Tuesday 28 April 2015

Cinderella -spoilers



Ah beau-ti-ful movie that this Cinderella from Disney

when a child i was very fond of reading such magic stories
but nowadays Disney just contribute to create a world full of magic
by adapting so finely such classics

the effect of the dress movement
the sparkling colors
of course the beautiful and so well chosen music
in the background
and i am certainly forgetting much precious details

ah in times like this
i wish i have a tape recorder of my heart
and then i press a button
and everything is jotted down there

because i can't rest
till i write it down
some stuff were so much becoming evidence to me
that i HAD to use my mobile phone
just to write it

imagine
i think i am the girl
who uses most her phone in the world
as a notebook to my own self
instead of using it as a phone

incredibly funny seen like this
grossely,
i write to myself all the time hahaha
yea read like this is really funny hehehe


so let's start with the movie itself







Cinderella is a 2015 American romantic fantasy film directed by Kenneth Branagh, from a screenplay written by Chris Weitz. Produced by David Barron, Simon Kinberg and Allison Shearmur for Walt Disney Pictures, the story is inspired by Charles Perrault's eponymous fairy tale. Although not a direct remake, the film borrows many elements from Walt Disney's 1950 animated musical film of the same name.[5] The film stars Lily James as Ella ("Cinderella"), Cate Blanchett as Lady Tremaine (the Wicked Stepmother), Richard Madden as Prince Charming, Sophie McShera as Drisella, Holliday Grainger as Anastasia and Helena Bonham Carter as the Fairy Godmother.
Cinderella had its world premiere on February 13, 2015, at the 65th Berlin International Film Festival. It was released on March 13, 2015. The film was both critically and commercially successful; it grossed over $474 million worldwide and received praise for the performances, particularly those of Blanchett, Bonham Carter and James, the direction, visuals, and its faithfulness to the spirit and magic of the original Disney animated classic.

Plot[edit]

Ella lives with her wealthy parents on a beautiful estate in a peaceful kingdom. From a young age, she is taught by her mother to believe in the existence of magic, allowing her to befriend many animals on the estate, particularly the mice. Everything is perfect until her mother contracts an illness and dies. On her deathbed, she makes Ella promise that she will always have courage and show kindness to others. Years later, when Ella is a teenager, her father marries Lady Tremaine, the widow of an old acquaintance, who has two daughters: Drisella and Anastasia. Ella welcomes her stepfamily, despite the stepsisters' unpleasant attitudes and her need to protect her mouse friends from her stepmother's cat, Lucifer.
Soon after, Ella's father goes abroad on business, promising his stepdaughters gifts of luxury. His own daughter merely asks for the first branch to brush against his shoulder on the way. While he is gone, Lady Tremaine begins to gradually reveal her true cold, cruel and jealous nature, persuading Ella to sleep in the attic and let Drisella and Anastasia have her room. Soon they receive word that Ella's father has fallen ill and died. Desperate for money, Lady Tremaine dismisses the servants and forces Ella to do all their work; later she refuses to let Ella eat with the family. One cold evening, Ella sleeps by the fireplace for warmth. The next day, she rises with her face covered in cinders. Her stepsisters consequently mock her as "Cinderella" - a taunt in which Lady Tremaine joins.
Crushed by her stepfamily's cruelty, Ella goes for a ride into the woods, where she encounters a hunting party in pursuit of a handsome stag. She meets one of the hunters, who claims to be an apprentice named Kit who lives in the palace. Unknown to her, he is actually the only son of the land's dying king. Despite never learning her name, Kit (a nickname given to him by his father) is enchanted by Ella's charm, kindness, and unique outlook on life and becomes infatuated with her. On learning that he has little time left, the King insists that Kit find a bride at an upcoming ball. Although Kit is required to marry a princess, he can't get over the mystery girl, and he persuades his father to let every eligible maiden in the land attend.
When the ball is announced, the Tremaine family is ecstatic at the prospect of marrying into royalty. However, when Lady Tremaine refuses to buy Ella a new dress, Ella fixes up an old pink dress of her mother's with help from the mice. On the night of the ball, Ella tries to join her stepfamily on the way out. Lady Tremaine, claiming that her mere presence will disgrace them, goads her daughters into helping her rip up the dress before leaving without her. Ella runs into the garden in tears, where she encounters an old beggar woman, who reveals herself to be her fairy godmother. She uses her magic to reveal her true form and subsequently to turn a pumpkin into a magnificent carriage, four mice into horses, two lizards into footmen, and a goose into a coachman. She then transforms Ella's dress into a gorgeous blue gown, complete with a delicate pair of glass slippers before sending her on her way with the warning that the spell only lasts until midnight.
At the ball, the entire court is entranced by Ella, especially Kit. She wins the coveted first dance with him, whose true identity she is pleasantly surprised to learn. This irritates the Grand Duke, who secretly promised Kit to a specific princess—a fact that Lady Tremaine overhears. After dancing, Ella and Kit tour the palace and grounds together. But before he can learn her name, the clock begins to strike twelve, forcing her to flee and accidentally drop one of her glass shoes at the palace stairs in the process. She manages to get away before the stroke of midnight and hides the other shoe in her room as a memento, reasonably content that her one night will become a beautiful memory.
Soon after, the King dies, but not before giving his son permission to find the girl and marry her if he wishes. After Kit becomes king, he has it announced that every maiden in the kingdom is to try on the shoe. Ella goes to her room to get the other shoe, only to find her stepmother waiting with it in her hand. Lady Tremaine has deduced that Ella is the mystery maiden. She demands to be made the head of the royal household if Ella marries Kit. She also demands that Ella ensure that Drisella and Anastasia get proper husbands as well. Ella refuses, so Lady Tremaine smashes the shoe and locks her in the attic. She then brings the shattered shoe and identity of the mystery girl to the Grand Duke and blackmails him into rewarding her with the title of countess and advantageous marriages for her daughters. The Duke takes the shattered shoe to Kit, hoping to persuade him to forget the mystery girl, but this makes Kit more determined than ever to find her.
The Grand Duke and the captain of the guards lead a mission to try the remaining shoe on all the maidens in the land, but it fits none of them. When they arrive at the Tremaine estate, the shoe fits neither of the stepsisters. The officers turn to leave, only to hear Ella singing ("Lavender's Blue") through a window that the mice opened for that purpose. The Grand Duke tries to leave anyway, but one of the men reveals himself to be Kit in disguise and demands that the captain investigate the sound. Once Ella is found, Lady Tremaine forbids her to try on the shoe on the grounds that she is Ella's mother, but is overruled by the captain. Ella then curtly tells Lady Tremaine that she is not, and never has been, her mother. She and Kit are finally reunited. Kit recognizes Ella even without the shoe, which fits perfectly. The Grand Duke and the stepsisters plead for forgiveness. Ella leaves with Kit after forgiving her stepmother, who leaves the kingdom with her daughters and the Grand Duke.
At the wedding, Kit and Ella are crowned as the new king and queen. The Fairy Godmother narrates that they become the land's most beloved monarchs, ruling with the courage and kindness Ella had promised her mother, and they live happily ever after.

