Islam and not islam

i noticed
when you read salah/prayer
why you start thinking about other stuff
people say is shaitan/the devil/satan

but actually
is when you go into some
mantra/zikr mood
you are trying to calm down your lake
so what happens
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
that you are just NOT aware of during your day

even one imam
imam abu hanifa
i think
he said once
to someone who forgot
where he had put his keys
(some stuff like that)
start reading your salah
and you will get the answer

it happened so
he came back
and asked him
how you knew i would remember so?
because i did as you said
and i remembered it while doing my prayer

the imam answered him
is because when you get into
"the prayer mood
(the calming of mind)
then shaitan (which are your inner ego/thought forms)
arise"

so you remember stuff
while precisely
you are trying to get into
no thought mood
in order to focus onto
your prayer
(lol this is my explanation of course in bracket and next)
see?

this story
i used to know it before
but now
with meditation
i realised

the word "shaitan"
or even the "whys" of thoughts popping up
while precisely we are trying to
focus and pray
is merely
to be understood

as the calming down of our mind
which is like a lake
which is first agitated
and thought forms are surfacing

not that you were not thinking before
but before you had plenty of thoughts
while now
into prayer mood
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
why?
because they come one by one....

because
if we take one step further
when you meditate
really
the space between two thoughts
is widening
and thus
the frequency of thoughts
is decreasing 

which enables YOU
to actually hear your thoughts
and you think that
"shaitan" is bothering you
LOL

is just that
these are key words
in all religions
used by then because mind was gross

but over centuries
the human being understanding
has become more refined
and he can grasp even more stuff

and less interpret them
through ignorance
and fear

but more through wisdom
and flexibility

thus those
who have given up the spirit of islam
for the letter of islam
as rigidly as some wannabe salafi thug
defaming islam name are doing now

are going nowhere
except creating more hell for themselves

for you have to remember
the prophet words :
in His last sermon

"All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly. Be my witness, O ALLAH, that I have conveyed your message to your people”. 

see?
i had always thought
how come we have to repeat history?
what is the meaning of being born 
to just practice rituals
that past muslims did?

then this key sentence

All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly.  

THIS
is the real meaning

you GOTTA use your 
God Blessed intelligence
and SEE by yourself 
HOW to UNDERSTAND
what TRUE islam is

True islam 
is about Submitting 
to your INNER Light of God
THE WITNESS
as the Prophet said 
"o Allah be my witness"

what you think?
is some fancy expression?
is about REALISING 
THAT witness state of God..

and this is what this 
WHOLE blog is about

as for those who think
that they are a better muslim than me
because i wrote once i ate pork
lol

let them know
that i am speaking about 
the Heart of Islam
i.e. the Spiritual Islam
the one that the prophet taught
for the individual progress

the one that the more close to it
are the Sufi 
among the average muslim

so is not because 
i started to practice
yoga that one day i said
ok lets eat pork!

my own sufi teacher 
ate it
and i was appalled when i saw him
doing so

but this is my OWN personal 
experience
and path of progress

and not because 
i am a "bad muslim"
or because i am a converted "hindu"

is because is MY OWN path
and i wanted to KNOW
and get over my OWN limitation

but what i tolerate NOT
is some wanna be muslim Hypocrisy..
like such muslim 
who sleep with anyone around
and think and even allude to me
of being a bad muslim lol

let me remind YOU
that sleeping with men
out of wedlock
is prohibited in islam...


so what is worst
according to your own "islamic"standards?
eating pork 
or living an adulterous life?
hmm?
who is the bad muslim now?


now,

if not on the spiritual level
cause is out of their grasp, 
so let's consider the basic level of islam
i.e. EVEN on the ritual terms
to those i ask them

have you ever for 
at least 1 year
prayed your 5 prayers a day?
have you eaten only Halal Meat as a basic rule
have you fasted the whole month every year
for ramadan?

this islam pillars
that is written in your OWN book
have you ever devoted yourself to it


if you are a real muslim?

is muslim
just about bearing a cultural tag?
i am arab so i am muslim?


so how come
that you think you are
a "better muslim" than me?

is it the fact 
that you are SO conditioned
to your tribal background
that you think others are fake muslims?

usually arabs think
they are best muslim
even if they pray not
and just wear hijab 

this is NOT so

after 
you can be a muslim
and sleep with anyone who comes 
your way 
literally

this i care NOT
nor i judge

but be SURE
i judge you back 
if you judge me

this i call it a boomrang effect
what you send ahead
you receive it back

what you judge
judges you back

and for those crazy 
imposters
and rigid guys 
who think themselves as muslims

i asked them
to think twice before 
calling themselves muslims

because this is a shame 
to what Islam is

and is Shame for Humanity

as if you recall
Islam is for Humanity

but not the Islamic religion
that your ego wants

but the Islam 
which salvation is Brought by Shakti
 which is the Queen of Heaven

but this 
your sour mind can't encompass
see?

this is why 
in early islamic history
the very Daughter and family 
of the prophet
and even sufi now
have been persecuted and killed

and ANYONE
trying to usurp islam
will be judge by his own deeds

and of course 
hellish deeds
lead you to hellish life
in this life and the hereafter

but those
who have some common sense
self honesty
and sincerity 

in the search of truth

to them 
i say 
may your path be blessed!

and judge not others
lest you be judged

for if you judge 
my food diet
let me judge your sex life
for i believe in islam ...

adulterous life
binds you to hell
and is a BIG sin
no?

what do you think of it?
cause yea
you are a better muslim
than me


on that
don't forget
i love you all
regardless :x

kissi:x 

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

... ah, me... ah, me... ah...

