I am ONE and many

in the metro,
as i got asleep,
i saw

that at the beginning (lol it sounds like bible now) i was One
One light

and it was a fast, subtle and extremely graceful and yet swiftly moving light

then, the light had to get down in density
like rain
first the water is accumulated in a cloud
and then, the water falls down
it is rain
it is individual droplets and one can NOW see them
for the water is under its gross form

this is HOW GROSS helps to individualise that which was ONE
and AS it is SLOWER there, we can see it
HENCE the individuality

opens itself in multiple rays of light
to be able to use that GROSS form
to have TIME to see itself in variety.

therefore Light KNOWS itself through that experience.

but AFTER the experience
one should REMEMBER that it was ONLY for the SAKE of the experience
for the LIGHT was always THERE and IS always there
EVEN during the gross visualisation
it is just the BENEATH
the form
which was shown to have TIME to discover oneself,
and admire.

actually it is just the consciousness which took the leap to witness itself "downwards"
but in the process FORGOT and got stuck believing that it is what it sees of itself
in the scene where it stuck its attention or gaze upon.

at the same time, other consciousness may have a greater ability to stuck itself
not on only one "experience"it gazed at,
but on many others.

but that is STILL a process
just the variety is richer

what lacks still
is the KNOWEDGE of ITS SOURCE.

hey, there!
when i used to hear ITS SOURCE
i thought it was separate and it has a GOD as THE SOURCE
but no,
ITS SOURCE means like the Beginning of the Spring/the Rain
the Start and Arrival of a trip
the starting point AND the Holder of the skies (below) of experience AND the destination.

Because what is a cloud? it is an accumulation of droplets
a cloud exist not by itself
it exists because it is a gathering of its nature (water)

so the droplets too,
are not existing by themselves
they die by themselves
they exist intrinsically
be it under the gathering form (of a cloud) or of an indivual droplets
but they always remain in the process of Life.
so they NEVER die.



so, if the play keeps going on
(the one of switching experiences)
that one completes not the journey
by REMEMBERING FIRST
that it IS the ONE.

then it is too late,
to return to the state contained in the remembrance
that is the intrinsinc Essence.

yet, if you remember,
then, thereafter,
you may use all your leisure time
to switch consciousnesses.

ok not to violent wise girls
because some stuck up consciousness is unable to experience the sharing of wisdom
on let's say religious matters,

but use some graceful consciousness to attune itself
to meet the Desire of the moment, like the TRUE KNOWLEDGE.

kiss:x

Dream High - Love High

lyrics :

hariyana kariah answered 3 years ago

i dream high,i have are dream when its gets hard i close my eyes and while replaying the moments my dream come true,I get up and keep on going i shake in the face of fear today as well like a young bird who's afraid to fly in fear of falling down i keep on asking whether i can do this ,whether my dream can come true whatever i make a step,step by step,the fear comes back i dream high,i have a dream when it gets hard i close my eyes. and while replaying the moment my dreams come true ,i get up and keep on going. .i can fly high,i believe that one day that i will spread my wings and fly up into that sky higher than anyone before i need courage to help me get up .The courage which would make me jump up again,after brushing the dust off .... .believing in myself and in my destiny once again...Risking everything i will jump over the wall higher than my self ...Dream high ,a chance to fly high ,from now to all the pain bye bye.. .Try and fly as high as those stars in the sky..watch your dreams unfold,, ,time for u to shine it's the start,gotta make em'mine.don't be afraid of building your own future ....walk on confidently with all your might .destiny is your fate. .unstoppable destiny is now spreading in fronts of us .......... This is a whole new fantasy for u,so just take my hand......our goal now is the same.Don't give up on your dream and future ...everyone here with youthful passion ....DREAM HIGH.... 

 

source : http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20110203193732AAbKS4J

(Dream High)
I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고
I Dream High, i dream, when its hard i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리며 일어나죠
While i imagine that moment i get up

두려움의 끝에서 난 오늘도 흔들리죠
I shake at the end of fear
떨어질까 봐 날아오르지 못하는 어린 새처럼
Afraid of falling like a baby bird who cant fly up
자꾸 내가 할 수 있나 내 꿈이 이뤄질까
Can I do it, will my dream come true
내딛는 걸음 한 걸음 걸음이 다시 두려워질 때마다
one by one my walking goes when i get afraid
I Dream High 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을감고
I Dream High, I dream, when im tired i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리먀 일어나죠
I keep imagining that dream while i get up
I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언젠간 난 저 하늘 위로
I can fly high, i belive that i can go up in that sky
날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유롭개 높이 날아오를 거예요
Open my wings, fly freely up more then anyone

