Conscious and Subconscious

Have ever heard of people playing a role?
or again that life is like a drama, role play?

i JUST understood today its REAL meaning! :)
feel SOO content and fulfilled :)
yes findings like these are bread like to me,
well rather sweet than bread lol

it functions like this..you do to other what you would WANT to yourself,but you're afraid to do/experience this by doing this to yourself

so.... the human being found a way!
that  is projection !

PROJECTION !!!

"we think of the other the way we think of ourselves"

here is a little story,

at midnight a pious person was coming out of a church/mosque/ saint place
and he met a guy in the street

his first though, "oh the great guy, he is so diligently working out himself to keep vigil at night in prayer."

and when this other guy met the pious one,
he said to himself with a malicious face " ah, this guy playing the pious but in truth no better than me,
sneaking out at night to go to discotheque"

LOL
when i heard this
i laughed a lot

and it was a revelation,

it means we think of the others, the way we think of ourselves.


same about the rest of our life
we are wholly experiencing ourselves at all time
by doing unto the other what we are afraid to do/admit to ourselves of our inner/hidden desires/personality.

why afraid?
for we have a logical mind which is afraid for it can't manage to control the inner deep power of his inner desire.
it knows that it is SO STRONG that it will defies its logic.

thus this BLOCK
which is too traumatising to self experience (i.e. being experienced by the consciousness)
will be soften by being projected i.e. being experienced TOWARDS the other!

BY PASS way to experience it

so our subconscious is projecting on the other
to know itself
by passing the block between the logical brain and the inner desires of the individual

THUS

THIS IS HOW WE PROJECT OUTSIDE
THAT WHICH IS INSIDE OF US!

why the need for this self experience?
ah, suddenly it becomes clear, isn't it?

SELF experience
before i could not get what  SELF experience
it is the subconscious trying to know itself
while the conscious, as the name point at is CONSCIOUS of this EXPERIENCE

knowing how it works..automatically makes the ,,inner,, being understood


and the block was about

lack of communication between mind/soul/spirit..etc 
orin other word

 the conscious vs the subconscious reality


third, 
this projection creates a ,,connection,, between the conscious and subconscious - mind and soul?

this connection is
a medium to communicate between both.

CONCLUSION : 

so we always,,project,, the inner ,,outside,,..to ,,see ourselves,,

so the pious guy wanted to see his own piousness
to see what his piousness looked like :)

and the disco guy wanted to see what his depraved life looked like lol

true a mirror cannot see itself
it NEEDS a second person to be able to see HOW it reflects WELL!
so far so good

BUT 
when our attention FORGETS THAT! (man forgets, so use remembrance - quran/islam)
when it forgets the rule of the game : to know yourself, to experience your self
as a mirror would want too

and starts thinking that it is the beauty of the other i want to possess (one of the 10 commandments not to transgress -judaism)
or the ugliness of the other that i want to wipe off ( do not judge or you will be judged - christianity)

then it is HOW our attention got corrupted
and we forget WHO we are.

see ? all of the religious teachings AIM at bringing man back to :

THE PURE BLISSFUL AWARENESS OF THE PRESENT MOMENT BEING EXPERIENCED

- dedicating this clarity of revelation to my husband to be :)
kiss to you ; ) and HUGE love

-petals

 
 

Back pain healing

I had to imagine what it would be like having back blocked
and not being able to walk


guess what?!

it is what happened,
ah, if i am so good at imagining
i better imagine next time GREAT LOVELY things
happening to me

;) well i did
delicious ones lol

so,
i know they will happen :)


yes, so in the morning,
when i got up
my back was blocked
and i had much pain, going from the back to the right leg

so i raised the energy
and put hands on the main chakras
doing thus a cycle

and then,
when it started to feel cool
i stayed with this feeling
as long as this coolness spread in the body

of course,
i put first my attention on the area of the pain
for once the attention is in the cool breeze
then WHERE we direct the attention, the energy follows

thus when i directed my attention on the painful area
the attention was like a laser
or like the concentrated rays of sun
that remove the dark clouds

so the realised attention EMPTIES the area where it is directed
and then the pain disappears!

because the body is the densified extensions of our immaterial thoughts
so if cool breeze can provoke a state of thoughtless awareness
THAN
on the manifestation realm/concrete physical space
the cool breeze WILL ALSO provoke THIS emptiness
so here the thoughts materialised (my projection of experiencing this blocked back)
have been wiped off by the attention loaded with this cool breeze

et voilà!

my back got healed within 1h max!

ah so happy! :)

kiss:x

Shatter me!