Writer(s): Ben Moody, David Hodges, amy lee
Copyright: Zombies Ate My Publishing, Forthefallen Publishing, BMG Rights Management (Ireland) Ltd.
EVANESCENCE - MY IMMORTAL

Shakti and DNA

lol
my friends asked me
what new product are you putting
on your face
hahahaha

as she said
you got same face
so unified tone skin
as when you were a kid

well
is kundalini effect

yet i could not realise
how come
it changes a lot


is because Shakti
changes your DNA

and for your information
every 7 year, every cell of your body
is transformed

while people get more or less older
depending on how you meditated
your shakti gets you younger and younger

is incredible the power of the spirit
of your TRUE self

and see?
if you abide enough
in silence

then you can HEAR
your OWN self
as in the precedent post

and for those
who are too narrow minded
and think
i am not a good yogi
because they see me not often
in "collectivity"

they better read my post
entitled "collectivity"
and will understand
that progress is dependent on
your OWN cultivation
while collective is like a fuel
that pushes you UP even MORE
depending on HOW you yourself
meditate EARLY morning
as Mataji said

but people
tend to take hindu culture
and forget about
the KEY word of the Shakti
which is
YOUR OWN meditation

so imagine
once i will be able to
meditate AGAIN
in group???

i say
my total enlightenment is NEAR

lol i praise my Self

i love you all
kiss:x

Babies Bliss

 Good morning!!

this time at sleeping time
i heard my Own inner voice of Spirit
saying "I am eternity"

actually when you hear you inner voice
is very soothing
because is effortless

and by contrast
you realise that you give much effort
and how unnaturally sprouting are your thoughts
because they consume energy

SEE?
even the thoughts are a byproduct
that's why they suck energy
Genius insight..now i learned..and know..of why babies are happy all the time...

and each time i got such marvellous
from spirit manifestation
be it voice, insight or dream

the morning i wake up
lol i am told
what cream i put on face
as it is very much rested

i call it
Kundalini Bliss
Free and Best Quality!!

Come here
i will give it to you too
:x:x:x

Flying Close to the Sun

Close to the Sun

Love that guy!

Matt Wilcox
"Close To The Sun"
http://www.mattwilcox.com
copyright 2015

Lyrics:

Lessons never learned is what I overheard
And you're flying close to the sun
Fortune gone to seed, drummed up company
And you're flying close to the sun

Or wait - hang up the phone
I thought the talk was overblown
You see, I wasn't home, but it's cool
And nobody cares, and when's the last time that you dared
to go flying so close to the sun

Benchmark destiny, presidential suite all from
Flying close to the sun
Drew the ace of clubs, well now there's the rub
'cause you're flying close to the sun

or wait - no stopping the clock
you got to wake up ready to rock
you see, I wasn't here, but it's cool
and nobody knows that it's the last damn thing to go
so you're flying right next to the sun

Staying up till dawn, two rights don't make wrong
and you're flying close to the sun
reinvent the wheel, history reveals that you're
flying close to the sun
and wouldn't you know that there's a lot of stuff down below
you see, I wasn't here or there. And you might say
How can it be, that one could be so worry-free
when you're flying so close to the sun
when you're flying so close to the sun
when you're flying so close to the sun

Kaaba and Hajj

ah!
how could i have passed whole day
without sharing this!

this morning
i saw in vision
while i was sleeping
the Kaaba!

such BRIGHT colors
and so CLOSE i was
like 2cm!

first i saw its black cloth
appearing
dark black
you can't make it darker lol
then i saw its golden lining
and topping!
such a bright gold!

then i saw people turning around
doing hajj/pilgrimage

and then i heard
Allah/God saying to me
"I am not there
(cause people came there just to find Allah)
but I am INSIDE of you (us all)"

then i woke up
lol!

isn't it amazing?
:)
:x

kisses :x

Have you seen me?

oh dear !
i met such a weirdo have-you-seen-me-woman
this week at my job place

hehehe
some people have really a lack of character
and they look and sound so FUNNY


so that woman
was invited to the meeting
by her colleague

she just wanted her to be present
and share her moment..

but what that weirdo woman did?

she came to us
and started to ridicule
her colleague
she was making fun of her

i don't know if you REALISE it?
she was in a professional setting
and was a guest
and was at best here as an observer

and later as a grateful colleague
she could have thanked her friend

instead
she wanted to humiliate her !!!
under cover of humor

our team boss
was a wise guy
i would say he has a very high character
in public
he told her
"if no one laughs at your joke
is that is NOT a joke!"

the bad colleague got all red
started to defend herself
and ended up sobbing lol

ruining the nice meeting atmosphere
first of all
second of all
was such a cheaty behavior!