넘어진 날 일으겨 줄 용기가 필요하죠
I need courage that will stand the fallen me
먼지를 털고 다시 일어나 또 한 번 뛰어갈 용기가
I dust the dust, Courage that will stand me and jump once a again
다시 한 번 나를 믿고 나의 운명을 믿고
Belive in myself once more, Belive in my faith
모든 걸 걸고 내 키보다 높은 벽을 뛰어넘을 거예요
Bet everything, and im going to jump a wall taller then me

I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고
I dream high, i dream, when im tired i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리며 (다시) 일어나죠
Imagning that my dream will come true while i (again) get up
I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언졘건 넌 저 하늘 위로
I can fly high i belive in that i will go up in that sky
날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유롭게 높이 (난) 날아오를 거예요
Open my wings and (i'm) going to fly more freely than anyone has

Dream high a chance to fly high
Dream high a chance to fly high
아픔들은 이젠 모두다 bye bye
Bye bye to the hurts
하늘에 있는 저 별들처럼 높이 날아봐
Fly high like the stars in the sky
네 꿈들을 펼쳐 보는 거야 time for you to shine
Open your dreams, time for you to shine
이제부터 시작이야 gotta make em mine
Starting Now, gotta make em mine
네 손으로 이뤄가 미랠 두려워하지 마 인젠 힘껏 자신 있게 걸어가
Dont be afraid of the future in you hands, walk in confidance now
Destiny 숙명이지 멈출 수 없는 운명이 지금
You can't stop destiney now
우리 눈앞에 펼쳐지지 이건 너를 위한 whole new fantasy
Whole new fantasy is open in front of your eyes
그러니 이제부터 여기 내 손을 잡아
So hold my hand now
우리의 목표는 지금부퍼 하나 꿈과 미래 포기하지 않아
Our stop is the same now, dont give up on your dreams
젊음 열정 여기 모두다 Dream High
When your young dream high everyone

I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고
I dream high, I dream, when im tired i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순갈을 계속 떠올리며 일어나죠
Imagine the dream coming true while getting up
I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언젠간 난 저 하늘 위로
I can fly high, i belive that i can go up that sky
날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유룹게 높이 날아오를 게예요
Open my wings and fly high freely then anyone else
*End 

 

 

Irradiate

Chaque âme,

Chaque âme est un jardin intime,

où il plaît à la vie de royalement habiter,
elle y cultive ses fleurs et parfums de félicité

A l'image de l'Amour,
chaque âme jardin est façonné.

L'amour y a mis le suc de sa substance,
dans l'espérance de l'y voir agir et fructifier.

Notre âme est un palais,
édifié avec minutie et bienveillance.

Quel plaisir quand il y reflète la sérénité, la clarté.
Quelle gersure, quand, par nos mains, sa beauté est ravagée.


Chaque âme est une fenêtre ouverte
sur l'infini et l'immédiat de notre réalité.

Elle nous émerveille, nous charme
fabrique notre imaginaire et intériorité.
elle sculpte notre pensée et le profil de notre personalité.

Ton âme est un mirroir fragile,
ton specimen, ta vitrine

Ne laisse personne briser,
ce qui y resplendit et te donne ton éclat unique.

A toi de l'embellier, à toi de l'enrichir
à toi d'en faire le nid douillet
qui va y accueillir une autre âme amie.
A deux, la vie a encore plus de prix.

Âmes de tous les horizons
ressemblants davantage à l'Amour
qui coule, roule, roucoule
dans nos sèves depuis notre premier jour,

devenons un parterre de lys, de fruits, de jonquilles
rayonnants,
irradions l'Amour
irradions Toujours.

In English :

Each soul,

Each soul is a secret garden,

where Life desires to blossom royally,
therein She cultivates Her flowers and scent of happiness.

True to the Face of Love,
each soul/garden is shaped according to it.

Love has poured therein the core of its Essence,
in the hope of seeing it buzzing into action and then giving fruits.

Our Soul is a Palace,
built minutely and with sheer benevolence.

What a joy when serenity and clarity are seen reflected in it,
What a hurt when by our own hands, its beauty is destroyed.


Each soul is an open window
on infinity and immediate Reality.

She amazes us, and enamours us,
builds our imagination and inner world,
She chisels our thoughts and draw our personality.

Your soul is a fragile mirror,
Your specimen, your showcase.

Let NO ONE break it,
what shines in you and gives you your unique radiance

Up to You to beautify it, to enrich it
Up to you to make it a cocoon, soft and comfortable,
which will be ready to welcome another friendly soul,
Being two, makes Life more worthwhile to be lived.

O Souls of all horizons !
looking like more to Love 
Flowing, rolling, and bubbling
in our sap since Day one of our Creation

Let us become a field of lilies, fruits and daffodils 
radiating ...
Let us irradiate Love 
Let us irradiate Forever.