source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cinderella_(2015_film)



as for my own impressions
jotted down freshly from the movie


i love the fairy part
when she threw her wand up in the sky
it formed a ladder up to it
in the form of the dna structure


and prior to it

she was an ugly shrivelled old woman
and suddenly she transformed herself into
this beautiful sparkling younger fairy

as if it showed as a metaphor
how everything is meant to evolve to a higher beauty
if it follows this ascending course of her wand, oups, of the dna evolution

in the same track
all of the little present creation
was handily transformed to a higher more evolved role
to serve the beautiful princess
indeed she is the princess of her own life and dream
as her parents made her be so "in spirit"
though as it was said in the beginning of movie
yes a princess but without realm, castle or title

this too become materialised
thanks to her own fuel of "bravery and benevolence"
she fulled her dna to ascend enough to
make her dream, what she believes in
such as these both valued taught by her mom
and supported by her father
to be their little princess of their kingdom

marvellously,
at the end,
she indeed  becomes the princess of this very kingdom
not because she was not already a princess
for she has been developping these qualities in her own self
and nurturing them
but because the balance, the right alchemy was missing
between bravery and benevolence

indeed, life, such as impersonated by her mother and sister in law
taught her how to practice benevolence
after having "claimed" in it all of these previous years
and she succeeded in it all the way

yet, what was wanting in her
was bravery
to say no to those who plan against the interest of the kingdom
and interest, even the best at "heart" which is a thriving and strong kingdom
with military allies
is NOT the truth
for the truth of this very kingdom is listening to its heart

and the heart of the kingdom is in need of contact with its inner self
impersonated by the prince and princess to be

the prince being in need of more benevolence towards its people
and this benevolence being to appointe a loving queen to it
vs a queen for a military alliance
and this requires to be in touch with its loving heart to go against its own tradition and expectation from
others and all ethiquettes stuff





and for the princess was about to get in touch with her own bravery
and say no to this unjustly behaving mother in law

to say no to someone
when it takes too much control over your life

is not only for you 
but is also for all of your own kingdom
you are in charge of your own kingdom
if you want to become its princess
see?

