I am inspired
I want to establish myself FIRST in that meditation
so that it be felt as a permanent vibrations at ALL times
second, i want them to be strong
third, i wish to shift from my current mental evolution
and see everyday a new me and witness a new me
not only in skills but also a shift in worlds
and see myself ascending
i wish to know all the hidden truths
all the secrets of the universe
which I KNOW are no secrets when eyes finally open
they are secrets till i decide not to turn inside
so i know ALL is there
also, i wish to GET certainty in witnessing what happened from A to Z
to the True message of islam
from A to Z
i wish to witness it with my own eyes
no small stories, no reported ones, nor any doubts
the PURE NAKED TRUTH
and smash falsehood down to where it belongs and should remain forever.
from THAT place of TRUTH,
above all,
i wish to break all limits and barriers that ever a mental state has created and will create
for barriers have been created to be broken
so that one flies
and i wish to get to the crux of the matter regarding the corruption which crept into the current islam
which has i KNOW NOW nothing to do with the true message of the prophet.
finally, i wish the inner self assurance that i am on the right path
for i do NOT wish any deviation from it
esp. not to lose right track while believing i am doing good
there is a very keen sense of love
and an even more obvious aspect of Grace that i have not yet experienced
and definitely it is also part of my goal.
Finally, I rebel against those who do not know their own pure desire within
for i feel if they knew it they would never ever be miserable.
it is just that we are afraid to shine
for it is so easy to remain an anonymous personality
and yet so terrific to break all the shackles
it is terrific when you know you have the power to change everything
and turn the world upside down
for normally, like every average person, you accept the consensus to not go out of your fake world
for you prefer a factice comfort zone, a well know path, however torturing and miserable it be
to letting the Truth within you bursting out.
you keep containing it and choking it
but either you LET IT OUT
or it will certainly consume you.
for Truth is here to shine out
and make the rest of creation shine out
if you stand in its way
then you will be like an ant which will be crushed by the foot of angels soldiers coming their way.
like in the story of sulaiman alaihi salam.
as usual, great stories remains misunderstood
while urgency is beating at your door everyday
but you cannot manage to hear it
for you keep dozing off.