-translated by Petals
for You ;)

Now that i see the Light, the Life

See my eyes are watching
Hear my heartbeat is pounding
Whatever I do wherever I go It's for you

See my days without you
I feel no shame in crying
Whatever it takes you know that
I'll be with you

Now that I see the light
Now that I touch my light
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you

Now that I see the light (and life)
Now that I touch my light (and life)
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you
[jumpersjumps.blogspot.com]

See my eyes are watching
Hear my heartbeat is pounding
Whatever I do wherever I go It's for you

See my days without you
I feel no shame in crying
Whatever it takes you know that
I'll be with you

Now that I see the light
Now that I touch my light
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you

Now that I see the light (and life)
Now that I touch my light (and life)
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you

Now that I realize
[jumpersjumps.blogspot.com]

source : http://jumpersjumps.blogspot.fr/2013/11/big-baby-driver-here-for-you-heirs-ost.html

Vibrant white light

i saw an example of my friend and i, how light was white around us, you know like for a candle light, it is white all around in that shape, 

so it was shown how light is lit and then that very lighttransformed itself in an example of white petals that open up

and thus i realised that people are petals of a BIG/HUGE flower

and as the center of the flower is the sahasrara , heart, spirit, 
it is how they are all one in spirit
and have their individuality as petals
and are thus here to open up, manifest it, and then are gone

while there are others petals who fall too , but in darkness, because their were not lit in "white"

ah that was a soft, vibrant white light:) !

kiss:x

Power or Attention?

what is more important?
power or attention?

if you had only one to choose?

Attention of course!

demons have been "created"
because they had initially power
but they happen to forget about the Source
The Spirit


so the power remained in darkness (of its own Origin)!
of its OWN beauty!

see i resent people who do not complete their sentences,
due to this laziness, billions of people, like me, never understood

WHY if God is ALL POWERFUL, then EVIL exists!

had great masters have added that RED PART:
 

so the power remained in darkness of its OWN PRISTINE DE-LIGHTFUL (lol!)Origin!

may be then, Humanity would have been saved since LONG?
no?

:))))

but no! they forgot the red part, 
just to add a few billions of years to the cliff hanger...
 

ah! i am in love with this explanation
all makes sense!

once ki channels are purified
by shakti
it increases your mind power
so you develop new powers

it suffices you stop REMEMBERING
your Origin, your Source, The Spirit

that your consciousness/citta WHICH SHAPES YOUR CURRENT REALITY
will be stuck where your attention will be stuck

so if you stuck your attention on thoughts,
my boy, you are lost:)!




even though you have powers!

so powers are NOT a sign of Truth,
only if you KNOW your Origin and invites others to cultivate it!


so, you don't want to have power and forget about your origin, do you?
why want to risk to stay evil, when you can be the spirit within?

this is why demons are in "darkness",
for they are CUT from their Origin, the Spirit ! The Light !

it is when they "believe their own lie" i.e. that they are independent,
or self sufficient (due to powers).

but there is NO Power EXCEPT by The Spirit/by Allah

that is the subtlety
Powers + Origin = Truth, Light
Powers - Origin = Lies (as believing in self existence), Darknesses using powers to act Yet forgetting about the Source
(hence erring in the desert for 40 years :) or a life time or life times )

Hence it is ALWAYS important to REMEMBER GOD ALMIGHTY
not mental remembering
but the TRUE remembering happens ONLY once connected
what do you want to remember if NOT connected to the Source?

your ass may be?
lol
kiss:)

Shower!

we had such a great meditation
it was like we were sitting under a shower!

so great!

ah, yeah, there were also very pretty visions,
at the beginning of meditation,
i saw shri mataji smiling
during it, saw the earth from outer space,
and above it, white empty benches towering above it
spiralling above,
i kept seeking for someone, but no one was to be seen,
and suddenly i saw shri mataji sitting there
and smiling at me

at the end, of meditation,
i saw a sharp ray of light going out of shri mataji feet


next day,
great meditation, of the same kind,
it was slower to get to that showering level,
for i guess the collective people attention was slower to reach the meditative state,

at the end of it,
i saw shri mataji's hands preparing amrut in a golden bowl

and at the end, i saw her (feet) running very quickly
towards me
and a big hug!

that was such a nice ending to the meditation!

and afterwards, i was invited to meditate in her salon,
when i entered there,
suddenly, thoughtless awareness
like if your radio was stuck on a no noise station!

sooooo cool, so peaceful
ah! i could have stayed at least an hour,
but we had to go quick.

hmm,
inshaa Allah
soon to happen again ! :)

ps : showering happen, as a sign of more petals opening.
hmm, see water falling from petals heavily loaded with it!:)
that's it!
this is why intensity in meditation is needed,

only water stored on petals
make them lean
and water to fall

but if you wait too much
and meditate 10mins per day every 3 days,
your flower has time to dry out!
let alone droplets being stored on the petals...:))

Kaaba - We the Women

During my meditation,
i saw the double doors of Holy Kaaba opening
and LOTS of light was coming out of it.

self advice :

again... is your inner drive to get more bliss which counts... and that IS always individual.. try to establish the pristine joy in the morning meditation

I love this son, so much rich in its resonance,
that is inner joy of soul for sure!

