Monday 18 April 2016

Feel of the Belly vs the mind habitual thinking


suddenly i realised
when i felt a vision of change in my belly
and i let myself feel it
just focused on it

without
by choice letting a simple "but"
or thoughts / mental activity
(cause it would have diverted me from my belly feel)

then i ALLOWED
myself to FEEL the change

and if i make space
for this change to be FELT
in the belly

then considered it as i won!

cause if i feel it
it means the soul recorded it feels good
so is in its cell memory
and thus it will DEFINITELY recognise the situation
to let my body on the given moment
REPRODUCE
this feeling of change

and now what was my feeling about?
was about a new world where the individual touch
and thus individuality of each single person
would be looked after and worth far much

than the value we give
to "luxury" brand names

cause luxury is sought after
just for its name

yet i saw traditional hand made products
far more efficient and communciating a warm and happy feel
and far much efficient
than "luxury" brand names

so yes about the belly
is all about letting once feel it
cause when during the feel
we lightly in an undisciplined manner
allow to be again drifted back by thoughts
thinking i  have time to come back to the feel

then it is when the opportunity
of realisation is lost

cause the thought is the doubt
doubt of what?
i often never got that point of what is doubt

so now i got it:
the thought creates the  DOUBT
about YES WE CAN
and it is not a slogan

it is WHAT your OWN belly
was inviting you to feel as "YES YOU CAN"

and so is ONLY by not letting yourself
being diverted by thoughts pattern
"ok let me see if is viable" or "but.."

then you LOSE the opportunity
to FEEL your belly
and lose the chance for your cells
which are emotional cells there see?
to record that ACCEPTANCE
and that acceptance of YES I CAN
is the ABSOLUTE certitude

that WHEN the situation arise
your body / soul actually
will RECOGNISE IT

and the belly
for is where soul is
having already recorded your feel
will ALLOW you
who are a machine just living on his cortex
which programmed to reproduce 98% of his daily activities
as a robot does
to be reprogrammed
by grasping the opportunity

and how so?
first by creating the space for you to SEE it
cause it breaks down your habitual functioning
which is based on habits, you get it!

once space is created in your robotic routine
it allows you to feel TOUCHED by the moment
(the present)

and once touched
third blessing is to NOT feel afraid to cross your limits
and is ONLY possible if NO fear (emotional) /NO doubt (in mental)

and WHO can obviously PREPARE YOU?
to have NO doubt and NO fear i.e. be emotionally ready for this new step?

that's it!
only your PREVIOUS FEEL that your BELLY showed you
and you stayed upon
with it
and thus was RECORDED

for you to NOW act on it
with no fear nor doubt

and thus allow yourself to enter into a new experience/world
so by shining you let other feel allowed to shine
(paraphrasing Marianne Williamson)

and that...when i think i got it
in a split of a second
while feeling my belly
when i was inhaling air...amazing God, isn't it?

plus these 3 blessings (creating space to see / to be touched by the present / to be able to act)
actually is what our everyday actions are about
what we call routine
INITIALLY it started so

but by LACK of faith
we got stuck/limited to it
what is now called a comfort zone

while initially man was created to be a creator
and not a robot

that is mind blowing essay
i just happened to write
isn't it?
hahahaha