Tuesday 30 April 2013

Truth once and for all

I am inspired

I want to establish myself FIRST in that meditation
so that it be felt as a permanent vibrations at ALL times

second, i want them to be strong

third, i wish to shift from my current mental evolution
and see everyday a new me and witness a new me
not only in skills but also a shift in worlds
and see myself ascending

i wish to know all the hidden truths
all the secrets of the universe
which I KNOW are no secrets when eyes finally open
they are secrets till i decide not to turn inside
so i know ALL is there

also, i wish to GET certainty in witnessing what happened from A to Z
to the True message of islam
from A to Z
i wish to witness it with my own eyes
no small stories, no reported ones, nor any doubts
the PURE NAKED TRUTH
and smash falsehood down to where it belongs and should remain forever.

from THAT place of TRUTH,

above all,
i wish to break all limits and barriers that ever a mental state has created and will create
for barriers have been created to be broken
so that one flies

and i wish to get to the crux of the matter regarding the corruption which crept into the current islam
which has i KNOW NOW nothing to do with the true message of the prophet.

finally, i wish the inner self assurance that i am on the right path
for i do NOT wish any deviation from it
esp. not to lose right track while believing i am doing good

there is a very keen sense of love
and an even more obvious aspect of Grace that i have not yet experienced
and definitely it is also part of my goal.

Finally, I rebel against those who do not know their own pure desire within
for i feel if they knew it they would never ever be miserable.

it is just that we are afraid to shine
for it is so easy to remain an anonymous personality
and yet so terrific to break all the shackles
it is terrific when you know you have the power to change everything
and turn the world upside down
for normally, like every average person, you accept the consensus to not go out of your fake world
for you prefer a factice comfort zone, a well know path, however torturing and miserable it be
to letting the Truth within you bursting out.

you keep containing it and choking it
but either you LET IT OUT
or it will certainly consume you.

for Truth is here to shine out
and make the rest of creation shine out
if you stand in its way
then you will be like an ant which will be crushed by the foot of angels soldiers coming their way.

like in the story of sulaiman alaihi salam.

as usual, great stories remains misunderstood
while urgency is beating at your door everyday
but you cannot manage to hear it
for you keep dozing off.

Sunday 28 April 2013

Boston Bombing

I condemn Boston bombing,
I condemn the "muslim" bombers,
and I condemn EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO is siding them.



Tell me where does this killing come from?
since when it is ok? to kill people

it is a sort of exported virus from middle east coming there in west,
as if the 9/11 authorised the start of such massive killing to be a gradual "casual" thing
in the us, and Europ.

but WHO, for GOD SAKE, WHO told these "muslim" bombers to do that?

for there is a WHO.
WHO and HOW can one sleep at night after this?
WHO and HOW can (one) take such inhuman action?
WHERE does this "trend/way of living" comes from?

it cannot come from a HUMAN RACE
even less is it from a muslim teaching.

if these "muslims" follow that "modern killing",
then for what reason?

let's say , even in the most religious scenario,
muslims. praying to Allah.
from WHAT thoughts have they launched this action of killing?
how could they say, they love the prophet?

had they have lived at his time,
he would have never glanced at them.or turned his face towards them.
and let me tell you for sure,
they would not even recognise him/his descendant in this Time
because they have not recognised him inside, so how could they recognise him
if they were to meet him.

so ALL is AGAINST them,
EVEN their own religion is bearing witness AGAINST them

so WHAT are they following?



honestly, i can't read the articles,
even less the daily news,
i hardly started read the article about a woman having lost her leg
while she promises herself to have a dancing career.
as much as i am amazed at the revelation of her powerful will of living life
and not falling into deep misery
as much i am stunned, at the doers, planners, and giver of orders.

how do they sleep at night?
they are not, and canNOT be human being.
they must be possessed.

it will never ever occur to a casual, average person
to even harm a pet
so what about HUMAN BEING?
and this in MASS.

and, in truth, what are they seeking,
the results speak for themselves, the killing of the innocent, and the maiming of hundred of people, without counting the mental harm,  is the fruit of their action,
so why they want that kind of fruit?
a fruit which contains all the bitterness, sadness and shock of that moment.
why such a fruit?

where does it come from?