MeNaiset,
"We the Women"

very powerful;)

kiss:x

i love the picture too!

• Artist: MeNaiset
• Song: Kuulin äänen
• Translation: Finnish → English
• Submitted by Eneri Giilaan on Sun, 08/09/2013 - 16:42

Finnish

Kuulin äänen

Kuulin äänen, kuulin, kuulin äänen kullaltani
Heläyksen, helä-heläyksen hertaltani
Luulin luona, luulin, luulin luona olleheni
Läsnä lämmitelle, läsnä lämmitelleheni
En mie luona, en mie, en mie luona ollutkaan
En mie läsnä, en mie, en mie läsnä lämmiteltkään
Olin viien, olin, olin viien viikon päässä
Kuuen kuukauen, kuuen kuukauen nenässä
Tuuli tuli, tuuli tuli, tuli mielellinen
Ahavainen, aha-ahavainen kielellinen
Sanan toisi, sanan, sanan toisi, toisen veisi
Omalleni, oma-omalleni kullalleni
Kullan lintu, kullan, kullan lintuselleheni
Tuota toivoin mie poloonen
Tuota toivoin mie poloonen
Kun mie saisin minkä soisin
Kun mie saisin minkä soisin
Saisin miehen mielellisen
Saisin miehen mielellisen
Toveritsan toimellisen
Toveritsan toimellisen
Sylissäni syöttelisin
Sylissäni syöttelisin
Käsissäni käyttelisin
Käsissäni käyttelisin
Jo sain mitä halajin
Sain mie miehen mielellisen
Omaksens on ottanunna
Kullaksensa kutsununna
Kaunoksensa katsonunna
Valkiaksensa valinnu
Niin minä hänessä riipun
Sekä riipun jotta kiikun
Niinkun lintu lehtipuussa
Kuusen oksalla orava
Niinkun lintu lehtipuussa
Kuusen oksalla orava

Submitter's comment:

Bonjour,
J'aimerais beaucoup trouver les paroles et la traduction de cette magnifique chanson.
La langue n'est pas vraiment du finnois, mais de l'ingrian(qui est un dialecte, mais assez proche je crois?)
Merci beaucoup d'avance à celui ou celle qui pourra m'aider!
Soonli

English

I heard a voice

I heard a voice, I heard, I heard a voice of my darling
A jingle, jing-jingle from my love
I thought by, I thought, I thought by him I was
Beside him warming, beside him warming myself
I wasn't by, I wasn't, I wasn't by him after all
I wasn't beside, I wasn't, I wasn't beside him warming myself after all
I was five, I was, I was five weeks away
Six months, at the reach of six months
Wind came, wind came, came favorited
Cold wind, col-cold wind speaking
Would bring a word, a word, would bring a word, another would carry
To my own, to my-my own darling
Golden bird, golden, to golden bird of mine
That I did hope poor me
That I did hope poor me
If I got what I wanted
If I got what I wanted
I would get the man I favor
I would get the man I favor
A companion vigorous
A companion vigorous
In my lap I would feed him
In my lap I would feed him
With my hands caress him
With my hands caress him
Now I got what I yearned for, I got the man I favor
(He) has taken me for his own
Called me his darling
Seen me as his beauty
Chosen as his light
So I cling on him
Both cling and swing
Like a bird in a leaf tree
Like a squirrel on a fir branch
Like a bird in a leaf tree
Like a squirrel on a fir branch

Author's comment:

The original Finnish lyrics contains some archaic words, idioms and grammatical constructs. And the translitteration is by ear to boot. Thus the exact meaning of some of the lines are not totally clear to me.
For these (and other) reasons I totally lack the talent needed for translating this in it's full poetic power. Instead this is an attempt at a mixed (messed?) translation, where I have tried to retain as much of the Finnish grammatical constructs (impossible task) and idioms as possible - sometimes intentionally[*] breaking the rules of English language on the run. I hope it will be able to convey some of the message through - though.
[*] And manyy times unintentionally I'm sure.
An additional note. This translation is based on my own translitteration by ear which differs in few places from the one provided here. However the differencs are not very big or too important.