such a wise metaphor this cartoon is

and her first realisation was
when she was serving them out of benevolence
till the day pain hit her heart
and she realised "the power of the word"
which lowered her
literally by naming her as such :

when she was called cendres + souillon
which means in french ashes+ a very unclean girl
hence her name cendr-illon, the french for the cinderella

hence she realised that day
thanks to the pain inflicted
by the in-laws
that benevolence limits are those were bravery should start
and this
in the name of her own true self
who she is (like when she asks the prince if he is ready to accept her as she is)




in the name of her own inner and later
literally speaking outer kingdom

for the outer is created
by the resonance of the inner

and she created the kingdom
which looked like her




this is why by the way
yesterday i realised
something

though i watched the movie only today

is that negativity
in truth
exists not

somehow i saw as in a vision
in front of me
that our qualities
our godly qualities
are many
and are like test tubes
filled with their liquid of light
and we as a computer
should learn to level the test tube liquid
to an optimum level
so that a baricenter
our own balance be reached
and we act as a "working" human being/living computer

let s say you have two test tube
one filled with the liquid say of intelligence
and another filled with the liquid of honesty/sincerity

in my case
i was so much used to use  honestly in action
that i forgot to use intelligence in action

meaning
i kept giving excuses or assuming
people acted so and so because of this and  this excuse
but life helped me to realise
that i should now be using and levelling up
my other test tube
and that is the one of using intelligence
to see people as they are
and stop giving them hundreds of excuse

so incredibly well timed this cartoon is today
the word was said by cinderalla in the cartoon
when the prince asked her in the forest
why your mother in law acted so

she said sth like "is all that she can/or is able to do"
and her state showed her "all"...

i found what a true yet painful reply for her
if she had heard it

is all, indeed her evolution at present,
which only let her be of that 'low level' towards life


oh yea back to my right synergy
of test tubes aka our godly qualities that we are meant to impersonate
once the fine balance found
there is, we realise, no more "lack"

what lack was
was actually
disproportionaletly used test tubes
if you use more benevolence but disregard/pay no attention to bravery
your balance is wrong
and magic happens not

and there is not a test tube called "poverty"
poverty was just only benevolence being used
and bravery forgotten
once she started to use it more and more
it developped enough for her to reach her balance
and become a princess

inbetween
the accumualted let s say good karma of her benevolence
let her meet her fairy
ie her own benevolence in shape of a magical woman
who can be called her past good deeds impersonated into a fairy
hence this power accumulated by good deeds
become the fuel of her magic
when she needed it most in her dire time
to attend the royal party 


the transformation of the pumpkin
and lizard and mouses into higher evolved stuff
cf evolution in action lol
as her dna ascending ladder symbolises
evolution

they have evolved to serve the humanity
here the princess at hand

but as goes the rule
the magic itself is not eternal
only till midnight
remember is the reward of her good deeds
(like the milk she gave to her when she was a beggar)

so magic is a temporary path
created for you to enjoy till you are there
as the lizard said by the way to her

and is for you the opportunity to
live your dream
at least to work for its next step

there so many others signs i could just down
like how sad is
but that is evolution teachings
the mother in law could only see her own two daughters
as her savior in terms of richness
but could not see cinderella as her already easy peasy savior
as she was from the same family
she made her own path harder for nothing
because blinded by jealousy

this is why i firmly have ever believed
that all we need is there
right under our own eyes
for everything is like universe
in each group microcosm
there is this jewel, this sun
which is your savior
and gives you the clues to evolve
but rare are the people who have eyes to see
because of their inner blindness they are victims of
till time is gone
and people who were jewels to their evolution too

but hey this is evolution
and is natural
but all the right question is
how much did you benefit from it
how much time you saved
and used constructively

other symbols
i love saying it in german
schmetterling
butterflies on her dress
they represent like freedom in spirituality
yes like when i used to see the kundalini like butterflies in the sky

yea this is on the dress of the princess to be
her clothes are like in islam
a metaphor of her action
action towards her freedom

so is her next dress symbolically blue
like the schmetterling flying up high in her spring time blue sky
sparkling sky

or have you also noticed
when at his dying bed the dying king
say to his son
now you are free
for he learned to put his attention within his own kingdom
when he said
father why do we need outside alliances
should we not see own riches
we already have it all in us, within

ok these are my words
but he said something along these lines

same with cinderella
she is the metaphor of the slave girl
who became free at the end
by finding and fighting for her inner truth

to find truth
you have to believe
in some values
and try them out
and fight for them
and then you can really test veracity of your belief
the one you put in them
and the beauty is
wherever you start from
with whatever belief
in whatever value