Friday 26 April 2013

Jihadist

I don't know where the insanity is coming from

but ONE thing is clear :

if you kill, then you lost your humanity
by killing the other

and if some numbnuts wish some quotes to prove what it is already COMMON SENSE

if you kill one person, it is as if you have killed the whole humanity - quote of hadith.

Finally,

had it occurred to you,
that jihad is an inner struggle?

the "greater jihad" that the prophet muhammad talked of
was : the fight against your own ego.

for this is the REAL purification
you are meant to do

no purification
no growth.

and what is the purification?
purification is when ego/thoughts/head/mind commands not

for ALLAH COMMANDS
and so you have to obey the Light of Allah.

but HOW on earth can you obey this Light
if you are NOT connected to it?

to CONNECT to it
is to be connected to the Rope of Allah - spoken of in the scripture
and THAT is the Kundalini awakening,
the Buraq, upon which the prophet ASCENDED...

once awakened,
this Power of Allah
purifies you
meaning,
it purifies your THOUGHTS
it purifies you of your ego which made you a SLAVE

this is why Quran speaks of freeing SLAVE
this is an UPTODATE Book
so learn it

it just goes from the grosser form, the outside (slave in physical meaning in old times)
to slaves in subtler meaning, the inside (thoughts and what they once materialised made you slave of)


once you have cut the ropes of slavery
the shackles of slavery as zakaria alaihi salam speak of
you are then free

as jesus says
Truth sets your Free

and for this sanctification/purification of the Body/Mind/soul/heart
it is the Holy Kaaba,
which has been given as SYMBOL
as to the AIM
one should turns to
and that is the

inner purification of your House
the body is thus called the Temple of God

And Allah loves those who purifies  themselves
(and not those who kill others and themselves!)

Allah had forbidden the prophet to EVEN pray into a mosque
for its people were such corrupted minded one
who loved hypocrisy and violence
instead of the message of true submission

He ordered him to pray
where people loves to purify themselves
and He was not only talking in the gross form (wudu/ablution) but also the INNER WASHING

so once we really learn to submit to the Power of Divine Love within
THEN
only THEN
the emptiness, symbolised by the inside of the Holy Kaaba
becomes your true state
from which all inner fights of gods (thoughts which were leading you astray, for you cannot serve godS, nor several thoughts, but ONLY ONE)

and this UNITY
is the Witnessing
the strengthening of your OWN inner capacity
to witness

LA ILAHA IL ALLAH
There is no god but ALLAH.

and the next numbnuts who kill himself
thinking to do a favor to himself and others
let him consider that he is creating hell by his own hand
and is no service to himself, even less to rest of humanity,
and even less to Allah...

Ascending music

How could sounding joy sounds
could raise
where are they coming from?

they are beating the ground
and advancing like bare footed on the natural soil

and the flute is like the soul
who for the first time uses its voice

and it mingles
and its beat, its rythm is aligned on the one of the sounding joy

................


a far off of sound comes
it feels like a blend of eastern and western music
when east meets west
and it mingles and together have fun


it is like in a traditional dance
both dancers are holding their hands into the center
so the tension keeps them joined
while at the same time
the fun is to extend arms and step back as far as you can
and whirl




sounding joy of the soul
is the one which gives birth to "parole"/"words"
it is the articulated joy.



..............

and the japanese sound,
it is like the one who has learned to take a step at a time
and unfold that which has not been noticed so far by a gross vision

and then it is the one who send it back to the fresh air of the mountain
it keeps not what it has found

: ) and again, the voice of a soul cry
and so is soothed by another understanding one,
a more feminine one.

and it balances
like time
from one side to the to the other
and it keeps growing to its destination
this is the silent growth

and these are the silent prayers and conversations
that each human being has with itself
but even if every one has it
they do not hear each other
and agree to pass by each other
indifferent, every day
and time keeps flowing
what they are missing
no one knows
except when nothing remains to be discovered

it is when all hopes are gone.

is there still someone hearing him or her?