Last edited by Eneri Giilaan on Sun, 08/09/2013 - 16:44

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Vision of Light

In the middle of night,
i got up because in vision
i saw a very intense light

and on the spot, i said to myself it is me

and i got up.

the voice said
if on the very moment i KNOW that it is me,
then it is THAT.
lol,

may be if i had KNOWN it a bit longer,
it would have worked,
and may be this time it was just furtive intuitive knowing.

salam :)

Krishna

During meditation i was seeing birds flying above my head
later on, i saw a peacock opening his feathers

oh yeah, and i saw a sort of light emitted by a golden star,
and in it, it was written Eternity,
then i was holding a bow, and the arrow hit this word,

and finally, i saw the the face of jesus.

i was believing it was from my mind,
but i was told the peacock is the animal of krishna, 
and yes, krishna, states for christ.

so as it makes sense,
and all is linked
and i could have not know this,
i know it is true :)

that was a real good meditation, one could breathe real slowly and deeply.


ps : WOW!

here is what i just read :

Peacock Symbolism

The peacock is a symbol of immortality because the ancients believed that the peacock had flesh that did not decay after death. As such, early Christian paintings and mosaics use peacock imagery, and peacock feathers can be used during the Easter season as church decorations. This symbol of immortality is also directly linked to Christ.

source : http://themeaningofsymbols.blogspot.fr/2009/03/peacock-symbolism.html

hey, that was true then!
for there is NO way, i could have known that peacock is the symbolism for Immortality/Eternity
haha
so cooool!
that is pleasant!

Shri mataji

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
:)
during this morning walking meditation,

Shri mataji put her hand on my and for a while and we did the walking meditation together
hehe:))

after she took me as an adult take a child in her arm.
really there i thought she is old and i am heavy

then in my thoughts she said or i heard i don't know anymore 

"what do you think I born you already so long"

meaning in comparison it is not heavy at all.

and then also i saw again her feet, and that time she put her feet i think a bit everywhere on my head

for it happens several times and each time i felt lots of coolness on that very place :)

so it was on forehead,

on back of head at the end definitely

and i was still feeling it cool when i wrote it

oh i also saw her sitting on a sofa on a stage and there was a huge transparent bell all over the place

it felt like a transparent shield

which recovered all the people there on the stage

actually it is how she used to transmit

she used to extend her shield when transmitting to the masses

and of course, Her transmission was WAY before She told them about the hand positions

wow!

soooo powerful!

imagine!

she put her hand on my head, and again i wanted to rest

and then she sort of push me hardly and then put again hand on head

there i swear i saw her angry!

she had Lionness eyes

ah, next time i won't slack and sleep

as my friend say,

be erect like a coyote! haha:))

so i am meant to strighten spine

and head

and HOLD the posture

to go on meditating

open eyes

looking at a candle

and attention on vibes.

so i better OBEY next time!

i don't want to face a tiger next time luring hidden somewhere

LOL;)

i saw her feet like the feet of an elephant

this is the mark of Her Innocence

at the end,

i saw a huge pillar

and then i saw that on her death bed it scrolled into the pillar

and the door which was the bed ending closed the pillar hole.

and she went in the pillar on the bed.

she went away where she came from.

now, i meditate better

for i remember to RELAX before

for without relaxation

nothing would work;)

kiss and Love to My Friends

and Shri mataji:x

Meditation visions

 ah! here are the visions i got at the end of my meditation :

i saw shri mataji from her left profile, while she was sitting on a sofa
and then, i saw her feet in a plate with pink petals of roses
then i saw joan of arc which a sword towards the sky in one hand and a shield in another hand,
she was protecting from negativities, hitting the shield.

then i saw again the feet of shri mataji,
this time i kissed them and put my forehead on her feet,

then, i felt lots of coolness in my back agnya

and then, she gave me an indian sweet made of carrots,
and she fed me with
and finally, she gave me a diamond ring on my left finger.

wow, that was soooo cool and awesome.

actually thanks to my friend i am now mediating more regularly during the day,
as winter days are  short, group meditation at the center are late,
around 730pm.
now, i can meditate early in the afternoon,
and feel no tension.

so nice!
sugoï!!!!

;)
ps : the spirit said to me while i was meditating "i love what i irradiate"
i LOVE you too, A LOT!
kiss to you:x

Hate and Love

ok i learned a new thing today
why it was said to love your enemy

i used to think that is impossible to do
why would you love the one who is doing all she can to get on your nerve?

it is because this person is bearing guilt
so, as you show love and compassion to her,

this guilt in her will come out more strongly
and she will feel it more

then, of course,
either she admits her guilt and reforms
which is good for her ass

or, she burns in it
hence the increase of her anger.

that is quite straightforward actually.
and usually, we don't use love,
because as we are not guilty
we react instead at others stupidity
and we think the other is like us
guilt free
and thus she would understand our reaction
and reforms

no way!
all she wants is to provoke your anger
and your hate
for she wants hate!

that sounds so insane,
she wants to be hated!

ah, that is aweful as what one could wish for oneself
to receive hate!

