i just got a dream 2:30 am :)
i woke up so i write it here
so special it is
i had a number of packets on my
hands like horizontally disposed
and i put them on a table when i
arrived
they were all mutlicolored
and is like i knew all of them were gifts packets
and there was this same voice of a
woman
the same i had in vision yesterday who was showing me some future stuff
and now it is like she was answering a
question of my dream
about myself
like an unspoken question
like i was seeking an answer
and she said
"it is you, you, YOU, the
person you are waiting for"
and each time she said you
i felt it being hammered on my heart
and i believed it on the spot at the
third time she said you
and i felt my heart warm and opened
with love
warm love
and at the third time there was one
packet who was like unknown to me and became known
it was special dream and vision
becausei felt it in real on my heart
this is why i am up now writing it
also in dream i felt warm opening of
my heart
with love
like i remembered
and i accepted gracefully it is ME
yes i felt a spoof of warm love at
the heart
and i welcomed the me
it is like i remembered the question
and got the answer
both at same time i was aware of
both
but now that i am writing it i only remember the effect
of the answer
i forgot the real question behind
and will forget once i wake up
dream started with unspoken but
convened question
but i knew not
the answer
then i got the answer
and i knew the unspoken question
as if i was waiting for someone
adn that very special person awaited
was me
and then now, is like the question
is fading away
but i know the answer
at the third you
i felt like i opened my heart to it
and i accepted it warmly
and i felt this warmth in my heart
and joy in the belly at same time
i just know right now
that i am happy that it is me
though i now forget who i was
seeking for
or waiting for more exactly
it is so strange...
right now, i know, i was seeking for
someone, but i forgot who; but i know now, that it is me
i forgot who = like the role of this
who
i can't word it
it is like someone who should arrive
but i know it is me, like the me for
which my heart felt warm love and joyend of impression on dream,
this is what is called pinnacle of wisdom
to know that The One one was waiting for is me
good timing to copy paste this here :
to say that one is spirit and joy
is not true
till one does not experience it
like in this real dream and happening
because by then, i really felt entirely i am the one
and was just -wholly- happy
and doubt, now i know,
is when you know not -wholly- that you are the one
and to know it is to feel it entirely
and to BE it
it is not a mimecking of what one knows what love is
or what a loving action is
but is the I
right now, i know, i was seeking for someone, but i forgot who; but i know now, that it is me
and i learned, that
At this very moment, one can see through the one who sees through..
yes, it is true,
i, the answer, could see through the other i, the question,
that it was me all the way
the question and the answer
were one
and could see each other
and that is full and complete belief
it is like in the book i read,
i need to write the proper reference
from Alain Danielou
who said,
that most people knows not
that Mind Bliss is when the passion of the Heart is removed,
so that you can see your own soul felicity
this is why he said people
think the other is his or her love
for they see their soul light
and are in love with his soul light
like in the story of yousuf
when all the ladies are literally ready to rape the young youssef
who is not yet a prophet
same there
if you see the other soul light
you are in love with it
and naturally you wish to enjoy it in 3D
this is stuff is ALL OK
PROVIDED you KNOW
that what you are in love with is not the other
but you
as spirit
that is the true love
where indeed
as sufi says
the love and the beloved are one
may be more could written by me right now on it
but so far so good
as it is intuition based
and not mind
as soon as effort is there to recall
even if words seem true
it is no more true to me
kiss:x
ps :
oh..holy of hollies..I have searched for your god's name everywhere..and now I know your name..It is Homer Simpson...and it always was...(from Homer Simpson cartoons)
or..I have searched for God everywhere.,..and now that i found it..I realized that was me all the time..Homer Simpson?
This cartoon is great
truth given right in the middle of the mud :))
aren't lotus from mud?