Effecting the flame

The meditation with the cool breeze as support helps to transform the mind
and thus the way we touch and modify the elements within
such as the fire

this is why during meditation
it may appears that the flame of the candle is three, four or many opening like a lotus
it is the effect in the within (element) that we can witness on the outside (element)

so it has to be same with the life we live
we are living for sure in the now
the life we have chosen for ourselves
to the degree of inner purification

the inner purification
makes you free enough to go for conscious modification
vs unconscious ones, to which you are bond/slave to.


Thursday 25 April 2013

limbs

in meditation it felt
like people got caught up into their own lies

like when a person lie to another
and keep lying in order to make his story consistent
this pretending makes him at the end believe his own lies
so that he gets amnesic! and really believe that it belongs to him/ the idea belongs to him.

and it looked like so,
from the outside to the inside
let's make a zoom in

it is like people's limb act and move on their order
and the limbs are in truth just made of elements (earth, wind etc.)

and yes the elements have their own nature, characteristic
this is why hand will move so, while joints have other charasteristic of movements/freedom of it
and all of the movements we see through the limbs are just equals to the limbs characteristics

but at some point,
what was at the beginning a show, or a witnessing of possibilities
to be enjoyed
ended up being aspired by the mind as a self identification
like the mind was like a hover, it aspired into him the movements of the limbs
and then equaled the limbs to himself

this is as of this moment that one ends up believing that his experience is his identity
and we go from the wide awareness or ever present witnessing to the narrow identification to such a limited world (of the body)

in truth, an arm is an arm
a hand is a hand
they are as they are equals to their own nature / elements they are made from
and are in no way equals to an identity of the self
this unconscious link we add, is what makes the vision obscured

actually, we make complicate that which is simple
everything are as they are, they are all ok, into their own nature
they are all at their place.

well, that is not the exact deep feeling/evidence i got,
but i tried to near myself to that which i could now recall.

Wednesday 24 April 2013

Locate the pain and love it

When you face an issue
outside

remember unity inside is needed to realise Truth ultimately,
so GRASP that moment when the division comes on the surface (of the consciousness or in life)/tension you feel
and CHOOSE love within


locate the pain inside
and where you feel it
send it love

this is how you love all in compassion

(for it is not about loving the outside, 
it is about fixing it inside through love
that is the big difference

on the former case you will either go nut
or you will end up loving and accepting the unacceptable shit of others lol

while on the latter you will learn to be tolerant with yourself and thus the others
for the sake of Unity of Truth)


Devotion and Truth

o my soul i have found devotion again

it is not for me to be part of a religion
but part of the spirituality

i cannot deny therefore my background/ the ground from which i stem
as much i cannot deny the corruption of my own land / mind and body

but what i know
is that only the holy references in islam
all of them, yes, i found them all into the christianity and hinduism
like a thread you can follow.

and it is not important to cross-reference just for the sake of it
no, for it helps in no way to play with concepts


but it shows the thread of unity
the diversity of faces and forms, though the essence is same
the diversity of faces is needed like a bud opening, for the essence to be touch in its deepness
and entirety while opening and letting perfume diffuse around

yet people fight above the forms
while they are all from the same
and this very same Divinity is ----installed---- within
THIS is this very ESSENCE i wish to say, INSTALLED within
so great, it is installed within
and you just need to recognise it.

of course, how can one recognise It/this Mark of Unity
when one is in conflict within?
conflict within is reflected in ANY type of conflict we are involved with on the outside

and UNLESS we do NOT AIM for the UNITY within
we can NEVER recognise it

and of course! wishing to see unity within
is already a barrier!
for it is the i which seek the unity
but this make two! lol

so it is true, one cannot reach the unity within
for one IS IT.
and one can REALISE it, ONLY if one make the "effort" to make NO effort towards it.

this is WHY letting go is the key word.
discipline is not of this or that ritual, discipline is of that constant letting go to finally
SEE WHO WE ARE

and devotion is the intensity with which,
rather i wish to say the velocity with which
you progress to this Truth

you just need to rekindle the flame
and see it roar
touching the sky, as the skyscrapers boldly try

but this One is a Real One,
it DOES touch the sky
and then, you keep having another one
and keep touching it at its turn
and so on

there are so beautiful articles
i need to post them.