such people
you know why they cry?

because they realised
they got CAUGHT red handed
so she wanted to soften the hearts of colleagues
by crying

is like in off voice
i was hearing her say

"please don't dislike me
love me
even if i don't love others
don't humiliate me
even if i humiliate others"

was crying out of fear
of being caught
and divert attention
from her colleague she just humiliated

my boss
has a golden character
really
i love honest people
lol

he said
"listen,
you were here as a guest
to attend our meeting
and how you behaved?
you humiliated yourself by yourself"

never a french would speak like that lol
he was anglo-saxon
:x kisses to him
such a straightforward and honest guy

then of course the evening meeting was spoilt
she left
her colleague was under shock

i feel the boss
was really good
he exposed her on the spot
and protected the honor of his colleague
from nasty insinuation

bravo! i say;)

so what i realise
is that such people
lack love
and they WANT to be loved
desperately
by HUMILIATING others

so how can you rise in the eyes of others
if you have a low character?
you humiliate others
to make them look low
and de facto you arise!

see?
such people have no self love
nor love for others
and are just
BITCHES

hahahaha
i love Beaches though
i could use sun nowadays
is such a cold winter coming

who knows gotta go to greece
mwhahahaaha
Greece am coming!!!

but yeah
back to Bitches

the day
they will learn
to give out love with both hands
and not to give with one and take from the other
then they will learn the real meaning of love

unless you truly love yourself first
you will never love the others
why?

because you think you lack love
that people love you not enough
so you become greedier
and you have no good manners
you want to harm others
and humiliate them
just so that others see you shining


if you were really a warm Sun on a nice beach
then you would shine by yourself
and attract love naturally
and not using artificial manoeuvre

so first be honest with yourself
know that others see you
so no need to hide behind tears

just be grateful
and enjoy
and let others enjoy too!

Beaches from Greece i am coming!!!!

I will walk these final days upon the earth with you

:) very much to share
but as music is faster than typing,
so let's just listen to it
and enjoy!

Lyrics:

It's been a while
We've walked for miles
Living free
from reality
The darkest haze
beneath the rays

And I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
I'll walk these final days upon the earth with you

I'm positive
We learn to give
with bread and wine.
We crossed the line.
The candle burns
for no return

And I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
I'll walk these final days upon the earth with you

The sun will shine
The coal we'll mine
The oceans warm
We'll bear the storm
Electric clouds are singing loud

That I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
walk these final days upon the earth with you

Mercury
Deep Blue Sea
I'm still alive
The meek survive
At glacial pace
we ran the race
We lost the sense
of our intelligence

But I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
I'll walk these final days upon the earth with you
And I will cast one final gaze upon the earth with you

Song : Final Days
By Matt Wilcox

Inside Out - The Movie - Part 1

Aghhh
it is a fact
i have become chocolate addict
you knew that chocolate puts you on high?

it feels like
i am not myself
a bit like drunk lol

well gotta cut it baby
otherwise getting too much on high
no good for me

i decided to watch
the Disney Movie "Inside Out"
yea had not watched it in cinema
cause i knew would be awesome
and was waiting to watch it with my best friend
but somehow too late now

too bad i gotta cheat
and watch it
on my own
sitting in my warm sofa
while it rains outside
with my hot cup of tea
and chocolate...
drooling

ok
this movie
is just a pure jewel
just too bad they named it in french
Vice Versa
lol too funny a name
in latin it means
"the other way around"

i would have named it
en dedans- en dehors
(= inside - outside)

Inside Out is a 2015 American 3D computer-animated comedy-drama adventure film^[6] produced by Pixar Animation Studios and released by Walt Disney Pictures. Directed and co-written by Pete Docter, the film is set in the mind of a young girl, Riley Andersen (Kaitlyn Dias), where five personified emotions—Joy (Amy Poehler), Sadness (Phyllis Smith), Fear (Bill Hader), Anger (Lewis Black), and Disgust (Mindy Kaling)—try to lead her through life as her parents (Diane Lane and Kyle MacLachlan) move the family to a new city. The film was co-directed and co-written by Ronnie del Carmen and produced by Jonas Rivera, with music composed by Michael Giacchino.
Docter first began developing Inside Out in 2009 after noticing changes in his daughter's personality as she grew older. The film's producers consulted numerous psychologists, including Dacher Keltner^[7] from the University of California, Berkeley, who helped revise the story emphasizing the neuropsychological findings that human emotions are mirrored in interpersonal relationships and can be significantly moderated by them.
After premiering at the 68th Cannes Film Festival in May, Inside Out was released on June 19, 2015, accompanied in theaters by a short film, Lava, directed by James Ford Murphy. Critics praised the film's concept, poignant subject matter, and vocal performances—particularly for Poehler, Smith, and Richard Kind. The film grossed $90.4 million in its first weekend—the highest opening for an original title.^[8] It has accumulated over $851 million in worldwide box office revenue.^[5] The film, along with The Good Dinosaur, marks the first time that Pixar has released two feature films in the same year.<sup>[9]

