Remembering your TRUE Nature

Dukkha  is the suffering of the citta - (citta Attention or more like consciousness?)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dukkha

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Citta 

ps : some links to get familiar with both words i used...



very enlightening Crystal clear sentence!

that is its suffering that you are facing, while before it was hidden -

-so the suffering appears like ripples on surface of water
as it was before immersed,
and now it is coming to the surface lol
while coming up
it creates ripples
and you call this suffering-
to give you the opportunity to face it,

knowing that you are your own master
meaning in control

on the spot
you remember it is a form,
and you are not the form

(you don't remember with thoughts!
but as automatic REMEMBERING
meaning you do it not
it appears as Crystal clear awarenss/witnessing of it
from within you)

for you are the Witness
so when the wave of suffering/like thougths in meditation comes,

your AIM is to re establish the purity of your true nature
to REMEMBER IT

(re establish for we are identified with it/suffering
this is WHY we can feel suffering
but suffering is NOT our nature
nor our part and parcel of True identity.
it is just things which need to re-surface
to become ONE with their own true nature of the SPirit.

of course if you know it NOT
you STAY with the suffering
as you assume it is YOUR LIFE)

HOW?

by being the Witness of the True Origine/Nature of the citta.

Suffering are great opportunity to re establis the Witness state.

yes!
this night i dreamt
i said in a true way with the heart may be
La ilaha ill Allah -

this is a negation of all forms of God, except the ONLY TRUE ONE.

and then, someone removed a heaviness from Inside of me,
like a dead corpse
once can say.

so it is about the negating of form (of suffering and anything on the spot).
when facing it
we are THEN ACTUALLY PRACTICALLY DOING la ilaha ill Allah
with our own life/circumstances we are facing.

.........
like this morning,
i was meditating,
putting attention on top of head
where the cool breeze comes out

and then,
doing the walking meditation

AND THEN ON THE SPOT
while i was turning around,
i realised that all the world AROUND
that i was seeing
all the objects, the room etc.
are thoughts but in a more dense form

(as all is energy
but energy densified permits us to experience our thoughts
from Inside,
and that is HOW experience takes place)

(of course we can ALL realise it
during the day as THEORY - imitation of others' thoughts
others who have true intuition of it
who are more Advanced than the imitators ones lol

but as EXPERIENCE
is when the theory is practiced on the spot!
and lived and felt and verified
and integrated as ONE in you
for it is

WHEN
the mind and spirit becomes one in the experience
i feel...)



so AS LONG AS the Attention remains on the cool breeze
which is a purifier/cleaner
you can enjoy
and ride the wave of your experience/interacting with the environement/densified thoughts around you

(of course NOT as an effort, but as an AUTOMONOUS  result of your prior meditation)

and you know the environement is NOT real in this sense
real = as is,

for only your true nature of spirit is AS IS (=real)
while the rest ,
is on the contrary modifiable

only the true nature is as is
and the true nature of the citta
is as called "a luminous ground"

so things are just A form
that can be modified
by our witnessing and attention

but PRIOR to that
they need to be NEGATED
AS NOT PART OF OUR TRUE
IDENTIFY

for how could something be witnessed and the witness at the same time?
we are ONLY the WITNESS

and what is witnessed is the experience that we CHOOSE to enjoy/learn from.
so it is NOT us.


and of course if our attention
is being constantly purified
that which the attention looks at
is being modified to a better version of itself

the act of creation is a godly gift
i right now remember
a friend who said
"imagine, michael ange had seen in a piece of clay
the sculpture part of the sisteen chapelle
in the beginning
and now see the chapelle?!"

imagine, you can as the attribute of a God is,
create beauty out of a naked base

but whatever beauty you create
it is JUST an experience
for a beauty is NEVER everlasting

the ONLY everlasting beauty
is the one that is this very true nature of yours
and never reincarnate
for it is the PURE NATURE of the Witness.

The meeting of God ... with you

that's incredible

i was about to sleep

and i got a sort of real vision

it was like i can't put words
it makes no real sense

as it was more sensorial

it was like
i was watching a scenery/ landscape in mind

and then i saw it being produced by mind

and getting out of the mind

and becoming the ceiling of the chapel sistine

you know its ceiling paintings

and it became so real

and it was so beautiful

that i said myself

"THIS canNOT be human

it HAS to be divine"

(but what? i don't know now. is it the fine traits or the grace of the painting traits?) i don't remember!
yes i remember!
the ZOOMING OUT and the FITTING in the SKY as IF it was the VERY SKY of my Reality!

-well i know now why i don't remember
because it was from the Spirit
and now i try to remember it from the thoughts - no comparison.

thoughts are recycled energy - so dead for me
while spirit is EVER Alive-

and i realised in a breathe that

this ceiling painting LIKE THIS could become the SKY

and this is HOW projection from mind to the outside world is made

and  then we end up thinking it is real

or outside of us

while it comes from within and is its mere reflection.

but now i don't know how to write it

so that once i read myself back again i could see the truth of it AS i experienced it!

ah! i wish there was a tape recorder and i could play it will all sensations again. to remember.

..........

“Shi-Kin Hara-Mitsu Dai-Ko-Myo: A moment of true interaction between mind and spirit may lead to Enlightenment.” - Bujinkan Ninjutsu motto

indeed,

in the vision i understood or felt on the spot that sky exists only because i created it in mind first

it showed first how thought emerged

and that it zoomed out , like out of the state of thought, so out of me

and it became the sky of my vision

the reality that i know

thing is when it becomes the sky, i get so used to seeing it, that i believe it is separate from me

while it is like a nose in the face saying it is (from)you !

that was awesome !

so the SKY is NOT out of you

but STEMS from within you

so we are the WHOLE universe within without

it is the same

so you are GOD

(ok God as the SUN's reflection in the lake (= the Spirit)

but not THE ONE GOD / the real SUN who is out of your reach and from Whom you came)

The image of God in the act of Creation was painted in a single day, and reflects Michelangelo himself in the act of creating the ceiling :)

source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sistine_Chapel_ceiling

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

She KNOWS its way back to purity !

Illumination of the day!


Shakti knows its way BACK to purity!


this means when we are in a conflictual situation
then we open up
and let intuition dawn upon us

for the intuitive nature is that of the Shakti
and as it is Intelligent for She is the Power of God who created this universe


then She will inspire us for right diplomatic words

and i love the "WAY BACK to purity"

for it means She already threaded the path in one direction
so CERTITUDE is there
that she can thread it back

but this time taking us along with it
out of the conflict!

:x kiss
ps : ah! yeah,
so the fruitcakes who say that not to go to swimming pool for you will catch others' impurities
is TOTAL silliness!

for they are MEANT to KNOW that their TRUE self is ONE
i.e. them+others
therefore the purification has NO name
it is not me vs you

the other is ALSO my responsibility

just the thing is that we work for our own liberation
while purifying others help them to get a more favorable karmic path.
so it is a temporary blessing for them.

so your only presence become a blessing to them,
but not their liberation.

anyway,
as PURITY is PURE BY NATURE
it does NOT need to "protect" itself from impurities