you CAN find truth and
see improvement in your situation

if no belief
be it EVEN disbelieve
you CAN T come to a fruitful conclusion

so the worst are not disbeliever
i would say believer and disbeliever
both have merit to believe in something
for disbelieving in sth is believing in something else

the worst are those who have no standing
nothing
for they have no desire

may be this is why hypocrisy
is the worst
for is the greatest self cheating
for your built nothing
neither for you
nor for the others

another fine point
is the cleverness and refinement of this cartoon movie
the screen writer
put a human face on cinderella mother in law
he made her not just a block of evilness
from which you can't see beginning and end of it

he showed how
evil is sth that you subtly spread
like a cobweb
under the feet of others

watch well
she was subtely
degrading cinderella
by rationalising her degradation
(like live upstair under roof, more fresh air
while is so unclean and cold etc.)

so that she feels not that her decision
which were flagrant decision against her daughter in law
be taken as such
she used social sweetness to break her position

so that cinderella home became her home
not in terms of sharing
but in terms of possession
in terms of excluding the other for replacing it with another

and this cinderella noticed it not
till her heart broke
when she saw that all her benevolence
was not EVEN felt, noticed or recognised
therefore NO appreciation
but was only aimed at using her up
and degrading her

only the pain
let her know the limit of benevolence
and stupidity of not fighting for her values
which are courage AND benevolence

therefore
we KNOW always
how to act
how to fix our own limit
once we SEE and recognise
natural limits

this is the way to identify your relationship
with people
not because of social standards of what "goodness"
should be
otherwise at this rate
you will become and remain a slave

true freedom
is earned
by being true to yourself
to your chosen value
that you test with your life
against Life Itself!

so, the mother in law
ended up turning everything upside down
and even victimising herself!
saying she ended up with a daughter of another man
while she is without money to support herself and her own daughters

see the narrow mindedness?
where it leads to ?
it leads to your own misery
this is how misery exist
for we have somehow accepted to lie to ourselves
and not see the situation as it is

had she with an open heart accepted
the gift from life
and appreciated it and thanked Life
for having got a roof and a loving daughter
she would have only reaped goodness from the fate of her daughter in law
for we all know the destiny of that child

instead she preferred misery for her daughter in law
and reaped it and shame for herself too


see
this cartoon was filled with gems
all the way for me to pick up
and was delicious really
and at times jsut some scenes
with the syngergy of music were so well timed
and well done
that i could just feel and see my own thought forms
on the spot
my own imagination
unfolfing, unrolling like a beautiful leaf
and showing all the magnificient possibilities of life

was glorious golden
schmetterling
unfolding of life
in myself
and in front of myself
and in the cinema screen

also i read somewhere
when in indigeneous culture
you went to see true shaman
for your lack of joy in life and your afflictions






when did you stop singing?
when did you stop dancing?
when did you stop being charmed by stories?  (aka fairy tales lol)
and the last one,

when did you stop finding comfort
in the soft field of silence...


and at the end of the fairy tales
cinderella
no :) as name bears power
the new princess
turned back and say "i forgive you"
to the tyrannical mother in law

and she and the duke and her daughters
left the kingdom... as said in the fairy tales

meaning
these sufferings... as it was said at the start of the movie
left the kingdom...
and they departed
where?

may be like the lizard and the goose
they got transformed
this is why they "departed"

they could "depart"
only because she let her (pains) go
logic
but is how stuff are transformed
when you entrust them to God Hands of this Soft Silence in you
and He surely transform your life into a new one
otherwise why do we say "to be born anew" and "to enter God Kingdom"?

lol hey apparently
was your own kingdom allllll the way
you were just not, like in this movie, ready to see it

and i just know this....


and they lived happily
ever
after...

i bet you thought they literally left
to some outside kingdom?
no? :))
i know you did
because your attention was outside
and not inside
for nothing is lost, all is transformed...
- Lavoisier (French chemist)

Saturday 25 April 2015

Movies are projection of our desires



i understood one thing
that we project the part of us which
we feel is missing in us

in fact it is not "missing"
is just not yet into our power
to manifest it out
and experience it

like
obvious example are movies
asian, indian movies
show love stories among a man and a woman
be honest

in india
in average traditional society
women are servants at least
respected mothers at best

but no freelance lover
to the spouse to be before marriage
and even less flirty wife after marriage
her role with time becomes that of a matrone
at best
for in most of cases they remain in a servant like position
if not kitchen slave like one

i am giving gross example
but in essence is true
you won't see a to be wed girl
as in bollywood
and EVEN LESS a wife as such

why?
because this love life is missing there
for family and tradition and mother in law
have a heavy weight and limit such behavior
of course i am not for excess of unhealthy behavior
but i am pointing at the projection

