feel sad in my heart
but then,
i remembered that this outer universe
is my own inner universe
that i have been created for it
for this very power is in me as is in you
and in all of us
and if we remember to purify our selves
then we purify our inner universe
and this will in turn EFFECT the outer universe
by way of resonance
when i realised that
i felt indeed
that
i have a glorious power within
and so much worthy is this life within
for it beautify and purify the outside surrounding too.
GLORIOUS
that is the word i learned its real meaning today
and felt it too
so it gave me back my smile
after i started to feel sad about the earth
it just suffice to know
that within is our microcosm
which when purified
effect and manifest itself in the macrocosm
this FABULOUS universe so great it is!
and incredibilty awesome it is that it starts within me :)
now that i see such a beautiful sun shining through my window
i wish you a shiny, cute and comfy coming week end!
kiss:x
ps : some reminder to myself :
we meditate to become the watcher or the spirit and the cool breeze is the holy spirit power
since meditation is actually witnessing the witness
we just do it,and let the shakti get us there(like a boat)
imagine your attention/chit rides some horse..that horse is energy.
since I AM as a microuniverse..the projection of the BIG universe
as i get more love/power..i can irradiate it to the BIG universe!
so this is a great power
the GLORIOUS power
and i am the microcosmos of IT!
imagine that!..the glory of glories!
and IS all in my body/chakras
this is why i felt this morning it was glorious:)
so my vibes WILL go up and down..but the witness never will
and my job is to STAY with those sensations and be that witness
to echo the glory of glories...
imagine,
by purifying the vibes (using cycles..then resuming silent meditation)..i PURIFY the whole world!
so GLORIOUS it is !
is a BIG responsability!
and all i need is to fix it in myself :)
is always about ME ..as spirit..
same for YOU!