Touching the Essence

God is this All pervading Power of Love
everything is made of energy
the difference is that they are more or less dense
once their travel is completed they achieve a more material form
while in the spiritual one, they are hardly graspable

if we are made of the five elements (earth, wind, water, fire, hm ether what is that lol)
and that these elements are within us
if we near their true essence which is this very divine energy
for this if we go into meditation, deep meditation
then, at some point we have to reach their true essence, which is our true essence then.

and then, if we have a desire, let's say to have a job
job too exist on the material plane, and made of these elements (an office, is made of this elements, the place, the people etc.)
so if we come to close contact with the feeling of love
if we do not  consider a job, like a title or like a distant and separate state to just possess or acquire
but if we see in it, a living essence, that is calling you, and loving you
if you can manage to feel it
then it means that you heard the call
and if you heard it
then you too you can reciprocate the love for you heard it

this is why it is important to know what you desire
if you know what you desire
then, you will feel the inner call for it
and the love from it
which is actually your own love that you undiscovered in this time and place/in this form.

if you had not desired it
how could you have heard it, felt it and ......... at the end , when it comes in front of you, touch it?

so it is not about possessing
for it is already to be discovered within
but it is about recognising it
all the way long

if you uncover it within
you will remember it and know it is the right one
in your dream travel outside.

also, i feel
if God is this witness
that silent witness
that keen observer

then, if he is not to decide for you
for it would put you into the state of slavery
to get what you had not consciously/unconsciously willed,

if he is to stand still
but it is you who has to move to that love that you uncover within
may be this is how you enjoy the travel
while the end goal of it
is when you recognise outside that which you uncover inside
and thus love would have brought you to your destination
blending would have occurred
and this is how one could name it, as fusion/blending/union  in Love from the beloved to the lover.


Tuesday 23 April 2013

Colors of the Wind

To those who discovered the rainbow within :



To those who feel the cool breeze of the air : )





why not the present



You know why we cannot live in the present?
because the present is hell

and we seek to evade ourselves from it
under pretexting to look to the past, in order to weight the issue
in order to find solutions

then, we project ourselves into the future
for we WANT certain results.

of course, then, it is impossible to enjoy
while we can only enjoy/use feelings of the present
that is the only real state

but there is no living in the present
because it is hell.

and what is there in the present?
it is only our own consciousness or soul
so that's it. that is the real state where we are,
a lowly one.
where we wish to depart from our own company.

Monday 22 April 2013

Safinah Nuh

This is a great extract :

Four years later, however, I came across two lines attributed to Buddha describing his enlightenment experience. Referring to self as a house, he said, "All thy rafters are broken now, the ridgepole is destroyed". and there it was - the disappearance of the center, the ridgepole; without it, there can be no house, no self. When I read these lines, it was as if an arrow launched at the beginning of time had suddenly hit a bulls-eye. It was a remarkable find. These lines are not a piece of philosophy, but an experiential account, and without the experiential account we really have nothing to go on. In the same verse he says, "Again a house thou shall not build", clearly distinguishing this experience from the falling away of the ego-center, after which a new, transformed self is built around a "true center", a sturdy, balanced ridgepole.


Source : http://www.spiritualteachers.org/b_roberts_interview.htm


the good part is that she added : clearly distinguishing this experience from the falling away of the ego-center, after which a new, transformed self is built around a "true center", a sturdy, balanced ridgepole.


 because usually it is only a part which is spoken of, not the other
and one get confused. 

the image of a ridge pole and its rafters is like we have built a wrong house, 
which is not proportionate
for its ridge pole is not linked to the right source
and of course all the rafters/experiences that come to our ways
come and aligned themselves in such a distorted way
what do you want? if the base of construction is not sound, construction is meant to be much more fragile than a good house build with a true ridge pole. 

so the soundness of the axis is important
your soul SHOULD be connected to the SPIRIT
and the axis is that bridge or that ridge pole :





very fine one isn't it?


if there is an error in the ridge pole, then you are dead. 

anyway, the rafters, they are so well aligned
actually it is like this in life, 

first you as soul get connected to the spirit
ok the cool breeze is there to established the path to it
like a motorway 
route is designed
but it is up to you to strengthen the connection

the stronger the connection
the stronger will be the current passing from the spirit to the soul 
all along the ridgepole/axis

and in that case, all the unfit rafters / experiences / people 
at a given time
will be either meeting you or leaving you
it is impossible that a disproportionate ceiling be built
if the ridge pole is there