projecting in movies
the weakest part of us
that need to be manifested and to exist
because we had not found in us the
tool to make it happen
no outlet other than movies

same to my dismay
i learned that in japan
porn industry is very much developped
more than in west

why?
because the sex life is missing there
japanese people are all smiling in real life
but is hard to have the guts to flirt there
so they manifest it by using this porn industry
as an outlet as a support

so an outsider
which see bollywood movies
or any other movies
like american with their national heroes

will say oh what a loving, or heroic
people they are
in fact is just what they are reaching out for!
lol

they are in need of materialising
this love in their life
this flirting
this heroic deeds

in a way
movies are excellent for self knowledge
of a country
if followed up with self reform
if you know ah ok is my weak point
then you can understant it is your desire
and you can fulfill it
by manifesting it truly in your life



Dr Masaru Emoto and the water experiment



Following the article on the cheese attack and how our thoughts shape our own reality,
i wanted to give proper highlight to Dr Emoto's work
here is a very nicely detailed presentation that i just copy pasted
so well written it is :

Masaru Emoto was born in Yokohama, Japan in July 1943 and a graduate of the Yokohama Municipal University's department of humanities and sciences with a focus on International Relations. In 1986 he established the IHM Corporation in Tokyo. In October of 1992 he received certification from the Open International University as a Doctor of Alternative Medicine. Subsequently he was introduced to the concept of micro cluster water in the US and Magnetic Resonance Analysis technology. The quest thus began to discover the mystery of water.

He undertook extensive research of water around the planet not so much as a scientific researcher, but more from the perspective of an original thinker. At length he realized that it was in the frozen crystal form that water showed us its true nature through. He has gained worldwide acclaim through his groundbreaking research and discovery that water is deeply connected to our individual and collective consciousness.

He is the author of the best-selling books Messages from Water, The Hidden Messages in Water, and The True Power of Water. He is a long-time advocate for peace in relation to water. He is currently the head of the I.H.M.General Research Institute and President Emeritus of the International Water for Life Foundation, a Not for Profit Organization.

Mr. Emoto has been visually documenting these molecular changes in water by means of his photographic techniques. He freezes droplets of water and then examines them under a dark field microscope that has photographic capabilities.

Some examples from his works include:

Water from clear mountain springs and streams had beautifully formed crystalline structures, while the crystals of polluted or stagnant water were deformed and distorted.

Distilled water exposed to classical music took delicate, symmetrical crystalline shapes.

When the words "thank you" were taped to a bottle of distilled water, the frozen crystals had a similar shape to the crystals formed by water that had been exposed to Bach's "Goldberg Variations"- music composed out of gratitude to the man it was named for.

When water samples were bombarded with heavy metal music or labeled with negative words, or when negative thoughts and emotions were focused intentionally upon them, such as "Adolf Hitler", the water did not form crystals at all and displayed chaotic, fragmented structures.

When water was treated with aromatic floral oils, the water crystals tended to mimic the shape of the original flower.

Sometimes, when we cannot see the immediate results of our affirmations and or prayers, we think we have failed. But, as we learn through Masaru Emoto's photographs, that thought of failure itself becomes represented in the physical objects that surround us. Now that we have seen this, perhaps we can begin to realize that even when immediate results are invisible to the unaided human eye, they are still there. When we love our own bodies, they respond. When we send our love to the Earth, she responds.

For our own bodies at birth are more than 60 percent water, and the percentage of water in our bodies remains high throughout life (depending upon weight and body type). The earth's surface is more than 60 percent water as well. And now we have seen before our eyes that water is far from inanimate, but is actually alive and responsive to our every thought and emotion. Perhaps, having seen this, we can begin to really understand the awesome power that we possess, through choosing our thoughts and intentions, to heal ourselves and the earth. If only we believe.

Whether you participate in global meditations, or simply do this inner work in the quiet of your own loving mind and heart -- we can heal the body of our earth and recreate a clear, pristine world to hand down to our children for seven generations.

Office Masaru Emoto:
http://www.masaru-emoto.net/english/e...

Wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masaru_E...