Radiance Sutra

This paragraphe was appealing to me :


source : http://www.lorinroche.com/1.htm

There is a current of love-energy that flows between Earth below and the Sun above.
The central channel of the spine is the riverbed. T
he streaming is as delicate and powerful as the tingling touch of lovers.
Entering there, radiance arches between the above and the below.
The whole attention resting in the nerve, tingling delicately in the center of the spinal column, tracing that current between earth and sun, 
become magnetism relating all the worlds.      


Lift your hands, and with a thought, 
let the hands become magical weapons, 
divine shields that turn aside all the energies of the outer world.  

==> as my friend would say, "this is epic!" LOL

Spread the fingers over the eyes, covering the ears the nostrils, the mouth,
and abandon yourself to the space inside you.
Enter the vital energies thus contained within.
As the charge builds, lovingly and fiercely plunge into the inner centers.      

As the surge of light-substance rises
follow it up into the space between the eyebrows
where it breaks out as an orgasm of light. 


ok i felt for any muslim reader here still in doubt :

this is that :

Marriage of the prophet muhammad parents :

'Abdullāh's father fixed his marriage with Aminah.^[1] It was said that a light shined out of his forehead and that this light was the promise of a Prophet as offspring. Many Arabian women approached 'Abdullāh, who is reported to have been a handsome man; so that they might gain the honour of producing the offspring. However everyone believes that as decided by God, the light was destined to be transferred to Āminah through 'Abdullāh after consummating the marriage.^[2] 'Abdullāh's father was the custodian of the Holy Ka'ba in Makkah. 'Abdullāh lived with Āminah among her relatives the first three days of the marriage. Afterwards, they moved together to the quarter of 'Abd al-Muṭṭalib.

source :
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abd_Allah_ibn_Abd_al_Muttalib



 ok to be followed

a double edge sword

when two realised people have an argument

two ways of behaving :

one is going to pick his phone and call all people 10 miles around,
and backbite the person,

suddenly, he got amnesic that the other is also God within
how convenient to forget that ! hey, yes you have to shove it
under the carpet, just for a while, of course,
to allow yourself to "complain" of your misery to the listener

and the listener is invited to take side for one ego (the one who is backbiting or slandering)
against another ego

of course, the listener is seduced to this possibility
for the backbiter or slanderer is putting seed of devaluation in his consciousness
about the other realised person


while pretending to only seek someone
to find a solution to his misery

LIE
fake

only solution known :
meditation.
as if talk is going to solve anything
talk is only mental
and is a helpful tool
but not a one you can hung onto
for hours and hours

but still that is acceptable (to backbite)
because both are playing the innocent ones
and justifying their "hurt feelings"

still conveniently forgetting
that everyone is One Spirit
but to hell, this "common sacred knowledge"
who cares? isn't it ? LOL

in this option, the realised person had a fight with another realised soul,
and he chose to gain support for his ego against another one.
ok, he CHOSE to increase his impurities.


second choice,
the realised person, has an argumentation with another realised one
and she decides to FACE the problem
ADMIT it
admit the pain in the ass effect of it ;)

and then,
USES meditation,
this is CALLED purification

and this has NOTHING to do
in terms of value
with "complaining" like in the scenario 1.

in the 1st scenario,
you revert back to your time of ignorance
when you were NOT realised
and keep on severing ties
while you give lip service of Unity in Spirit.

but when called to meditate
impossible!
why? because the ego KNOWS it will die
so it will fight back to NOT meditate
simple.

in that version,
the listener and the backbiter/slanderer are AT LOSS

poor ones,
but they know it not.

in the second version,
and yes you guess right,
:) that is me:))

the realised person
is happy to see what angers her
for she then gets the opportunity
to KNOW what is to be PURIFIED
and then she reverts back to meditation.

therefore,
tension is GREAT
for it helps you to see your own darkess emerging
and you, of course, SEE it in the other

the other is a mirror to you

and you USE that mirror
to PURIFY yourself.

funny, how the other one,
could MISS that point,
though he is the VERY mirror
who helped me to purify myself
and is thus a means of salvation to me
he is himself
a means of LOSS for his own self!

that is the double edge sword.

ok, let's be honest
there is no he,
it was a she

well, after a second thought,
there is no other

there is only ME ;)
ps : after the purification 


so to conclude,
there are those who know the solution AND apply
and those who know but desert it

it is HOW you seperate people in two groups
natural selection
by CHOICE.

kiss:x

Aarti

today, at the end of my morning meditation,
i saw someone standing in front of me
with a plate of flowers

like the plate, we prepare for arti,
in India.

