even the word Reality is not really true, real i.e. rightly understood by us
i never was religious from the beginning,
but spiritual
by then i had no clue that even the word spiritual existed
i only knew that i liked to discover inner beauties
as if i was literally uncovering lid fro a can
so when i went on an islamic forum
and saw so much division
that hit me
for i never thought that division in what is called the last and completed religion existed
so i declared by then,
that God does not takes side even if it is called islam
but protects Truth
this i was innerly sure of,
it was a sure shot
innerly i felt disconnected with the inner touch
when i met a sort of muslim teacher
who was so much more in touch with quran
that i wanted to follow the quranic teaching
but the thing is
people knows more the letter of it
than the spirit of it
from that time i lost touch with my inner self
and that used to be soft
once i tried to be "honest"
i felt it was impossible to practice religion
and i felt my heart became hard
somehow i met a sufi group
so that was the spirituality i was always attracted with
that time was really particular
for i was so much in touch with my inner world of dreams and visions
this was a total mind blowing experience
for it opened a door to perception
to right perception on some regards
and that is :
hell and heaven exist
right now
as said in the Constantine movie :
John Constantine: But when you cross over time stops. Take it from me, two minutes in hell is a lifetime. When I came back I knew all the things I could see were real. Heaven and hell are right here. Behind every wall, every window. The world behind the world, and we're smack in the middle.
watching this movie
when i heard Heaven and Hell are right here
it reminded me my own dreams and visions in that period of my life
the new breakthrough by then in my life
was to really understand
that Heaven and Hell are NOW and NOT later, not once we are dead we go to heaven and hell
i can related to the muslims reading that
for each single counter truth i may seem to say
because i went through them all
it can be proven
by simple logic
in hadith is it not said
the way we die is the way we are raised up?
if we die as a believer we are raised as such in heaven
if we die as a disbeliever we are raised as such in hell
because our last moment is NOT a moment OUT of Time
it is NOT to come
it is ALREADY there!
by the very choices we do in the now and then
we choose either to take the PATH leading to heaven
or the PATH leading to hell
and the PATH itself is heaven if we die on it
or the path itself is hell if we die on it
as in the hadith of the guy
who chose to show abnegation to God to be forgiven
after having killed so many people
he died while travelling to a saint place
and while he was half way between the heaven and hellish place
angels of both sides fought to know who shall get his soul
and finally due to his INTENTION set
God shortened the path to heaven for him
thus he was counted among the heavenly ones
so it is true
each of our decisions and choices BUILD up to our heaven or hell
and NOT as to COME
but as IS.
heaven and hell are ON THE SPOT
it is NEVER after
the word HEREAFTER - Akheera
means MORE than the english image of hereafter
we misunderstand it as AFTER the NOW
just by browsing on net one can already find this :
f. akrabajamaa , utani % ukoo.} Ahora. n. and Akhera, Aheri, (i) that \vhuh is last (or behind, or beyond), the end, the last stage; (a) cs'i world, fun
source : https://archive.org/stream/swahilienglishdi00madauoft/swahilienglishdi00madauoft_djvu.txt
Akheera with the meaning of LAST, as in LAST stage , that which is BEHIND or BEYOND the seen
like in the prayer of the Prophet :
Allah shows me things as they REALLY ARE.
it is because by then in his time
people went out of sheer period of ignorance
hardly learning that one should should not stone to death baby girls
so how could, except for a few, on a mass scale, higher level consciousness be taught to
people who were so much LOW in their mind
by the way, this is why the prophet said in his last sermon
report my worlds to next generation
for they may understand more/better.
!
it is about understanding more deeply WHEN you ASCEND as SOUL
and your consciousness is raised from lower to HIGHER worlds of understanding!
another word for low is the root word of Dunia
muslims takes too narrow mindedly the meaning of dunia
i know because i went through it
dunia is seen as the life on this earth
that one should shun
so that one reap all for the akeehra in the after life after death
but dunia is NOT this world
dunia is the LOWER part of this world/time
how can time be LOW
when this very time can be your savior?
Daani', which literally something which is low, lowly, insignificant,
something of inferior value
source : islamhelpline.net
so the lower aspect of this life,
in another word, lower consciousness is this dunia
but if you ASCEND, i.e. do the Miraaj as the prophet did,
as you are supposed to work for it in ramadan
then, you can LIVE in this world without being part of the dunia
this is why in a hadith
it was said of a man who came with his ablution water dripping from his face
that he is from the people of heaven (prophet saying)
while other companions of prophets
tried to see lol by stalking him all day long or week long what he did for that
what extra prayer he did
and finally as they found not
they asked him please tell us
and he said
i do nothing
except that i forgive those who hurt me
and how could he be SEEN as HE REALLY IS ON THE SPOT
as a person of heaven?
because heaven was HIS STATE in the NOW
and how he went to heaven ?
by forgiving constantly
so,
when keanu reeves said :
hen I came back I knew all the things I could see were
real. Heaven and hell are right here. Behind every wall, every window.
The world behind the world, and we're smack in the middle.
that is all true!
by then,
when i used to see heavenly like pictures
because i was more in a temporary state of goodness
i used to be so happy
as if i was in another world though living in this one
but when i had constrained myself by attaching myself to
self reproach, guilt and sorrow
i saw literally speaking hell
felt it
and when i used to got up from these nightmares
i could still feel scorch on the skin, if i had been hurt during it.
it is ONLY because of the awakening of the cool breeze
that i started to learn to LET GO and FORGIVE myself.
our own body will become heaven or hell
by the way we choose to address ourselves
yes the way we address others is the way we address ourselves ON THE SPOT
it is not a far off connection
for i learned a few weeks ago
that if i hit my foot
the nerves got shocked and the hurt ascended up the spine!
therefore back got hurt! though there is no apparent link between a foot and back hurt!
and i understood
1-the meaning of resonating - we, being a resonator
2-the meaning of extending limbs
such as
if foot hurt lead me to accumulated in my spine, nervous system the hurt felt
then what about my hands when they give hurt to someone else?
it means , that me too i accumulated inside of me ON THE SPOT the hurt i am sending out
by extension i am the Beauty i recognise and give to others
and the hellfire that i nourish in acting so towards others and thus myself.
it is the FIRST time i REALLY lived the experience of
the OTHER as YOURSELF
by the way :)
did you know that Keanu (Reeves) means in Hawaii language "the cool breeze over the Mountain"!:)