Source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inside_Out_%282015_film%29</sup>

first you see
in plain darkness
a shining light appearing
inside of the baby
and that light once it is seen
is called Joy

and that Joy makes the baby shines
to the parents
and they call her Beautiful

this light of Joy by appearing inside
gave joy outside to her parents
and the joy of parents
became a feedback to Riley (the baby girl)
under the form of a ball of light
that represent a joyful memory

so the Essence of Light
which is manifested as Joy
beams outside on Riley Face
and this creates a positive feedback
by those who contemplate her
which in turns give her as gift
a joyful memory...

along the way
while growing up
Joy discover new buddies
such as
Fear - whose job is to protect Riley
Anger - whose job is to stand for Justice
Taste - whose job is to Give Riley a singular indiviual style
and Sadness - who has apparently no role
she only wants to cry to unload herself
but is always shoved away or confined
by Joy

While other emotions
are kind of working altogether
with Joy
to take care of Riley
and let her live a balanced life
only Sadness can't meet this balance
actually she keeps throwing Joy off-balance!

this is why she is confied by Joy
into a dark spot
on her own

when you look at each Emotion
their apparence is proportionate
to their feeling

thus Joy
is a svelt, light, bared footed
and luminous Fairly
a bit like Fée Clochette in Peter Pan
or in Irish folklore

is as if you can smell Nature from Her
she dances when she views her Childhood memories

Sadness is so Gross
looks like a ball
hidden in her own High neck
all blue
as if she has a low temperature
lol depressive a state, neh?
whatever she touches it becomes tainted with sadness
all cold
such as the souvenirs
when she touches balls of Light (= joyous souvenirs)

so this shows us
that if we have joyful memories
our sadness can taint them as sad

hey, vice versa!
lol i mean if you have
bad sourvenirs
you can relive them
and tainted them with Joy
how so?

as is shown
during the exchange between Joy and Sadness
Joy can see herself jumping in water pools
while Sadness only see the negative
which is cold rainy day
and boots full of water

see?
depends on your perspective
as to how you re-live your memories

Shining with inner Beauty or Stupidity

incredible stupidity

this is what the words come into my mind

i had a dream
showing how
some yogi that i knew
think that whole muslims are numbnuts
and crazy killers

and this include
their muslim in their surrounding..

now i call this incredible stupidity

but of course
how could it be otherwise?

those who are supposed
to spread message of Love
are those who are caught into their worst conditioning
which is the anti-muslim one

on the contrary
i was incredibly surprised
by the beauty of the piano player
right after the paris attack 
or again of the english guy
see article below

some
especially the "self spiritually labelled one"
have no ability
to take Side of Beauty
but only to take side of fear induced behavior
and prejudices

which is ok
for any common people
but oh so disappointing
and WRONG
when you put give yourself
the label of Humanity Saviors
because i call this usurpation..

all the more i am
disappointed at the thoughts
of those "yogi"

and why this reaction?
amalgam and inner hate even?
and total LACK of respect for their "muslim yogi" comrad lol?

because they meditate NOT in the morning
a yogi that refuses morning meditation
what remains of a yogi
except its name and rituals
that God even care NOT of...

unless you SHOWER yourself
with morning bliss
how could you feel love
instead of fear and hate?

why so much lowliness showing up
in those who are precisely supposed
to SHINE?

and yet i see SHINING beauty
in those who have not even the knowledge of
self realisation?

because when the shit hits the fan
you see people spirituality
THERE

its potential for some
and its fixed and stratified state for others
be it good or bad

as none of them
penetrated the sahasrara fully
and as they persistenly refuse
the morning shower of bliss

what else is to be expected?

if you feel the BLISS
you CRAVE for it
and you CRAVE for its sharing
and your actions or LACK of it
speaks for you

yesterday
to celebrate the mix of our national identity
and French culture
i was invited to attend some very nice
humorist program

which was planned
before those terror attacks
and it HAPPENED to be some spiritual humorist!

such a great one
i will post about him

but these people
SHINE with beauty
when the shit hits the fan
see?

because they have the RIGHT potential
while i feel revolted
that yogis i know
shine with SHITTY thoughts
about their OWN fellow yogi muslims

as God said
in Quran
yea read the word Quran
and fume just in case
you think i am speaking of a muslim God

is a God of humanity...
in case some numbnuts think in a twisted way.

if you Love me NOT
then i will raise 
other people
who will love me more

and that IS
for those yogi
who meditate NOT in morning
so that when the shit hits the fan
you see the matured spiritual state of their sour state of mind...

cause is too late
fruits is there
of your PAST "spiritual" practice

but again
i send kisses and love
to those whom God awaits
for their have not lost their potential of Love
and when it blooms
it will SHINE like never before for them

while the past generation of yogi
having NOT achieved to Love God
will just be past..

on this i say
Let's celebrate the Love
of those who really Love
cause fear, hate, prejudices and Hypocrisy
shine NOT
except by their stupidity

i Love to see people INNER
beauty or the lack of it
for it shows me
and guides me
to lovely people
such as this english one below
or the humorist spiritual artist
coming soon in next post...