and this afternoon,
after my walking meditation,
i saw that two women
were behind me following
one on each side
they were wearing white robes
and had crown of flowers
and were holding the same plate
like this morning

how could they wear spring time dress
in this cold!
LOL

anyway,
i looked for the word aarti

very beautiful word :

In Sanskrit, the word arti – written as aarati – is composed of the prefix aa, meaning complete, and rati, meaning love.^{[citation needed]} The arti is thus an expression of one’s complete and unflinching love towards God. It is sung and performed with a deep sense of reverence, adoration, and meditative awareness.^[1]

Complete Love-
that ! is beautiful!

kiss:x

THE CITTA REMEMBERING ITS ORIGIN

hm, when everything seems "ok"
then, it is when life for me becomes boring,

i prefer to get some challenge
and see FOR MYSELF that the shakti REALLY works

otherwise too boring,

ok, when we get angry,
we are really feeling hot

it is when the citta is in its delusional state
it has forgotten its orgin

(that is the purpose of life, to REMEMBER)
(hence az-zikr, the Remembrance in islam etc. etc.)

so this is WHAT we are TO REMEMBER
the CITTA NEEDS TO REMEMBER ITS ORIGIN!

principle :

you feel vibes
when you connect with your Majestic GROUND Citta (which is brilliant)

ah, so beautiful this sentence
i love it!

Majestic Ground!
and we connect with it!

and we can feel it!

ok,
back to what i was saying,

so the idea when we get hot, angry etc.
is NOT TO DELAY meditation
THE IDEA IS TO CATCH THE DELUDED CITTA ON THE SPOT

and not LOL next week
when "i have time"
or when "i feel better"

you are just waiting to go back to your deluded routine
and purposely missing the opportunity to harness back your citta to its origin!
on the most critical moment


as you meditate on Allah

here is some insight on your chakras functioning and consciousness and citta :

chakras are like pump
they pump energy

the more your body and chakras are in good shape
the more they function
pumping energy
which is fuel for your consciousness
to get transformed!

and transformation is not vertical
like going towards the blue sky!LOL

it is in the NOW
and no space
it is when the consciousness which is tied to the body
on lower levels,
changes as the chakras pump

i feel it is like
it gets bit by bit, thanks to this fuel,
untied from the body
once untied
it "ascends" meaning goes to more refined  higher ground
which is the BRILLIANT ground
ITS ORIGIN

and then, IT KNOWS ITS ORIGIN
AND NEVER EVER GET DELUDED
AT THIS POINT
you do not need anymore your chakras




which were only a tool
for your citta to remember ITS SOURCE
ITS ORIGIN


this is why major
religions emphasize on purity of body
so that your chakras remain protected

but most people don't even go
on the second level which is to
use them FOR the transformation of the consciousness
which is GREATLY made easy with the self realisation
given by Shri mataji

so to conclude the story,
once the consciousness reaches its pristine majestic radiant ground...it knows its Source 
it knows it is the Awareness(Spirit)

or, in other words,
it knows the Mind factor is its source..so it doesn't suffer anymore.

End of the Story
and they lived Happily Ever After 

:)


kiss:x   

Purpose of meditation is above what you can imagine!

ok when i was meditating
i felt a presence of a person from old time
some very refined person

when we meditate
the demi-gods or such in search of wisdom
they come to you

for you become BEACON of light to them

SO THE VERY PURPOSE OF MEDITATION
IS SO GREAT

you are not only doing yourself good!
but ALSO to the others!

indeed,
seen like this,

THE PURPOSE IS SO GREAT AND SO BEAUTIFUL

so only if we advance in our meditation
we can help them.

Staff of Light

some good vision,

while i was meditating,
at the end of meditation
i saw the Hermes staff,
with two branches intertwining
till the top
and on the top they were holding a sun
that was all in gold light

then, from the top to the bottom
many arms keep opening up
and descending

it is about the opening of the petals
for when multiple arms open like this
and very quickly
it gives you the impression of petals of flowers opening
look at a time lap
it is so

and i found this expression VERY BEAUTIFUL :

many petals opening,
bow down on the channels

isn't it BEAUTIFUL?
the bowing
the graceful bowing down of petals
on your channels!