Music by: Antony Raijekov-Photo theme
Peace, love and light. 


source : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAvzsjcBtx8






The Cheese Attack :)



i learned an amazing stuff

lol it starts very funny
i never eat at mcdo
because is just never fill me up lol
and also i find it is just unhealthy
i can't

anyway,
whenever i like not something
and it becomes an obsession
then lol i do the opposite
just to break down the limit

because is one thing to be careful
is another when it becomes a no-no forever

so i went on my mcdo discovery period
imagine lol
i may be went to mcdo 3 times in my life! lol

so i went there and ate it a few times was ok
and one day my fear came out hehehe
while eating my sandwich
"i felt hmm this cheese is looking way more too plastic to me
what am i eating! plastic all the way"

guess what?!

hehehehe
right next hour

i started to oooooooooooooooooooze old cheese smell!
from all pores of my skin
hahahahaha
so much
that i said to myself where is this old cheese ordor coming from?!

and suddenly i realised was from me!

ah, i was confused!
why was i OOZING cheese?!
hehehehe

well here is what happened,

as you know everything is alive
as is part of God light
see?
so everything has a consciousness
if you saw avatar the movie
you understand that trees have a consciousness
but is a low level one
meaning a consciousness which is barely aware of itself

like in islam
we heard hadith that walls hear you etc.
of course people take it as something which will forever remain unknown to them
thus they never get it
as they close doors of knowledge by themselves

same here
cheese and any other food stuff
have consciousness
if you don't like something
just don't eat it
but if you want to break down your limit
then do it with love

so was wrong from me
i was eating the sandwich
and suddenly got suspicion and then disliked
the cheese being plastic like

and what i am telling you now guys
i really mean it
when i understood that i sent dislike to the cheese
while all the way it was just there to offer itself to me
so that i have a good meal time
i had tear in my eyes

because the cheese "wish/purpose" is to feed me
and please me really
and while eating it
i was rejecting it

so my kundalini
as is your personal care taker
knew i liked it not
so she took it out
right in the next hour out of my body
by oozing it out of my skin spores

and literally speaking
if you can imagine a comic
the cheese was going out of my body
and it was going ashamed

this is why me too i was feeling ashamed
of this odor

and also from that i understood
that each things have two faces
which are complementary

the shame of me of smelling this
was the reflection or let's say
was not my own shame
was the shame of the sandwich itself
that i was experiencing and feeling as mine

this is also how i discovered
that indeed
we are not our own feelings
these are feelings that our aura absorb from others
other people or other entities or other consciousnesses

hence the surah naas
in quran,
it is told to read it before sleeping
to be protected from waswas
and what are waswas?
the not-your-own thoughts
but those implanted in you and made as yours
during your sleep time
as you are defenseless

ah life is so intrinsincally beautiful
and Holy Books
if looked at in their purity
are absolute jewels of Wisdom

and they perfectly click and match
our common sensical observations

i aim at discovering more of Life
disgressing
but i already know the amazing stuff
i am going to buy!

coming back to my present topic,
and if we don't purify ourselves from them(waswas)
imagine we have years in this life
and other life time of stored feelings more or less hidden in us
that we identify with
ie thing as being ours
so much that we feel as the feeling ID is (sad, shame, fear, likes and dislikes ...)
our own ID!
and that it defines us
so much that if someone attack that ID
you think you are being attacked
this reveals your wrong identification
which is not the one with the spirit
see?

so once these "dormant" feelings are awakened in us
we think
as i read it once

that people think there is something,,oh...he did that to me..etc..she did that..I am so traumatized
when in fact..the ki energy remains in the body of ours

as we have not taken OUR responsibility to purify
the "corner of our house/body"
as we can actually do in our house with incense
like in all churches, temples
and sufi places incenses is lit on to purify houses

likewise is our OWN responsibility
to purify our "house" body
which has absorbed, stored
this old ki  in us

so if the other trigger negative feelings
or positive one so much that we become
obsessed with it
it means we are not doing our share of purification
and keep recycling bad ki into our life

this is HOW someone act as a mirror to you
it triggers you lol
and is not a mirror
if he or she comes lol
and say "i am a mirror to you" hahaha
or if you are asked to change
why would you change if you are feeling happy in your life?!

if you are ok, then trust yourself
your ki channels are ok
but if you are indeed being triggered
then yes do your work and purify yourself

but being triggered
and asking the others to change
is the most stupid thing ever

first for you are using mental
to impose on others how to grow
this is ego dictature

second, you are not doing your own share
and are not thanking Life for your soul growth
in a way it reveals you are not into being
a student of life
which is true humility

humility is not to affect mannerism
is to live your life fully joyfully
the only limit being yourself
as long as you disrespect not
and of course impose not on others
against their own will
and thus (their soul) growth patterns 


again
the proper way of dealing with life
is to let life be
and if you are triggered, bothered and so on
then do you OWN share
purify yourself
and thank the other to be your mirror

but if you indeed see
that WHILE you do this
personal work
and you are happy

and out of thin air
people come to patronise you
because themselves
they feel themselves in charge of you
instead of their own ass lol

then straighten them up for your own fun
for some are thick headed
and learn not to be in charge of their own self :)))