Commuter's moving account of how he defended a young Muslim woman from a thug who was abusing her as a 'terrorist' on the London Underground goes viral

• Ashley Powys was on the train home from work when man launched tirade
• Targeted teen in hijab with horrific racial insults then branded her 'terrorist'
• The 22-year-old then stepped in protecting shaken victim Yara from abuse
• Missed his own stop to make sure the woman made it to her friends safely 

After moving closer to her, he then unleashed a tirade of racist insults, leaving his victim - who Mr Powys described as looking 'no older than 18' - visibly shaken.

It was then that 22-year-old- who is 6ft 1in tall - stepped in, pushing the man away and using his sizeable frame as a guard wall between the two.

Recounting the coming together online, the Apple store employee said: 'I got on the train as normal and sat opposite a young girl wearing a hijab. She smiled at me as I sat down, and nothing else was said.

'Just behind me, another guy got on the train and stood at the connecting door of the tube and began to stare at this girl. After she looked at him and looked away, he went nearer to her and said, "F****** p***", quite loudly.

'Obviously, that immediately got my attention.

 

'He then got closer to her, and was reeling off abuse calling her things like "rag-head", "terrorist", "scum", and saying that "her people" murdered the victims of the Paris attacks this weekend.'

It was at that point the burly Mr Powys made his presence felt.

In a post that has since been shared thousands of times on Facebook, he continued: 'I automatically stood up and had to physically push him away from her, as he was aggressively close and was clearly terrifying her.

'He then luckily turned his attention onto me, calling me a "terrorist sympathiser", among other things.

 

'I sat down next to this girl, who at this point had tears in her eyes, and I asked her what her name was. She told me it was Yara.

'The man continued to shout abuse at her while I distracted her asking about her day, and other small talk topics, all the while making sure I was a barrier between her and this guy, so he didn't have direct access to harm her.'

The brave commuter stayed on beyond his own stop at Stockwell to ensure the teenager was safe.

When the pair reached Yara's destination, Mr Powys walked alongside her until she was safely with her friends.

She praised him for his courage and refusal to accept what was going on.

Mr Powys said: 'I asked her if she receives that sort of abuse often, and to my shock she said she does.

'I gave her a hug goodbye, and told her in confidence that there are many more people like me, and she should never have to feel afraid in her own country.'

Of course I felt like I had to step in. It was to me a human instinct not an act of bravery.

Commuter Ashley Powys

Despite being thanked for his 'tremendous kindness and bravery', Mr Powys stressed his actions were no more than a gut reaction.

Speaking to MailOnline, he added: 'It was appallingly upsetting that no one else stepped in.

'Of course I felt like I had to step in. It was to me a human instinct not an act of bravery. It was definitely an adrenaline fuelled moment. He luckily did turn his verbal abuse on me.

'After it happened the train felt absolutely silent. Even with the background noise. And the silence was deafening. I still can't get over the silence of it all.'

He added: 'I just saw someone in need, and it was my human nature to do what I could.

'That's what shocked me most about my journey. That not one other person on that crowded train stood up for Yara. They sat in silence and allowed that abuse to happen. That's the problem with our society. Silence is our biggest weakness. We need to start speaking up and defending each other.'

Source : http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3322421/Commuter-s-moving-account-defended-young-Muslim-woman-thug-abusing-terrorist-London-Underground-goes-viral.html#ixzz3s7e9N63X

When the shit hits the fan

Love?
is empty word
unless you SHOW it when the SHIT hits the fan


lol
why i say that?
cause i got to know some organisation of yogis
speaking of love
and teaching others how to de-condition new comers
from religion

while themselves
they keep seeing and juging them
in terms of their religious background

i even got the remark
"well you are a good one, you"
meaning
you are a good muslim, you

on the spot
i got it not?
i am a good what?
then it hit me
ahhh, muslim!

lol
it hit me
again?
they STILL see me as a muslim?

who are those who are meant to see
the other as their own spirit?
and still label them as muslim?

for your information
first
i will see myself a muslim
when i submit
to the spirit inside
WHOLLY

then i will be englightened
and would be DELIGHTED
to call myself a muslim

for now
i am just a yogi..

second,
in best scenario
i am the muslim to advertise their organised yoga
and in medium scenario i am the good muslim
and in the worse scenario lol i inspire some paranoia
to some other yogi hahaha

again
before teaching the world
teach yourself first..
do what you preach about
what a yogi is

see a yogi as a yogi
and not as a tool for spreading yoga
or as a limited beginner stuck up in his religion
all of these are prejudices

which hurt
only the one judging

for to me
i knew there was low level yogi
but knew not so low

then in dream
spirit told me
"see? this is why the collective collapse into its lowest denominator"

so as a collective
when the shit hits the fan
you see if love was an empty word
or indeed their state of heart..

Show me my Silver Lining..