"The magnetic field of a bar magnet revealed by iron filings on paper."

source: http://m.teachastronomy.com/astropedia/article/Properties-of-Electromagnetic-Radiation


for SURE the current WILL protect you from the unfitting one.
it cannot be otherwise
and it is also one refers to the lotus which comes out of the mud and is not dirty
how could it be, if there is a divine force/power which let it grow and yet protect from disproportionate attachements?

in that perspective you don't need to feel tired of making effort,
though you have to pass through this, as long as you have not make it right for your connection.

it is like a strong current has to pass from the spirit to the soul
and while passing it buzzes
and the buzz create this electro-magnetic waves 
that repulse or attract the right rafters for you.




so intensive meditation is the key
if you want a pretty, well proportioned house.

finally

house, temple of God 
points at that time of well proportioned house

the kaaba as well
it points at the perfect proportioned of the house
ever wonder how the perfect size of it has been built at the time of abraham
they were using stars in sky to direct the proportion of the house

anyway, the ridge pole example, 
make me definitely think of the safinah nuh, 
the arche of noah, 
for it has been built in great and fine proportions, definitely.
that is the safety for those who take it. 

       
                   

Sunday 21 April 2013

Spirit and Soul

The spirit is that Light
it is the special light which is your savior
for it is like a stream of sharp light,
a very thin bridge
that send its ray and make it your path to walk upon

this ray, this bridge of light
is destined to the soul
which is the one in darkness

the spirit, is beaming in that joy
for it is whole and self sufficient

the soul
is the one who has fallen out from that heaven
and forgotten that I AM

so when light reaches it
it takes time to the soul to open its eyes
and wake up

because it is so much used to look around
that it does not see inside that light reaching for it

for sure, if attention is on one place of a room
it is not in another corner of it
in that case one is blind to that very information coming from that corner

so a wider awareness is indeed
the one that helps the soul look all around
a light that lit on everything

this spirit enlightening the mind
is called in that function
the Witness, or the pristine awareness

though both are same
i feel the witness is when our mind get used to this sound functioning of his
which is to witness what happens around
without getting bonded emotionally

and pristine awareness
make reference, rather hint at the soul
it is "from the soul" perspective that it is an awareness

while witness is from the mind perspective

and pristine, well it means "original in its purity"
who do not have "regret of past"?
and think that precious innocence is lost?
but no, precisely pristine MEANS that it is still there.
so there is hope.

then, the beam of light which is ever coming to the soul
is i feel nourishing it
fulfilling it.

for everyone has its food
and the food of soul has to be of same origin

body food is made of earth elements
all minerals and fat comes from earth
while the body is ALSO made of earth

so soul food
SHOULD come from the GROUND of the soul too
and it HAS to be the spirit world
and when the soul receive its food
then, we become what we eat lol

if we eat junk food, the body smells and health show it to you
and make an ugly face to you a few years from your eating habit lol

but the soul,
need also this light as nourishment
and when it is nourished from a higher realm
where vibrations are faster and purer and wholesome and complete
then the soul which is stuck and leaving in lower realm, where there is pain
is thus healed as it is fed
it progress and it ascend and it beam too.

it is just more real than the life of this body
for the life of this body is slow in growing and decaying
but the life of the soul is so rapid i feel
this is why we cannot realise on the spot that a child is growing everyday
but if we see this same child after a gap time we see that he has grown, no?
may be because our daily life entrap our vision
while when we are detached from it, we are free to see.
who knows : )



Seeing the child that you are

Ads on youtube are getting amazing :





I LOVE IT!
even the BAD boy and the GOOD guy
did not exist anymore and end up both being cuties!

yet there is ONE thing that didn't work out,
when olds one resist to have fun, that ends up in a weird reflection LOL

Saturday 20 April 2013

You are Beautiful

but you don't know it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9wSFg8x1vA

plus song, i am "beautiful".

the criminologue helper came to shelp shifting from ugliness himself to helping people see the beauty inside themselves.