so coming back to the cheese story
is funny now
of the double face of the same coin

i can say
the poor cheese left in shame
according to my desire

or i can say
i was under cheese attack
because i felt the "actual"
leaving of the cheese in shame
and its shame i felt it

see?
duality is a very fine stuff
and like a coin which has two faces
cheese departure vs cheese attack
is all the same thing
depending of point of view
from cheese point of view
it went away in shame as it lost its right
to remain in my body

and from a human point of view
on the spot
it was a cheese attack
for i was the one in shame

while all the way
the awareness of mine
that is above such identification
but only as a witness
can see that there is no attack
no shame either

is just cheese expulsed by the body
by the kundalini
following my desire

yet in the manifestation realm
i was ashamed of this odor
and the cheese consciousness was
ashamed of not having pleased me

therefore
i felt really ashamed
when i discovered this
for having made the cheese so sad
that it has to be thrown away from my body
while all it wanted was to please me

that next day
i specially went to mcdonald's
and bought specially a cheese sandwich
and innerly apologised for not having
been grateful for it
for all it wanted was to please me and feed me
thus i sent love to it
and eat it :) yummy

i am dead hungry now
hahaha

More seriously now,
this was a very serious stuff
it proved that one has to control our thoughts
watch our words
for they become reality

the cheese is an element
yet
it felt the pain for not having made me happy
so unless i went there and sent my love
the cheese would have always been ashamed
and i would have always felt it oozing from my body :)

so without knowing
i had attacked it
incredible
it was a passing thought
and i would have not even named it "attack"

well it was one
and the cheese is ALIVE
and there are demi-gods over watching it
and they attack you if you attack it

so never curse elements
even though it was not a worded curse
nor my intention
but just heart repulsion i felt on the spot

but this taught me
how to become more aware of my passing thoughts
and feeling
and how to let love stem out
instead of fear
while eating mcdo cheese :)

this happening
is also a sign of progress
and on this level
one needs guidance
not to destroy our own self...

is so heavy of consequences

guidance is :

since i knew not
that my thought is shaping reality
i ASSUMED it was not ME
the origin of this oozing smell

once i knew it was me
for thoughts creates reality
for a realised being

i went there and apologise for
having thought it being a plastic
asked forgiveness to it
and told him i know now that it is alive

that time i loved the burger i ate :)
 
and of course i got no more
cheese attack
since that day :)

and also
this is also where comes the wisdom
of thanking God before meal and after it
we bless our own food
by sending good thoughts to it

like you can learn
from this experience made by
the japanese guy
Dr Masaru Emoto


From there you can see your own power of creation
imagine you "indeed" create jewels?
isn't it?



 :)
this is why also when God speak of
jewels and rubis in paradise in quran
is these...

our own body are made up of more than 60% of water
if you spend your whole time bit by bit
to make your own waters holy...
imagine
you indeed become a jewel
for yourself
and for the others to admire you
and this admiration is nothing made man
that you should shun from
by misplaced humility

is just the actualisation of the real YOU 

is the admiration of God Glory
that you ARE already
but have LET itself manifested in your
own House






Enjoyment of miracles



About miracles

as one awesome one happened
and i could not believe my eyes
to self teach me
and not forget
i had to write the good advice
for me to remember :




miracles are your thought forms
once they happen 
you say "thank you" and "forget it" 
and that is IF you want more miracles

writing it
it feels it right
for indeed
is what children behavior is
they marvel at stuff 
and ENJOY 
and then they move onto something else
naturally

lol 
is not like mentally saying to themselves
"ok let it go"
hahaha
can you imagine a child saying 
ok now let it go 
and linger not 
hahaha

this shows how fake 
is even our try to let go
at least is honorable
but tiny and nonesensical effort

real let go 
is to enjoy it fully
and then seek for some other enjoyment
naturally 
 
 
otherwise you'd think  "woww"
so IF the universe allows IT THEN
every miracle should be treated as such
and one should just say "thank you" and not linger

so i learned
when it happens..do I get proud?..no..I enjoy "say thank you"..and let it go 

also now i remember
i had read somewhere
is because the miracles comes from the soul 
which is the place of power
and when we say wow
then its energy departs the soul 
and is in the head
thus it is no more alive 
and miracles happens no more

 