Amazing video!

isn't ?!

[Verse 1: Lzzy Hale]
I pirouette in the dark
I see the stars through me
Tired mechanical heart
Beats til the song disappears
Annotate
[Chorus]
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

[Violin Drop]
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

[Verse 2]
If only the clockworks could speak
I wouldn't be so alone
We burn every magnet and spring
And spiral into the unknown

[Chorus]

[Violin Drop]

[Bridge]
If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in rain
If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's nobody to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in rain
(Only..)

[Chorus]

[Violin Drop]
Me...!
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Lindsey Stirling – Shatter Me Lyrics

Ft: Lzzy Hale

Produced By: Silas

Source : http://rock.rapgenius.com/Lindsey-stirling-shatter-me-lyrics



kiss:x

Women!

i know NOW why women likes to talk a lot!


Because they need to probe the other person's MIND!

for women are EMOTIONALLY driven, or dependant
they NEED a DIRECTION to understand things
and THUS they will EXPRESS a LOT their feelings/emotions

to get a feedback (guid-ance) from the other MIND.

ah! so clever!

but it shows that over the long term,
the woman needs to develop her mind factor
as she is naturally bent towards emotions.

which i guess little women do.

ps : i am not talking of intelligence
but of perception

Ni hao!

: ) i like that song, so cute!

from the chinese drama, it started with a kiss

Lyrics

mo mo zai ni de shen hou shou hu de wo

duo xiang kan ni bu jing yi de xiao rong

huo xu wo de xin ni bu dong
wo hui nu li rang ni gan dong

zai ni yan zhong duo me ben zuo de wo
jue bu fang qi zhui zu ni de zhi zhuo
zhi yao ni neng duo xie hui ying wo
yi ge xiao huo dian tou quan dou jie shou

neng bu neng zai kao jin yi dian dian
da sheng shuo chu ni suo you gan jue
da sheng shuo chu ni suo you gan jue
bie zai jin jin guan zai zhi you zi ji de shi jie
wen nuan tai yang wei ni ying jie

neng bu neng kao jing yi dian dian
neng bu neng zai yong gan yi dian dian
jiu shuan rang wo zhi dao wo yong yuan zi shi dan lian
wo ye hui chang zhe gan xie
xiao zhe he ni shuo zai jian

English translation:

       I wait quietly behind you
Really want to see your accidental smile
Maybe you do not understand my heart
But I will try my hardest to touch your heart

I'm the clumsy one in your eyes
I will not give up following you
I just need you to give me some response
I will accept a smile or a nod

Can I come a little closer
Confess my feelings out to you loudly
Don't shut yourself in your own world anymore
The warm sun welcomes you

       Can I come a little closer
       Can I become braver a little bit
       Even if I know that it will always be a one-sided love affair
       I will still keep my gratitude
       Smiling to you and saying goodbye.

The flower

laying down
and watching the flowers
i wondered who had created them.
as intelligence i mean

an evolved consciousness?

that could not be!
for all consciousness are limited in perfection
so it HAS to be above consciousness level

As the pattern of the flower is all perfect
in geometry and all
so it is Mother Nature

but then i was told Mother Earth is a power
it is like current that realise your intent

then who gave this input for the creation of the flower?

The Law of the Sun

I personally LOVED that video,
called the Law of the Sun,

it refers to the story of Creation
where people grow gradually from
the worship of outer Sun/God

to the One Shining inside them.
The God given Light inside them : their own soul/

well, that's the path of cultivation
that lead to the remembrance of one's True Light/Self/ID

whatever the religion.

Before the Afterglow

i saw you because you saw me
as an angel you came and healed me

healed from what i was aware of and not
you came as a generous wind
untying all of my knots

so that everything may now flow
you make yours what was mine
my pain became your healing

and made mine what was thine
so that your beauty became my new identity.