I don't want to wait anymore I'm tired of looking for answers
Take me some place where there's music and there's laughter
I don't know if I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too fast, too slow
Regret, remorse, hold on, oh no I've got to go
There’s no starting over, no new beginnings, time races on
And you've just gotta keep on keeping on
Gotta keep on going, looking straight out on the road
Can't worry 'bout what's behind you or what's coming for you further up the road
I try not to hold on to what is gone, I try to do right what is wrong
I try to keep on keeping on
Yeah I just keep on keeping on

I hear a voice calling
Calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road

I've woken up in a hotel room, my worries as big as the moon
Having no idea who or what or where I am
Something good comes with the bad
A song's never just sad
There's hope, there's a silver lining
Show me my silver lining
Show me my silver lining

I hear a voice calling
Calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road

I won't take the easy road
The easy road, the easy road

Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on

Song : Show me my Silver Lining By First Aid Kit

Writer(s): Klara Maria Soederberg, Johanna Kajsa Soederberg
Copyright: Warner/Chappell Music Scandinavia AB

 source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/firstaidkit/mysilverlining.html

 

Envy

Envy is different from jealousy

Envy
is to see someone's quality
gift, talent

and wish they be taken
away from him
or be spoilt

so is to wish bad for the others
while one can't get these qualities
wishing these got removed
from the other

jealousy
might lead
to the wish of
making effort
to develop such qualities
for  ourselves
while still resenting
the other having them ...

as i happen
to feel the envy of some
particular people
i could see the face of

all of sudden
i saw

i saw a rope knot

all grey 

like when you use a microscope 

it could show you 

the details of it

so i could see

it was all grey 

and emitting infinite small

particles outwards

and how bad energy was coming out of it

and could affect
the person being envied

the "power" of envy
was so bad
in extrem cases
that it could act
as black magic does

for is just a bad wish
that someone wishes for you
and thus what is sent your way
is not love
but the wish that you lose it

but in truth
and from intuition
unless one stops loving
the qualities cannot depart
simply because of someone's envy

yes it could at some point
affects you
but again once you KNOW it
you can take the right steps
to cut such ropes
and the negativity
can't affect you anymore

point is not to feed the person
who is unable to send you love

but rather forgive and love the spirit of god within that person
for love is one
god is love
and is also your true essence

the rest are just separations of this amazing source
who is both inside and outside us
so let's find it in ourselves first
let's meditate

ameen.

Clarity of mind ..

Before sleeping

i was just wondering about

what i can do of my life

or how to give it a meaning.

 

Before waking up, 

this is the dream i had :

First i saw the image in the full screen of my mind

of a nuclear explosion

i saw a black and red mushroom

growing

either was its power equivalent to three of them

or three happened

after i saw the earth all around red

red dust while it was exploding

a bit like mars

during this i had no particular emotion

i was just seeing it

may be a shock that it ends so

all of sudden.

but nothing else as emotion

as the vision was taking its whole space

in my mind,

and i was just observing it.

after

i saw on tv (tv is a metaphor for the screen of my mind)

a morrocan looking girl

she was tanned

she said

"if we could give to everyone

blessings (to masses)

instead of hatred

then will this be avoided?"

and the way she asked this

she looked very innocent to me

and also the way she said it

 

now i think of it

it looked like another me

like the Big me looking at the small me

The Observing me looking at the clueless me

the one that is an individual

was it so?

i write from feeling and intuition

i looked at her

and said in myself

as thought

if of all people

she is the only one i see

standing out by such words

then still it is worthy

it can work

because i saw that she was seeking

but she knew not

so i thought if i tell her about

the cool breeze

she would explode in happiness

and be delighted

to get that solution

for

for now she has no solution

but she has great desire

and conviction

that something can work

and is a concrete hope

is not a withered wish

from all the masses i saw

i see no one else stand out

only that morrocan girl

because she had a genuine

and strong desire for avoiding that destruction

and even if she had no solution

no clue

she knew the solution is in giving blessings

so she said

and this hit me

if instead of letting hatred which affected people reply with

we provide them blessings

then see how the balance can change in favor

this is automatic

and it hit me as an obvious solution

the girl was like in a band of music

singing

though she was not so good a singer

but she liked music and singing

because she felt happy

after i saw her

distributing some juice

in some jar with straw

for free

people queued up to get one

as is free

still thinking she is nut

to give it for free

what will it bring for her

but she was happy to give it

because she knew when they grab

the jar

their mind

is re-wired

and re-directed

to something else

so is like you gain

or save the soul.

after i saw her

trying to produce

colors

like paint

i saw a blue color

she produced

and then used them

to paint jars

and sell such different items

at the end

i saw only one style of item

only last pot was there

and was being sold in front of everyone

as to celebrate the success of it

people were happy

they had sold everything of that style

though other items where still there

to be sold

i think was to collect fund

this sales was for that.

then i woke up

and then i saw a vision

or my inner voice

saying/meaning that :

this is such a clarity of goal

as everyone has come for a goal

yet

is like i saw

how waves after waves of ambiant

thoughts and worlds

washes the shore of our clarity/of our goal in mind

and waves submerge it

and it becomes opaque

and then the shine produced by the clarity of our goal

disappears

engulfed by the waters

and we forget that simple thing

we are made for

to live for

we lose the shining goal

and we forget that we are forgetting

as the waves keep washing over

one wave washing off the precedent

topping on it

and covering up our clarity of mind for our life goal

as clouds are rushed by winds

and cover the sun.