Amazing choice

over the past few days
i found myself many times in conflictual situations

1-on the spot it is too late to have a "correct attitude"
for we are only covering up our "defects"
if we try to be nice
at some point or another, the emotions of anger or disappointment
will come back, but at a bigger level

2- so just behave as you feel like on the spot,
for it is a matter of seconds , be what you are by then

3-as quickly as you remember,
best is on the first impact,
to raise your energy and turn it at the belly level
and know or say that "it is ok"

then i suppose it should be ok :)

4- we all do mistakes, errors or create tensions around us

which is normal, otherwise life would be boring

but when we HOLD onto it for hours, days and years
then, it is when it becomes a problem

for we ALWAYS have choice
and at ALL time, we CONSTANTLY make choice
and repeating over and over a dislike towards someone, is a choice,
taking your mobile and calling all of your comrades 10 miles around is a choice

and letting go is also the choice
and is the BEST choice ever
for it is a choice that creates a more FREE world ahead of you for the day and week and months
and even years to come

otherwise, how come so many people when they grow up
end up "jailed" in their routine?
because of their choices

their choices have revealed their quality over time
and they equal to what their current life
displays of its freedom
just enslaved to some hate, anger, dislike or fears

therefore, when you put your attention on a potential "choice"
the choice is actually a seed,
and the seed itself is a WHOLE world within
as much as a seed contains a tree and even a forest in its full potential
if we look at its development over the time;

so when you choose to reiterate again and again
your dislike towards someone
actually you only choose to enclose yourself more and more
into the world you dislike
and the dislike of a world
means that you are closing this world to you

practically, it means that during the day,
ALL the extensions to this seed,
like a network stemming from it and going towards it to feed it
is CUT from you

and you are NO MORE nourished by it

so, even though everything is there for you to enjoy
you are cut from the water of joy during your day
yes, your day has dried out
and you see no more point to life

that is a sad state of affair

the neurone itself, is the seed
the core of your experience
it happens you disliked it
and the dislike takes the form of a person

if you keep cutting your link with this person
all of the other branches that you see coming and going from him or her
are also cut from you

like for the neurone and its synaps,
like for the seed and its offshoot in the soil
or the tree with its roots

so is a person with his world

you better assume your attitude on the spot
as best as you could
and be responsible of its consequences
without GOING on blaming the other

and later on, you better forgive and let go
and see the next day as a NEW day
and expecting much new joy to come your way

otherwise, you will just let the branches dry out too
and one by one, they will die,
and one by one, your doors of choice will close
and your day will become a dull routine

LOL that is too sad to consider that

let's quit on a brighter choice :

how about forgiving the person
meditating at home
for when you are stuck with an issue
your attention is on the it
it is then a GREAT opportunity to meditate
for then the Energy knows what needs to be restructured
and transformed for the best

then, you can try out and see, if indeed the people have changed
magically overnight towards you.

that is the ideal choice. to let go, meditate and have this excitement of seeing
what new might have changed in your favor overnight the next day

that is witnessing yourself by your Self

i like these :

TUNNEL OF FLOWERS IN JAPAN :)

it is real 

no kidding

picture : http://thecount.com/2012/04/06/amazingly-colorful-japanese-flower-garden/

An amazing choice,
is a choice that leads you towards more doors,
it frees you
and gives you the luxury to choose ALL kinds of possibilities

yes, an amazing choice,
would lead you to a rainbow of possibilities,

and would color your day,
your day is no more dull,
but really is "aLife"

ps : some people say 'i forgive'
this too is an attitude
true FORGIVENESS
is witness by your change of a transformed MIND!

and actions prove it,
it is not by backstabbing someone
and then, heart happy
you can say "i forgive"

this has Nothing to do
on the REAL world!

:) kiss to those in the spirit
...

Diwali

Just during the Diwali time,

the first night, i dreamt, it was like real, and i saw the starry sky

and suddenly the stars got linked to each others

and it formed the outline of a body of white light,

and the face inside was that of a baby to represent the innocence,

and the body represented like that was called "the mahdi" (the guided one)

this Mahdi
is the Shiva body of Light

this time,
in this era,

the Mahdi,
comes from the INSIDE of us

that is the symbolic Diwali
this was indeed,

the festival of light
in me:)

Water of Light

Yesterday, i dreamt that i was in front of a pool
and there was water in it,

it was so real that i felt the power i used in the dream

for i raised the water in the pool
by raising my hands
and then, the water arose
and i had used my attention
and my attention was filled with power
though it was a dream
my body felt it in real

and the water, once it arose
was no more plain water
but transformed into light!

THAT was awesome!

that is me ; that is not me

 i was meditating but during it i got asleep i think, for i was dreaming of stars and explanation was given about attention by way of making reference to stars and a circle of light

so there is light and the light is me

and the light start from a point and that is the origin and that is me

then it makes a circle and that is the path

and the path is me

and my attention is in the circle and that inside of circle is me

and if i put my attention on others’ affairs i am out of a circle and that is not me

and the more i put attention out, the more i go far away and get lost and that is not me

and the more i put attention outside, the more i swim far away  in a few seconds

and the distance is that which is between two stars ...

like an eternity

and that is not me

that was fun to travel in the space

:)