Wednesday 22 April 2015

Angels wings

hello to all

ah, i should have updated my blog day by day
for so many good stuff happened

hmm,
if i do now, is not the same
won't be truthful as it should be

but hey
i can write what happened right now

i saw this time 3 rays of light shining
first as usual was on the computer screen
and then was coming out of my left hand side
so was no more out of the computer
and i got a thought

that those rays looked like wings
so i understood why people say angels have wings
is because of those rays of light
angels radiates such light
that one think is wings!
you see like 3 feathers stuck one to the other :)

so now is funny for me
when people say angels have wings
because they focus on the description and believe in their man made description
instead of believing in what it is pointing at
which is light radiating

and it happens so a few times
and finally i saw them right in the middle of the room lol

i like it:)
again
is a cool light
and it feels veeeeeeeeeeeerrrry much slowed down
when i see it

ah it made my day :x

Wednesday 8 April 2015

Virgo archetype



Today i was sitting with a one or two girls
and the teacher had one picture of shri mataji
we were about to do a prostration
and she told us
not to this one

she said to that one
and she said that one is the Devi Kavach
and she made out of it 10 cards
and disposed them in some order
and each card she was turning and placing in order
i could see a face full of life of shri mataji smiling
on each of them

lol now it looks like to some seer card decks
which were all positive in a way

oh yes i forgot
then i saw shri mataji
who appeared suddenly
and she said
God and I, Power of God
are two clearly different seats

this reassured me
as i know how to make difference
and i believe is true

later in the very dream
i saw a very beautiful lady
and was told
it is the Virgo herself
can one say like the archetype of the horoscope sign itself?

she was like white and in silver color
and with a graceful light emanating from her

someone came to ask her
to help them out by doing some astral work
she was willing to
as she loves to help

they were forcing her to take loads of money
but she became stern
and  told she only needs the bare minimum
to cover up the costs of the work she undertook

i found her very fair and pragmatic
from there i saw the difference
between an interested person and a clear cut job oriented one
for who the money was of no value
except for the job she accepted to do to help out

after i was asked if i wanted to see the venus archetype
i guess i woke up
for i don't remember now

Angel Israfil


yesterday or so
i saw the angel israfil
flying towards me
it was sent by God

and i felt a little afraid
because in my mind it was associated with death
guess i was mixing him up with the angel of death

and right after a few seconds
it was preceded by another angel
and i felt very happy and honored
to see this other one
because it was full of light and i felt joy


yes the angel israfil is the angel of day of judgement
one of the four angel bearing the throne of God

Women state



a few days ago i dreamt of shri mataji
i was walking along a corridor with her

it was the corridor of a prison
and she stopped at the doors
and open the small window in them

to see in the room
the state of majority of women

i was seeing it through Her eyes
and most women state was very dirty
poor and lacking hygiene
and very sad
as it can be in a middle age like prison

actually
it was their inner state
the jail being their thoughts


Grave digging and our true nature



dream are strange stuff
they can you make understand
deep stuff
using casual "signboard"

like there

saw myself in a boat
sitting at the edge of it

then digging up a grave
in it a woman dead due to some infection


at times the dream are
very close to the one who watches it
but not to the reader









in it it meant clearly :

when we get so identifid with this body
that we remember not
our divine nature
this body identification
calcify us /
or this false knowledge infest us so much
by a wrong identification
that we die of it

like by a poison.

ps :
i read it somewhere
saints became mortal
when they thought their body were made of clay

i found this statement wonderful
as in one statement it shows
how initial divine nature when it chooses
to believe in one identification
leads us to conform to its law
and thus die

Eclipse and gate keeper



i dreamt
there was an eclipse
and a puja
i came at the end of it

people were in disorder
and it was a bit of untidy place

i found three blessed bouquets offered to shri mataji
but thrown like this and forgotten
so i took them

and i met a guy
in real life no one hardly talked to
even mock him

i was told such people
to whom people rarely talked to
are very special

i guess people are not open enough
to benefit from them

and he said to me
in the us is different from france
as there he could be himself plainly

and i told him
is because he already has all he is in him
only there circumstances were favorable
for him to open up and be
(you see like a flower
you already are
but you can open up only there
as right circumstances are gathered)

so here in france
he could not feel himself as worthy
so i told him he is already the same
just circumstances allow him not
to show it and live it

i guess human being needs the right time and place
thus circumstances to discover themself
and blossom as such
we lack nothing really

yea
on my way out
i met a sort of monkey
that i took on my lap
but it happened to be an egyptian son
of a huge statue with a face of horse
it was horus

i was told he is a demi god
a gatekeeper
the protector of innocence
he protects the astral entry

and thus as the us guy told me
he feels better since he got the right circumstances
as for me he meant is a a sign of my new life beginning
which will be way better

true now i remember an eclipse is the sign of change


also i understood
i got access in dream
to the consciousness plane

lol it means i can see what is going on
different level of worlds (of consciousness)
sporadically

rabb il alamin
i guess i understand more
this word
the lord and provider of worlds (of consciousness)