in meditation it felt
like people got caught up into their own lies
like when a person lie to another
and keep lying in order to make his story consistent
this pretending makes him at the end believe his own lies
so that he gets amnesic! and really believe that it belongs to him/ the idea belongs to him.
and it looked like so,
from the outside to the inside
let's make a zoom in
it is like people's limb act and move on their order
and the limbs are in truth just made of elements (earth, wind etc.)
and yes the elements have their own nature, characteristic
this is why hand will move so, while joints have other charasteristic of movements/freedom of it
and all of the movements we see through the limbs are just equals to the limbs characteristics
but at some point,
what was at the beginning a show, or a witnessing of possibilities
to be enjoyed
ended up being aspired by the mind as a self identification
like the mind was like a hover, it aspired into him the movements of the limbs
and then equaled the limbs to himself
this is as of this moment that one ends up believing that his experience is his identity
and we go from the wide awareness or ever present witnessing to the narrow identification to such a limited world (of the body)
in truth, an arm is an arm
a hand is a hand
they are as they are equals to their own nature / elements they are made from
and are in no way equals to an identity of the self
this unconscious link we add, is what makes the vision obscured
actually, we make complicate that which is simple
everything are as they are, they are all ok, into their own nature
they are all at their place.
well, that is not the exact deep feeling/evidence i got,
but i tried to near myself to that which i could now recall.