Sadness of the Heart

As for me
the very day of the terror attack
when i saw it

and still now..

my attention was drawn
by my heart on my heart.

and i feel such a soft sadness in it
and then i feel the tears.

is not me who feel sad
this i am certain.
but is the heart who is sad.

is like i can observe
the sadness of the heart
and that sadness belongs to the heart

Divine Humanity

A reader mailed me
about my post about the Archangel Gabriel
and told me
he felt goosebumps when reading it

as i wrote a few weeks ago
i had seen in my dream
the Archangel Gabriel

i saw his face and his whole body
from head to toe
he was very stern
as to what feeling was emanating out of him
it was like a stern statue

and all of sudden
i saw his body being cut
in half..

this hit me hard
to see him so ..
such an unknown shock to me
liek the end of something
and something new totally UNKNOWN
which never happened before..

as i felt bewildered
the spirit said
"not to worry
for he will try to avoid
that Great Split/war"

so that's it.
The Great splitting happened
that attack has been an act of war
of terrorists vs humanity

this is not islam vs christianity
but terrorists vs humanity

now
of course fear and hatred
may turn it sour
and make it a religious war
of islam vs christianity

because Angel Gabriel
is the Archangel who bears the Word of God
the same who is mentioned in judeo-christian and muslim scriptures
he is the Messenger of Unity
and if both religions fail him/his message of Unity/of humanity
i wish to say of DIVINE HUMANITY
then he splits..

how could God can make war to Himself?
How can unity take side?

the only trap is duality
that of taking side
of one against the other

if at this critical time
you follow that which resonates within you
of your OWN true self,
of your mere feeling of Divine Humanity..

then you are on the Right Side
where there is no side
but only Unity
and Peace.

May God be with you all.
Ameen.

The Real enemy

you know
what i felt today
watching documentaries
about art and cinematography?

why all of sudden
i found it beautiful?

because the artists
were there
present
EXPRESSING their self

this expression of self
is that which is alive
when you try to portrait yourself
to try to manifest it to see your self

is like you are blind
and you NEED art
to SEE yourself

only through expression of self
you can do this

see yourself
and the others

in a way..

YET
what is terrorism?

is to create fear
is to occupy space
and fill it with it

if your space is filled with fear
where is your freedom
to express yourself?
your art?
your talent?
your skills?
your beauty?
your try to SEE yourself
through your art?
and through the others?

this filling up of space
is what matters
how you let your space being filled?

by fear?
or by trying to know who you are?

so more than the terrorists
who are the trigger of that fear
the real enemy is your fear

do not let yourself
fall into fear
cause once you do
you stop shining
you stop being yourself
you stop being free...

Paris - Saved by his mobile phone

source : https://fr.news.yahoo.com/attentats-%C3%A0-paris-l-effrayant-145900227.html?vp=1


The witness has also been a victim
and was safed by his cell phone, and jacket and shoes..

as they shielded him from the explosion
done by the kamikaze
while he was queuing up at the entrance
of the football stadium

it is basically what he said in French.

now if you look at the video
you see the piled up
emotion

and this feeling in the throat
when you are on the verge of crying

that's too much
indeed.

yesterday
someone in central paris
just sat down on a piano
outside in the main place
near République

and started to play
some piece of John Lennon

once he finished
he said
basically
"this is a message
for all of us to know
we can stick and live together
and look ridiculous"


then he stood up
and went his way.

what he did
was formidable
he provided
to the crowd gathered here
a moment to let go

and above all
for himself
he let its way of expressing
the piano
be an outlet to his overloaded
emotional state.

in times like this
prayers and all ways
that resonates within you
know that they help you
and the others

for the people
who went through
traumatic situation
have loads in them
and they need to
let them go

and those who died
in such situation
need prayers
and everything
that can soothe them
and see the light to go

PARIS BLEEDING...

Tonight
Paris was under a series of attack
so far it is said 7 places have been targetted
along with the Stade of France
where bombs exploded
some says kamikazes..

It is a Great Shock
France is under a Great Shock

the first images i saw
the faces of the people
they looked so shocked
and with a blank look
all looking at the tv screen hanging in the Stade of France
with such a horrendous and shocking look

seeing them all
looking so
as a mass

and hearing the witnesses
even the male ones
on the verge of crying
when describing the death toll

it was very sorrowful
to realise
that those attacks hit parisians
and brought French people all into a Great Shock

the Emotion in their throat
at some point DOES end up showing itself
as an outburst..
in ALL interviews

it just shows
Hurt.

For the second time
in the History of France
France is in the State of Emergency
which is a pre war state

for sure
Life will never be the same

For this time
Nation as a whole
has been hit
in the heart

France Heart
is bleeding..

Personally
it shocks me
as to how
war can be exported
within a few days
from one continent to another..

these terrorists are crazy
but above all
inhuman

nothing remains in them
of humanity ...

The more i put attention
on the large scale killing
the more i feel the heart itself
sad
and i even feels the tears

on the heart
it feels like a soft hit of sadness

speaking only
for myself
so far
i have never
felt so touched

and again
what the heart is feeling
is what the parisian are feeling

a few weeks ago
i had seen in dream
angel Gabriel
and i saw him being split
i saw his body being split in two..

