There is a great thing i literally realised today
that when we see someone as bad
actually the person is ok
this feeling of hate i had against a person
i could have had it with another one
it is just that this person happened to be there
at that moment.
so the energy that i bore in me
on a given time
is way deeper in me linked to
some unresolved issue i had let s say with people breaking their words
so when my inner energy which is linked with this breach of trust
once in certain circumstances awakened
and thus TESTED
it manifested itself outside of myself.
but HOW it worked?
i tell you
it is as if this trunk of energy
starting from my belly (for belly is the center of well being)
is linked on one side to a screen which is projecting on it
a past experience of a breach of trust
and the energy trunk grows up to my brain
and there of course
there is no outlet
if my sahasrara is not opened
it receives not the love energy to dissolve it
therefore
it projects like another screen of tv
but let s call it in a laser like way
it project "an image"
on a white piece of marble/light
which is the other person
so that the person is somehow being
influenced and in a way controlled by my energy
and if my inner energy is repulsion
then this person will feel repulsed
and will flee away seeing me
and this works on her
because in her own consciousness she is feeling guilty
and is not at rest/peace!
so the trigger work.
but if i have the sahasrara opened
and let the energy of love being showered
on my deeper inner past experience of breach of trust
this experience is transformed in love
and the energy emitted out of myself
is love
and it attracts in turns the person
whose behavior will change and become amiable
so it is in the end
all about myself
about my inside.
it is never the other one s fault.
after our period of blaming the whole word
we are actually witnessing and experiencing
the manifestation of our own unresolved energies
inside of our selves
which are like any "intelligent" robot
manifesting themselves
out of us
and chiseling our world outside
and making it at our OWN image.
so if our world is ugly
it is because we have inside of us
some precise energy
which is related to some past unresolved painful experience
which ONLY need
like a child does
to attract our attention
to get resolved/to grow!
therefore
it attracts our attention
by manifesting itself
and popping out into our world
and coloring it, painting it
like a child paint on a canvas
have you ever seen a child's painting?
it expresses his subconscious so spontaneously
same with us
our inner energi-es
pop out
when they are triggered by some parameters/circumstances
and they paint on our canvas,
which is our world/people we meet
and it shows us that it needs to receive Light/Love to grow
and it is NOT the kind of love you think
it is ATTENTION ILLUMINATED
the one that is so
when our sahasrara is opened
and the light pours from upwards
deep down
this is WHY
it is important to have loooong meditation
long enough to let this energy of love/cool breeze
sink inside and transform our "matrix" lol
kiss:x