Spirit said
this means the Great War
will come..

i could not envision
that it could be so real
i only thought it was the war over there
which would worsen at worse
but no
is a war that will enter
into every people's mind and become
parts of its life

how can one after such a shock
remains in old life patterns?

as i was writing this post
i felt progressively
a new waft of scent
and now is persisting on the tip of my tongue

and now
i feel a great coolness on my heart
and i feel now
my whole left channel cool


it is what makes me feel better.

Kiss me

:) that's a sweet song,
for a sweet you! :x

from Sixpence None The Richer

"Kiss Me" is track #13 on the album Sixpence None The Richer. It was written by Slocum, Matthew Preston.

Kiss me out on the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

So kiss me
So kiss me
So kiss me

Songwriters
SLOCUM, MATTHEW PRESTON

Published by
Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.

Read more: Six Pence None The Richer - Kiss Me Lyrics | MetroLyrics

Colored Lines Game for the brain

i discovered
a very interest stuff
about the functioning of the mind

i was playing this game
http://www.gamesforthebrain.com/game/colorlines/

and i could have played it many times in a row
would have been stucked at a low score of 100
when i had not my self realisation

but now
after a long while
i just played it
as a means to try the focus of my attention

and i can score in average over 300
with the upper range hitting around 400
and a record breaking score of 508

and this?
only within a week of trying it

and i can see my mind skill changing
while i am playing the game

how is it?
before i was not familiar with the frame of the game
once i became familiar
i could focus on the immediate right moves
hence a score averaging 150

but then i thought
where is the solution for a higher score?
for there must be a solution
a kind of move i see not
and see not REPEATEDLY
so i desired to see the little change i could do
in my thinking
that would impact my score significantly

so... after i could anticipate the computer move
by using the feeling
in the belly
like say how the computer will block the ways
and prevent me of making my line full
hence a score averaging 200

see?
incredible
how a LITTLE change of mind
can cause such a beneficial HUGE improvement?

then i could have a more expanded vision
of those moves i used to neglect
in the habit of my playing
is like i could feel the color ball
that i was neglecting in my next move
as a habit
hence a score averaging 250

and the extra 200
is just about being able to stay constantly focused
and doing all of the above
without relapsing into some daze

for now by contrast
when i used to score 100
i can see my past state of mind
it was just doing a move
and then staying still
like in a daze/asleep
and then wake up for the next move

so it remained off/passive
while now it can remain on/active
more focused over a longer period of time

so imagine
the game is just a measure of your mind
if you can have that kind of healthy mind
applied to your area of interest
you can bet you would perform better

plus i realised with this game
you just learn to move colored balls
in ways you would have never thought before
and it impacts your life as well
as you "naturally" make more creative new move
that you would have never done before

why?
because you KNOW
you have to change to find some solution
for why changing winning ways?

this is why mostly pain
brings change
not really happiness
happiness move us not to search for more
again, why would it?
for what changing winning ways?

for don't forget
your mind is a tool
if you use it well for one thing
it is the same tool that will serve you
when you use it for something more special
and that you love in your life

this is why one should
never neglect the present
and appreciate even
and especially the very insignificant stuff
we do daily
as much as a game

for the future exists not
only the present
if you value it to your maximum of ability
you can bet that your future would be the best potential ever possible
because of the care you gave to the present

so never scorn anyone
who is in your surrounding
in your very present moment
don't make comparison among people
about who is more interesting for your "future" socialisation
cause the future as such exists not

but look at everyone around you
and try your best to appreciate all of them
for each of them are there to teach you something
some lesson for you to create a future that you would love to live in

this is the real meaning of unconditional love
is to love your present
to everything that is in your present

if you happen to dislike and hate
some aspect of it
then try to let them go
so that you may allow yourself
to have a more expanded vision
and know how to move ahead in advance
then you become a winner!

Don't try to vibe me

I came across this very nice saying
reported by some sufi guy today - by chance of course :

"i don't like forced conversations,
forced friendship,
forced interactions.

i simply do not force things.

if we do not vibe, we don't vibe."

that one i love it!
as simple as that.

things are as they are
because we match or not by our vibes.

but vibes are temporary
and are a matter of choice
and some choices
once done
become a permanent life path...

so you better vibe good
when you choose!

if we meet low vibe people
they can either raise in vibes or stay stuck in theirs.
is a matter of choice.

this is why one cannot really force
is a matter of choice really.

one can compensate
till some point.

but after
if there is no desire
one can't really tag along with them.

for what would one benefit from?

one should meet people
who are willing to rise...

which is rare
people love their own comfort zone

if they meet someone better than them
instead of raising through their surrounding "sea of vibes"
and become part of it and arise likewise

they shun it
just to be able to keep believing
the illusion that they are all good

only God is all good

but if they meet lower people
then they feel themselves
invested to teach and educate them

so, that, becomes the comfort zone
to be preserved:
the safeguarding of the "ego"

but if you wish to move on
with the desire to meet people
with higher vibes than you

then you can bet
you can find those higher realms/seas

because creation is infinite.

and if you blend into higher realms/Seas
guess what happen?